Awesome people, Awesome life. :)
HELLOOOOOOOOOO!
I AM BACK! :D
had an awesome dinner with awesome people below :P
yea i know, its not the entire 4H but well, we should have random dinner more often to keep everyone close ;) moreover JC is tough. meeting best friends once in a while just spurs you on because you know we're all in this together. They are there, and you're not alone.
We will all brave through this together. :)
Went to Old Airport Road for LaoBan Beancurd + Dinner :D
only ate LaoBan though ;P ate mango sticky rice w Cheryl in the afternoon so yea, im getting heavier so i have to control my diet :)
(PS: Mango sticky rice @ FarEastPlaza is freaking nice. The thai food they serve there are simply enticing)
Met up w them at aroudn 7 :)
Me, Sean, Queenie, Jean, Kai Cheng
PS: Jean is Kai Cheng's new best friend :P
HAHHAHAHA. THEY LOOK CUTE TGT!! :P
aww well, studies first they say.
mature peeps ftw ;)
DA PRO who knows how to use the front camera
MUAHAHHAHAAHAH ;P
I sacrificed looking ugly with my big head in this photo to take the photo using front camera ):
OH YEA.
Let me introduce you....
THE SEXY BLONDES FROM NJC! HAHAHAHAHHAHA
namely,
Rui Zhi, Yun Qian, Cheryl, Felicia.
COOL PIC RIGHT.
yeah im here just to show off. LOLOL :P
NJC FUNTASIA 2012.
The best part isn't about the carnival but in fact, it was the company of these best peeps and the times we laze around the field and took tons of photos. COOL PEOPLE. HAHAHAHAHA. They say the field is the best part of NJC. Im not too sure whether its a good thing or not. LOL. but well, who gives a damn. WE ALL HAD FUN. :)
well i have to really apologize to people like Leon, XZ, Aloy, Joven, Lisa, Johnson for having them wasted their time there. I jioed 3 different gangs of people to the carnival and i had such bad management skills such that i neglected them. :/ im really sorry. They obviously didn't have a single bit of fun especially when the stuffs there are crazily overpriced. Like a chicken rice for $6? Embarrassed max when idk what to reply when they ask me why are the prices like that ._.
Well if there is to be Funtasia next year, i beg the school to price the items affordably. the rule of selling things at a minimum of $4 is atrocious to me cause i wouldn't buy a not good-for-money thing. it leaves such a bad impression on people that i swear the no. of people who will come for Funtasia next year will surely drop significantly.At least, in my point of view. :/
KAICHUN! hahaha. HANDSOME BOY WITH MANY SUITORS. :P
DA GANG (w/o Fiona and Chairat)
when can we ever be complete..
THE AWESOME CAMWHORES. HAHAHAHAH.
@ THE FIELD! ^^
Tried to emulate the 那些年 feeling ;P
FANTASTIC SHOT.
♥ x infinity!
那些年，我们一起在草地欢乐的时刻
♥
TIC TAC TOE BOOTH! 12SH18/19! :D
ANGRY BIRD BOOTH! 12SH17/18! :D
4H GATHERING AT ASTONS.
Awesome 4Hians! i miss lessons with 4H so much ):
every teacher loves 4H. and so do we ):
Those times, those days, those laughter.
We simply rock. :)
cause' we're 4H
So long since i met Miss Woo! ;D
Went back for "speech day" which is just simply a assembly period on Thurs.
Still awesome to have met up w so many cchyians :D
I miss CCHY so much.
but its so screwed nowadays :/
system is getting more and more cui. ):
I have no idea why the pic is so bloody small -.-
I was watching Incredible Tales @ A&A.
i swear its damn scary. well.... though i didn't see anything, but the sound effect is actually the frightening part. ._.
This is actually how i look like when im watching horror stuffs. i minimize my vision to simply the subtitles and try to picture the story. power of imagination ;)
One day, maybe one day, i will be able to watch a horror show my eyes properly opened.
but i doubt so ):
Oh anyway, it was a fabulous night w Queenie, Jingyi, Joven, Chairat and Johnson that day! ;D
it was on the funtasia day btw :) Queenie and Jingyi came to my hse for sleepover. we went supper at like 9 plus after the boys' movie. Went to A&A for supper. simply awesome. i like night life seriously. it makes me feel i've still got some life within me. HAHAHAHA.
as a JCian, i must strive hard to maintain a life.
saynotomuggerlife.
itsucks.
:)
if chairat can be as ON as that day more often, and fiona to be a little more free, our Gang would be complete for outings :)
CCHY PEEPS GATHERING! ^^
NYCO CONCERT YST ;D
白云岗 @ NY.
As you see, CCHY people simply dominates NY. HAHAHA.
our gathering point for cchy peeps ;)
STUDYING SESSION WITH LEE.
i ♥ HER and i MISS HER LIKE MAD.
really.
i always reminisce the days we mug tgt for exams whereby studying w her is always damn productive. the days she'd turn ard during class to crap with me. the days she's take my file and arrange my file for me cause she simply bth my messiness. those days when she made countdown cards to show me how loved i am because my birthday was arriving and those awesome cards/letters she always spam me with. i swear i feel really loved by her. she spreads love.
and i love her dearly.
omg i really miss her a lot ):
i wish we're in the same sch... :/
Lao Ban wit Queenie, Sean and XZ. ;)
I MISS THIS SIAO CHAR BOR A LOT ALSO.
ECCENTRIC is what describes her!
i realized i really miss her in my school life.
Life in NJ wouldn't be so mundane and depressing if she was around. ):
nobody to entertain me when i crack stupid and lame jokes. ):
I MISS HER ♥ ):
Nike Goddess Run w Mao :D
5km run was shiok. hahaha. running in the rain is so memorable.
first marathon of mine.
thanks mao, you simply made it great! ♥
Presenting to you, 12SH19.
My Class. :)
BYE. Miss you guys so much. really...
XOXO
♥
When we close our eyes, it's a world we fantasize.
Sigh. Life has been real bad. From bad to worse. Except for those good times during orientation. HONEYMOON PERIOD OVER. ):
I have a new class, but i'm certainly not adapting well. My class is probably the most sian class among all. i even cried on bus the first day i was allocated my class. i thought, that things would get better after being with the class for a period of time. But goddamnit, i was freaking wrong.
Ever had the kind of feeling when you're with this bunch of friends and you can joke around, laugh with them but.. Yoou just cant be yourself? Superficial friends. and yes. my closest friends in my class currently are like that. What's the month now? April. Other classes are either having mad fun or alr had 5 class outings and my class is still like a cui. The people there are nice, but i just just just cant feel comfortable or rather, belonged. fuck this, is this karma?
ohwell. yesterday was chem test. screwed it. SCREWED IT. all i can hope for is a pass. didn't complete the paper and made silly mistakes. maths also like a suck only. i really really cant understand maths nowadays. not even the concept. *claps for myself* econs worse. PW? forget about it.
#1- Academic
im really sad to confess, that i cant seem to find any pillars of support in NJ. really. even friends from cchy, everyone seems to be drifting. Please dont. cause they are really my only source of support now. no jingyi, no queenie, no lisa, no gang, no 4h and every of my good friend, i can't imagine the life and mental turmoil that's going to set in. There's not a single person i can cry in front of. if i do, something is probably serious. when things go beyond words. dont ask me why. i just need a hug. i just need some support to spur me on, throughout the gruelling two years.
#2- Life
its APRIL and i have yet to have a single tennis training. my one and only cca and its RECREATIONAL. Not in national team, no leadership position to even talk abt. No Student Council. No HA. Nothing. Portfolio? Clean and white.
#3- Portfolio
#4- Parents yelling at me.
#5- Cough has been persisting for days. So annoying seriously.
Life is going on a down slope, steeper than ever.
All the best.
