Hmmmmmmm

Well........hmmmmmmm....

Been so long since I blogged.  So much going on don't know where to begin.  I have relizes Life does go on no matter what.  Sam is ill but is hanging in there.  I am trying.  Sometimes I cry .  Sometimes I scream (into my pillow).  Sometimes I do nothing at all.  Sometimes I realize that I actually a very lucky person and that I have such a great family and extended family!  My sweet Angie and her family give me so much happiness.  They are always making me smile and the kids are sooo special to me.   My dear Sam is going through a lot and he really is a trouper.  Don't know ifmImcould handle what he is.  My parents and sister and brothers are true rocks to lean on.  My Inlaws are very understanding and really do carry so much for Sam and myself.

Somtimes life is so overwhelming and so questionable.  Must continue to go forward and be as positive as I can.

Life goes on.