i think i'm gonna close down my blog. i feel since i rarely blog i might as well shut this down.. haha! Maybe one day when i get "famous" then i consider reopening my blog again...cos by then alot of so-called-fans will be reading. haha! (as if i'm gonna get famous lor...i should stop dreaming) =P
RAWRs! i can't wait to get my DSLR!... i wanna start taking crispy sharp photos. And not just crispy sharp, but brilliant, functional photos with captured emotions!!
Yea, what i see nowadays are "like-that" pictures lor! Go to any TFCD portfolio posted in clubsnap. About 93% of them are the same boring portraitures of young girls "posing" sexily in bikinis at anywhere, everywhere. Macam pornstar like that! And what's with the current trend of photographers looking for bikini/lingerie themed shoots?... Why? Why? haa...i'm a really curious individual. Does bikinis and lingerie really help to boost their portfolio? I don't see it useful for portfolio, in fact when i looked thru some of them i get the "urggh" feeling. Well of cos i do come across those few really beautiful ones. You can tell if the photographer has put so much thought into the shots(composition, lighting, location and such)...and you can tell which model really works hard to be a model(sounds very America'sNextTopModel) and which model just walks/lingers/rolls around and just smile and pose to camera. Alamak, where is the WOW factor?
Btw, i rant so much, but i myself don't have a portfolio of my own to prove. Haaaa! I know i'm not a professional photographer myself, am a DI artist actually. But i have many ideas and "themes" i wanna try out for my personal portfolio. I just need a camera!!!
Due to the recession hit, everything also got cut. And since then i'm too free already i rot too much at home. I feel the urge to go out and blaaahhh!!! Do wad i like most(screams "photography!"~) At the same time i can build up my personal portfolio....So recession doesn't feel that cruel afterall... haha!
-`Q`- at 11:11 PM
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A shout out to everyone(like what they do in friendster):
Selamata Hari Raye!!~
Maaf Zahir dan Batin (which means to ask for sincere forgiveness)... hehe =)
Look at how we squeeze at the backseat while my dad drives.... bahahaa
and i dunno why my camera is becoming lousier... i see more grains starting to appear in my pictures... how sad. (*hints: need a DSLR...)
Didn't visit many houses though. Went to our grandmas' place... i got 3 grandmas, yeaaa....
...and here's a family photo.. tadaa! At my 1st grandma's house, with my grandma, aunt and uncle~...
Note: Photos are highly photoshopped in a non-calibrated laptop monitor, due to camera's technical faults. So bear with me if the photos are too "photoshopped"... hahaa.. FYI, i photoshop all my pictures anyway... so yaaa...
-`Q`- at 12:15 AM
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Jason Mraz - Details In The Fabric
*featuring James MorrisonCalm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)
Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
-`Q`- at 5:38 AM
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*oops!... been 8mths away....
okies... time to update!
Due to my busy schedule, i've only managed to photoshop these pics.....
Happy Birthday to my dearest Zhifa!!
and Happy Birthday to Jesper!!...
ok, now i'm off again!
baah~~...!!!
-`Q`- at 3:53 PM
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"...i'll be happy for the simple things i have.
cos my simpler things helps me through harder times.
mend my fuzzy intricated poppycock me. to a simple me.
no more angry faces, no more soggy eyes.
just simple smiles.
i'll treasure simple things,
and that is simply you..."
-`Q`- at 2:58 AM
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baah... blaahhh blaaahhhh...
Run... seems like i can't run away, i have to run through...
-`Q`- at 11:08 PM
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baaahhh.... its been monkey years since i last posted.
anyway, busy busy bbbuusssyyy with FYP(final year project).
i'm so not ready.... script not even finalised yet. booo~
i feel like i'm so "unstable"...
some days i'm jumpy...
and suddenly i feel giddy....
last night had fainting spells...*booo*
and the night before had cramps... *more booos*
aarggh... and i failed my NAPFA just bcos of 2.4!! i could have gotten a C or B at least... but i somehow screwed up my 2.4 run... ok, my body screwed up... i wasn't even a quarter way into the whole run when my lungs just start gasping hard for air. my heart started aching and all... the feeling reminded me of the time my lecturer rejected my Motion Graphics project.... the same heartache feeling... aahh, complicated story...
wells, moral of the story? eat healthy, slp well, rest more and be healthy!!... haha
yes, i'm serious... gotta take are of my health from now on... no more fast food. Ok, can la but not too much... heehee..
here's something i had a long time ago... like one year ago? it was this hard bump on my wrist that hurts and made me think that i'm growing another thumb... but nope, it wasn't a bone.. its called ganglion cyst...
still feeling "unstable" and it makes me sad... RAWR!!! i wan to be a happy, positive and strong person, like i used to be...
-`Q`- at 2:14 AM
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