haha im blogging le... n the oni reason is bcoz im TOO BORED.. 0.0 haha...
2day was o...k.... i 'ave totalli no interest art... sian dao... 0.0
haha... bonding wif our snrs is impt... haha... haha.... but i tink i went a little too overboard... SRY SHUAI GE... 0.0 haha... haha.... haha... 0.0 spamming our srs are fun... :) SRY SHUAI GE HAHAH... i shud add it at evry sentence end... SRY SHUAI GE... makes a nice full-stop... SRY SHUAI GE... OSO CAN HELP ME LENGTHEN MY POST.... SRY SHUAI GE... ok i shall stop otherwise l8er rly pissed le...
whee.... having great srs and frens frm same batch are pretty much wat makes dance so enjoyable plus laoshi's lessons... and wayof teaching and principles... WOAH.. haha... yay 2molo haf dance... i dun tink ill be able to restrain myself...2molo oso haf physics remedial.. must bring tablet... SOOO HEAVY :)

omg lar 10 mins to my tuition leh... im damn bored ofit... la... i dun wanna go 0.0
haha... i still bloggin glor... hah... 2molo got art... DUN WANNA DO LAR.... SO SIANLOR... DUN WANNA GO SCH OSO LA... DEN PBL HAVEN FINISH HWK... DUN WANNA DO LA.. haizx... pbl maths matrices de worksht... not the simultaneous equations 1.... de vr long ago derhx... OMG LARHX... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......... dun anna go 0.0 buahahhahahaha.... 0.0 haha 2dae torture sec 1.... sad derhx.... they owe 200 sia... haha

WAH FUCK LAR... MY BRO IS A FUCKING ASS... HE STOLE MY NEW CLOTHES LA.... I DUN CARE LE NEX TIME I DUN CARE ANYMORE... I WILL KIK HIS ASS,... I TELL HIM NO DEN HE STILL GO TAKE AND WEAR.... I WILL KIK HIS ASS I TELL U... HES AN ASSHOLE.... 0.0 HE GOT NO CLOTHES MEH.... HE BOUGHT 300 BUCKS WORTH OF CLOTHES DEN HE STILL NVR WEAR TAKE MINE AND WEAR... H CAN GO DIE LE....... I DUN CARE ALR....
hes an asshole....

i m officialy an idiot. omg la.... i cant believe it anymore.... i m nvr gonna tell anyone anmore... no more non stop begging... no more of anything anymore... always gif me mor trouble.... OMG LA...i cant stand it... im sorry la.... 0.0 rly

HI... jus now chionging history... BUT NOTHING WENT IN.... 0.0 im seriously retarded... and screwed for this test... NOOOOOOOOOO... omfg la... i still haven clear the pile of matrices hwk... idunno how to do matrices multiplication leh... DUNNO Y TODAY SO TIRED....I TINK COZ CHINESE TUITION DEN SO MUCH GO IN LE.. CANT STUFF ANYMORE... AIYO... DIE LE LA... FLUNK LIAO LOR... 0.0 BOOHOO... HAIZX 2MOLO MORNING GO SCH CHIONG SOME MORE BAH......... i cant absorb anything abt history... i oni noe abt the riots and the living conditions... and i noe nth abt the political parties... rendel constitution still ok.... but the rest die le la... 0.0 boohoo... OMG... SO STRESS... I TINK 2MOLO WILL MORE RELACS... DEN I DO MATHS NOT SO TENSE .... I GONNA SNAP LIKE A OVERLY STTRETCHED ELASTIC LE... 0.0 i oso cnnot remember the dates omg... la... aiyo got so much to do 0.0 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.........

DIE DIE....

haizx... i go back to chiong history le... 0.0 NO MORE BREAKS... IF WANNA SLP 2NITE... 2MOLO U WILL SEE PANDA.. 0.0






Mou dareka no tame janakutte,
Jiun no tame waratte ii yo.

Truth

Your appearance is your disguise,
Your emotions are deep inside.
These lies are the things you despise,
But they are what you think must hide.

Break free from her endless control,
Fear, misery, persistent fights.
Your destiny is what you hold,
Take it here, accomplish new heights.

Friends never will hold you back,
Those who do, have unclear motives.
Friends will always watch your back,
In times of need, against those thieves.

Watch her leave and never return,
Don’t chase after, just let her go.
With your concern, she never will learn,
Forsake her, perhaps she will grow.


dis new poem is for someone i know... :) lol... jyjy... u can do it..
MY FIRST 8 SYLLABUS POEM.... yayee
lol.. haha comment on it

lol... listenin to ashley tisdale's HEADSTRONG... now... woots... as in the album uh... i dunno wat song n lazy to check... THX FOR LENDING ME ALBUM CHANTEL... :)
lol.... lol... now waiting for photobucket to upload the photo we took durin pe...:) lol FUN FUN... 2dae ok lor.. 9:30 wake up den eat breakfast... den hang ard my com till 2.00 den go bathe and change... left house at 2.13... bus come 2.17.... reach harbourfront at 2.29.... take mrt to kallang... reach there 2.50... den walk to pa... aiya same old same old.. the food like crap.. dis week no kfc BLEAH... 0.0 den we lian lor... i forget some moves so go there refresh den while resting lian tcher's day wu... :) lol... haha... nice lor... den reach stadium at abt 6-7? den we finish at 8.30 SO EARLY... den me liling carol genette go marina square.. dey go change mah.... den carol and genette gtg... so i n liling go buy drink first... mcCAFE's mango smoothie IS NICE... :0 den we wok to bus stop....den the 10 jus left so wait for nxt 1... den jiayu call ask wher i ? den i tell her marina square... den she ask if i will pass by supreme court not... tell me she kana stuck there... OMG LA MY INTERNET LAG LIKE SIAO.. LOAD SO SLOW...THE WEBBIE aiyo... she say dat they go do cip but den denied entrance.. so they wait at supreeme court oso dunno y.... haizx... might as well go shopping or go home slp... lol... haha...den i reach home le... and bathe lol... den until now stoning in front of com... :) hah
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
STILL WAITING FOR PHOTOBUCKET......
OK FINALLI


from left: ly shifu aka sotong, KwE, charmaine, angeline aka tenshii... MUA...ak1ra/xiongxiong/yiyang/teddybear/bearbear... lol.... WESLEY(son)

hey... lol... 2dae so fun... after BORING SCH... den we go pai tcher's day wu... MERRIEN SHI PRO DE... her moves ALL SO COOL.. :) i totalli luv de dance.. maybe partly coz i cant dance anymore for nx 6 wks? haizx.. sad... I WAN DANCE... I WAN GUO SAN GUAN... I WAN THE TIRING WARM UP... I WAN THE TAI JIAO... I WANNA LIAN YAO... I WANNA LIAN EVRY THING... so sad

2dae first period pe... same old soccer... i sit wif wenxuan in one corner watch dem play
Den is maths... the key was misplaced den found half hour l8er... kana scolding agn... 0.0...

den recess lor... sit wif guys.. :) lol alternately change bahs....

den is chinese... ok bah.. is normal....
lit... normal... go thru some stuff....

lunch... normal...

eng.... sian dao evry1 slpy....
pc..... pc is pc... slack de... but evry1 sudden high...

so overall 2dae still quite normal
sian dao si... UNTIL AFTER SCH...
PAI WU LOR.... so fun sho sho sho fun... :):)

yay.... fun fun fun :)
FUN FUN FUN... 2DAE IS FUN COZ OF PAI WU... YAYEES

OMG LAR.... i kana caught for nails n hair during attire check.... mdm zuraida start from me mah...den she look at my hair and say long hair den she cross the hair box... den she say nails? den i say sure fail one... den she say show me den i just show her lor.... den she say: " yiyang... u are worse den a gal" den i was like diam lor... now i dunhaf nails le... WAHHAAHHAHA.... omg LAR my NAILS... i grow from cultural potpourri 1 leh... i not like saying vry precious or wat la... but den nails so short so uneasy... some more i grow so long aiya.. my 0.5( 1 cm IS ALOT U NOE?) cm nails frm the tip of my finger haizx... sian lor....
TODAY :

physics... pbl presentation 0.0 lol kana guai laned...
geog... chiong notes sia... 0.0 cant believe rite?

recess... sat wif gals agn... 0.0 wat? la? dun look at me in that flirty way....

english... haha... de stupid oral thing den me charmaine michelle clarine kangwei playing pass down... den benedict oways tio... SO FUNNAYE.. and CUTE... haha
chemistry... haizx la... the equation thingy wrecked my brain la... THINK SO MUCH....

lunch... lol... eh.. din go down... help mich dey all wif chem... and myself i do some left 5 questions.

assembly... some racial harmony thingy... lol DAPHINE WENT UP 0.0 DEN ATTIRE CHECK..
chinese... test le... lol... den clarine fell aslp... benny knock on her table so long still nvr awake... den she kana hit on head den wake up...

after sch walk to central wif ly kw hh and sh....den reach central dey go eat i go cut hair... woah my hair's damn short now but i dun care... by 2 weeks sure touch eyebrow 1... 0.0 my hair grow damn fast... den saw yilin chantel and jinghui at macs ... dey saw my spiked hair... 0.0 yep... my hair was spiked... my hairdresser help me spike 1... lol... ur will not get to see it spiked agn soon if we dun go out... haizx... den go home... bathe le... HUNGRY...look for things to eat lor... den frm then on i sit in front of com le....... hahahahaha... done with my post........


MISS DANCE... I WANNA DANCE........ DANCE DANCE DANCE.... NO MORE DANCE 4 2 MNTHS...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo

haha.... 17.07.07 is a vry memorable day coz i did smth incredibly idiotic and brainless however funny :) lol so farnaye... haizx my idiocy just amazes me... and so does my brain in the sense of how i can always find smth funny in wateva comes out of ppl's mouth including my own
-.- lol.... hhahahahahah hahahahahaahhahahahahahaha *snorts* hhahahaahhahahha lol.... i must seem mad coz im not even telling you wat im laughing abt but im laughing it outon my blog... welll i aint gonna tell u coz... eh... shhhhhhhhhh lol.. hahah :P

hey... well im not here to say anth nice coz im damn pissed... sry if my language is inappropriate and dun come and ask me hu made me so pissed.....

i CANNOT BELIEVE YOU did that? u influenced others to make them shun ppl.... i dun mind if u jus do it to me... but u did it to a girl... u noe how much pain u caused her? how hurt she felt? can u think about that before saying and telling them wat to do? AND if this aint ur problem keep ur abnormaly large nose outta it.... i am so gonna put a boot up ur ass if u do it to her agn... u HAVE NO RIGHT NONE AT ALL to tell ppl wat to do abt their personal matters.... WAT IS UR PROB... i hope that the ppl who think ur their friend reconsider and maybe see the real u... its either they dunno u or they are simply blind and idiotic........

well i got it out... phew.. i tot i was gonna explode btw its a HE....
ok i gotta get off that subject... lol

Define love cause i don't think you know,
Watch your word cause they don't sound good.
I would love to call you bro,
But it's too revolting dude.

Look at the pain you caused,
Look at the state of depression.
If you ever had paused,
Maybe you'd realise the tension.

I WANNA CRY.... i cant go 90th anniversary... no more tickets le... omg la.... wtf... i wanna cry........... I WANNA GO I WANNA GO.... rawr... haizx... i go tiao lao le la.... wahhahahhaah................wahahahahahhahaahha......... i wanna go wahhaahahahahahhahaha

well today's JUST FABULOUS... i've been screamed in my face that im arrogant....
well off im to change my character... sorry to anyone whom have been caused distress by my arrogance... trying to change.... even though iUm trying to change.... i may still haf some arrogance outbreak and some zilianess left.... sorry....
other than that well evrything was O...K... uh... first period physics.... SLP LOR.... second was geog... ok la ms nornie was re-explainin the drainage basin and hydro.... dunno wat cycle... and then recess then englsh... taken over by mr teo -.-
HE SEEMS..... nvm haizx sad... i'd rather mdm zuraida .. haizx.... and im on the waiting list for 90th... so if tomolo theres no ticket den i cant go... well thats dat.... then the chem.. wah crap la.... sudden pre test... equations... omost die.... den the wksht i omost all wrong... haizx sad.... den lunch then assembly... omg la... assembly 1 and half hr leh.... miss chinese.... den after chinese finish le.... haix.... doin nothing except blogging now... abit sad sia.........

IM STILL VRY SORRY.... I'LL TRY TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.....

hey today haf dance haizx... jus SAT away like 3 hrs.. I WANNA DANCE... i wanna feel the tingle in my toes, the pain of the cramps, the sweat on my brow. i wanna dance... i wanna drown my sorrows... yet they took away the 2 most impt things in my life through this period... if i had at least one i wud be happy.... 1 they took away dance.. they took away the life in me.... the thing i enjoyed most.... 2 dey took ..... i no longer can stand it... IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY...........
i need to tok to u... to clear my mind... to destress.... yet they took away wat calmed my nerves....
please forgive me... IM REALLY REALLY SORRY...

see the irony in my life.... AT FIRST I CANT GO 90TH COZ NO TIME... NOW I CAN GO BUT NO TICKET... I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT.... I WANNA DANCE... tomolo im going for dance jus to sit there and look at them have fun.... i wanna be part of it... i want to have fun...... i want to go to 90th... please... i wish i cud go... I WISH I CUD GO....


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and ------- ^^ lol....

N AGN IM SRY.... IM RLY RLY SORRY... SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!!!!

-hatin meself

heya.... long time no post... i offended someone so close to me a few days ago... and now i jus feel so screwed... im sorry... my life's pointless... it jus bites me in wherever hurts most and leave me ther to heal my own wounds... well then before long here comes the second bite... and then it happens over and over agn....

my lifeis pointlessly pointless.... y? y? y? y must my frens turn foe.... y must ppl turn foul? y do life turn to death? is ther no other direction? live and let live? well forgive and forget? those do not apply in my horribly sad and pointless life...
y? y? god did u send me down to endure hardship? suffering? pain? loveless? careless? lonely? friendless? trustless? den y did u give me such a character? one dat wud endure wateva came his way? one that wud hold it in his heart? one that needed someone to share wif? one dat was dependant on a gd fren? and y mus dis course of life u arranged for me take away that one person? y take the root of my happiness? y take the root of my strength? y take the root of my life? y take the root of my energy???? y? god y? do u haf something planned ahead? do u want me to take it? WELL NO MORE... i cant stand no more... no more... no more... y did u turn me rebellious? y did u turn me into an idiot? y did u turn me into a selfish insensitive uncultured barbaric asshole? y did u allow my soul to turn foul? y did u allow my heart and mind to contaminate? why did u make white turn black eventually? y did u make me? to change and change? y did u make my life? to twist and turn? does my existence prove a point? does my existence prove ur hypothesis? m i jus a pawn? do i even control my life? do i even control.... I WANT TO BE IN CONTROL... no more... no more... no more...
i heard this somewhere... " i may not control my life but i want to control my death"
I feel the same :)

sorry for my evil senseless brainless deeds.... sorry for evrything....
i shall fight it... fight the change? change more? change back?
I want to return back to time.... i want to live like i did....
i will control my character my life my emotions my words....
I WONT LET MY EMOTIONS AND MY CHARACTER TAKE CONTROL... no more... no longer...

be rdy for xiong xiong to come back no more selfish idiotic no-brain dumbass