How is it that these little people that come into our lives can have so much power over our hearts? I used to think of myself as a girl who had a pretty good handle on my emotions...but becoming a mother has turned my insides into mush! These are the moments that take my breath away:
The other night I was rocking with Brooklyn trying to get her a little bit sleepy. She was fighting it, and I admit I was being a big push-over, which doesn't help get her to bed any faster. I allowed three more books than normal plus a few extra songs. We sat there rocking in the dark until I was the one about to fall asleep. She requested that I sing "I Am A Child of God". I sang it half-way through and I thought she was out cold...until suddenly she burst into song singing right along with me as if it was her own solo. We finished the song and I was determined to be firm and make her go to bed until I felt her cute little hand reach up and touch my cheek and then she said, "Mom- you make me happy." I turned to mush all over again, but I am happy to say she went to bed right after our song.
Moment #2 for the week was all about my chubby 5-month old. He has a few different laughs, I have discovered over time, and he does one of them only when he snuggles with me cheek to cheek. His whole body goes limp as I hold his fluffy little face next to mine. He lets out this content little one-note laugh as I talk to him right next to his face, then he buries his face in my neck and just giggles. Then he starts it all over again like it's routine. Again...mush!
No, my kid's aren't perfect, and yes, sometimes I wish I could just call in sick for a day, but as long as there are moments like this to look forward to, I will always be one happy little mama!