电影

虚构的情节都不是真实的。

无奈的心情谁能知。把悲伤化成一片空白，把一切化成灰。

爱，往往是充满了创伤。泪水充满了多少的痕迹。

Conversations

"You really shouldn't learn the bad things from your father," she said.

He replied, "Yes, but does he have any good qualities?"

"He has a good heart," she said with a tinge of sadness in her voice.

"What good did it do for us? Him being the kind person that he is, always kind to outsiders but never for us!"

She knew he had inherited his father's delicateness, a tender heart. Over the years of disappointment, he had wrapped his heart behind a wall. She loved her son and it pained her to know that he had to live like this.

"We are all kind people, nobody can take that away from us," she declared after some thought.

"Right, what good did it do for us? We are always being taken advantage of."

Knifed

An unfathomable heart-wrenching pain.

Hello old friend.

I never thought I would see you again.

I was wrong.

Utterly destroyed all faith, hope and love.

Smoke and mirrors.

Co-Working

I'm alive. Somehow. Not sleeping much. Trying to complete my deadlines. I'm glad I shifted out of the bedroom and rented a desk at a co-working space. I don't work crazy hours everyday anymore, I can focus better and knock off earlier (most of the time). I get out and I meet interesting people at the space, people from different countries and working on different things.

Today I had the pleasure of speaking with someone from Munich who does music production for orchestras. It's been two months since I moved in and it was the first time I met him. We talked about how music crosses cultures, how orchestras are adjusting their business models to keep up to date, and how we are so blessed now to listen to anything we wanted.

I'm glad I'm getting out and talking to so many people, a far cry from that shy introverted boy from the past.

Things at work are picking up, and I'm planning for the next step - but first, to write a manifesto and business plan.

I'm so thankful that things have really picked up. I must not lose sight of the aim.