Thursday, December 31, 2009

Remembering hurts,

Hello people!
Woke up at 10+am today!
That's not a good thing!
'Cause I didn't get any time to online and chat with people! ):
Rushed around to pack pack pack!
Then went for lunch at this chinese place.
We're eating asian food everyday! 0.0
Anyways after lunch went to this new hotel!
Then my dad and my brother went to the airport.
They're going back home.
'Cause my bro starts school same day as me.
He needs time to readjust.
Anyway by this time tomorrow, he should be feeling the hot weather! ):
Then slept around.
Went to walk around after a short nap!
Then ate dinner, I ate A&W! :D
But it was expensive! ):
Kay.
Now back in the hotel room.
School starting soon. I'm freaking out.
Kay. Byebye.

But forcing to forget hurts more.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I know the world can be a brutal place.

Hello! :D
Back to blog!
Well woke up.
Online-d.
Went to school.
Had a tour.
Damned the school dorm rooms are tiny.
Talked to the academic advisor! 0.0
Then went to get my uniforms.
ZOMG HIDEOUS.
The woman kept insisting on larger sizes when it's already too big.
I swear I can drown in the fabric man!
Anyway I'm starting school in 6 days. FUCKING FREAKY! ):
Well then lunch.
Then came back. Exercised a little. Just a teeny bit.
Then dinner.
Then now slacking! :D
Watched quite a bit of tv!
LOL byebye.

Please don't let it steal your smile away.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Different orbits.

Hello :D
I forgot to post yesterday.
Anyway to summarise the days, it goes like this.
Wake up.
Eat breakfast.
Bathe.
Online.
Eat lunch
Go shopping.
Dinner.
Bathe.
Online.
Sleep.
Wake up.
Eat breakfast.
Bathe.
Online.
Eat lunch.
Go shopping.
Dinner.
Bathe.
Online.
Sleep.
I didn't get to go for my batch's ORD! ): DAMN SAD.
I miss all you guys. i MISS YOU GUYS REAL BAD.
Love you guys batch'93.
Byebye

Drifting away.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Nowhere like home.

Helloo! :D
I slept at like 11:30pm yesterday!
LOL it's the latest I've slept since I've been here.
And I woke up at 7:30am! LOL
Talked with Jinghui and Angelina via SKYPE.
Then packed up all my luggage.
Then left the ski resort!
Had lunch at some porridge place. 0.0
Went back to hotel, put down our luggage.
Went to Square One to do shopping.
ZOMG. DAMN LOT OF PEOPLE. DAMN LOT OF STORES.
Nike had this queue coming out of it and some other stores too.
Walked around for a few hours. In the end got a pair of boots and a cap! :D
Then went for dinner.
Went to the drugstore for some chocolate and ice-cream.
Back to hotel.
Byebye.

P.S. Happy Boxing Day! :D

Bubbled in warmth.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Dust motes swirling in the air,

Hello!
Today was lazy.
I did nothing.
Which is good.
I need lazy days.
I was online the whole day!
Talked to a bunch of people.
God I miss them all!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
I miss you guys lots.
Just last year we were having so much fun together.
Being stupid and lame.
I would trade all my white christmases for every christmas to feel as warm as that.
Missing you guys loads.
Bye.

Almost weightless.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Dreamt.

Chatter and laughter resonated between us, smiles and warmth shared amongst us, the barriers we built up around us among strangers melt away, melding into a single entity. We strode along, proud and with joy echoing our footsteps. We broke away into smaller groups to do what we wanted to. We chose the pool. Goofing off and enjoying the summer sun and slight breeze while the stark contrast of the gradually warming icy waters refreshed us. They came, staring us down as if we were second-class citizens with rights less than them. We refused to back away, standing up for ourselves as we always have. It wasn't much but eventually we stood ground and they left. Our good cheer was not to last, I suppose, because you were accused and demanded to apologise. We knew to compromise so we allowed it. How I failed to see the disappointment, the sluggishness in your usual swagger, how I allowed for something so damaging to your budding self-esteem and confidence. When you came back to us, your head hung low and your barriers, shields, rose high up against us. You hid away, intentionally avoiding us. Your strength waned and you just curled up in a corner. Approaching you, I knew to be cautious. Your eyes darted up, surveying the surroundings as if you were preyed upon. When you focused on me, you shrivelled away a little more. I felt so menacing.

"Hey."

And there was silence.

"You okay?"'

Obviously not, I berated myself.

A rustle came from your direction as your lips barely moved, chills ran down my spine.

"I didn't do it," a harsh whisper, a decibel just above minimum hearing range.

"I didn't, really! I didn't!" it got louder, each word penetrating me.

I huddled closer to you, wishing I could have done something. My arms wrapped around you as you clung on as tight as possible.

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...' I whispered mentally repetitively.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I heard the words materialising out of my voice.

You faced me teary-eyed as my control waned, allowing the floods to gush from my glands.

"It's okay," you whispered in my ear.

And I marvelled in how you took control again in this situation, how your strength seemed limitless.

"It's not and I'm sorry!"

"It is, really it is."

"You don't have to be so strong you know."

"I'm not."

And in that embrace we lasted, your lips brushing over my cheek ever so often, sending bouts of warmth through my body, tingling my senses, sending barrages of sensations, overloading my neurones.


Then it all faded to dust as morning came around.
Jack Frost.

First off, let me say I'M IN FUCKING PAIN.
UGH.
Kay after dinner last night, pretty much fell asleep.
Woke up at like 6:30am.
Then waited online for people to come online.
But I forgot it was christmas eve night, and people were out celebrating.
SIGH. SO NO ONE CAME ONLINE EVEN AT LIKE 10+PM IN SINGAPORE.
Headed out to buy some groceries, then went snowboarding.
Boarded till noon, I strained my wrist a little too much.
It hurt.
Ate thai food for lunch.
Then after that came back to hotel room to let it settle down.
Talked with Yilin, Angelina and Jinghui on SKYPE and MSN-ed with benedict.
It was around 2pm, which meant 3am in singapore.
CRAZY PEOPLE. YILIN SO SAD LOL STILL HAVE TO WORK ON CHRISTMAS DAY! q: TOO BAD.
Then after that went boarding at 2:30pm!
Boarded for a while, until 4+pm. Then the snow in my pants and bruises started to get to me.
My wrist was hurting bad, my butt and also my knees! ):
So I asked my bro to go. But he wanted to board somemore.
So I decided to wait for him but then it got too cold, I started to shake and shiver.
And my teeth chattered like mad, so I went on ahead first.
I flew down the trail mann! That's enough snowboarding for this winter.
6 hours in 2 days is just enough. ENOUGH I SAY. SIGHH..
I don't think I'm gonna board anymore tomorrow.
So I came back, took a bath.
Started to get a little dizzzyyyy! So I got out.
Been online since! :D
I'm missing you guys! ): ): Can't believe I won't see you for the next 6 months!
Bye.

And this chill's gonna last 6 months.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Blanketed,

Hello.
I'm trying to keep up blogging everyday.
OKAY MY NOSE HURTS LIKE LKASJKSJDKA.
It's been peeling. UGHHH. TOO DRY TOO DRY! SUCKS.
Anyway went for dinner yesterday with my mom's cousin.
Then went back to the hotel room, online-d for a while.
THEN SLEPT. LOL
Woke up, online-d, talked to people.
Then left for lunch, had japanese. YUMMY.
I'M SUPER HUNGRY NOWS.
So after lunch, we began our journey to Blue Mountain Ski Resort.
Reached here around 3+.
Registered for our lessons, then started snowboarding at like 4+, 5?
WOW IT'S NOT EASY MAN.
I kept falling on my ass, or doing face-plants.
HORRIBLE. LOL But despite my very bruised butt and my peeling nose from the dry COLD air, and the wind being knocked out of me many many times, IT WAS EXHILARATING. LOL.
Adrenaline! :D Anyway I'm hungry again!
Waiting for pizza.
Okay it's like 7:30 now.
We stopped snowboarding at 6+! SHOCKED. ONLY 1 HOUR PLUS.
AND WE ALREADY FELT LIKE ICICLES AND WAS SO SO SO TIRED.
TOTALLY TIRED. TIRED TIRED TIRED.
AND I'M HUNGRY.
KAY. BYEBYE.

P.S. If you wanna talk to me online, come online in the morning like 8am to 11am! Or at night like 9pm to 11pm! :D Or else it's gonna be rare manz. lol

White lawns and white roofs.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Home is where my heart is,

Hello people.
Kay time to update.
On the 19th, woke up.
Started to pack all of my things.
'Cause there's not gonna be a lot of time left.
Pack all my stuff into my luggage then my mom came to inspect.
Then she decided, OH, my packing skills were not efficient enough.
She decided to repack all of it!! LOL
So pack pack pack. Done! Like finally.
Then went for Anyhow Art.
Practised awhile.
Then went to get ready.
Ate 'dunch' with peixuan alyssa yueli and yisong.
ZOMG bumped into the guys at PRATAS AND CURRIES. LOL
Damn funny. The eight, "egg", kosong thing! LOLS
Then after that performed.
After our performance, went into holding area, played chucky chucky.
It was so fun.
Shuzhen had to smell my shoe! gross!
Celia had to pick squashed ang ku kueh.
Letty had to pole-dance around zhongyi. LOLS
Yisong had to wear lipstick.
Amelia had to stick her head under a chair and say it's dark in here.
LOL LOL LOL.
Had so much fun.
Then went to take our bow, and mass dance! :D
Then went to mac with sleep-over-ers. LOL
Benedict, Leon, Wenxuan, Jianhao, Zihan, Zhipeng, Melvin, Peixuan, Joanne, Yueli and Pearlynn.
After we mac, then came my house.
Played slapjack and bridge.
Slept at 4!
Then woke up at 8.
Ate breakfast.
Then we sat around. Melvin left for work at like 10+!
The rest of us sat around, talked, played.
Left for lunch at 1:50! Was supposed to reach PA at 2:30!
Ate LJS and ended up reaching at only 3!
Then me and joanne slept LOL.
While the rest worked and practised.
I was falling sick! ): Feeling all weird and heaty.
Ate dinner. Then got ready for lion dance.
I kept thinking about how this was going to be my last day here.
I was sooo sad and I really felt like some part of me was tearing.
Danced and danced and danced.
Then bleeding love, really danced HARD.
After that finale. I was so sad. Started to tear up.
After the whole thing, during gather.
Kaiwei announced my leaving, then like laoshi came to give me a charm.
I still have it in my wallet. Then like I REALLY FELT SOOOOO SAD ABOUT LEAVING THEN.
All these wonderful people. ): ):
Then the guys who were helpers gave all the leftover flowers to me! :D LOL
'Cause each performer had one flower. and I had bunches. lol. Thanks guys! :D
And thanks to those people who gave me letters and stuff! :D thanks lot.
Zhongyi then asked us to dance again. And I did. I just put everything into it.
I sang so loudly that I felt myself go crazyyy! ):
Then took loads of photos, went home and bathed.
Went to airport. Zhipeng, Weiyang, Benedict, Jianhao, Wenxuan, Zihan, Peixuan, Yueli, Pearlynn and Joanne came to send me off! I love them so much. Thanks. It felt so good.
And we spent our last hour together talking about nothing much, and crapping, and taking photos. Being stupid, mostly, and it felt so normal, just like any other day!
Yueli and Joanne went to buy fisherman's friends and herbal tea for me.
I guzzled the herbal tea. Finished 2 bottles. :D
Then after our final photo, boarded the plane.
I slept most of the 7 hours from Singapore to Dubai.
We were stuck in Dubai for 5 hours, walked around.
Accessed wi-fi. Then talked to Joanne and Pearlynn for a while.
Then boarded for the long long flight.
Read Amelia's note, Pearlynn's note and Shuzhen's note.
And finally reached. LOL Watched Hannah Montana: The Movie, 17 Again, episodes of CSI and The Mentalist after sleeping for like some of the hours.
When watching The Mentalist, thought about benedict. LOL
'Cause he every monday also will watch. LOL.
I READ LINGYUAN'S EMAIL TOO! :D
Then like after landed, waited for my brother to land from new york.
THEN TOOK MY FIRST STEP INTO THE 4 DEGREE AIR. ZOMG!
AHHAH Then went back to hotel. Ordered chinese food.
Ate then came online, talked with people a little.
Slept.
Woke up this morning at 7:30am local time.
Went online, talked somemore with people.
Facebooked.
Then went for breakfast, went to my school! :D
It's quite exciting. lol But everyone I saw there were asian, probably 'cause the rest went home for winter break.
Then went for lunch in Chinatown. LOL IT WAS SUPER STEREOTYPICAL. WITH THE TEMPLE LIKE STRUCTURE 0.0
Ate vietnamnese food, it wasn't bad, but it was just not nice. I decided I don't like it.
Then went shopping at the Dixie outlet mall. Came back to hotel, leaving in 35 minutes. LOL
Byebye

P.S. I love you guys. I keep saying it but I mean it everytime. You guys are awesome.

It was so hard to choose the photos. There are 19 here ;D




















Where you are.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

I regret not of taking this road,
But of leaving these people at the fork.


HELLO.
OKAY I HAVE MANY DAYS OF POST TO CATCH UP WITH.
So cutting to the chase.
Tuesday I woke up at like 10+!
Packed my bags then went to meet up with batch for chalet.
Met at 1:30pm.
Then we went to buy stuff at Fairprice.
Joanne's phone is spoilt!!!
So we bought stuff!
Then we left the guys, jianhao, wenxuan and leon, and jia en and yin kar with the stuff to send jinghui off!
WE WERE SO MEAN! ):
Well so me, joanne, celia, yilin, rachel, lingyuan and angelina set off to changi!
Then we went to send her off. They made me give her this flower. LOL
If her mom wasn't there I would, but her mom was there.
What kind of impression would that leave?!
Kay so after that we went to the chalet.
And it started to rain! 0.0 So the rest started to run.
While me and joanne walked.
FOR A SUPER GOOD REASON.
When you run, you get wet, sweaty and tired.
And when we walk, we get wet only! ;D
So we got there, cam-whored, watched yilin dye her hair.
Then we did nothing until 9+!
TIAN JUN AND YUYANG WAS THERE.
Then we ordered mac. and that's when the guys started coming back.
The guys went for their job training.
So our macs came, and they screwed our order.
I got no food. So in the end I ate a lot of other people's fries. LOL thanks! :D
Then leon they all also order.
So after we were all fed, we played cards.
The people who were there were Benedict, Leon, Wenxuan, Tianjun, Jianhao, Yuyang, Solo, Rachel, Angelina, Yilin, Joanne, Jiaen, Yinkar, Lingyuan, Celia, Zihan and me! :D
Then we played cards.
Around 11, rachel went home, at 12, douglas came.
Then we played blackjack for money! LOL GAMBLING 0.0
Then we played Taiti for money too! LOL
Blackjack loss! Taiti won! = no nett loss/gain! :D
Then at 3+, 4, we started to filter off to sleep.
In the end me, benedict, leon and tianjun slept on the floor!
Wenxuan, jianhao, douglas slept on the bed.
And the rest were like scattered, either not sleeping or at the living room.
So we were falling asleep but then we started talking! 0.0
AND RATHER LOUDLY ABOUT STUPID THINGS.
And we only fell asleep at like 4+! 0.0
Then we all awoke at like 7!
AHHAH. Then me, tianjun, wenxuan and leon sent douglas, benedict and zihan off!
They had to leave.
Then we went back to the chalet.
Watched mindless tv!
We decided to go tanning at the beach.
So me, tianjun, leon and wenxuan and yilin and joanne geared ourselves up.
But we were deprived of sand, considering there was only 3-4 feet of beach, and sun! LOL
So we went to the pool.
Played like mad! Then went back to chalet! Ate cup noodles and watched more mindless tv.
HI-5! :D Rachel came about then!
Then we went to the arcade, played datona and stuff. Met up with the rest of the people.
Then we were bored so we went back to chalet.
Now there was Liangyuan and Evelyn with us!
So we played even more cards. Played lots of bridge, almost everyone knows how to! LOL
So play play play, the food came! :D
Then started the fire for like 2 hours!
LOL Then we started cooking the food!
Cook and cook and cook, eat and eat and eat. LOL
The chicken wings kept not-getting cooked! LOL
It was quite annoying. And lingyuan kept coming round to feed us barbeque-rs! LOL
YES I BARBEQUED q: THE PERSON WHO BURNT EGGS!
Interesting right?! LOL Okay I'm tiring my fingers out but I have lots more to go.
Anyway barbeque until we had to go rent our bikes! :D
So only left me, tianjun, jianhao, jiaen, yinkar, celia and yuyang barbequeing.
The rest went to rent the bikes.
When they came back it was quite long after, so we already barbequed much of the food.
A while later, it started to rain.
So we decided to let the pit burn out!
But solo and liangyuan started fueling it with marshmallows! 0.0
Then they threw a chunk of butter in there! 0.0
AND THE GRILL FUCKING CAUGHT FIRE! MAYJAH DRAMA!
We were all like wtf! 0.0 But it eventually burnt out!
We continued to play play play till benedict came at 8+!
AND DOUGLAS BANGSEH-ED, SO EVELYN STAYED ON!
Briefing, testing out, then we started to cycle at 9+! ;D
So our formation was, Tianjun, Evelyn, Rachel, Angelina, Nicholas/Joanne, Jianhao/Lingyuan, Wenxuan/Celia, Leon/Yilin, Yuyang, Solo, Benedict, Me! :D
Then like we cycled until near downtown east only, and solo's chain screwed itself up!
So me yuyang benedict had to stay and wait, cause like me and benedict were the "sweepers" and then jianhao, evelyn and nicholas came. And soon we got it to work!
So we cycled on! Then after that we went on to bedok and then to east coast park.
Me and benedict talked quite a lot but after awhile we got tired and siianed.
And we were quiet. I was having one of my moodswings again. It was really really bad.
'Cause it was fueled by 2 things simultaneously! Yuyang and solo kept fighting over who's cutting who's lane and they kept falling off their bikes and me and ben had to keep on slowing down/stopping.
And I fell couple times 'cause of that.
And there was so much time to think, almost too much.
Then at the kembangan pit-stop, me and nicholas switched, so I was with Joanne.
And then I vented it off.
Got to ECP's mac, and ate my ice-cream. Ice-cream is a cure-all!
So I got back to my old bike with benedict.
Then he seemed so tired out by his bike, so we decided to switch.
And I got on his, and tried a few gears, but the resistance was like so huge.
And then the tyre burst! 0.0
SO WTF! He came from pasir ris to ECP with this bike, who's been whistling all day long! 0.0
He's like fucking good! So we sat around trying to find a solution.
Then nicholas kept cycling around, and once he came back with a police car.
LOL WE WERE LIKE "YOU CALLED THE POLICE?!?!"
But he didn't. lol In the end, we decided to speed on ahead while yuyang and solo went back with the punctured bike with one of the other fine bikes.
After that the siianed and tired atmosphere became really high.
And we cycled super quickly through ECP.
But then our highness deteriorated after the 7km stretch to changi village.
And after that we were all drained.
We stopped at Changi Village. I drank a milo and the guys ate their NasiLemak and TehTarik.
Then after that we cycled back to our chalet. The sun rose.
And we got back just at 7am! OUR TARGETTED TIME! WOOOH!
PHEW. TOTALLY SHAGGED.
Took turns to shower then like concussed unintentionally.
Woke up at 9+!
Rushed breakfast, returned our bikes. Then went to mac at PasirRis! :D
We sat around until the guys got their McLunch.
Then a few psycho people, consisting of Benedict, Leon, Wexuan, Jianhao, Nicholas, Yuyang, Joanne and Yilin decided to come to my house FOR FUN! LOL AND I'M LIKE 0.0!
So we got there, played a few games of bridge, and pool. My Wii SPOILED! 0.0
SO WTF! So yeah after a while, they concussed on my floor! 0.0
And then at 4+, benedict and nicholas left.
The rest fell back asleep.
I tried waking leon and wenxuan, but they fell back asleep.
ESPECIALLY LEON, HE'S A LOG!
THEN FROM THEN TO 5, I TRIED A FEW MORE TIMES.
BUT FAILED
Then at 5! I tried to wake leon.
But I woke yilin first.
AND IT WORKED! WHOOOOO!
LOL. So they left.
And I fell asleep on my couch after showering.
Woke up at 8:30!
Went to sleep in my room.
And woke up at 12pm on saturday!
LOL Then got ready for anyhow art.
Got there at like 2+!
Practised, slacked, talked.
Then danced danced danced.
Fell! AND MY BROOM CAME APART.
SIGH. NEVERMIND, SCREWING UP FULL DRESS MEANS PERFORMANCE WILL GO FINE! ;D hopefully.
Then went to eat mac with peixuan and weiyang.
Benedict and jianhao bangseh-ed. ALL BENEDICT'S FAULT.
Then went home.
FINALLY MY POST ENDS.
BYEBYE.

P.S. I LOVE MY FRIENDS LIKE MAD. I SWEAR THEY'RE THE BEST PEOPLE EVERR!

And now I'm hoping, they'll be there at the end of this split.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Angel's embrace,

Hello!
I did nothing much today.
Just slacked a while.
Ate normally.
Slept a lot.
Bought some stuff.
I want so many albums.
I bought Fame soundtrack. NICE :D
Byebye

P.S. You won't see any posts until thursday! :D
I'll be at chalet!

Feather-light kisses.
Victory may be sweet,
But victorious friends are sweeter.


Hello!
I'M SOOOOOO EXHAUSTED.
And today's my brother's birthday!
He's 19 already! 0.0
Kay.
Saturday woke up at like 10:30! 0.0
Then ate lunch and went for AHA practice.
Practised and practised and practised! );
Then went to drink/eat Mr Bean with Joanne after practice.
Then went home! :D
Played restaurant city and pet society. LOL
Then sleep!
Sunday woke up at like 1145!
Replied peixuan's sms and called her.
LOL I sounded not awake!
Then sit around waiting for lunch, but it wasn't ready by the time I left.
Went bugis to buy lollipop, peixuan forgot to bring it! );
Then met Jianhao Wenxuan and Benedict at Lavender at 2pm!
Walk to PA.
Then Zihan came.
Practice, slack, talk, be stupid.
Hung out with Alyssa and Jianhao and Benedict while Wenxuan, Zihan went to buy stuff and the rest had chingay practice! );
Joanne and celia they all came.
Jianhao kept pulling my hair. It's already so damaged.
Tried to take photos with them, they kept siaming.
Then full-dress. WAXED MY HAIR LIKE LASDJKLASJKLAL!
WHEW TIRING. WATCHED THE DANCES. QUITE AWESOME.
Ours was quite screwed! ):
THEN CLEAN UP! CLEANED AWAY ALL THE WAX! ): ): DAMAGED HAIR.
Then went to eat dinner at Bugis with
Wanted MAC!
But the 24/7 mac was closed, 'cause of some water-supply crap!
SOOOO INCONVENIENT!
Then we ended up eating prata and such.
We talked and stuff, but we were all so tired.
And then went home, took 7 with jianhao and benedict.
:D YAY.
I'M HOME AND CLEAN.
Sleeping soon.
Byebye.

P.S. I love my friends!


US WITH WINSTON


US


BENEDICT. ARTISTIC SHOT. LOL

We're winning but it means nothing without you guys.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Still can't put these feelings to words.

Hello! :D
Today was blah!
Pretty boring and standard.
Woke at 10:30am! :D
I'm getting used to this morning stuff!
LOL. Maybe.
Then slacked, and did nothing.
Ate lunch then went for my Placement tests for canada.
To test my standard to see if I can keep up with my classes over there! :D
So it was pretty easy, all mcq.
English was 74 listening compre questions, 71 other questions.
It was quite boring. And easy too! :D
Then Math was pretty okay.
Science was the only one that gave me problems.
They used such different terms, almost foreign! ):
Then there were some I've never learnt before! Ugh.
Thank god for mcq! Guess!
LOL So after that came home and did nothing.
I have 10 days left. That's quite saddening.
And I'm all packed for the rest of my days here.
I need to start packing my luggage.
Byebye.

P.S. I love my friends here! I'll try my best to keep in contact, I WILL. You guys too kay? :D

My eyes close momentarily,
But they jerk open again.
Desperately forcing it to be,
All of my self-restraint.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Unexpectedness.

Hello!
SORRY. I'VE BEEN SHIRKING MY BLOGGING RESPONSIBILITIES.
So quite a lot happened these past three days! :D
Some good, some bad. More good though!
Kay Tuesday, had lunch with aunt at Tony Roma's.
Walked home with her after that! :D
Then went out with Joanne to have CREPES.
TOTALLY FUN.
We just ate a lot, and did a lot of nothing, sat around and talked! GOOFED OFF.
Had pepperlunch for dinner! :D yummy.
Though the smell of butter there is like! PUNGENT.
Then had crepes for dessert.
Then went home! :D COOLZ.
Oh JOANNE DECIDED TO TEST NAILPOLISH COLOURS FROM FACESHOP ON ME CAUSE SHE HAD HER NAILS ALREADY PAINTED AND DIDNT WANT TO RUIN IT! -.-
RARH!
Kay wednesday.
Dragged myself out of bed to go meet the guys at vivo at 10 to go sentosa.
I was looking forward to spending time with the guys!
LOL YES I'M CAPABLE OF MALE-ONLY INTERACTION! -.- ARGH.
So met them, then waited around for people.
Went ahead first with me, benedict, leon, wenxuan, yuyang, jianhao, tianjun and solo!
Then got there, decided to forgo my sunblock! 'CAUSE I'VE NEVER BEEN BURNT.
Then we played some volleyball. 1 VS 7!
Weights against no weights, shirts vs skins! LOL
AND GUESS WHO WAS THE SHIRTLESS PERSON CARRYING AROUND WEIGHTS.
WELL YOU GOT THAT RIGHT! :D
Played some then zihan came.
Played more then nicholas came.
Then we played somemore.
This time, teams of three with solo being a powerhouse.
LOL WE HAD FUN!
Then we decided to play more fairly.
So 5 on 5. LOSER DID 20 PUSH-UPS.
First game, me nicholas, tianjun, wenxuan and benedict won.
Then they did 20.
Second game, me nicholas, wenxuan and benedict and leon lost.
Then while doing our push-ups, this group of caucasian people walked pass us.
They were scantily clad in string bikinis and whatnot! LOL I know some people that ogled! -.-
So we were doing and doing, then this girl came up to leon and smacked his ass and started cheering.
LOL WE COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING. AND LEON WAS SO EMBARRASSED. HE'D BEEN GROPED. LOL!
SEXUAL HARRASSMENT. WELL HE DIDN'T HEAR THE END OF IT.
So after that, we played more, breaked some, went 7-11.
Then like played some, then started to rain so we washed up and went to vivo at 2pm. lol
Talked about AHA some.
Then we walked around looking for things to entertain us, decided to lunch.
Douglas came, then went back home! 0.0 'Cause he didn't want to eat again!
Then nicholas and solo went to eat BK and LJS, 'cause they had to leave early, for work and for I-dont-know.
Then we decided, heck it go eat!
But I went to draw money first, and bumped into yueli! :D
ATE ATE ATE. STUPID GROSS MUSSELS. 'CAUSE WE COULDNT WASTE FOOD.
THEN LIKE I SAID I WANTED TO EAT MUSSELS AND SO DID LEON, SO JIANHAO WENT TO TAKE.
AND CAME BACK WITH LIKE 20 OVER! THEN LIKE I HAD A HARD TIME EATING.
AND LEON LEFT ME TO EAT LIKE 18+?! LIKE WTF. IT WAS FISHY AND SANDY AND NOT WELL-KEPT/WASHED. HORRRIBLY SUCKY. AND LEON SUCKED SUCKED SUCKED. HE WAS SO MEAN!
Then we kept eating pudding!
ATE FOR LIKE 2 HOURS?! FROM 4+ TO 6!
Then we sat out on deck and talked. I wasn't feeling too well, in many aspects.
So I just listened, and wasn't talking much.
Then at 7+ we went home! :D
Came home and had diarrhea! STUPID.
TODAY. :D
Supposedly meeting at 9:30 at Clarke Quay.
Ended up reaching there at like 9:45 and was alone! 0.0
Then Yueli and Pearlynn turned up!
We decided to go ahead first. Joanne was sick and Peixuan was late.
So we went to BK FOR BREAKFAST.
Sat around and ate and talked until Peixuan came.
Then talked somemore until 11! :D
Then started camwhoring.
CAMWHORE CAMWHORE CAMWHORE!
Then went to 7-11 for a drink.
Then camwhored somemore!!!
Then decided to go for the Body Show thing.
Like we walked through the exhibit.
It was quite gross and scary and freaky.
Like they were all real flesh and bodies and organs that's been preserved.
SO GROSS. So we like saw some really coool stuff.
The staff there are really friendly, they must have been bored.
Then there was this body fat machine! :D
And we all took turns.
I WAS LESSER THAN I WEIGHED! :D But it might have been muscle mass I loss! ): ): ):
And I shrunk by about 2cm! ): ): ):
UGHH. But my body fat percentage was okay! :D yay!
Ugh people like benedict, wenxuan and joanne, olivia probably fall below healthy range. JEAAALOUS!
Kay I sound freaky! ):
So after that, we walked around and camwhored somemore.
Then went to vivo for lunch.
We bumped into Lynette at harbourfront station and she came with us.
Then Peixuan's boyfriend, jiacheng, was also there, and he came with us too.
Pearlynn said: "WHAT AN UNLIKELY GROUP OF PEOPLE!"
SO TRUE SO TRUE. COOL. WE AT LJS.
Then after that went to camwhore somemore! :D
Bumped into sec3 angeline from dance! :D
Then Mr Chia from nanhua came, the environmental in-charge, a little hefty, remember?!
He was really nice, we camwhored abit, talked to him abit, then he treated us to afternoon tea at BAKERZIN!
It was totally cool and we talked somemore, with such a weird combination of people.
And like he foot the bill! and wouldn't let us split! SO NICE!
Then we went home, took train with pearlynn.
SUCH AN AWESOME TIME!
I was so tired by the time I reached home! ): I napped a little.
I'm going to miss these people so much!
BYEBYE.

P.S. MANY MANY PHOTOS!

















Sometimes, only then do you dare savour the novelty of the situation.

Monday, December 07, 2009

Less than perfect,

Hello :D
I woke up at like 12+ today.
After 8 hours of sleep!
Then like got ready at 3!
Went to Cine to get tickets for New Moon! :D
Then went to Somerset station to meet Michelle!
She felt underdressed.
WAHAHAHAHAHAH!
But it was freaking hot, and I was like sweating.
UGH. Gross.
Anyway we then talked and walked to CINE.
Sat around till we could enter the cinema!
We bought popcorn and drinks and nuggets.
The person drowned like 2 of my nuggets in chili!
And we finished like 1/2 of the popcorn before the movie started.
The movie was BLAH, BLAND AND UNINTERESTING. DISAPPOINTED.
Whispered with Michelle about KSTEW BEING GROSS AND UGH!
Then laughed at all the EDWARD CULLEN entering scenes being slow-motioned.
LOL Then we went around orchard to camwhore.
Then went to heeren's subway to eat an hour-long dinner.
And talked about lots and lots of stuff! :D gayface esp.! LOLS
Then waited at the GRAND CAIRNHILL HOTEL FOR HER PARENTS. Camwhored there too!
Then came home.
Tomorrow lunch with aunt, crepes with joanne! WHEE
Bye

P.S. Pictures:


Shades stealer, waiting for her parents.


AWWW CUTE. NOT


THE FLOWERS ARE HEAVYYYY!

Only human.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Wordless symphony,

Hello! :D
I'm only posting now 'cause I just came out of the shower!
LOL Kay.
I slept at like 3am!
Then woke up at 9am!
LET ME TELL YOU HOW PSYCHO SINGAPOREANS ARE!
So yeah, the 313 @ Somerset mall just opened.
And Uniqlo is having a sale you know.
So my mom said we should go when it opens at 10!
And I thought she was pretty psycho about it.
So me my brother and her just went at like 10! 0.0
THEN WE GOT THERE. AND THERE WAS A QUEUE WAITING TO BARGE IN.
I MEAN OMG PLEASSEEE.. THE ONLY REASON I'M HERE SO EARLY IS 'CAUSE I LIVE ACROSS THE STREET. THESE PEOPLE ARE MADDDD! PSYCHO.
AND I JUST GRABBED EVERYTHING I WANTED AND DASHED INTO THE FITTING ROOMS.
AND THANK HEAVENS. 'CAUSE BOUT HALF HOUR LATER.
THE FITTING ROOMS WERE EXPLODING.
Then went home with all our purchases first! :D
Then went for lunch with mom and brother.
OMG. ATE TILL FULL LIKE OMG!
Then bonded and talk talk talk!
THEN SHIT, WAS LATE FOR LESSON.
SO CABBED FROM NOVENA TO BUKIT GOMBAK.
It was quite reasonable considering cabs are like daylight robbery. It was $13.20.
Then had lesson, did avalanche.
:D COOOLZ.
Then after that went for "dunch" with celia and joanne at bugis mac!
LOL JOANNE IS DANCING AHA. WOOOOHH!
COOOLZ. Then after that went PA.
PRACTISE PRACTISE PRACTISE.
FORMATION FORMATION FORMATION!
DANCE DANCE DANCE!
HAD FULL-DRESS. COOOLZ SORT OF.
I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A CONSTRUCTION WORKER KAY!
Then after that, trained to somerset with yueli.
WE WENT TO EAT AGAIN! LOL
Tried to go subway but closed.
Went seven eleven. I JUST GOT REMINDED THAT I HAVE CANDY IN MY BAG! :D
Then went to eat.... MAC AGAIN.
Then eat eat eat, talk talk talk again.
Then came home! :D
She's still on the bus I THINK!
MY FEET HURT.
AND I HAVE BLACK ROOTS ALREADY.
MY HAIR GROWS LIKE WEEDS.
SOO FAST LEH. I DYED IT ONLY 1 WEEK AND 3 DAYS AGO!
UGHHH.
AND I HAVE PIMPLES LIKE EVERYWHERE.
ONE AT EACH TEMPLE. LOL 0.0
OKAY I'M TIRED. BYEBYE

Soundless rhythm.

Friday, December 04, 2009

Uncertainty.

Hello! :D
This is my first post in 4 days! 0.0
OMG. 4 FUCKING DAYS! :D
LOL.
Sorry I was lazy.
Anyway I didn't do very much in these 4 days.
I have a very very boring life
Tuesday. Did nothing all day long.
Wednesday, went necessity shopping alone and spent like so much money! LOL AND CAME BACK WITH MANY NOT VERY NECESSARY THINGS. :D THEY ARE NOT UNECESSARY!
Thursday. Stayed home all day long too! OH AND I FOUND OUT WHERE I GOT MY WHINING TENDENCIES FROM. MY MOM! If you think it's horrible listening to teenagers whine, you should listen to 50-year-old women whine. SAVE OUR EARS! LOL. IT WAS SO HORRIBLE, AND SHE CROOONED TOO! BRRRR *SHIVERS*
So yeah I slept at 3am. Well tried to anyway.
BUT FAILED. I ENDED UP SLEEPING AT 4:30AM.
I thought about lots of things.
And like my very one-sided unreciprocated feelings! LOL AND I DECIDED I WAS SO OVER IT!
So yeah, kept thinking and thinking!
Then after that, I slept.
IT WAS NOT A PEACEFUL SLEEP.
I WOKE UP AT LIKE 7, THEN 10, THEN 1, THEN 2:30!
UGHHH!
So after that I slacked it all away.
Then went on facebook and realised, I WAS SO NOT OVER IT.
GOD I'M SO HOPELESS.
Hah!
Tomorrow have AHA :D AND LESSON, AND LUNCH AND SHOPPING WITH MOM AND BROTHER! :D
YAY
Byebye.

Tripping over my own laces,
Catching myself slack-jawed.
Staring straight pass their faces,
At the one so unflawed.

So tired of blushing, stuttering, giggling.
So tired of smiling, hurting, crying.
So tired of joking, hiding, screaming.
So tired, so tired of my heart dying.

Confidence dissipated,
Eyes fixated on the mundane ground.
Your voice, anticipated,
So afraid, so worried, to turn around.

So maybe I'm a fool
For your subtle winks.
But I'm so over you,
Or so I think.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Remember when our world was the playground,

Hello :D
Woke up at like 10:30am!
Then go to vivo meet yilin, jinghui and rachel at 12pm.
We walked around, ate lunch.
Then sat around.
Went starbucks and sat there till 5pm+!
Talk about all sorts of things.
RANDOM STUFF.
Then window-shopped.
SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO BUY!
Then we shopped all the way to Harbourfront.
Then at Shilin for dinner!
Then ate ice-cream.
Then came home!
Simple day. but really fun.
I'm leaving in exactly 21 days.
3 weeks.
How short.
I'm gonna miss everyone so badly!
AHHH... Need to spend more time with all my friends.
Can't wait for batch chalet! :D
Love NHDS BATCH '93! :D
Byebye

And our worst crime would be peeing in the sandbox,
We used to build castles on shifting sands.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Life is a dance.

Hello ;D
I woke up at like 2:30pm today!
LOL THEN SLACKED ALL THE WAY TO LIKE 4!
Then got ready and went to PA.
Pearlynn WANG whacked my head with the flag and then told me she didn't do it on purpose. I was like -.-!!!!! Rarh!
Then just walked around.
HAD PRACTICE AFTER THAT.
I didn't even realise I was so so so so tired.
LOL But today was quite lax.
After practice went to MRT, sat outside Mr Bean with Alyssa and ate.
We sat on the floor LOL. Soooooo poor-thing-ish! :D
Then came home :D
Ate dinner at 10pm!
Slack till now.
I'm sooo glad it's the weekdays! :D
Byebye.

P.S. I NEED REST!

And we're all dancers.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Remembrance.

HELLO! ):
I AM IN LIKE PAIN AND EXHAUSTION!
Okay. Woke up at like 7:50am.
Supposed to meet Jinghui, Yilin and Joanne at Clementi MRT at 9am!
So I thought I was gonna be late, 'cause need to bathe, pack and stuff.
THEN GOT THERE AT LIKE 9:05AM!
NO ONE WAS THERE.
I called jinghui and she was like "hello? hello? hello?" whispering.
And I was like "hello... uhhh where are you?"
Then she was "I'm home...... OH SHIT!!!!!!" LOL
THEN YILIN WAS ALSO AT HOME.
Joanne came the next at like 9:15am?!
Then ate subway, then cabbed to school.
Watched their first performance! UHHH NOT SO GOOD. BUT OKAY I GUESS.
THEN WE WENT DANCE STUDIO.
Then Tianjun was there, Nicholas came.
Jing Er, Celia, Lili, Angeline, Linda and Huisan too!
I have like a deteriorating memory.
Then Yilin came too! LOL
TALKED ABOUT RANDOM STUFFS.
THEN WE DANCED A LOT, SWEATED LIKE MAD.
THEN JINGHUI CAME IN THE MIDDLE OF QUEEN OF HIP-POP!
Then dance dance dance.
Then watch their second performance.
Then gossip and gossip.
Then time for us to leave.
So me Joanne and Celia cabbed to Bukit Gombak CC!
Then danced Avalanche.
2 hours passed really quickly.
Went to hide from the stupid torrents from the sky at the hawker centre.
Ate lunch-ner!
THEN WENT TO PA.
Slept on the train.
Got to PA, saw crescent sec4's dance choreographed by laoshi.
OMG SO PRETTYYY! SO NICE!
Then like we also practise and practise and practise.
LOL I'M REALLY REALLY SHAG NOW.
Took MRT with Alyssa, Yisong, Celia, Vanessa, Vivian!
BOUGHT MAC ON THE WAY HOME AND ATE.
I repeatedly bruise my hip at the same spot when doing the floorwork.
Thennnnnn I have like 3 open wounds from friction with the floor! ):
HAHAHA OKAY.
I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO WEEKDAYS.
DAYS I DONT HAVE REHEARSAL.
I LOVE DANCE STILL. BUT I NEED TO RECOVER. GOD I'M SHAGGED.
MODERATION! ): ):
Byebye

We will be forever, even after we forget.
'Cause you've been a part of the experience that have shaped me.
Milestones to overcome,

Hello :D
This is like my 800TH POST!
Okay.
So woke up at like 12?!
Then slack around.
Went for AHA practice.
I LIKE MY HAIR.
LOL AHA WAS TIRING.
DANCE DANCE DANCE.
Then the crescent people came! :D
WOAH. LOL.
I supposedly owe them ice-cream! 0.0
HAHAH Anyway left at like 6!
Then came home.
Slack till now! :D
Tomorrow going for Open House.
LOL I THINK EVERYONE WILL BE SHOCKED BY MY HAIR! :D
I LOVE IT.
Byebye

But that can wait.
We can't.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Invisible walls,

Hello :D
I woke up, slacked, ate lunch.
THEN WENT TO DYE MY HAIR.
It was like $45! :D
And it's totally fabulous!
FABULOUSSSSS! :D

THIS IS BEFORE! DULL BLACK AND BORING!

THIS IS AFTER! :D COLOURED AND SEXYYYY AS HELLLL.


There's some red/orange in it but you can't see it.
It's all about the lighting. :D
Anyway I'm really happy about it.
Been happy all day long.
So when I was walking home at Orchard, and people came up to me, I didn't brush them off.
But seriously, I walked roughly 200m in front of Wisma and I was stopped threeeeee times!
First by this chinese lady who was a rep. from some model agency. She didn't talk my ear off like the last guy, which was a good thing! :D Just all the usual things, name, phone number, whateverrr! lameeee.
Second to donate to some thing, which I donated! :D I was in a good mood.
Third, for some survey. The guy was super shocked that I was 16! LOL. :D
HAHAHAH 3 TIMES. -.-
Okay then got home and obsessed over my hair.
Watched Project Runway and ANTM! :D
Byebye

Intangible barriers.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Memories that turnabout to haunt me,

Hello :D
I slept at 3am and woke at 11am! LOL
Yesterday tagged finish 200 photos.
BUT FB SCREWED UP AND I HAD TO RETAG LIKE 150 PHOTOS.
THEN I WOKE UP AND FINISHED TAGGING THE REMAINING 161 PHOTOS.
People tell me I looked like Adam Lambert in my prom outfit! 0.0
Oh and I watched Adam's AMA's performance.
The part he shoved his tongue down his band member's throat/assaulted him with his tongue was pretty disturbing, but it didn't bother me that it was a guy. In fact I think the world's pretty stupid. No one seemed to care when Madonna, Christina and Britney were three-way kissing but all the controversy about this kiss. =.=
But it was weird LOL!
Kay hmmm... I went to buy THE FAME MONSTER BY LADY GAGA.
FUCKING AMAZING :D LADY GAGA
It was a really really hard decision between Adam's For Your Entertainment, Taylor's Fearless Platinum Edition, Rihanna's Rated R, Leona's Echo, Britney's Single Collection and Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster. I was soooooooo very very very troubled. I want them all! GIMME GIMME!
AHHHHH.
Kay then I went to buy Tempted.
I was going to dye my hair today but realised today's a wednesday and the salon isn't open on wednesday, so tomorrow. LOL I GOT ONE MORE DAY TO BID FAREWELL TO MY BLACK HAIR! ;D
I'm trying my best to resist reading Tempted 'cause I need something to do during the dyeing process and I think reading Tempted will pass time PERFECTLY! :D
Kay I didn't do much today.
I eat a lot!
Byebye.

And my heart's breaking all over the place.
Forever, really?

Reaching out, my fingers trembling with anticipation, my mask of calm shattering, giving way to anxiety, I smiled. I awaited the familiarity that I've been yearning for. Memories of tears wept and goodbyes reluctantly shared were pulled from the vault I kept tightly sealed. The questioning look upon your face when you spun around haunted me, the words replayed in my mind countless times, "Yes? Can I help you?" The edges of my mouth turned down as my eyes widened in horror. My hands trembled even more, my whole body shaking. YES! YES YOU CAN! My mind screamed, my heart ached, my body froze. "No," a mere ghostly whisper. I turned as the tears started to well up in my eyes. Laughing, I heard, as I spun round to see all of you, gathered together. Smiles that seemed so familiar, seemed so tangible, were so distant. The light that danced in your eyes that made me feel like I've come home but the formation was all wrong, I stood outside the circle. The circle that formed perfect, including you all, excluding me. An invisible yet tangible barrier that kept me out, out of the circle, out of your minds, out of your lives. Tears trickled down the side of my face as I stood rooted, my back to you.

You promised you wouldn't forget.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Afraid of tomorrow,

Hello people.
Prom ended just about 24 hours ago!
So I'm going to recap the whole thing starting from yesterday!
It's going to be a long long post! SIGH! ):
Woke up yesterday at 10am!
Waiting for Lingyuan and Angelina to turn up first.
And I was so pissed 'cause I couldn't find the pants I was planning to wear.
So I had to put together another outfit! ):
Then Lingyuan Angelina turned up.
I knew something was up when I only saw Lingyuan at the window, so I was prepping myself for Angelina's bag of tricks. And I OPENED THE DOOR AND JUMPED OUT OF MY SKIN WHEN SHE JUMPED OUT FROM BEHIND IT. No prepping can get you ready enough for Angelina! ):
Started to play stuff and camwhore! :D
Like DDR! :D HAHAHAHA. AND THEY WERE REALLY BAD AT IT.
But I can't talk, I'm reallly really bad as well! :D
Then like Yilin Joanne and Olivia were coming.
So we asked them to buy subway for us.
But in the end Leon did! ); I felt so bad!
Then they showed up.
Leon and Benedict then Wenxuan, then Douglas Kangwei and Zhengda.
They played Wii & Pool while we camwhored.
Then Lingyuan and Angelina left to do their hair and make-up! :D
So we continued to play a little longer.
After a while went to get ready and stuff.
We all rushed and rushed. Make up was like everywhere.
And my room was in a total mess.
After got ready then the guys left first.
Left me, Olivia, Yilin and Joanne.
Then we slowly strolled to Meritus Mandarin.
Didn't want to sweat!
After we got there, went to like wait around to register.
THEN IT WAS CAMWHORE CAMWHORE CAMWHORE.
Then registered and went into the ballroom!
Sat beside Liying and Chantel.
Xinyuan, Huisan, Liangyuan, Beonnan, ZhiCheng, Kuaiwen and Angeline were also at our table.
Then ate and watched class videos.
I think 402's and 407's videos were pretty good.
Prom King was Tian Jie. Prom Queen was Evia.
Actually prom was quite borrrrrrring! LOL
Only taking photos was fun.
Then after prom, camwhore again. Just kept on taking photos!
Took photos with many many many people!
Then walked home with Clique 8! :D minus Rachel.
Stopped on the way home to like take photos.
LOL and halfway, me, Angelina and Joanne started going crazy, singing really loudly. There was this woman that opened her window and stared at us. Joanne got freaked. LOL Thought it was paranormal. LOL :D HAHAHAHA THEN WE CONTINUED OUR CRAZINESS BUT MORE QUIET, INCLUDING DANCING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. VIDEOS WILL BE UP SOON.
Reached home also camwhore like mad.
Then Olivia left.
When we were finally feeling more disgusting than camwhorish, we went to clean up.
Then the guys also came.
Benedict, Wenxuan, Leon, Douglas, Solo, Zhengda, CheeChoong and Yaohong.
After we finally cleaned up, Lingyuan, Jinghui and me went to pick Nicholas up from Heeren.
Reached home, camwhore a lot moreeee!
Just kept on taking photos!
Then it was time for Angelina to go home to get ready for her flight! );
Clique sent her out to Centrepoint there.
Then we were going to Starbucks.
On the way passed this really weird Malay guy. Then when we saw that Starbucks was demolished and turned around, the guy also turned around and followed us. Suddenly Jinghui and Yilin asked us to walk faster and faster and faster. Then we ran and ran and ran from the guy. We crossed the light just in time such that when the last one of us passed it, it turned red.
Then Jinghui and Yilin told us about how they were staring at him and how when we passed him, he got up and followed us, and when we turned he turned. And how that freaked all of us out.
Then we wanted to take shelter in Mac, but don't know why it was closed. It's supposed to be 24/7!
Then we like tried to find another way.
But ended up somewhere at Cuppage Plaza! Then went to 7/11. Bought noodles LOL!
We were all so so so so so freaked out.
Then called some of the guys to come out to meet us!
Then we went back to the way we came from and met them, WENT HOME!
After we got home, sat around and played taiti.
Then play play play, Jinghui and Lingyuan went up to watch show.
After a while, me and nicholas started teaching benedict how to play bridge.
So we called Lingyuan down and started to play.
It was quite fun. After a few rounds of like bullying benedict, we started playing intensively! :D
We played through the morning.
From like 2+ to 6+! while most of the people slept. LOL
Nicholas, Benedict, Lingyuan, Douglas and me were the sole survivors without sleep.
The rest slept at some point or another.
At 7 we dragged our ass out to eat.
What was left of Clique went to LJS to eat while the guys went to Mac.
Then they left first, followed by us, 'cause we sat around to gossip and talk!
After that, we split.
Got home, put away some stuff, bathed, sleep! at like 9:30am.
Then woke up at like 7:30pm!
Ate dinner, online-ed, uploaded all my photos.
Speaking of that, I have 361 photos to caption and tag.
That is not something I look forward to! LOL
Hahha. I realised that this is probably the last sleepover at my house. ):
And I'm so sad! I really really am afraid that we would drift apart.
And like when I'm back from Canada, we won't have such fun anymore.
It'll really be really really difficult for me to accept.
I don't want to let go. I feel so empty.
And time zoooooomed pass man, 24 hours ago, prom just ended!
And like we were leaving the hotel and people were complaining bout heels.
And now I'm here talking about it all happening.
It freaks me out and makes me so so so so scared.
I don't want to become an outsider! ); I don't want to lose my friends.
I'm just so so so afraid.
Bye.

Photos:

Class 411.


CLIQUE :D


DANCERS :D


L.A.S.T

'Cause it'll mean things of today fade to history.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Lying everyday,

Helloooo :D
Woke up at like 2:20pm today!
Then realised had to meet solo at 2:50pm at lavendar.
Showered then rushed there.
Reached at 2:54pm! :D
Not that late.
Went PA.
On the way bumped into Shuzhen and Glenda.
Got there then did some jumping thing.
LOL And my foot scraped against the road, the asphalt!
AND IT STARTED BLEEDING!
Warm up laoshi style + guo san guan! :D
Then we did this new dance like 4 8s only.
Chingay moves after that.
And like somewhere in between I told laoshi my parents won't let me dance if I break another bone.
And laoshi told me I should learn qigong!
Then practised Bleeding Love with Vivian and Vanessa.
Then recapped Yesterday with Zhongyi while the others learned.
Then had fun fun fun.
Somewhere doing Bleeding Love did the floorwork, scrapped my previous wound and it opened! BLEEDING AGAIN. I KEEP BLEEDING MAN, KEEP KEEP BLEEDING!
Then went home.
At city hall bumped into Colin, literally.
I was walking walkign walking, CRASH. lol Into this white shirt guy.
And it was Colin. LOL HAHAHAH
Then went home :D
Byebye

I hate liars.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Remember that tomorrow might not be better,

HELLO! :D
I'm so so tired. LOL
Woke up.
Lunch.
Packed all my clothes for AHA rehearsal.
Had to bring loads of stuff.
It was so heavy and my bag was ginormous!
IT WAS GINORMOUS AND HEAVY!
Well then danced a while, totally no stamina.
I'M WEAK! ):
LOL I felt soo out of breath.
Then I choked on water.
AND LIKE IT WAS A REALLY SHORT PRACTICE.
But I'm pretty wiped out.
For the first time in a long time, I'm glad to be not dancing right now.
LOL Then after practice went somerset to eat with yueli.
Ate subway, the chicken and bacon ranch sub. It was okay.
I even ingested some cheese without puking! :D
But it tasted subtly weird.
Then after that and a cookie, we went to share a large fries at mac.
LOL we were at HEEREN.
Then after the fries I ate a mcflurry and she got a cone!
LOL THE ICECREAM MACHINE SPOILT AFTER MY MCFLURRY.
And all the icecream gushed out. It was so totally coool!
Then yueli got this super ginormous cone of droopy icecream.
It was kind of fun.
Then she did rather obscene things to it.
Those photos are on facebook.

Here is her giant icecream:


LOL going PA tomorrow.
Byebye

P.S. Just felt in the mood to start writing.

You didn't tell me I could've been burnt.
All those times we were smiling, what secrets were you harbouring?
You never told me that I would bear the brunt.
All those times we were dancing, who were you really holding?

You didn't tell me my tears would run rivers long,
That my heart would seemingly ache forever.
You never told me that you could be wrong,
That maybe you just weren't as you thought, as clever.

You didn't tell me that the rain would sting
Between those featherlight kisses.
You didn't tell me the sorrow it would bring
Between joking, mocking cusses.

You never told me I'd be alone in this,
When you've left and you're all I miss.
You never told me you'd leave someday,
But I guess you never said you'd stay.
When time turns all to dust,

Hello! :D
I woke up at 4pm today, well yesterday, I mean 20/11! );
I slept at like 3am.
It was 13 hours! omg.
I was so so so shocked when I woke up.
I ran around the house to check all the other clocks, just to make sure that my phone's clock wasn't malfunctioning. LOL But then it wasn't and it was really 4pm! LOL
SHOCKEEED!
So yeah, then after I went to buy stuff for gradnight.
In the end I bought a blazer, a pair of shoes, 2 teeshirts, a pair of earstuds, a single earstud and a pair of shades.
LOL HAHAHAHHA.
IT TOTALLY BURNED A HOLE IN MY POCKET! ):
And right now, I'm worrying whether my blazer's too big for me.
I WENT TO TRY IT ON JUST NOW! ):
AND I LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR AND FELT BOXY! ):
But in the store I kept switching from this size to a size smaller and back and back again and back and back again! ): It was so very embarrassing but I wanted to make sure. In the end, I settled for this size 'cause I felt more comfy in it.
I have bad experiences of too tight clothing.
I don't knowww.
It's probably just me being paranoid.
Anyway I'm so broke now.
And also joanne told me she was in town and saw benedict at orchard station, then benedict told me he saw evelyn at ion, and I was at ion too! LOL SO COINCIDENTAL. But I didn't see anyone. LOL!
Okay then got home.
Byebye

P.S. I have absolutely no concept of time right now!

Will our memories stay?

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Lone Island.

Hello.
Okay you guys totally won't wanna know what I've been doing these two days! ):
NOTHING. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
And I was totally pissing out and throwing a bitch fit until recently.
I was in a totally dinky mood.
I think it's Society Withdrawal manzzz!
My name for it. LOL
It's like I didn't want to talk to anyone about anything.
Even talking about not wanting to talk annoyed me to no end.
It just felt like such a chore. Communicating that is.
So I spent these 2 days playing Final Fantasy X!
LOL It's pretty fun.
And oh yeah, my mom's back from london already.
She got in last night and bought KrispyKreme!
DAMNED DELICIOUS! ): GLAZED DOUGHNUTS.
I'm gaining so so so much weight.
Damn those calorie-packed sugar-coated treats! );
Devils in disguise.
So yeah, now that I'm out of my dinky mood, I wanna go out badly.
Oh and I didn't go for my class chalet!
Spending time with my mom before she flies again!
She was away for 2 weeks in Rio De Janeiro then came back for 1 week, then went to London for 1 more week, just got back yesterday and she's flying to Xiamen on sunday! LOL. So must spend time with her! :D
I haven't got my prom stuff ready yet.
So I guess I'm going to have to get it all ready tomorrow alone! );
Walking around orchard, alone! );
I hope there's lesson on saturday, I hope I can find one more willing soul! );
AHHHHH I WANT TO DANCE!
I need to lose weight.
Kay prom stuff, focus! );
Tomorrow's going to be a mad rush! sigh!
Byebye.

The ocean pushing up on you,
The sky watching over you,
And me, I'm waiting for you to meet me halfway.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Love knows no boundaries,

Hello! :D
Woke up at like 8:30am today! :D
Then went school. lol
I signed myself in to "dance"
LOL AHAHAHAH.
Then ate something.
Then go hall for AHA practice
Slack.
Then do formation.
Dance a little.
Then went studio, dance more.
Then lunch.
Then go hall slack.
Then dance dance dance.
Then slack somemore.
Then talked with colin, yueli and hannqian.
Talked about many many things.
OMG SOME ARE SOOOOOOOOO BAD AND FUNNY AND BADDDD! ):
GROSS AND DISGUSTING TOO!
LOL HAHAHAH.
Colin gained a lot of weight!
Yueli ate a lot! :D
Hannqian was really high.
Then I bathed.
Then go home with them.
Jianhao, Tianjun and Douglas turned up too. Solo is obvious.
Weihong and Daryl was there too! :D
Hahahah, ate dinner.
Then slacked more! :D
I'm gonan sleeep all day tomorrow! :D
Byebye

While hate transcends all logic.
Strong tears and weak smiles,

Hello! :D
Woke up at like 9am today!
Then went to school to check testimonial at 10:30am.
Then like ended at 12pm.
Then went up to see dance with Merrien.
Then just stuck around and watched them learn synergy.
After that, we had mass dance marathon during their lunch.
Then after that they slept while celia, me, zhongyi, vivian and vanessa went to studio to dance.
LOL I KNOW THEIR NAMES. EXCEPT I DONT KNOW IF I SPELT IT RIGHT. LOL :D
Then dance and dance and dance. :D
I slacked quite a lot. LOL 'cause i was really really aching and tired.
Then went down to the hall to watch.
Then bathed.
Then dinner-ed with Weihong, Daryl and Peixuan.
I hate people who don't know how to use ATMs!
NEIL HASKELL IS AWESOME LOL. HE LIKES TO ACT CUTE! -.- HAHAHAH
Okay. random but I'm watching SYTYCD now!
Uhmm then came home.
Sleeping after this episode, tomorrow waking at 8.
Going to dance again.
That'd be like 4 days in a row!
YAY! :D LOSE FAT!
Kay byebye

Speaking different volumes of strength.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Questioning my sanity,

Hello! :D
Sorry for being MIA!
LOL I just wasn't at home much to blog!
Okay so the weekend was pretty eventful.
Hey I'm riding my post-Os euphoria wave!
Okay.
So saturday, hmmmm....
Oh right, met up with Joanne at supposedly 1pm at Plaza Sing!
Then I was going to be late.
So I hurriedly bathed and rushed to Plaza Sing!
And she was LATER!
LOL Then I went to buy the tickets for the 1:15pm show of My Sister's Keeper!
And she only came at like 1:20pm! 0.0
So we got our tickets and we went to the hall.
Then we realised our seats were really really sucky! 0.0
So she asked me why. Then I was thinking it's weird, so I went out to check and we're in the wrong hall! -.-
Then we rushed to the opposite hall, which I think it was the right one.
Then we sat down, and there was this Adrian Pang on the screen.
And it lasted for many many minutes.
So we got out and realised we were in the wrong hall, AGAIN! 0.0
Then we sat down and watched MSK in the CORRECT hall!
LOL. I cried for the whole 2 hours. I was bawling my eyes out. Like seriously!
Then after the whole thing, I walked out with puffy eyes and Joanne laughing at my plight!
She suppressed her tears by looking at my pitiful plight AND MOCKING ME!
LOL I was so embarrassed.
Then went to eat Carls Jr with her!
Then talked and walked and then she left.
I went home first.
Then played ROLLERCOASTER TYCOON! :D
I love the game. lol geeeek! ):
Then after that left for AHA practice.
Went to PA, Celia was really sick.
Practice was quite goood!
Then after that went to eat supper with Peixuan, Kaiwei, Zhongi, Celia and the 2 Chung Cheng girls. LOL I'm sorry I don't know their names! ): The dry PRAWN MEE, WITH EXTRA CHILI. And they seemed amazed by my tolerance for spiciness, they asked for less and I asked for more. Then they expected me to like die or something. I don't know. It just tasted gooooood! :D
Then after that walked all the way to BUGIS TO TRAIN HOME :D
Then after showering and all, I played RCT all the way till 4am!
Slept till 11am! 0.0
Woke up, played more RCT! UNTIL LIKE 2:30PM!
I FEEL LIKE A GEEK! 0.0
I realised that I was supposed to meet Amelia, Xiuxian and Shuzhen to bring them to the new PA at Lavendar at 2:50pm!
So I rushed and rushed and got there at 2:58pm!
I made a fool of myself, dashing across City Hall Platform to get to the train!
I HATE THOSE PEOPLE, AND I BECAME ONE OF THEM! );
So yeah went PA, did warm up and stuff, learnt Chingay, BUT NOT DANCING IT! ): ):
Then practised AHA, Amelia, Xiuxian and Shuzhen learnt it too! 0.0
Then after that we left at like 7+ 8?
Then took a train to Bugis, ate at Food Junction with Zhongyi, Kaiwei, Zixiang, Peixuan and the 2 Chung Cheng girls. lol
I ate the MA-LA MIAN :D SPICY AGAIN.
LOL I won't get any spicy in Canada so I'm getting my fill of it now!
So yeah after that then like we went separate ways.
Me, Peixuan, Zixiang and Kaiwei decided to watch the 9:30pm show of 2012!
So we did. LOL AND ZIXIANG CONVINCED US THAT IT WAS VERY GOOD TO SIT IN THE FIRST FEW ROWS.
SO WE SAT AT LIKE THE SIXTH ROW FROM THE FRONT! 0.0
IT WAS BAD. LOL I DIDN'T NEED TO CRANE MY NECK BUT THE SOUNDS WERE SOOOOO LOUD.
Well 2012 wasn't as boring as I thought it would be, but I just wasn't very very amazed or whatever.
And my mom kept calling me, SHE'S LIKE IN LONDON.
Then when I picked up, she asked me what colour I wanted for my sweater! 0.0
She was shopping! =.=
LOL Then after the movie it was like 12am!
LOL THEN WE TRIED TO CATCH THE LAST BUS, BUT MINE WAS GONE! ):
Zixiang went to look for 14 while I called my dad.
Peixuan and Kaiwei went home on 145 I think! :D
Then yeah I reached home 12:30am!
AND I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW!
I don't even know what time I'm supposed to be there.
And now I do! 10:30AM! :D
MEANS I CAN SLEEP TILL 9! :D
I almost got scammed by benedict! -.- he said 10! =.=
Imagine me sitting there like an idiot at 10am! SIGH!
LOL OKAY. I'M VERY HIGH. MY 2 DAYS AFTER OS HAVE BEEN AMAZING! :D
Tomorrow going to check testimonial and go dance and AHA prac.
LOL I'M GONNA GIVE THE FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL IDIOT NON-DANCER WHO TALKED BACK TO LAOSHI A HELL OF A TIME.
Byebye

And if tomorrow will come.