Friday, December 30, 2011

2012 Goals

I'm not one to make a New Years Resolution.  It's like if you tag something with that you never end up doing it.  At least, that's how it is in my world.  I'm not sure if it's too much pressure that comes with the name or if it ends up feeling too much like a chore under that name but it is definitely something.  I think the only New Years Resolution I've ever kept is the ones I've made to NOT make a New Years Resolution.  Somehow that one is super easy.  


After seeing everyone else's NYR's and goals for the New Year I started thinking of things I would like to do in 2012.  I guess I could safely put them under the term of goals but I'm a bit afraid of that word.  It's that damn pressure thing again.  I don't like someone telling me what I have to do.  They can ask and/or make suggestions  but when I am TOLD that I HAVE to do something I start to get prickly.  It's a quirk, I know but it's one I accept so it's okay, right?!  


So here is a list of things that have popped into my head in the last few days of what I'd LIKE to do in 2012.  If I don't get around to something or I don't totally finish it I will be totally okay with that and there will be no hurt feelings or disappointment.    


1. Wear each pair of shoes I have at least once.  
I have at least 5 pairs of shoes that I've never actually worn, many I've only worn once and numerous pairs that I have and haven't worn in years.  They're all shoes that I just can't put in the giveaway pile when I clean out my closet for some reason.  Last night I meant to count all the shoes I have so I have an idea of what I'm up against but I forgot.  I got distracted by trying on a couple of pairs with the new stuff I bought at Old Navy ({fuchsia} shirt $4.23 & {black} dress $11.23).  I'm not sure if I should count my flip flops in this goal or not. That raises the count considerably.
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2. Get rid of things I don't need or want but I've been holding onto for some reason.  
The shoes listed about do not count towards this goal.  Nor do useless things passed down through the family.  I will keep the box of gold imprinted non-usable drinking glasses my grandmother had till the day I die.
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3. Go on a date...AUGH!!
This is pretty self explanatory.  I've been on a no men sabbatical since my (last) break-up.  I'm tired of dating my iPhone & DVD player.  It's time to get over myself, my awkwardness, my distrust in men & my hatred dislike of first dates.
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4. Sew a 50's style dress.
This is pure insanity, I know.  I don't sew.  I don't even know how to.  I'm pretty sure the last thing I actually sewed was back in HomeEc in Jr. High/High School.  It was a cookie shaped pillow and it was pretty much a total EPIC fail.  Why so specific then, you ask?  Well, because of the patterns I found back in Oct.  I seriously love dresses like that, that type of cut is what looks best on me and it is something I WANT to sew so I'm willing to overlook my aversion to sewing.
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5. Finally get around to making myself the double sided no sew fleece blanket I've had the material for since last December.  
You know, I may have actually had the material for 2 years.  I either picked it up when I made one for Will (for his trailer) when he went to work out of town in New Mexico or I picked it up last December when I made one for Will's Mom for Christmas '10.  After making a double sided full (or queen) sized blanket for someone else as a gift it's hard to get up the gumption to make yourself a double sided full (or queen) sized blanket.  Just the thought makes my back ache.  I can, also, imagine the fun it will be with Remington around.  He's worse than Parker when it comes to messing with blankets you're trying to do something with.  I see hours of frustration with this one.
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6. Get new glasses.
It's time.  Way past time, actually.  I just hate having someone that up in my face, especially when they tell me depressing news.  I already know how bad my eyesight is...it sucks.  It's been so long that I can't remember what my vision used to be but it was negative triple digits.  I'm not blind but don't ask me to go into detail about what I see past the end of my nose without my glasses on.  Plus, my last experience was so horrible that I'd almost rather be blind than go through such an experience again.  It was a waste of money, time and patience. 
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7. Visit Bearizona.
As far as I know it's the only animal exhibit in AZ that I haven't visited yet.  I can't decide what would be cooler...going in Spring or Winter.  


Spring = babies (and pretty colors).
via

Winter = snow (but there may be less animals because of hibernation).  
via 
Guess I'll have to just go twice!

It's by no means expensive (entrance fees at least, the whole trip may be another story) but it's more of a logistics thing.  Better start working on my powers of persuasion since this isn't one of the things I can go do by myself, nor would I want to.


P.S. Both photo's make me want to go in for a snuggle.  Does that make me crazy??
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I'd really like to have an even number of goals (preferably 10) but its an OCD thing that I'm going to have to ignore because I can't think of anything else right now.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

What I Wore Wednesday: Week 18


Joining at The Pleated Poppy

I feel like I should name this "In which I look like a bag lady..." but I won't.  When I was wearing it I didn't feel like a bag lady but it sorta looks that way to me now reviewing the photo's.  

It's quite possible I overlooked it because the (possibly irrational ??) paranoia of ending up with a whole in a unlady-like place in the seaming of my leggings was occupying my mind.  It's been years since I've worn leggings but I do believe I had the same paranoia back then too.  Is it just me or does anyone else share that fear when wearing leggings??  

I think it's connected to the paranoia of getting the back hem of your dress caught in your underwear or tights.  I'm always slightly consumed with that one when too. Ugh.

Is there a support group for something like that?

So am I bag lady chic or what?...
Cardigan: Forever 21
Plum/burgundy tank: Mossimo, Target,  $8
Black cami: Merona, Target
Leggings: Christmas present
Scarf: Target, I think. It's old.

Necklace:  tiny riveted initials via noisycricket giveaway win
Scarf: Target, I think. It's old.

A gift from my niece, Elizabeth, & Travis for helping with the wedding.
I LOVE IT!!!

I accidentally got this shot & short of like it.  

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

What I Wore Wednesday: Week 17

Joining at The Pleated Poppy 

Here's what I would have worn had it not been raining when I walked out the door on Monday...
Dress: Mossimo, Target, $4.95
Cami: Merona, Target
Belt: Target, $3.24
Tights: Target, $4.00
Boots: Call It Spring® Kaune Scrunch Boo, JC Penny, Gift 

from my seester for helping out with my nieces wedding

Boots: Call It Spring® Kaune Scrunch Boot, JC Penny, Gift
Seriously LOVE them!

Cardi: Forever 21
Dress: Mossimo, Target, $4.95
Cami: Merona, Target
Belt: Target, $3.24...
I broke my no shopping rule to get this baby.
Tights: Target, $4.00

Because it was raining and I didn't want to ruin my new prettypretty boots I changed.  What?!  I'd just got them the day before & so I'd only worn them once.  I'm going to be super nice to these puppies!

Tuesday it was still raining.  I was totally bumming but did manage to get dressed.  It's not my favorite outfit... 

Cardi: Mossimo, Target
Long sleeve T: Forever 21
Cardi: Merona, Target
Jeans: Mossimo, Target, $4.95
Shoes: Converse, Target, $6.95 I think from clearance last year
so they're totally okay to wear in the rain
Long necklace: Target, $4.95
Short necklace: tiny riveted initials via noisycricket giveaway win

Long necklace: Target, $4.95
Short necklace: tiny riveted initials via noisycricket giveaway win


Today I did a similar thing with a 3/4 sleeve cardigan over a long sleeve shirt, something I've never done before this week, and I actually liked today's effort...
Cardi: Mossimo, Target
Long sleeve T: Mossimo, Target, $4.95
Cami: Merona, Target
Jeans: Mossimo, Target, either $4.95 or $9.99 not sure which pair these are
Boots: Xhiliration, Target

Of course, I like the shirt & colors about a zillion times better.  I'm not a big fan of the the shirt I wore yesterday & grey is one of my favorite colors, so that could maybe be the reason.

Necklace: Cookie Lee
An oldie but it's one of my favorites.

Earrings: unknown they are sooo old

Middle finger ring: Kohl's
Thumb ring: ooold

Pointer ring: Kohl's, gift
Ring finger: Target, $10 

These boots are seriously a favorite of mine.  
I got them last year but they have them again this year.  
I totally want them in all the colors they have.  LOL. 

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Holiday Wish List

I've been inspired by Shelly over at GS Lillian to compile a holiday wish list.  It's not entirely without it's rewards either, by doing so I'm entering a giveaway she's got going on.  Unfortunately, it ends tomorrow...I'm sorta late to the game. 

I was off for a total of 6 days last week.  I was out sick 2 days (food poisoning or the flu) and then there was the Thanksgiving Holiday.  Pretty much the worst 6 days EVER (except for the eating of all the turkey & yummy food).  By Monday I was looking forward to actually going to work.  Crazy, but true.

This week has all been about catching up.  Not much fun going on.  Although, I did get to go to a Pampered Chef party Tuesday night, and now I'm doing this so I guess it hasn't been a total bust. 

My wish list(s) are of things I wish I could have put on my Christmas list but didn't because we're going low key this year.  I tried to go as low key as "don't get me anything" but Santa is sorta stubborn about his job so I threw out gift cards to some places.

Since I couldn't pick just one "must have" item from GS Lillian I just made a separate wish list for GS Lillian jewelry.  I mean, have you seen her stuff?  How do you not want one of everything in ever color?!  If I had made a real Christmas list a GS Lillian necklace would have definitely been on it.

My GSLillian Holiday Wish List




Holiday Wish List


Wednesday, November 16, 2011

What I Wore Wednesday: Week 16

Joining at The Pleated Poppy

This week the only outfit photo's I have aren't really outfit photo's.  I'm posting a photo taken after my niece, Beth's, bridal shower. 
Necklace: Leaf Lariat, Rebecca, giveaway win
White cami: Merona, Target
Peachish tank: Mossimo, Target
Green cardi: ?? Mossimo ?? maybe, Target
Cuff: GS Lillian, giveaway win

Since winning my GS Lillian Cuff I've been meaning to take a photo of me wearing the cuff for Chris @ Chubbette Tales like she requested, and while I've worn the cuff a bunch of times, I never seem to document it.  This weekend was crunch time so my sister, niece and I took a whole bunch of photo's of ourselves.  Most of the takes won't been seen by anyone but us.  LOL.  I think the delirium of having the bridal shower finally over made us a bit punch drunk.  Plus, my sister had been drinking wine/champagne, which she never does.  We had so much fun goofing off!
Me, Georgie (sister) & Beth (niece).

Thursday, November 10, 2011

WIWW:W15 & Thursday Latelies #19 Double Header (or is it Hitter?)

Writers block has given me a big ol' case of the meh's lately.  I've tried to rack my brain to come up with something to get me from "meh" to over sharing too much on here but usually during the "racking" time I just end up falling asleep on the couch.  Something has been zapping my energy as of late and most of the time I feel like I'm in zombie mode.  Some days I could seriously just nod off while sitting at a stop light on my drive into work. 

Since I've just now decided to do Thursday Latelies this week I figured I'd post my WIWW pic that I was to... I don't know...bored to share yesterday.  My WIWW posts aren't known for their superb photography but this week's photo seems to lack even a bit of worthiness to it to post.  I love the outfit so that's not the reason.  I think the problem was I didn't have enough time to get more than 4 photos.  There's no detail shots either.  It just is what it is.  I know now you are all so excited to see it, aren't you.  Well, here it is...

Dress: Mossimo Target $4.98
Hot pink cami: Forever 21 $2.99
Belt: Kohls
Tights: Target $4
Shoes: Payless
giveaway win
Cuff: Noah's Ark Creations, giveaway win
Cyrus is chilling on the bed in the background
and that blur attacking me is Remington (of course).
He was in all of my 4 shots but 1.  LOL, so I really didn't have a lot to work with this week. 

Dress: Mossimo Target $4.98
Hot pink cami: Forever 21 $2.99
Belt: Kohls
Tights: Target $4
Shoes: Payless
Cuff: Noah's Ark Creations, giveaway win

Joining late over at The Pleated Poppy

I feel like I've been massively busy lately, while at the same time having nothing to do.  How that makes sense, I don't know, but it does.  At least to me anyway.  Between being in zombie mode & running around doing nothing I really didn't feel like I had anything to do my Thursday Latelies about.  I know the whole point of TL is to find the little things to be thankful for & to remind ourselves of the good in our lives but sometimes my brain is just too numb feeling to be able to think clearly enough to concentrate on something little worth sharing.  I know my thinking on that is totally messed up but it all rolls back to feeling all meh about everything. 

This week I was just going to let Thursday slip by and hope nobody noticed me slinking around while trying to blend into the background with nothing to share.  But then I felt guilty since I've committed myself to Thursday Latelies and I believe in the reasoning behind them.  I look forward every week to watching Bex, Linda/Rose a la Mode, Shelly/GS Lillian, & Jenny/The Imagination of Jenny Lynne share their loves/gratefulness for the week.  I always feel a little bit lighter & things seem a bit brighter after watching what they have to share.  They don't always have something earth shattering to share so why do I feel like I need something substantial to share?  Positivity breeds positivity, right?!, so I need to start putting my share of positivity out there.

This week I am happy to share that it is my 14 year anniversary at work. Yes, I typed that right... 14 years.  It's insane, I know.  What can I say except that I don't like change, and I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up so what I currently have is a job. 

It's a job that pays the bills.  It's a job that I am grateful for because I still have a place to go to to sit for 8 (9 counting lunch) hours a day.  I may not LOVE my job, it's not exciting, it's not glamorous, its not going to save the world but it IS a job.  Unlike so many other people out there I am lucky enough to have a job no matter how I may feel about it some days.  Believe it or not, at 14 years I'm not even close to some of the seniority around here.  Some have been working here since the doors opened, 25+ years.  Now that is insane. 

In case you are wondering I am an Insurance Agent and I work for a family owned insurance agency who has 2 offices in the Valley.  I don't ever divulge who I work for because I made the mistake of doing so once (back in my Myspace days, before I had a "life" online).  The results were some crazy freak (crazies aren't always strangers) tracked me down through my work info & my boss ended up getting involved.  While they didn't get the intended results they were looking for, my boss didn't need to be involved & it was a headache I don't ever wish to repeat.  If that means I miss out on opportunities to drum up business then so be it.  Safety first.

Although today is a bit warm and I've shed my sweater & wish I could do so with my tights, I am also pretty darn grateful for sweaters and tights this week.  It's finally getting cold here in AZ and I have been snuggled up in some of my favorite sweaters.  And I've been able to still wear my new Mossimo Skater dresses from Target because of sweaters & tights. 

Joining over at Bex...A Style Diary.


 

Friday, November 4, 2011

Fill in the Blank #15

Joining at The Little Things We Do

1.   My favorite thing about this week was/is Monday because I had the day off and I spent it with my BFF, Karie, shopping & eating THE. BEST. TORTILLA. SOUP. EVER! Plus, we went trick-or-tweeting with her kids and had adult talk with our old friend Andy.
2.   Colder weather makes me super cold.  Anything under 85% is cold to me.  As long as I have a sweater or blanket I’m good though.

3.  Three things that make me terribly happy as of late are my three nut job cats.

4. If I could only wear one kind of shoe for the rest of my life, I'd choose flip flops.  It’s like not wearing shoes.

5.  My personality type is INFJ…shy & neurotic being the biggest most dominant traits.  I honestly didn’t need a test to tell me that but it was interesting anyway. I did my test at learnMyself.com.

6.  I have a serious problem resisting
sales.  Especially if there is something on sale for $5 or less.  Yes, sales are my weakness along with food.  I have a hard time resisting food.  Yum!
7.  My favorite color to wear is black.  Black is always forgiving.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Thursday Latelies #18

This week's Thursday Latelies is short & sweet.  Okay, short & semi-sweet...like dark chocolate. 

Joining over at Bex...A Style Diary.  If you haven't already you seriously need to go check her out...she's ridiculously too cute this week, plus she has some very wise words that everyone needs to hear and be reminded of.


Edits/Notes:
* Question...why do these videos always pause at the most ridiculous faces someone can make??  Annoying. 
* Happy Halloween...

* I'm also thankful that YouTube actually let me upload my video from my phone today.  I didn't bring my phone cord so I wouldn't have been able to post today had my video been longer or if YouTube was being difficult. 

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

What I Wore Wednesday: Week 14

Joining at The Pleated Poppy



Friday's outfit...

Xhilaration® Juniors Skater Dress, Target, $4.98
Gray cami: Merona, Target
Belt: Target
Tights: Target, $4
Boots: Xhilaration, Target
Earrings: Target
Necklace: Fossil, gift
Cuff bracelet: Noah's Ark Creations, won
  
Xhilaration® Juniors Skater Dress, Target, $4.98
Gray cami: Merona, Target
Belt: Target
Tights: Target, $4
Boots: Xhilaration, Target
Cuff bracelet: Noah's Ark Creations, won
  
Jewelry...
Necklace:
Fossil, Christmas gift

Belt & rings...
Cuff bracelet: Noah's Ark Creations, won
"I act as one, but I'm not alone"
Ring: Target or Charming Charlies
Thumb ring: Oooold

 Belt:
Target, $16.99

Shoes...
Xhiliration, Target, $28 (?) on sale last year


Halloween night with the Karie...
Karie is wearing:
Sweater: (mine) Target, $4.99
Jeans: Old Navy, FREE, sample "sale"
Me:
Jacket thing: via Ross
Camis: Mossimo, Target 
Jeans: Mossimo, Target, $4.98
Turquoise cuff: Vintage, family piece
Halloween costumes:
Ears: both unknown but probably Target
Hats: bought in Laughlin years ago on girls trip
Bow on Karie's hat: Halloween costume piece, unknown
Flower on my hat: Pretty Little Lion Design, won


Today's outfit....

Black shirt: Old Navy, old
Red Cami: Mossimo, Target, old
Jeans: Mossimo, Target, $4.98
Shoes: Mossimo, Target, $23.00
Necklace, The Rosario via LaLuceShop , won
Bracelets: Target & gifted


Jewelry....
Bracelets:
Pearls: Target
Jem: White House Black Market, Christmas gift
Black bead: Target


Necklace:
Necklace, The Rosario via LaLuceShop , won