Procratination at it's best!

I am on the computer just about everyday, but you think I would come on here and write something....of course not! So now that I am here I can update everyone on everything going on in our little life!! Let's see...Adam and I are still not back together. Like previously stated we have somethings to work on in ourselves before our family can be happy, loving family. We are working on things and hopefully some good comes of it, but only the future will tell. Here's to hoping and praying.

Emma is crazy!! She turned two the end of December, and I will admit my heart broke a little bit. My baby is growing up and I can't do a dang thing to stop it! But even if it hurts a little to know that I have a two year old running around, I couldn't have asked for a more beautiful, smart little girl to be in my life! I love her more then words could ever describe, she makes waking up in the morning...even the mornings I really don't want to get up, worth while! So for her second birthday we had a little party at Granny Sue's house with all her cousins, Aunties and Uncles! However, others were missed due to the crappy weather we had that day. She got a bunch of Belle stuff, I should had that she has become crazily obsessed with Beauty and the Beast! I bought her a tricycle, which of course she loved and all the cousins had to have a go at it too!! We ate some delicous cupcakes that I made of course with pink icing and princess sparkles on them!! She had a good birthday party! Hopefully next year the weather will be a little more cooperative so that everyone can make it and not just those who are already in town! BUT! I sure can wait for her to turn 3!

As for myself, everything is going okay. I am a little nervous about being a mother of two but I know I can make it through it. If I survived one just fine I'm sure I can manage two!! Work has become a bit of a chore due to my getting sore much sooner then I was before. I've had lots of groin, hip, pelvic and back pain the last month or so....Doc says there's not much we can do, the pain will go away when baby Josh isn't in there anymore! Go figure, I have to suffer for two more months! oh well, it'll be worth it in the end.

Emma and I recently moved into my moms place. Not exactly were I wanted us to be right now but rent is far to expensive for me to afford on top of paying for bills, grocery, and any other things that need to be paid for every month. So Mom was nice enough to let us stay here while I apply everywhere imaginable for low cost housing. Just a few more things need to be done for that I can submit all my papers in and hopefully we'll have a place before April! Hopefully! Would be nice to be able to set up home and get Emma back on routine before I have to worry about getting another baby into a routine! Just would be nice to be at our own place, and I'm sure Mom and Dale would be glad to get us out of there house too!! It's nice to have family that will help you out even when they really would rather we figure things out on our own...but I guess in my favor having a kid and another on the way made them feel bad for me or something!! haha I'm kidding, they wouldn't let us end up somewhere else anyways, they would see Emma and I less then!!

So as for baby, we found out that we are having a boy! Which I am pretty excited about! It'll be nice to have one of each, if I decide that this is it for me procreating then I hatve one of each! Perfect!! His name is going to be Joshua John Allan Monte McCoy! I am really hoping he arrives a little sooner then his due date of April 11 (that's what the doc says anyways) I am hoping more for the end of March, first week of April! In all honestly if he was able to be born right now and come out perfectly fine then right now would be great, but he can incubate a few more weeks. I'll survive! Josh very much likes to kick my bladder and pelvis...why I'm not sure, they seem to be his favorite spots. He is still feet down, obviously, which is okay..for now.. the other night he was been adventerous and was moving around and ended up under my rib cage and boy did it hurt! So really for now I will sufice with the kicking my pelvis rather then my ribs!! He is growing like he is supposed it, Doc says he is the right size and his heart rate is excellent..a little girly (155 and up) but good! I can't wait for April to get here so we can meet our little man. Emma is even excited! She pats my tummy every day and says something along the lines of "Baby Josh, hurry up!" She's even started called her babies "Josh" We went shopping the other day and she wanted to go to the baby clothes, pointed at some little boy sleepers and said "baby Josh?" It's cute! She's going to be a great big sister and little mommy!!

What else has been going on...hmm...Adams mom, Sue, gave me her old mini van! Which was super awesome of her to do! It needed some things fixed before I could drive it, so Dale being the nice guy he is, had it all fixed for me before Christmas! So now, I finally have my Ford Windstar! :O) I know, who gets excited about owning a mini van!?! I love it though, getting Emma in and out is soo much easier then having to do it in a two door car! It'll be nice as well when Josh gets here!

I could tell you a little bit about Adam, from what he's been telling us and what we've seen. He lives in Lethbridge with a guy he works with, about 5 minutes away from his job. Which he says it great! He has recently stopped smoking and is doing an awesome job at it. Says it's hard some days but he fights the urge and moves on! We are proud of him for doing this. I just wish it wouldn't have taken him getting sick or in pain to try to stop, but he is doing it and that is awesome! We see him just about every weekend, which is nice wish it was more but every weekend is better then not seeing him at all! He says work is going good, has it's good days and bad days just like every other job but he likes it there. He has been sick with bronchitis again, which sucks because I always seem to get sick when he does so hopefully this time aorund I don't! I don't want bronchitis again!! He's feeling better with that too, his doctor gave him some meds which work wonders!! Well...that's about it I guess!!

Well I guess that's it, I don't have any new pictures to post yet. They are all on my computer and I don't have the internet on it, so when I have time or I just simply do it, I'll load them up to a disc and get them put on here so you all can see what's been happening lately!! May take a few weeks but you'll see some soon! XoXoXo