Thursday, August 21, 2014
Friday, May 31, 2013
累。
在这深夜里，明知皮肤不好，该早睡。
明知明天活动，该早睡。
明知不该回想，该早睡。
明知不该哭泣，该早睡。
明知不该痛心，该早睡。
人有很多个明知，但，其实心中早已有元知。
元知心灵脆弱，就别打开心窗。
元知心灵脆弱，就别胡乱爱上。
元知他不爱你，就别再多奢望。
元知他不爱你，就别再有渴望。
金钱，外貌，智商，还是对凡事保持单纯重要？
金钱没了，成了负累。
外貌没了，成了倦累。
智商没了，成了拖累。
单纯没了，成了累。
明知明天活动，该早睡。
明知不该回想，该早睡。
明知不该哭泣，该早睡。
明知不该痛心，该早睡。
人有很多个明知，但，其实心中早已有元知。
元知心灵脆弱，就别打开心窗。
元知心灵脆弱，就别胡乱爱上。
元知他不爱你，就别再多奢望。
元知他不爱你，就别再有渴望。
金钱，外貌，智商，还是对凡事保持单纯重要？
金钱没了，成了负累。
外貌没了，成了倦累。
智商没了，成了拖累。
单纯没了，成了累。
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Appreciate the Current, not the Past.
四月。二十四日。二零一三年。
晚上。十一点三十七分。
我的简讯铃声响了。
On the night of 24.04.2013, I heard the message tone rang.
I was so curious abut the person who sent the message late at night at such timing.
I checked on the message and I dropped my jaw on the spot.
I am thoroughly shocked to notice this message.
- "My grandmother just passed away."
With an instant, I ran out of my bedroom and gave her a call.
I am asking whether she will be needing my companion.
I called her and she answered with such weak and soft voice.
I am told that her grandmother's body will be sent to her hometown, Perak for further funeral ceremony.
I do not know what to do to comfort her, seriously.
10 days ago, I'm hiking with her all week round. I too often went to her house for Free Meal.
For some time, her Grandmother would always told me her Grandmother story and my friend were imitating her due to unlimited repeating of her own story telling.
I was laughing being entertained all the time.
Her Grandmother is sweet one and she'd always wanted her to cook extra rice.
She would have always listen to oldies music with the MP3 Player with more than 500 classic songs in it.
She would have always wanted to dry her own clothes.
She would have always ask my friend for companionship.
Now, my friend and I would really have miss all the incidents she would have done.
I thoroughly understand her loss because I faced it twice.
My grandfather passed away on December 31.
One year later, my grandmother left me on September 11.
I wasn't personally close to my grandfather as I spend more time with my granny.
However, I can always remember how much he loved me and all his grandchildren.
He would have always bring us to the weekend morning market with his motorbike and Mitsubishi Pajero.
Sometimes, he will come to fetch us with the Spiderman-car which I could spot Spiderweb all around.
He would have bring me and my sister to purchase our favorite biscuit, our favorite toys.
He contributed so much to our memories.
I remember the day he fell down in the house with the head bleeding too much that we would have to send him to the hospital immediately. I was crying all the way to the hospital because I'm the one who pressured his bleeding head on the way to the hospital.
After waiting for hours, he lied down in the ICU room with wires and piping all around his body.
What I can do is just to watch beside and taking turns for any emergencies.
It's heart breaking and I had to face it again not long after my Grandpa passed away.
My Grandmother is doing all healthy along the medical check up but she coughs a lot. She coughed almost every single day and there is hardly an effective cure to it.
My aunts brought her for medical check up and when the report came out. She was diagnosed with third stage of lung cancer. One of her lung is malfunctioned and she didn't make it through as well.
I remember very thoroughly that I am on my way to tuition.
Someone gave me a call informing me that my grandmother passed away.
I burst into tears immediately after receiving the call.
I went to tuition eventually by holding on my emotions.
It was hard because I was holding my tears so hard for the next two hours of tuition.
Eventually, I went home and I saw my grandmother lying in the coffin.
Doctor conclude that she was exposed to toxic gas for long period and thus damaged her lungs.
I can't believe that my Grandmother passed away at such young age because of what she earned hard for raising 6 of her children.
I wasn't telling the story out to gain sympathy. Instead, the purpose of this blog post is to convey a message.
"Appreciate people around you, acknowledge their importance in life."
"Don't acknowledge their importance only after you lost them"
Learn to show your love from now on.
Don't hide it behind you, yourself :)
晚上。十一点三十七分。
我的简讯铃声响了。
On the night of 24.04.2013, I heard the message tone rang.
I was so curious abut the person who sent the message late at night at such timing.
I checked on the message and I dropped my jaw on the spot.
I am thoroughly shocked to notice this message.
- "My grandmother just passed away."
With an instant, I ran out of my bedroom and gave her a call.
I am asking whether she will be needing my companion.
I called her and she answered with such weak and soft voice.
I am told that her grandmother's body will be sent to her hometown, Perak for further funeral ceremony.
I do not know what to do to comfort her, seriously.
10 days ago, I'm hiking with her all week round. I too often went to her house for Free Meal.
For some time, her Grandmother would always told me her Grandmother story and my friend were imitating her due to unlimited repeating of her own story telling.
I was laughing being entertained all the time.
Her Grandmother is sweet one and she'd always wanted her to cook extra rice.
She would have always listen to oldies music with the MP3 Player with more than 500 classic songs in it.
She would have always wanted to dry her own clothes.
She would have always ask my friend for companionship.
Now, my friend and I would really have miss all the incidents she would have done.
I thoroughly understand her loss because I faced it twice.
My grandfather passed away on December 31.
One year later, my grandmother left me on September 11.
I wasn't personally close to my grandfather as I spend more time with my granny.
However, I can always remember how much he loved me and all his grandchildren.
He would have always bring us to the weekend morning market with his motorbike and Mitsubishi Pajero.
Sometimes, he will come to fetch us with the Spiderman-car which I could spot Spiderweb all around.
He would have bring me and my sister to purchase our favorite biscuit, our favorite toys.
He contributed so much to our memories.
I remember the day he fell down in the house with the head bleeding too much that we would have to send him to the hospital immediately. I was crying all the way to the hospital because I'm the one who pressured his bleeding head on the way to the hospital.
After waiting for hours, he lied down in the ICU room with wires and piping all around his body.
What I can do is just to watch beside and taking turns for any emergencies.
It's heart breaking and I had to face it again not long after my Grandpa passed away.
My Grandmother is doing all healthy along the medical check up but she coughs a lot. She coughed almost every single day and there is hardly an effective cure to it.
My aunts brought her for medical check up and when the report came out. She was diagnosed with third stage of lung cancer. One of her lung is malfunctioned and she didn't make it through as well.
I remember very thoroughly that I am on my way to tuition.
Someone gave me a call informing me that my grandmother passed away.
I burst into tears immediately after receiving the call.
I went to tuition eventually by holding on my emotions.
It was hard because I was holding my tears so hard for the next two hours of tuition.
Eventually, I went home and I saw my grandmother lying in the coffin.
Doctor conclude that she was exposed to toxic gas for long period and thus damaged her lungs.
I can't believe that my Grandmother passed away at such young age because of what she earned hard for raising 6 of her children.
I wasn't telling the story out to gain sympathy. Instead, the purpose of this blog post is to convey a message.
"Appreciate people around you, acknowledge their importance in life."
"Don't acknowledge their importance only after you lost them"
Learn to show your love from now on.
Don't hide it behind you, yourself :)
Friday, January 11, 2013
11.01.2013# Window Shopping Spree
It has been 3 Months since we last met. We had been working and chatting together. Things just came along in between us and we became friends, I mean the talkative ones.╭╮(╯▽╰)╭╮
I was *handcuffed* and brought into this Teppanyaki Restaurant located in Times Square 3rd Floor.
She said the food here was damn good and so, I had a try. Would rate it 3.8 out of 10 （¯﹃¯）
Later on we went Window Shopping for like 3 hours. We felt exhausted and here we are at....
The Pontian Wantan Noodles
( At the Opposite of The Teppanyaki Restaurant )
Candise Chiow, Johor Girl
Came all the way from her hometown just to introduce me the Pontian Wantan Noodles. >3<
She told me that her hometown was somewhere in Johor near Pontian. It only took her 10 Minutes to enjoy the "Original Pontian Wantan Noodles". It cost her only RM3, with the local tomato sauces.
Came all the way from her hometown just to introduce me the Pontian Wantan Noodles. >3<
She told me that her hometown was somewhere in Johor near Pontian. It only took her 10 Minutes to enjoy the "Original Pontian Wantan Noodles". It cost her only RM3, with the local tomato sauces.
I was somehow shocked to hear that Tomato Sauce was the main sauce used in the Johor State's Wantan Noodles. However, I did give it a try. It definitely taste AWESOME.
OhYeah~You guys should definitely try it sometimes.
It cost only RM5/Wantan Noodle Set.
Keke. Chiaos.
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Guy Whom Loved Me.
I had been wandering around in my life.
All of a sudden, I told my mum:
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"Miii, I guess, I am gonna marry a AHMOH whom loved me when I am pursuing my studies overseas. Since they are all handsome looking and I'm going to get Pretty Babies. "
She looked me in the eyes and replied me fiercely:
"What about your family ? You gonna ditch us here ? "
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We lived for each other and we respected each other. That's all I wanted.
Can someone just love me for me ? Mr. Right, I am calling for you.
Can you come intuitively and l'll for sure precious you like my teddies.
I am tired of LOVE games. Although it sound awkward and desperate, I would want to say:
#Come and get me, Mr. Right. And, let's be together forever :').
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I hope you do hear me in this Christmas night :3
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I don't know what you are thinking at the moment other than finals, but I'd hope that I'll be somewhere inside there. Chiaos WITH lots of love.
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Monday, December 3, 2012
The Mustachio Official Big Bang Tee (Glow-On-The-Dark)
Still not having the G-I-T-D BB Tee ?
Let's hear what the artist blogger says before you get one for yourself !
The Mustachio emphasize on ONE-ON-ONE Delivery.
All the existing customers got their Tees and they are satisfied with it.
Perhaps it's time for you to precious yourself too ?
#!XOXO!#
♥
Saturday, December 1, 2012
2.12.2012# Searching in the Middle of No-Where
I guess I am always searching, when will I stop and eventually found myself ?
I know that I am supposed to follow and do this and that.
I know that I am not born with golden spoon.
But is that all I have ? Is that what I'm destined to be ?
No one knows exactly what to do when they'd found their interest.
Of course, I found mine, but is it as equally important to what my family wished for me ?
Being some girl whom dropped in the middle of the cliff with a bunch of other adults and trying to climb up with her bare effort is definitely hard but I believe that nothing gets easier when every single one is heading the similar pathways as these ordinary road selections of life often narrowed down to the same destination or same consequence faced.
The less popular ones are the ones that few noticed and willing to explore. Those filling with inner feelings are often sorted out in the realistic situation as they are not hold on the the ground, they are told to be unachievable.
Could this be ? Or could this not be ?
Spot these lovely Doggies at Daiso, Pavilion KL.
I guess these Trios just look like those whom I care in school.
Just Adorable. ♥
Keep calm and Sushi King Mood's On. ♥
I'll not wait, I'll move on till I prove you wrong. ♥
Friday, November 9, 2012
09.11.2012# Relationships
Oh well, trying hard for relationships is a good effort. But never exhaust yourself as you will never be able to locate the better one that is coming in the future. We can make friends with variations. Don't set up a limitation for yourself :)
Friends are made through heart. If they don't understand you when you are trying to communicate with your inner voice then basically, they are just fine to be your social friends.
That's what that differentiates them from best friends. Don't take it too seriously.
They might not as complicated as you think they would be.
Perhaps, they are just happy as they wanted themselves to be.
Why bother ? It's their decision to act on their behalf.
We have no right to control other's action.
It's their decision for them to talk, act, do, say, comment, criticize.
They are all grown ups and they know what they are doing.
Instead of focusing on them, we should actually focus on self-established-goals.
Friend are there for you, gossiping and chit-chatting is what friends do.
If you are offended that easily, how are you going to survive in the realistic world?
Human are granted with a big heart.♥
Learn to forgive and forget as you, yourself, me, myself is neither perfect. ♥
Friends are made through heart. If they don't understand you when you are trying to communicate with your inner voice then basically, they are just fine to be your social friends.
That's what that differentiates them from best friends. Don't take it too seriously.
They might not as complicated as you think they would be.
Perhaps, they are just happy as they wanted themselves to be.
Why bother ? It's their decision to act on their behalf.
We have no right to control other's action.
It's their decision for them to talk, act, do, say, comment, criticize.
They are all grown ups and they know what they are doing.
Instead of focusing on them, we should actually focus on self-established-goals.
Friend are there for you, gossiping and chit-chatting is what friends do.
If you are offended that easily, how are you going to survive in the realistic world?
Human are granted with a big heart.♥
Learn to forgive and forget as you, yourself, me, myself is neither perfect. ♥
Friday, October 26, 2012
27.10.2012# Mikaku Ramen.
Oh well, have you even been to Mikaku Ramen ? :$
I-just-love-it. ♥
I wish that I had learnt some Multimedia Photoshop skill to create such such adorable thingy.
#p/s: Frankly speaking, any recommended Photoshop tutorials ? ;)
It's definitely cozy venue for gathering after having a Badminton-Battle at the Top Floor of 1Shameline Mall. IF you are having stress, do remind yourself to gather your long-time-no-contact close friends.
You will loved and be able to chit-chat#, know more about your personal friends that you truly care about and having some cold jokes while expressing poker faces. All of that will do with your close friends.
#Firstto Mikaku Kok Challenge.
↖(^ω^)↗ Conversation ↖(^ω^)↗
▓はじめまして。わたしは MIKAKU コク-ムン-ソンイです。▓
▓彼女は私の双子の妹です， ありがとうございまし。 ▓
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▓Hi, Nice to meet you, My Name is MIKAKU KMY. ▓
▓This is my twin sister. ▓
▓Thank you very much（╯▽╰) ▓
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Since I'm a sister of Mikaku Owner, Do come and have a visit. lmao.
Imma jz-kidding, don't take it seriously and went to Mikaku to claim for discount.
They'll reply you that you're nuts or somehow :$
I did planned to establish a Cafe few years ago. Hmmm...
Anyway, imma is still waiting for the right timing. ( ˇˍˇ )
So, Perhaps that's all for the Haji Holiday.
Chiaos
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