gosh...this is cool..they revamped blogger and added quite a few features...

hey pple...i rewrote this post many times...there's lots of things i wanna say but i just dunno how to put it through...i think my blog title would suggest the best word to describe my feelings now....uncertainty and definitely confusion...i really hope that i can just hold on to the happy moments we spent together but i noe that just can't be done... your actions, your words, your everything....maybe i'm bias...unfortunately i cannot accept it...not now..maybe never..... the plastic smile u see everyday may just as well be the mask i'm wearing to school to face all of u... i wonder why things have turned out this way......i wonder........ i'm glad many of u have found ya belonging and have settled down well...may it be everlasting...wish u all well

love ya all

i'm back but life's seems to change a little...school hasn't been all that nice and everything. what janice said is true... the more u understand about someone,the more they reveal their unglamourous side,the more i dislike them...it's not that everyone is perfect but this little person inside me isn't ready to accept all this truth...maybe i should learn to grow up....take a little step at a time....

hahhah...my language isn't that fantastic...but i'm not crapping again... haven't been in a good mood for some time... this issue has had been disturbing me... hope that there will be a guiding light to lead me out of this unnecessary woes of mine....

yeah joyce i finally changed my template... cos was kinda bore with my previous one... i hope that the backgroud midi doesn't sound crappy... took it from another template...feel free to comment :)

wish all my friends happiness!!!