tuesday will be the biggest race ever in my life.

i'll undergo a liver transplant surgery. it's for my dad. he has been battling with liver cancer for the past couple of years. and the docs suggested that a transplant is the best available option now to improve the chances.

it has been tough for the past few months. numerous ct scan and mri, multiple blood tests etc.
finally it's going to take place. emotionally it had been tough to make such a decision but how can i say no to my father?

the fear of watching my dad die is worse than the fear of going for the op.

i had cried on many occasion because it's really unnerving. thanks to many of you who had been with me through the tough times, especially vivvianne. im really glad and thankful that you're around with me.

i'll be admitted to sgh tomorrow afternoon and the op will take place on tuesday 7am. please keep me and my dad in your prayers. i hope that we will get through this and carry on with life. there is just still so many more things i wanna do and so many places i wanna go.

thanks for reading. i'll keep you guys updated.