"An Apostle's Thoughts on Easter"

I love Elder Holland!  He spoke to the missionaries when I was in the MTC.  It was then that I saw and heard his beautiful emotion for the Gospel of Jesus Christ and have loved to listen to him ever since.  I am so thankful for the Gospel and this amazing time we have to remeber Christ and the wonderful blessing of eternal life we have been promised because of his sacrifice for us.

Why can't I say No to anybody for anything?  Why do I totally loose my energy around 5 and yet don't go to bed until 11?  Why did the two peole I really reached out to in the last few years and try to help, end up going inactive and have their names removed?  Why does Adam insist on sitting on Andrew until he screams? Why does Andrew eat apples and spit the peels on the floor and carpet? Why can't I make my schedule work so I can go to my nephews baby blessing? Why can't I send my extended family their birthday cards on time?  Why don't I feel like cooking anymore?  Why does my computer turn off for no aparent reason? 

Even with all those whys I don't think I even came close to the amount that Kenzie and Adam asked me in the car today----no wonder I can't answer my own questions!