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Everyone has a right,
including the right to reject us..

~her journey to the way up~

Sunday, January 2, 2011 ( 12:21 AM )

too bored..

thus update my blog a lil.. LOL..

currently at jurong safra..

with ah wen, jialiang, soon hua, yong sheng, ah yap, soon fa, yong kun..

this 7 guys are happily playing their Counterstrike..

and me, playing bejeweled, browsing web pages,

watching them play and now, updating this lil space of mine..

too long didn't update.. too many things to say..

but don't think i'll have the time to write everything out..

shall just update how i spend the last day of 2010 and the first day of 2011..

new year eve.. went over to stacy's place around 2pm..

helped her with the preparations of food..

slacked abit here and there..

ard 7, yida came over.. followed by evonne then lastly paul..

is really a small and cosy gathering..

had a great dinner.. rest for a while..

then we started our game session..

started with a game very similar to 'chinaman',

just that it's in card and board form..

with lots of different and most of the times, funny forfeits.. LOL..

martell of cus is still the main character..

and mostly is yida and paul.. the two unlucky guys who kept drinking.. LOL!

but it was a really fun and interesting game..

after that.. when all of us were a lil high,

we changed to play uno stacko..

LOL.. damn fun to play this game when a few of them are not really sober..

played till plus.. and yida said he's going home..

we don't really feel safe to let him go back on his own..

so we bluffed him that we wanted to go down and get something.. LOL..

along the way, us 3 girls were happily singing all the way, super detached.. LOL..

but it feels good to be so crazy once in a while..

went back to stacy's place and paul KO-ed.. followed by evonne..

me and stacy only slept at 6 in the morning.. haha..

first day of 2011..

woke up around 12pm..

stacy prepared a simple lunch, spaghetti in clam chowder..

then started to watch a bit of dvd..

went to bath around 4.30..

prepared and went for my lion dancing at jurong..

quite some time since the last outing..

but i'll never have to worry about not able to 'click' with them..

maybe it's because of the amount of years that we knew each other..

so there's also things to talk about, stuffs to laugh together..

always enjoyed the times lion/dragon dancing with them..

it'll always be one of the best times..

and it's my passion since primary four..

this 2 days i can say that i really enjoyed it..

although it may not be very fascinating stuffs..

but what matters most is who u are hanging out with..

really treasure all these people in my life.. =)

let's all work hard for the year 2011!!

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

loves you all~~~~~~

~her journey to the way up~

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 ( 6:28 PM )

love her voice..
and find this really nice..

~her journey to the way up~

Friday, September 24, 2010 ( 12:27 AM )

wtf~~~~
i'm actually missing you..
omg~~ wth!!!
been listening to family problems, friend's problems, and a lot of problems..
of cus, i have my own too..
but all of this are making me not in the mood to celebrate my 21st anymore..
can i just MIA when it's nearing my birthday?
i can just make do with spending time alone
where other people would not be able to find me..
spend time on my own reminicsing..
thinking back on the past..
and spend some time thinking of what i want in the future..
i guess guys are more or less the same..
they say a set, and yet do another..
it's still good to rely on myself..
succeeding in the future with a bunch of good friends
who'll really trust me..
万事起头难..
but so long as we are willing to put in effort,
and dare to try things that other people don't,
the results we get in the future will definitely be much worth it..

~her journey to the way up~

Sunday, September 5, 2010 ( 8:43 PM )

Ytd aft chushi at clementi, last min went v3 with pris n ys..
Really very happy to see novaband..
Although it's no longer the full team,
But seeing ah think, ah ner, Liza and ah mod..
It just felt like the time when I used to frequent geographer and discovery..
Been really long since I really enjoyed myself at a Thai disco..
It's been almost a year since I last saw them at discovery..
And could see and feel that they are also very very happy to see us..
I guess this is why they treat us differently from those customers..
Cus they really treat us as their friends..
Saw the dj who used to work at discovery..
He recognize me also..
Chatted with him..
He's now working at v2..
Will go find him if I have the time..
And ytd ah mod told me lots of weird stuffs..
I was quite surprised when he told me
"I know you love tiger.. But you don't know I love you.."
I didn't expect ah mod to say that..
He even went to count how long he didn't see me.. Lolx.. Silly him..
Ytd was really a great night..
The only bad thing is that,
They reminded me of tiger again..
All those songs that they sang,
Made me remember how tiger would use disturb me when he's performing on the stage..
But all this are only left with memories..
A few other guy singers came over to our table to chat with us also..
One of them seriously look like jam Xiao Jing teng..
No matter how good they are at singing, dancing or how good looking they are,
None of them would be able to be as good as tiger in my heart..
Till now, I'm not sure if I still like him,
But he still holds a special place in my heart..
Ah mod says next month tiger will be back in Singapore..
But I'm not sure whether I heard wrongly or is it the truth.

After v3 closed, went over to Hollywood to look for crystal as she's working there..
At there sat down aft awhile,
Crystal was waklking ard and she saw us..
Waved madly at her..
And first thing she did is to come over and hugged me so tightly.. Lolx..
Really super missed her..
She looks so happy to see us also..
Hope still will have chance to go look for them again before they go back to Thailand..

~her journey to the way up~

Friday, September 3, 2010 ( 5:57 PM )

This incident just brought me back to my childhood phobia..
And this kind of fear, really sucks..
Sometimes I wonder, why so many unhappy stuffs keep happening on me and my family..
All this things just make me fear relationships even more..
Making me even lower confidence in guys and marriage..
How I wish you can be here with me when this kind of things happen..
I'll still be pestered by all the memories that we shared..
Every single day.. You will be missed no matter what..
Yesterday I was thinking, why till now I will still so all out to help you..
My conclusion is, I'm just plain silly and stupid..
Putting in so much effort to help you when I jolly well know that I will get nothing back in return..
I guess this is me..
No wonder you always use to say I'm so silly..

~her journey to the way up~

Friday, July 9, 2010 ( 4:19 PM )

~her journey to the way up~

Saturday, July 3, 2010 ( 2:28 AM )

喜歡對著天空發呆　想
著你的笑容出現在人海
你總是能讓我開懷　忍耐我的壞
只是這一切將煙消雲散

＊也許遇見你是個錯　
錯在我們深處不同的时空
兩顆心交會的時候　一分鐘就足夠
夠我一輩子想念很久

◎我會選擇離開　微笑告別傷害
我知道你心中的那份遺憾
當你為她　戴上幸福的頭蓋
我含淚祝福你　有美的未來

※想飛到千里外　期待一切重來
想洗去你　對你的所有依賴
但謝謝你　讓我體會了真愛
我永遠記得你心中的遺憾