But my mind keep thinking about some story... this story is about 6 years ago..
Wonder why my memory cant remember the bad things about this story.. even know also feel like is a good memory...
When i was listening to the song named "Tidak lagi" ...
The feeling hurt is inside my heart.. and feel like i jz break up in this relationship..
Painful..
Remember how we know each other... at Bukit Beruang,Melaka..
Your cousin's shop..
During the Christmas.. i was attend your cousin house opening party!
The next day, we went for the movie...
Here is the our love story begin....!
When we were couple,
I still remember how we celebrate my 18years old birthday..
(feel stupid but happy to see u...)
I still remember what was happened during the CNY...
(You very naughty run from ur house to meet me..)
I still remember what i did when i receive your msg..
(repeat to read your msg since i cant understand very well in English... sometime need to check from dictionary...)
I still remember the funny funny things in our conversation....
(When i was angry i will speak in Mandarin andg you will look at me and laugh... same as well, when u scolding me..)
I still remember we teach each other about the language..
(Betty bought a butter but the butter was bitter. Betty bought the better butter to make the bitter butter better... ; yellow lorry, red lorry...)
I still remember you prepared the food for me..
(That time you asked me what is my favorite food and so on..)
I still remember the weather at Nilai...
(one words - HOT... you prepared few fan to make the room cold.. or else we will sweating...)
I still remember you had played the guitar for me...
(even i dont know what u sing about.. but feel sweet... )
I still remember............ Everything about us... even i cant remember the date and time..
I have learned a lot of things from you...
Thank you...
Maybe you do not know how much i love you at that time...
Surely you do not know how hurt you give me when you leave me...
I never forget the pain...
I always lie to my heart..
In front of you, my action cant be as same as my mind..
I like to receive your msg...
I will smile when reading the msg...
I like to listen your voice, it is very warmest...
I hope to stay with you again.. at the same time, i scare of you...
not your hot temper..
Is myself protecting my heart... I will be afraid once again you leave me...
Sometime, i was thinking what will appear to your mind if suddenly miss me...?
Sometime, i wish you are beside me.. to share my everything...
almost 1 hours, i typed this article..
Now, i was thinking about what you will feel when u read this article..
(if you really got chance read it, plz tell me..)
errr.... i don think that you have this chance to read it... since you do not know my blog...
This is already second article about our love story...
so, i dare to write it down here... to express my words from you...
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I Miss You.... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
