MIGRATED!

TO TUMBLR I MIGHT ADD. :D
HEHE.
I'M NOW CURRENTLY AT:

http://totallyy.tumblr.com

Back to black.

HELLO :D
Okay so it's been almost a week since I last posted.
Kay.
So what the fuck have I been doing?! lol
Okay for the record. Yes I'm back in Singapore! ;D
And why haven't I sought all of you out to tell you?!
Welll... UHHH.. I was trying to surprise everyone but I fail miserably at it. SO YEAH.
I spent pretty much the whole week on my brand new PS3 HACKING THROUGH FFXIII! :D
AWESOMENESS NOT? LOL
So yeah. I've been back since sunday.
Monday I woke up ridiculously early to go down to CMPB to deal with unnecessary NS shit. LOL
Well. It was necessary to the government and stuff but to me it was just so blahhh!
And when am I gonna enlist?! Well IN 6 TO 8 MONTHS LOL. epic fail?!
Whatever. Oh and I totally went to Joanne's home to surprise her.
She's the only one. OH DON'T BE JEALOUS. I CAN'T HELP IT. -.- IT WAS MOST CONVENIENT.
UGH. Well... Today I had lunch with my mom and then I went to cut my hair. AMAZING :D
I forgot how good my hairdresser is! ;D
He's awesome. Omg I love my hair now. LOL
I love cutting my hair. It's awesome. LOL And my hair is now completely black.
FINALLY :D Kays.
OHHHH AND I REALISED MY PERFECT EYESIGHT IS GONE TODAY. ): I have like a 50 degree shortsightedness in both eyes and astigmatism in my right eye. ): SO FAIL AND INCONVENIENT.
Back to my boring life.
Bye.

A new appreciation.

Disbelieving.

Hellooooo! ;D
Okay.. so it's like 5am in the morning now.
Heh. Let me recount the things that have happened so far.
So after starbucks on wednesday, went back to school to get ready for graduation!
Supposedly there was an earthquake. 5.5 magnitude. WOW. ;D Didn't feel it at all but Nicole claimed she saw the whole of Bronte shake. WOAH! ALL MY STUFF ARE IN HERE. NO WAY AM I LETTING THE BUILDING FALL ON IT.
WTF. Heh. Then dressed up and went for graduation.
Graduation was cool. It was pretty awesome. :D
Took couple of pics. Hung out. Ate. and like went outside to chill out for a while.
It ended with my and jason and nicole starving! ):
We ordered pizza. BUT AFTER AN HOUR AND 10 MINUTES OF WAITING, IT NEVER CAME! ):
I was so disappointed. What good service. -.-
So we went up! ):
Then woke up on thursday at like 10:40am!
Ran down to meet Nicole and we waited for Asma.
NICOLE IS BLIND BTW. SHE TOTALLY DIDN'T SEE ASMA IN THE CAFETERIA. -.- WE WAITED FOR 10 MINUTES FOR NOTHING.
LOL Argh. Spent some time with both of them and then sent Asma off! ): ): I'm going to miss her.
Then went up slacked around. Came down to meet for Go-Kart and movie but met with Nicole first to say goodbye since I probably wouldn't be here when she left. ): Sigh. NICOLEEE ): ):
Then went to Go-Kart and Movie with Fiona, Mabel, Wayne and Duane.
It was awesomely fun! ;D Watched the A-Team AFTER DINNER AT BOSTON PIZZAAAA.
It was a pretty good movie. Actiony though.
Then came back.
Been stoning since. HMMM :D
People leaving soo much. Soon it'll be my turn.
The school's so desolate. Sigh...
Bye..

Goodbyes were never my forte.

Graduation

Bubble Republic

Sale!

Boston Pizza

Happy Birthday Eason! ;D

Studying! ):

Boring shitz.

EECK.

Rabies. She was chasing some squirrel.

Always enough time to camwhore! ;D

Starbucks to study. Green Tea Frap and Java Chip

I HATE IT WHEN ALL THE ICE FLOATS IN MY FRAPPS! ):

Studying ECK HEM.

epic failness

Catlike?! KARATE KID OUTING ;D

Bubble Republic again! ;D

Mesmerizing! ;D

JADEN SMITH TAKE THAT HAIYA!

ASMA :D

epicness photo! :D

Shopping in Heartlands.

AWESOME :D

Amateur camwhores

Pony fight! ;D

Toys'R'Us! ;D Iron MAN FTW. :D SQUARE ONE SHOPPING.

coke bottles for world cup ;D

Couple of overdue photos.

I'm in starbucks right now.

Drinking green tea frappaccino.

And it's in the ice floating on top stage like the photo I showed upstairs.

Yesterday I did absolutely nothing but sleep.

I went UPS with Asma, Dionne and Jialin randomly.

Went park with Fiona and talked. LOL THAT'S IT. :D

HAHAHAHA.

Later is the graduation ceremony. I don't know how to feel about it?!

It's the day I've been waiting for since I've got here but somehow, I don't wanna leave.

Sigh. Bye.

Another end.

All evidence of existence

OMG.
CALL ME GENIUS, WHIZ AND TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEE!
I DEMAND IT. I TOTALLY DESERVED IT.
What started out as an attempt to clean up my sink expanded to my desk and then actually packing my suitcases. I feel so temporary. LOL Most of my stuff is already in the suitcases
I'm leaving a lot of stuff for the next person though. Detergent! ;D
Hangers. LOADS AND LOADS OF HANGERS MAN. :D I'm so nice. The next tenant won't need to buy hangers.
Oh I'mma wash my towels and leave them here too!
Kay I'll elaborate on my packing laterrr! ;D
Heh. Today slept at 4am and woke up at 12pm!
Skipped brunch and then slacked around till 2:30pm when me, szeying, wayne fiona and mabel went out.
OMG. Szeying always makes me wait. Yesterday made me wait 40 minutes. Today too. That stupid senseless girl!
HAHAHA AND ME AND WAYNE WORE MATCHING THINGS TODAY.
I wore the bubblegum shorts and he wore the bubblegum shirt. LOL :D Well its not bubblegum but the print reminds me of bubblegum! ;D So pretty!
So first we went to BR, Fiona was adamant on not eating there and just drinking bubbletea.
In the end, we ate. LOL FIONA FAIL!
Yup. Then went to Toys 'R Us to get some stuff. I got really really cute earphones!
Then ended up going to square one at only 5 something! ):
I wanted to buy my havainas and my bracelet but both of them disappeared from the stores. RARH.
Oh I bought another pair of shoes! *BLUSH* HAHAHAH. That makes 7 pairs in my room right now.
Yup and I bought a pouch to stuff all my accessories inside.
After that went to Canyon Creek to eat at like 8+pm?
It was really good. My pasta was so filling! Yummy.
Then came back. Showered and decided to start cleaning up!
And then started packing.
After I packed all my winter stuff, I totally freaked out because I still had so much stuff left to pack! ): ): AND ALL MY DOCUMENTS PLUS MY GRAPHING CALCULATOR WEIGH LIKE A TON!
I continued to freak out until I had like a few teeshirts hanging in the cupboard and a pair of shorts and like the stuff in my laundry basket. Then I realised. HEY I CAN FIT THIS. :D
And I'm handcarrying my FCUK bag and it's giant so I'm putting my snowboots in that and my dance hoodie and another hoodie and a cardigan. AND GUESS WHAT?! STILL SPACE! :D
Heh. But I'm not moving out SOOO SOON. It's just when I get started on something. I must finish it!
Heh. So yeah. I'm awesome. My room's kind of like empty now. So weird. 6 months of living here. and it's just gone.
I should sleep soon. GO KARTING TOMORROW! :D
Byebye

In a case.

Relishing

Ohmyfuckinggod. I'm soooo fucking bushed.
I keep saying that.
HAAHH it's like 2am and I just got out of the shower.
I got back to school at like 1+am! ):
Heh we're mad.
We walked so damn much. okay I'mma start from the beginning.
I went down for brunch at 10:30!
LIKE WE PLANNED. BUT NO ONE SHOWED UP TILL LIKE 11:00!
WTF. I woke up at 9;45 just so I could be on time!
-.- Then went to catch the 11:45am go train.
Went to meet Avey and Wayne in Eaton at 12:30pm!
Bahhhhh.. Then walked around bought stuff.
Avey left to meet her family for lunch, shopped more.
Bought loads of stuff.
Kept rushing around every corner of EATON.
Then avey phoned and told us about people giving out free tickets for Toy Story 3! ;D
We snagged some for the 7:45pm show.
But we thought avey couldn't come so we didn't get for her. In the end she and her sister wanted to watch.
But the people weren't there anymore. So we bought tickets. OMG. THE TICKETS WERE LIKE 16 BUCKS. WOAH.
Heh. So yeah shop shop shop. Then went to eat JAP BUFFET.
It was good. Been there with my mom and bro during winter once. :D
Then we went to AMC to stone and get seats. IT WAS SUCH A GOOOD MOVIE. TOY STORY 3.
Szeying was crying. LOL SO FUNNY. I LAUGHED. EHEHEHEHEH
After movie we just missed the 9:45pm go train so we went to eat ice-cream.
Eat eat eat then we left to go to the station at like 10:10pm!
OMG WE HAD TO RUN 'CAUSE WE WERE SO SCARED TO MISS THE TRAIN.
OMGOMGOGM RAN LIKE MAD. AND GOT ON AT LIKE 10:35. HEH STILL HAD 8 MORE MINUTES.
WHAT A WORKOUT. HEHEHE.
Then came back to port credit. Stupid FIONA. she was like "let's walk leisurely." Then I said "LATER WE MISS OUR BUS" Then she was like "no lah. won't one. anyway got so many!" THEN WE REALLY MISSED IT. THEN WE WAITED FOR LIKE HALF AN HOUR AND REALISED THAT THE BUS WAS ONLY COMING AT LIKE 12:09AM!
WTF.
So we walked back. From port credit to school.
ACCOMPLISHMENT MAN. SO MUCH WORKOUT TODAY. I'M GONNA BE SORE TOMORROW.
And I'm still going square one.
After we got back to school, me wayne mabel and fiona decided to sit on the hill and drink our coke! :D
LOL Then went back to school went up to owen's room to check it out.
Then came back and showered.
SO tired. so brief this post. but I'm seriously bushed.
Owen's leaving tomorrow. SIGH. BYE.
Night.

Every last moment.

Alone.

Hello!! ;D
Today was a weird interesting day but boring most of the time.
Heh. I was like completely alone! ):
Cause Mabel and Fiona were at waterloo, Avey and Wayne downtown, Asma home, Nicole and Winnie out, Szeying out. ):
I woke up at like 11:30! ;D
Had brunch. Then stoned and went up and slept until like 4?!
Went downstairs at 4:45pm to say goodbye to Mikaile.
He was moving out and going to Richmond Hill to live before going home.
Bahhh! Everyone's leaving.
Heh. He kept telling me to go out to have fun.
HAHAHAH FUN WHICH INVOLVED SO MANY EXPLICIT THINGS. HEH.
But yeah, nahh. I'm a goody-two-shoe! ;D
So yeah, then had dinner with Asma and Mikaile, talked with Jialin and Dionne was so funny. :D
And everyone was watching me and jialin talk. Because we so singaporean. ;D AHHAHA.
So we talk naturally in singlish. And Asma was sooooo amused by it! LOL
Dionne was so dramatic when she saw me. LOL :D
Hope to see her in mcgill when I go!
Then we had this giant goodbye for mikaile.
Everyone was there. Heh. Well... I was the only guy.
Had a group hug and then byebye. ): It's sad. So depressing.
I hate goodbyes. It's always soooooo depressign. Bah.
Then went back up to my room. Slept somemore. heh!
Then got up and stoned online until Avey called me.
I was supposed to get something for Wayne from his room.
So I got the card from the front desk and blah blah blah. AND HIS ROOM DOOR IS FUCKING BROKEN MAN SHIT.
LOL it took so much energy to open it. I tried like 3 separate times. Finally I got in.
You had to push down, pull up, then YANK IT DOWN hard again! LOL. So yeah got his letter of acceptance from UT, must remember to bring that tomorrow.
Hmmm. Then I got hungry and went out in the night at like 11! :D The front guy annoyed me. He thinks I'mma be some terrorist or something. -.- ANNOYING. ugh.
The night air feels so good. I think I was born to be a vampire. It feels sooo good. Now I just feel like a steamed fish. -.-
Kay I'mma shower soon.
Byebye

Staring into space.

Full circle.

Helloooo!
It's like 1am again.
Heh just got up from watching Soul Eater! It is the fucking creepiest anime I've ever seen in my life. So scarring. WTF. There was this line about some weird creep throwing out his "POLE AND BALLS" LOL I TOTALLY ROFLMAO-ED AT THAT SUBTITLE APPEARING ON THE SCREEN! HEHEHEHE
Today was madness.
After sleeping at like 2am, completely exhausted.
Woke up to get my results at like freaking 8:45am! ):
WTF. Got results, then went to Heartlands with Szeying, Wayne, Owen, Mabel, Fiona, Avey and Duane.
Shopped for quite a while. I love sales! ;D
I bought 2 pairs of shorts and a really really nice tee-shirt!
I'mma miss shopping here man! So I'MMA GO CRAZY! 'Rents have officially given me the GO sign.
Wahahahahah! YAY!.
Then Korean dinner.
Ate the yummy chinese dessert, that reminded me of singapore. You know. Dou hua! ;D
It was good. but it had a gingery taste. But still good. Wayne, Fiona, Avey and me.
Then we walked back and talked about stuff.
LOL Then we sat around and talked about more stuff.
Mikaile told us he was gonna leave tomorrow and Eason left today.
And everyone's leaving 'cause Avey's leaving tomorrow too! SHIT.
Sigh. SUCKY. But yeah after sitting on the hill and getting irritated by insects, we moved to the courtyard.
To talk more.
It's kind of weird but everything does come a full circle! In jan, me and avey and fiona and wayne used to hang out a LOT. HAHAHAHA and then like today, we hung out again for the first time in a long time. :D heh.
Oh and my mom called and told me that my maid for 16 years is gonna retire. I feel so sad. It's kind of like she's family already. You know, I never expected to actually see her go even though we've talked about it. It's just kind of sad.
People come and go, people come and go.
Sigh. Hard to accept. I'mma miss her so much. It's kind of because of her that I didn't miss my grandma that much because like her cooking is almost identical and it just made me feel so homely. Sometimes I'd come home to an empty house with just her for like days in a row because my parents travel a lot.
I mean I love my parents and they are still my parents, but she's still like family! ):
I'mma miss her. I kind of regret all the times I've yelled at her even though those were really rare.
I'mma miss the way she tickles me and lies about the time just so I crawl out of bed at like 6am! LOL ;D
But no need to say goodbye yet. I think she'll still be there when I get back.
She always promised to be there until my brothers and I all got married. But that's kind of wishful thinking.
Sigh.
Byebye

"All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages."
-William Shakespeare

Light in our eyes,

Oh AM I BUSHED OR WHAT! ):
Heh and I'm supposed to be awake in like 6 hours or something.
So I had my chemistry exam like 18 hours ago! LOL it feels like days ago.
Anyways it was my last exam. So yeah. No more school for me till after NS!
Good?! NAH. I wanna go to college man! SHIT! ):
But I'll just have to live with it.
So after exam, just sorta slacked around.
Then met up with Nicole, Asma, Xueying, Eason, Avey, Szeying and Anson!
We were supposed to go to Square One to get the tickets first.
But in the end we missed our stop and went to BR! ;D
Bubble tea FTW! :D Heh. So yeah. Anyways we intended to go.
The trip there was soo quick and I think it's cause we're so damned self-entertaining man!
Heh so we went to get tickets and watched Karate Kid 3! ;D
Winnie, Ivan and Jason met us there.
The theatre was like empty and we were making the most noise.
It was a pretty good movie. Cliche, but goood!
After the movie, we split.
Me, asma, szeying and avey went to get szeying's coach stuff before heading back.
And then we changed into our waterfighting clothes man!
LOL IT TOOK FOREVER TO FILL UP THE BALLOONS! And it was really really really wet too! :D heh fail!
It was like 9:30pm when we started!
And then it began. IT WAS MAD COLD. BUT UBER FUN. LOL EASON IS SO FUNNY. :D
NINU IS A WUSS. He's like so much bigger than us but he runs away from us! WTH! WUSS NINU WUSS!
The balloons were so hard. They bounced off you then burst. And the trigger for the watershotgun broke. LOL It was so fail but omg fun at the same time. Round one ended! Then round two began! We got ninu wet finally after trying so hard man!
Heh then we stopped for pizza! Then me, winnie, ivan, anson, nicole, eason and jason began round 3! ;D HEH.
Round 4 was just me winnie, ivan, anson against jason. LOL We were hunting for him all over like a BAD-ASS SWAT TEAM.
Shit it was so cold. We used ice-water.
We just let ourselves dry after that. But damned we wouldn't quit. Round 5 began between Ninu and Anson at the Courtyard cause we have curfew right. So not allowed outside. And me and Winnie were innocent bystanders but noooo.. they had to come and ambush us! WTF. Then they ran off. AT LEAST ANSON CAME BACK IN LIKE 5 MINUTES BUT NINU WAS AWAY FOR LIKE 15MINUTES. AGAIN THE BIGGEST GUY IN OUR LOT. WUSS!
But me and winnie and anson discovered a hose! ;D
So when Ninu came back, we were sooo intent on getting him wet. OMG. I chased him around knocked a few metal chairs around, scraped against some bricks but I managed to hold onto him and then Anson sprayed us with the icy cold water from the hose. LOL SCORE ONE FOR US.
After that we decided it was enough man. OH MY GOD. IT WAS SO COLD. Like cold water on a 16-degree night. Awesome! :D
Heh showered, went down waiting for the rest to watch Soul Eater.
I ended up stoning on the couch, I was just too much in pain.
Watched a little soul eater before coming up.
I need to be awake in like 6.5 hours or something.
Seeya peeps!

Burning like the stars.

Finish lines.

Hello! ;D
Don't you just love this quote?!
Fiona showed it to me! And I was like coooooool! :D
Heh. Today was physics.
Boring day overall! But can't wait for tomorrow.
Liberation man! After chemistry!
At like 11am! Actually 11:30am. But I don't think I'll stay in the exam hall that long! ;P
Call me complacent or whatever.
But I don't see the point in sitting there staring at your paper, making yourself more paranoid.
Policy: If you don't get it within 10 minutes, you won't get it staring at it for another 45 minutes.
Even Winnie agrees! ;D So there. I'm not the only weird one.
Hmmm... Planning post-exam activities already! ;D
I'm starting to feel a little sad about leaving Canada.
'Cause once I board that plane, it's likely I won't see this place for another 2 to 3 years.
That's a scarily long time.
And oh-oh! Singapore had a flood in orchard road yesterday!
An underground starbucks was completely flooded.
I know that starbucks, it's like near my house! Well lol I live near orchard. BUT YEAH! :D
Kay I should get on with Energy Levels and shit in chemistry! Sigh.
Just a while more.
Bye

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe

Urges,

Hello! ;D
LOL What did I do today?!
Hmmm.... embarrass myself. Play Typing Maniac, SLEEP! and study minimally.
LOL I'm so amusing. I started to play typing maniac cause of fiona khor.
Who randomly came up to me to tell me she beat me in it.
AHAHHA I BEAT HER BACK. IN YOUR FACE.
WOOHOOOOO! LOL
Whatever.
Oh in the afternoon, went to starbucks with szeying without any of our laptops or itouches or crap. So a normal person would equate no distractions + books + physics exam the next day = study right?! But I guess we aren't good at math either. Cause szeying started to fall asleep while I was trying to get my N97 to connect to the internet. FAIL! LOL
We went back an hour later. And that's when the typing maniac happened.
WOOOHOO
But I got some studying in just now.
I just realised we got quite a few formulas provided for us on the exam so yeah! ;D
Hurruah for us!
Imma study at 1am to 3am. Then sleep and wake at 11am! ;D
Exam at 12:30pm! :D
BAH! I kept slacking. Lol after lunch, I was supposed to go shower and study but I got sidetracked by Glenn who came to skype me for 51 minutes! LOL Stupid Glenn. He made me feel so depressed because he said it's likely I won't enlist in NS until january. Which means I'll only be in university in 2013 fall. WHEN I'M TURNING 20! SHIT. I DON'T WANNA! ):
I wanna go in in 2012. And McGill might not hold my place until 2013! ): I'm in a fucking dilemma!
FIONA has good music tastes. I'm listening to Lady Antebellum! ;D
Bah. I should study!
And AVEY NEEDS TO STOP READING OTHER PEOPLE'S CONVERSATIONS.
HMPH. LOL I made a realisation about myself. And she totally pried it from confidentiality.
Talk about being rude!
BYE!

Human.

When tears bleed from the stone,

Biology and Calculus is done!
Two more to go! :D
Eckkk!
Can't wait for them to be done with! Sigh.
Omg. My parents called twice today.
And both times, I was just waking up!
Omg, I swear I was so annoyed.
UGH. I felt so suffocated when my mom kept asking me all these questions.
I'm dreading going back partially because I'mma feel so trapped at home! ):
I won't have the freedom I have now, of going out whenever I want to.
I'mma get sooo irritated with having people breathing down my neck again.
It's gonna take some getting used to and many pissed-off days.
And then I can almost predict what my mom will say about whatever. And I'mma be so pissed. UGH.
Was watching Soul Eater downstairs with Jason. OMG DISTURBING ANIME WHICH IS SO INTERESTING.
Before dinner and after calc, I just went to Rabba's and Timmy's with Fiona and Avey! ;D
Then sat on the hill!. After coming back, attempted to study physics in the cafeteria. Ended up sleeping with my eyes open! SIGH!
:D Byeeee!
Yesterday was just filled with studying and studying.

Find the fissure within its core.

You can travel the world,

Bah! It's almost 2am again!
LOL. I'm making it a habit ain't I!?
It's cause I was downstairs watching Soul Eater and stuff.
COOL ANIME BTW. I'mma have something to do back home in sg afterall! ;D
I'm tired but I have to get my shit together to study.
Bahhhhh. Biology is so boring.
And I'm kinda worried about calculus having some funky question I wouldn't know how to do!
BOOHOO! ):
I'mma mug hard. Tomorrow.
I promise! I do I do I do! ;D
Bahhhhhh.. Everyone back home's already on holiday. And I'm still stuck here studying.
Dammit. But in 5 days, I'mma free man! WHEEEEEEE! :D
Exams exams exams. Today I did nothing. Like seriously, NOTHING.
GOODBYE.

But nothing comes close to the golden coast.

When the music and the lights and the smoke clear,

HEH.
It's like 2am now!
Okay so posting about thursday and friday.
Thursday was our last day of class officially! ;(
No more sleeping in class man! SHITTT!
I'mma miss all my teachers here. All of them are super nice.
I don't think I've ever had one evil thought about them. Well maybe.... but CONSIDERABLY LESS than back home. :D
So yeah, thursday was kinda slack.
OMGOMGOMG. Dr Gouda got me to go for the photoshoot for the school's brochure. yuck! LOL Bronte's brochure. EUGH.
And that took up most of my bio class and chem class. WAHAHAHAHA.
For calculus lesson, we blew up balloooooons! ;D YAY! for the party.
Party started at 4:30pm. It was well... different from whatever I expected parties to be.
We had music and I really really wanted to dance but no one was dancing.
What'dya expect anyways. -.- LOL
My classmates dancing?! NAHHHHHHHHH! LOL
Instead, we had "social activities". omg I felt sooo old! AND WEIRD. AHAHAH
Shit we had to "write" comments about each other. And ask other people to write about us! HUH?! WE'RE FREAKING 16-19. THAT'S WHAT FACEBOOK IS FOR.
And then, "to get to know each other better", we got to draw people's names and ask them really really personal questions! LOL
WTF?! But yeah it was okay I guess.
That's kinda all I did on thursday. After night snack just sat there and watched people watch basketball and get all hyped up! Never understood it! Never will I guess. BLEAH.
Today I woke up at 11:30am! ;D
Went down with this pillow impression on my face, without realising, and then went to collect my reference letter. But it wasn't ready. Saw Avey and her parents and aunt. LOL. I WAS LIKE STILL GROGGY AND UNAWARE OF MY SURROUNDINGS. NOT AT MY PEAK. But they know me from my rapidfire camwhoring apparently. LOL
Lunched at 12. Slacked with Asma till 2. Just sitting there while she worked on her geography!
I went back up and slept till 5:45pm, when I was totally supposed to be doing work man!
Talk about procratinating. Then got ready and went to square one with Avey and Szeying.
LOL OMG.... Went into Bench. Bought another nice hoodie, it was 30 BUCKS. LOL ;D FROM BENCH. HAAHHA OMG SCORE!
Szeying bought something too and Avey too! :D Oh before that, we went to HSBC AND BUBBLE REPUBLIC. OMG SOMEONE LEFT THEIR KEYS TO A BMW AT THE ATM. OF COURSE I DIDNT' TAKE IT. IT WAS LIKE OMG. WTF?! LOL. And we waited for Szeying's bubbletea for like ever. AND we saw xueying and her friends at BR. :D
Yeah and then me and avey went to buy Eason's present while szeying splurged on a burberry polo for her dad.
Then rushed to meet Nicole, Winnie, Anson, Jason and Eason at Boston Pizza.
:D had dinner and came back at like 11:10pm!
Bathed and then went down, with an intent to do calculus.
Ended up watching National Treasure 2. Or something. Nicholas Cage is FUGLY SHIT. with Anson, Jason, Nicole, Eason and Winnie. LOL Just got up.
Time for calculusssss!
Byebye.

I never guessed how we gonna get here.

Celebrity Status,

Tomorrow will be the last day of classes for highschool. EVER!
OMG. I mean there're still exams and stuff but no more classes after tomorrow.
I won't even be able to sleep in class anymore after tomorrow, because there won't be anymore classes to sleep in! ): And after graduating from Bronte, there'll be another 2 years before I enter another Educational Institution as a student! *GASP*
So I just got up from night snack.
Sat down there for an hour watching music videos and commenting how warped artistes minds are.
Just look at Rihanna! 0.0 And like everyone's so "Lady-Gaga-Inspired" now!
Look at Christina Aguilera's Not Myself Tonight! WTF?!
LOL And Alejandro by Lady Gaga was just like :O!
Hmmm... anyways yeah was downstairs with Asma, Afra, Julia, Eason, Jason and Nicole.
OH I FINISHED MY BIOLOGY ISU, LIKE FINALLY. IT'S SHORT BUT WHATEVER!
And then dinner was with Asma, Winnie, Nicole and Mikaile. Because Fiona ditched me after I went to Timmy's with her. But it's okay. I was so highly amused.
I spent another hour like sitting around after eating and just chilling. LOL.
Mikaile was all like "Pork, pork, pork" and stuff. HEH. hilarious.
Exams are next week and tomorrow we have some party for AP Calculus class!
Oh that reminds me that I have to write stuff on my card. Kay shall do that after blogging.
My time in Canada's coming to an end. I don't know. It's a mixed-feelings thing.
But it means that home is within grasp now!

Step one, step two, step three, repeat.

Clasped

Okay, so I'm guilty of being a lazy blogger and been posting really short posts.
But nothing much has been happening so far and I haven't felt the urge to blog.
And I'm feeling it now. It was just so random but I suddenly felt like I wanted to blog.
I don't know don't ask me where all these messed up feelings come from. Like I know. PFFFT! ;D
Anyways I just came up from studying Biology for my quiz tomorrow. I have a calc test tomorrow too!
Eeekkkkk VECTORS/PLANES/LINES.! );
OH OH OH! I finished my chemistry ISU while at Starbucks with Aveline. ZOMG
MY CONCENTRATION WAS SOOOO INTENSE :D
I hope I can hurry get over with my biology ISU too. I'm doing Fetal Tissue/Stem Cell Research! How ethical of me!
Heh. Yep. This is the monday of the last week at school!
Last day of school in 3 more days! ;O *gasp*
And I'mma be home so soon! Miss home lots. I've been daydreaming about home LIKE REALLY.
I'm positively obsessed with the thought of going home!
I skipped first period physics today. I woke up on time but I was like Damned, I'm so tired. And I just went back to sleep! LOL. Then went straight for bio! Heh. Oops. Tomorrow got a teeny quiz on relativity.
Hmmmmm. I'm feeling cold right now. Omg I took a tiny nap just now and felt like my legs were gonna freeze even under the blanket. Well the school's blanket isn't very warm but still... It was cold. So now I shut the window and I have my hoodie on! ;D
I'm so freaking random but yeah that's how I feel right now.
I'm so obsessed with the August Rush OST. It's so good!
Omg it was such a good movie. I don't find myself frustrated anymore. It was just so good that it made me feel soooo frustrated and I just felt so much for the characters. Shut up for those people who are gonna say it's just a show. It's your loss if you are unable to immerse yourself into a movie/book so much that it truly becomes an experience for you. That's what it's meant to do. Tell you stories and make you feel things you probably will not be able to feel in your limited lifespan.
:D I'm in such a good mood now. I don't know why.
But I'mma just let it slide. Good moods are GOOOOOOD. So don't question them, just appreciate it.
Okay this was kind of a long post. :D
See when I'm happy and feel like blogging, I blog a substantial amount! ;D
Bye! ;)

In an embrace so strong.

Beyond sight,

Hellooo! ;D
Today was a short short day for me.
Because I woke up at 2pm.
So technically I've only been awake for like 8 hours.
LOL ;D Slept at like 3am cause I was up talking to people.
I spent 4 hours in square one with nicole on saturday!
LOL I'm soooo broke now. I promise you the extent of my brokeness is like SO LARGE.
WAHAHAHAH. :D Oh and then I slacked.
Watched Take the lead and then Soul Eater with Winnie, Nicole, Eason, Anson, Jason and Asma!
Then went up to slack around and talk.
Today I woke up.
Slacked, showered, starbucks! ;D
Then came back. Dinner.
Biology lab. Then AUGUST RUSH. OMG it was such a frustrating movie towards the end.
I was doing my laundry while watching it. and I kept swearing to myself.
I was like OMGGG FUCK?! WTF?! and all those.
But it was such a goooood movie. It was really really good!
Then now I'm slacking somemore.
I need to do my biology outline for my ISU.
But I hate doing OUTLINES. THEY DON'T HELP ME AT ALL!
Imma go back to stoning at my comp again.
Byebye

Is no common world.

Beyond

Niagara Falls ;D WOOSH!

LOL BEDHAIR ;D

We got so wet! ):

Lubdub, my heart's oh-so-sweet for you.

Singapore Flyer-ish!?

So many people were staring when I went to pose for this.

:D top of the world

Wonderland

Hot car

Wonderland at night! ;D

I got a monkey from MABEL :D

Okay. These were just some photos of stuff I did! ;D

Anyways. I didn't post yesterday. Was too bored and had nothing to post about.

Today was a pretty cool day!

Classes were mehhh... Then afterschool starbucks with Fiona and Avey.

Went back for dinner. Then went for the fashion show/music show with Asma, Nicole, Avey, Eason and Winnie. Watched. It was really really entertaining. Most of the acts anyway. PRETTY COOL.

After it went out to take a short walk outside with Avey and Asma.

Came back chilled out at Mr Parker's couches. David was sooo amazed by my straight hair. LOL He was like "you have had to put something in it. how much do you use man?"

Oh and BTW, I'm running out of shampoo but I don't wanna buy a new bottle for like 3 weeks! Shit man!

Tomorrow I'mma go square one with nicola!!!! :D

Now I should just go off. Not in the mood to blog much these days. BLAH

Supersonic.

Longing,

Hello!
Today, I went to the Ontario Science Centre.
It was B-O-R-I-N-G BORING.
So very boring and uninteresting.
The IMAX film on Hubble was cool but the rest was just -.-!
And we just spent the whole day there.
We were supposed to leave at 4:30pm.
And get back to school latest by 5:30pm.
In the end, we left at 5:15pm and got back at 6:30pm!
I was so annoyed. In the bus ride it was so hot and me and Fiona squeezed with some other guy in the bench which was really uncomfortable.
And it was raining so we couldn't wind down the windows, it was soooo warm and stuffy! BAH
And tomorrow, I have calculus quiz and a physics presentation that's worth 10% of my final grade.
I'm so tired from the stupid trip and I haven't finished physics presentation.
I finished my calculus so that's good I guess.
Sigh.
7 more days of school! ;D
Bye

Taste you in my tears.

Days not worth living,

Hello.
Life is boring right now.
That's the only word I can use to describe it.
I really don't know why it's such a sudden plunge.
Not to say my life before today was extremely interesting.
It was just entertaining enough! But now it's downright boring.
BLAH. Tomorrow I'm going to the Ontario Science Centre.
Yippeee! -.- not.
Bah. Thursday will be a bad day. I have so much crap on that day.
I just wanna go home now. ):
I feel like some cranky PMS biatch.
Byebye.

So escape into slumber.

Tomorrow's heroes.

Omgomgomg.
I feel insanely bad right now! ):
INSANELY GUILTY. ARGHHH. STUPID ME! );
I should've just gone away.
argh argh argh. What's wrong with me!
Ugh. Everything's wrong.
And don't you just hate self-assuming people.
When they just assume you are this and this and can't do that and that.
Like they assume I can't speak chinese and say something in chinese.
I literally LOL-ed.
But now I feel bad. ): ):
Sigh. And I'm so bored.
And I have to study at some point.
And I'm feeling sucky right now.
All that crap rolled into one just don't feel good.
Bye

Often didn't have advantages yesterday.

Family

Helloooo ;D
I'm studying right now. Homeostasis.
Biology test tomorrow.
And all the JC students back home are like having their June hols.
Jinghui had a concert yesterday and has one more show today.
And I can't be there to watch either.
And also Tianjun's birthday celebration!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANJUN!
It's 11:59pm and I'm not done with studying.
My door is wide open because it's flaming hot in here.
And there's airconditioning in the corridors.
Again, IRONIC! ): Where is glenn!? He kinda disappeared.
HMMMMMM.... Rachel told me about her hilarious dream.
It's so amusing.
Oh today went starbucks with Avey and Szeying.
Probably should've studied then, but nope. I was too preoccupied with slacking.
LOL then had dinner at international food court with Wayne, Avey, Szeying, Mabel and Fiona. Oh did I mention that I'm dead broke.
It was an okay day! ;D
Back to Nephrons and Hormones.
UGH. I'm feeling hormonal already! Byebye

Ought not to be defined by blood alone.

Undeserved friendship gives me hope.

The monotonous ringing in my ear was unbearable as I waited patiently for the link home to connect. A tentative voice greeted me as I steadied my trembling vocal cords to reply. A squeal of joy or maybe excitement which mirrored mine would remind me that I once mattered, once made a difference. I tell all there is to tell and suddenly, I feel conceited and self-centered but she never gave any inkling that I was making a nuisance of myself. This small realization triggered a cascade of memories, incidents where they so selflessly gave me the time of day when I was probably undeserving. Their willingness to pick up a phone that they would know would have had set them back hours of sleep to reassure my obsessive and irrational thoughts reminded me that I still mattered, still made a difference. I was afraid, more than a little. I had changed, morphed from the person I had been when I first came to this new environment that I never knew I would grow to love and feel a part of. I feel so different. My mind had evolved from the person I once was and I was afraid that they wouldn't accept the person who I've become. Then a simple sentence was said, sending tears rolling down the planes of my face, reminding me that I would matter, I would make a difference.

We'll love you for whoever you are.

Clocks that run

Hello!
Omg. I'm so tired right now.
Friday Wondergrad and today went downtown! :D
Had fun but like so tiring.
Who knew having fun was so exhausting.
LOL Wondergrad with Szeying and Mabel on friday was amazingly fun.
I haven't taken roller coasters in like forever.
It was sooooo amazing to take.
I wanted to take behemoth but ended up not having enough time and losing the motivation to after flight deck.
But the rest of it was soooo good. ALL THE AMAZING ROLLER COASTERS.
WAHAHAHAHAHAH. I LOVE IT.
And all the screaming and shit. No wonder the game Roller Coaster Tycoon has that annoying background sound where people scream every 5 seconds. OMG. IT ACTUALLY FELT LIKE THAT.
WE PLAYED FROM 8PM TO 1AM. LOL 'CAUSE QUEUEING UP TO GET INTO THE PARK ITSELF TOOK PRETTY LONG.
BUT IT WAS GOOD. AND FUNNEL CAKES WERE AWESOME. LIKE OMG! SUGAR ON SUGAR ON FRIED CARBS! :D
And we played some games. I almost got the giant giant plushie toy.
But Mabel won the whac-a-mole game twice and gave me a monkey.
YAY BLUE MONKEY.
Got back to school at like 1:40am. Went to bed at 2 odd am.
Then woke up at like 10am today to go downtown with Nicole, Szeying and Duane.
Went to walk around. I only bought a Bench hoodie the whole day and I was deliberating so much about it. But in the end it was too nice and too good a deal to not take. LOL 45.20 FOR A BENCH HOODIE. LIKE OMG?!
And it's really nice.
Then walked around. I spotted a really nice pair of shoes for Duane but it was out of sizes at the Liquidation store. and like they couldn't even find the other side of the same pair of shoes that was on display! Like wtf?!
LOL Szeying and Nicole scored some good deals from Wayne's sister's underused clothes.
LOL Nice stuff. Lucky she wasn't a boy or I'd have gone broke buying the whole closet.
Sigh ate Fran's again and over-ordered.
By the time we all got back, we almost died. LOL We were all so exhausted.
I'm off to slack and sleep now or whatever.
Bye.

P.S. I didn't camwhore much today! ): ):

Won't slow down.

Letters

Hello! ;D
OMG IT'S SO HOT. LOL AND STUFFY! SHIT.
Today was an okay day I guess.
Yes I know it's 1am! Almost.
My resolution to sleep early never works out.
I finally got Pearlynn's letter and I finished typing it out and now writing it onto paper because she wants to see it on paper and inked. LOL Sigh some penpal policy. Whatever. I gladly take it.
I was so ecstatic when I received it. I swear I was bugging Ron out, always asking if I have mail.
I literally jumped from the couch to front desk to get it the moment I saw the blue envelope. I was with Eason, Nicole, Jason and Anson at the couches chilling out under the air-conditioning LITERALLY. LOL
Mmmhmm. I was excited.
I get so happy when I read her mail. It's awesome.
Anyways. I had dinner with Fiona and Szeying at International Food Court today.
Tried Pork Bone Soup for the first time. It was good.
But I ate dinner a little before that already, was too hungry and dinner was good! :D
So I ate double portions. OMG. I SWEAR I WAS GOING TO DIE.
I shared the pork bone soup and kimchi fried rice with fiona. OMG. IT WAS SO MUCH.
WE FELT POSITIVELY PREGNANT AFTER EATING. LOL WE WERE WALKING SO SLOWLY, AND IT WAS LIKE DRIZZLING.
I think we're all so psycho. LOL But I'd take being crazy over being boring any day man. LOL
Szeying's kind of high and Fiona's like *shrugs and like wtf expression* HAHAHAHA. It was funny.
Whatever. WONDERGRAD TOMORROW. OMGOMGOMG BEHEMOTH?! LOL MAYBE.
Shit Szeying better have charged her camera 'cause I fully intend on camwhoring like shitz! :D
Time for bed.
Bye

That tie me to my roots, my home.

Overheating,

Hello!
OMG. IT'S SOOOO WARM RIGHT NOW.
I SWEAR. IT'S LIKE OMG.
It was 31 fucking degrees just now.
That's just like 2 degrees from being singapore.
Shit man. It's so warm.
And I prefer singapore because AT LEAST THERE I HAD FANS.
BUT NO WE DON'T IN OUR ROOMS HERE. WTF.
AND IRONIC THAT THEY TURN ON AIR CONDITIONING IN THE FUCKING CORRIDORS BUT NOT THE ROOMS. WTF RIGHT?
I MEAN SERIOUSLY?!
Right now I'm just letting the cool air come in, the fucking heat trumps any privacy need I have.
Shit man. I have a test on electromagnetism tomorrow. Yay... -.-
How exciting. Ugh. Can't wait for friday, WONDERLAND.
And Saturday going downtown. OMG. AMAZING.
Shit man. it's like seriously hot.
I'mma die from like stuffiness and heat.
Sat outside timmy's just now after dinner with fiona. We were supposed to study.
But ended up talking for like an hour+? LOL And then she studied while I stared into the sky.
Which is soooo clear and blue. ohhh I'M PRAYING FOR RAIN TOMORROW.
Bye.. :D

Enveloped in still and warm air.

Under

Helloooo! :D

Considering what time I slept, I think it was a miracle I woke up in time for class today

It was okay. I only dozed off slightly in physics.

I meant to sleep at like 11:30pm today. But guess what, it's 11:45pm.

I still haven't gotten Pearlynn's reply btw, AND IT'S SERIOUSLY ANNOYING ME.

WTF. ): WHAT IF IT GOT LOST IN THE MAIL. SHIT MAN.

Oh and I'm like handling my deferral right now and NS is making it so shitty.

It's sooo tiring. NS makes everything harder man.

I studied for calc just now. Yay me. ;D bye.

P.S. CANADA IS OVERHEATING. DAMMIT. I FELT LIKE I WALKED INTO A WALL OF HEAT AFTER I OPENED MY DOOR AND WALKED INTO MY ROOM FROM THE COOL AIR-CONDITIONED CORRIDOR. Ironic eh, airconditioned corridors and warm rooms. sigh.

Over.

Black silent night,

Hello! :D
I'm well aware that it's 1:30am now!
And I have class in like 7 hours. LOL
And I have to wake up in 6 hours.
:D yay me! Whatever. In singapore used to sleep only 5 hours.
I guess tomorrow I'll really need that caffeine boost so Imma drink coffee in the morning.
LOL YAY ME! ;D AHAHAH.
And I'm still not sleeping. I think I'll sleep in 1 more hour. ahahah
I think I'm crazy. someone tell me I'm not! ;D
Anyways, today, well yesterday went to Niagara Falls! :D
First time there. It's just a gigantic waterfall. No biggie.
Kind of fun though! :D I'm broke, did I mention that already?! Well I really am! LOL
Hmmmmm.. Gotta spend wisely now! :D Nevermind just a few more weeks! A FEW MORE. :D
Ohhh... Uhmmm why am I still up huh?
I guess I was bored just now and started to watch Titanic. It just ended. Freaking 3 hours. LOL
SO SAD! PEOPLE SUCK. THEY ARE SOOO CRUEL.
): ): ): ): ): *SOB FOR LEONARDO DICAPRIO*
HAHAHAHA. And now I just don't feel like sleeping.
I'll regret this tomorrow when I'm falling asleep in all my classes man.D
Wahahahah. Whatever. I'll drink loads of coffee to hyper boost my system.
Then I'll sleep really early tomorrow. Muahahaha. Seeya.

Safe.

Hate

I'm literally sick to the stomach with frustration and fear right now. I don't understand how a person could have such twisted morals and be so extremely stupid. She must be such a fucking loser to be so idiotic. I feel like throwing up right now just talking about it. But at least talking about it makes the nausea go away a little. I can't fucking believe this actually happens. Call me naive and sheltered but seriously, never in my life have I expected this to happen. I feel like wringing her neck with my bare hands and crushing her wrist with my fingers and maybe even squeezing her windpipe till it snaps. I can't imagine such hate coming from someone or such retardation. What the fuck man? Just for 10 bucks? Or is it the sick pleasure that turns her on? I wanted to say "Hmmm... Maybe whoring yourself out would get you the 10 bucks you want!" What a third-rate whore. And right now, I feel so angry for allowing myself to believe that people were nice. Just too naive I guess. All I know now is that I don't want to be weak. I don't ever want to subject myself to feeling helpless. I will not allow myself to fall prey to all the fucking cruel bitches in the world. Anyways I abandoned this post an hour ago to talk to aveline. Shit man, don't ask me anything about this after you read it. 'Cause I'mma be pissed all over again. So just pretend this post was nothing.

Unreasoned and complete.

Hear us sing.

Hello. Omg so many over due photos.

Steamboat/Sleepover at Duane's house from like weeks ago.

Twister Mania

:D

Pingpong

Wakey

Sleepy

ORGASMIC

ORGY

SO SATISFIED.

PROM ;D

SNACK BUDDY AND BOYFRIEND


COLA AND CAROLYN.


Me and Snackbuddy's boyfriend

Our table.


After dancing LOL ;D HOT MAN ON THE FLOOR.


AWW MOMENT.

DINNER WITH SZEYING & AVEY

NICE DAY.

CONVERTING IN PROGRESS.

GOOOD FOOD

Camwhoring without her annoying side fringe.

DANDY.

Bloww...

Mabel's birthday! ;D

LALALAND CAR.

PORT CREDIT

I LIKEY MY SUSPENDERS.

"Jump FIONA!" "LATER YOU DROP ME!"

The photographer.

Yilin said I looked like I GOT SCREWED highlights ):

Nice neighbourhood.

Crossing road.

awesome pic. SPASTIC AVEY.

NICE NICE PHOTO. SUPER NICE.

HIDING FROM THE FUCKING PESTY FLIES.

Picking rocks to skip.

:D

Mabel and her big rock.

Avey of liberty.

Owen so cute on the bus to momiji to surprise mabel.

cool chris.

Matchy.

Owen jealous.

Hahaha. Now I'm sitting in starbucks. Loving the internet. It's soooo goood. I like my dark cherry mocha too! :D I was youtubing the whole of yesterday away. Ate Korean yesterday again. Just now I was being extremely studious, went down to cafeteria to avoid distractions and finished my fucking chem research report. 10 PAGES. LOL AHAHAH 2 HOURS TO FINISH. OMG. SO DONE. Then was supposed to go to Shopper's with Fiona but then in the end, went to do Biology project with AJ. :D OMG. Tomorrow going to Niagara Falls for the first time ever. :D I can go totally relaxed now. I'm totally missing people back home like Joanne, Jinghui, Yilin, Angelina, Olivia, Rachel, Lingyuan, Michelle, Amelia, Benedict, Leon, All the other batch brothers, AND MANY MANY MORE MORE PEOPLE... :D HAHAHAHAHH CAN'T WAIT MAN. Omg did I mention how fat I'm growing. I have an achy arm from skipping rocks on the LAKE at port credit. Now it's still aching after 2 days. Weak! I KNOW!

Byebye

Our soulful melody.