Friday, April 17, 2015
farewell, deep blue eyes...
you say true love is suicide,
12:07 AM
Monday, July 29, 2013
Hi guys!
so long, I dont even know if anybody comes here anybody. honestly i myself havent visited this site for donkey years. saw that my last post was a year ago *inserts horror emoji*
actually i just updated another blog that i have which is an assignment i have to blog at least once a week for the next ten weeks. so, i decided to drop by.
that was me plucking my favourite fruit back in taiwan last year. ahhhh memories.
just for my reference in future, i am currently studying in an arts school! it's pretty fufilling i feel way happier and accomplished here. right, i just started school for a week HAHA. i will try to blog more since i felt so happy reading my old posts. they reveal my thoughts and feelings when i was that age. the words and all..wow i feel incredible!
short post but i had a wonderful holiday from travelling to so many places to attending Jay Chou's concert. to the future me, the me now at 20years old is happy. see you soon (:
you say true love is suicide,
12:03 AM
Monday, July 9, 2012
it's been 2.5 years since i did a victory post for the 16th slam.
i admit i havent been watching tennis as frequently as i would like to, but i still do my homework and catchup on all the news and results.
today feels so.. emotional. reckon all those fellow hardcore, long time rf fan would understand. all the ups and downs, from no.1 to no.2 to... no.3. doubts were filling in from everywhere, harsh criticisms after criticisms. is it over?
today we finally saw the brillance we all missed so dearly. i dont know how he performed throughout this year's wimbledon due to blocks but i guess winning Djokovic already says alot.
i am really thankful that he braced himself after the rain delay and somehow, transformed magically.
it was a magnificent game to watch. (because i am a murray hater. if you read my blog long enough you should know this hatred runs deep)
and i was really uptight because i felt that the brits were traitors since they were so eager for Murray to win in conjunction with Olympics and all. this is the first time federer did not have the crowd. at wimbledon. it was frustrating to hear all the 'Go Andy!' cheers. i was dying for the moment to tweet 'IN. YOUR. FACE.'
i miss blogging about tennis and getting all emotional.
i am so damn proud of you Feddy! this is his record equalling 7th Wimbledon title, self-record breaking 17th grand slam title and finally, world no.1! everything will be updated in a bit when i wake up and i am really excited to google and read the tons of articles with raving praises (:
world no.1. dont you just miss that so dearly? one more week with it and he will break the record as the highest number of weeks as world no.1. 283 weeks if i didnt remember wrongly. do the math man.
just very thankful to this man. i look up to him so much. he's given me a fair share of heartbreaks but everything always seem so worthwhile at the end of the day.
thank you, Roger Federer.
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Roger Federer v Andy Murray
4-6, 7-5, 6-3, 6-4
you say true love is suicide,
2:27 AM
Friday, June 1, 2012
hello people sorry i havent been around lately.
been told that i should blog more if not i have nothing to laugh about in future. memories...
i just celebrated yet another birthday. do the math for my age. i pledge to be forever 16 though.
it was a really really blessed birthday. thank you all for all the well wishes, surprises and celebrations.
i had celebrations for 6days straight i dont think anybody can be as blessed as me. just.. no more cakes really LOL. i feel so loved (fats.)
concluded my netball days in sajc today with my favourite pe teachers (just in case i forget who are they 26years down the road, its you Mr Louis Ho and Mr Jerry Chua hahaha). ok the pe department actually hahaha. what a way to end it- mini basketball and netball challenge.
thinking of all the past 3 years wets my eyes. from dsa to injury to finally graduating. wow, what a journey, probably the toughest of them all. i survived, as usual (:
thank you to my beautiful team mates who fought this last battle with me. sorry i failed you people at the final round... i will be back stronger. or not...
now it's back to studying ):
i cant concentrate anymore listening to carrie underwood and rockin' along. 12 more percent on this mac. lets me see what i have left to say...
ok here comes my random rantings! my favourite bb/baby/bryanboy has signed on to be #ANTM's new judge! though i love jay, miss J and the ever hot Nigel, nothing beats seeing my bb on tv! he's filming everyday in LA now, so send some love when it airs. he's really unique, like the real deal in the fashion industry- www.bryanboy.com
i received a very unique birthday card this year. one that contains my blog archives. biggest reason why i came back here again. i realised how stupid i was last time haha. not stupid stupid, but how embarrassingly dumb i was, confessing to all my idols everyday. and how i talk about so much irrelevant stuffs. before iphones and mobile data came along, we communicate with the world through blogging. blogging was an everyday event for me back then. oh, how i miss being THAT carefree and spending all my time looking at ridiculous stuffs..
not anymore. college killed the kid. in a way or another.
in one way, i am still as ridiculous and childish. on another hand, i lost all the pure and innocence. it's complicated out there, almost too competitive. there's too much fights beneath... oh well, i am deviating away.
9 percent. i am off. let's embrace June together. ciao xxx
been told that i should blog more if not i have nothing to laugh about in future. memories...
i just celebrated yet another birthday. do the math for my age. i pledge to be forever 16 though.
it was a really really blessed birthday. thank you all for all the well wishes, surprises and celebrations.
i had celebrations for 6days straight i dont think anybody can be as blessed as me. just.. no more cakes really LOL. i feel so loved (fats.)
concluded my netball days in sajc today with my favourite pe teachers (just in case i forget who are they 26years down the road, its you Mr Louis Ho and Mr Jerry Chua hahaha). ok the pe department actually hahaha. what a way to end it- mini basketball and netball challenge.
thinking of all the past 3 years wets my eyes. from dsa to injury to finally graduating. wow, what a journey, probably the toughest of them all. i survived, as usual (:
thank you to my beautiful team mates who fought this last battle with me. sorry i failed you people at the final round... i will be back stronger. or not...
now it's back to studying ):
i cant concentrate anymore listening to carrie underwood and rockin' along. 12 more percent on this mac. lets me see what i have left to say...
ok here comes my random rantings! my favourite bb/baby/bryanboy has signed on to be #ANTM's new judge! though i love jay, miss J and the ever hot Nigel, nothing beats seeing my bb on tv! he's filming everyday in LA now, so send some love when it airs. he's really unique, like the real deal in the fashion industry- www.bryanboy.com
i received a very unique birthday card this year. one that contains my blog archives. biggest reason why i came back here again. i realised how stupid i was last time haha. not stupid stupid, but how embarrassingly dumb i was, confessing to all my idols everyday. and how i talk about so much irrelevant stuffs. before iphones and mobile data came along, we communicate with the world through blogging. blogging was an everyday event for me back then. oh, how i miss being THAT carefree and spending all my time looking at ridiculous stuffs..
not anymore. college killed the kid. in a way or another.
in one way, i am still as ridiculous and childish. on another hand, i lost all the pure and innocence. it's complicated out there, almost too competitive. there's too much fights beneath... oh well, i am deviating away.
9 percent. i am off. let's embrace June together. ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
2:43 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
hi folks sorry for the SEVERE lack of updates.
I've been living life to the 'fullest' haha
will be more alive now I hope after only realising the existence of Blogger app after getting the 4s for soooooo long.
I'm alive but half dead while trying to juggle between netball and studies. I'm about to lose track of time as a div starts in a week's time.
check back soon. love ya all ciao xxx
I've been living life to the 'fullest' haha
will be more alive now I hope after only realising the existence of Blogger app after getting the 4s for soooooo long.
I'm alive but half dead while trying to juggle between netball and studies. I'm about to lose track of time as a div starts in a week's time.
check back soon. love ya all ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
12:46 AM
Thursday, February 9, 2012
thanks for all the love!
yayyyyyyy another no.1 hit after Love Love Love.
my insides are exploding now! i am no longer into kpop but i still like them. forever and always yooooo.
thank you thank you thank you for supporting!!!!!!!!!
praying for an all-kill 4 no.1 now ^^
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school? my msa grades are UUUAD.
triple Us (they were all 5 and below LOL) for H2s. 'nuff said right. ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
7:46 PM
Monday, January 30, 2012
it's been so long since i blogged!
damn. ever since school started everything had just been flying past.
i am in for 4 Us this msa hahaha
training 3times a week hasnt been fun at all. everyday i am tired.
school is so fucked up because i am lagging behind big time and i am constantly tired. i am living the life like my first year in jc1 (back in 2010 HAHA)
really in for it.
miss all my graduated pals so much. what is school without you people man?!?! ):
you say true love is suicide,
10:18 PM
Monday, January 9, 2012
school started = HELL.
period.
ciao xxx
period.
ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
10:06 PM
Friday, December 23, 2011
rotting my holidays away.
can any graduated j2 tell me they didnt struggle for A's after they wasted their 'precious', 'study break' (fuck the term)?!
i havent even open my pencil case and school's starting in 2weeks.
fuck 2012. should i embrace it this time since last year i had this ominous feeling beforehand so i just kept cursing 2011 and it ended up being a really really sucky one with all the downs and only up being i promoted. FML.
its so sucky, i dont even have any thoughts about it other than FUCK.
so...
I LOVE 2012. 2012 PLEASE LOVE ME.
I LOVE 2012. 2012 PLEASE LOVE ME.
I LOVE 2012. 2012 PLEASE LOVE ME
ps/ if the world is really ending, please end before A's. or after i take it and get my bad ass good grades.
ciao xxx
can any graduated j2 tell me they didnt struggle for A's after they wasted their 'precious', 'study break' (fuck the term)?!
i havent even open my pencil case and school's starting in 2weeks.
fuck 2012. should i embrace it this time since last year i had this ominous feeling beforehand so i just kept cursing 2011 and it ended up being a really really sucky one with all the downs and only up being i promoted. FML.
its so sucky, i dont even have any thoughts about it other than FUCK.
so...
I LOVE 2012. 2012 PLEASE LOVE ME.
I LOVE 2012. 2012 PLEASE LOVE ME.
I LOVE 2012. 2012 PLEASE LOVE ME
ps/ if the world is really ending, please end before A's. or after i take it and get my bad ass good grades.
ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
10:48 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
happy 22th birthday dearest!
he was born on the same day as Taylor Swift, Jamie Foxx and Kenneth Patchen!
hence, he will shine as bright as they did. and i know the day is not far. 9more days till his internship ends and he is more or less free to begin filming. he signed a 2/3year contract with mediacorp alr heh.
(L)
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netball farewell 2011.
theme: disney
i dressed up as: Boo from Monsters Inc
i had great fun today. i will miss all of them so so dearly. my jc life ended as they left ): miserable year ahead with no companion!
entered uss just to try the transformer ride today. the waiting time was 90minutes and i was rushing so i went to the souvenir shop to make up for the disappointment. in the end? went out of control as usual. spent 80bucks but i am so happy.
got this life-size bumblebee electronic coin bank that talks to me everytime i save hehe. i promise to save!
and pencils that cost 10bucks each wtf i know -.- and a kiddy watch haha.
best shop in uss. went there so many times its so boring alr. but!!!!! there's so many things i wanna get from there still. i will never get enough of toysssssss.
4days at rws. back home now. back to hardrock during christmas, cant wait.
ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
1:45 AM
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
been too busy. too too busy.
back from KL in just a blink of an eye ): it was really fun!
this week is madness. its like netball week.
training on monday and wednesday, then netball camp on thursday and friday. so much for taking our well deserved break after that. ok i had a 7months break from netball just not too long ago LOL.
i have a wedding on saturday to attend. friday is my sister's birthday. saturday is gem's birthday. very wrong order but i have so many things to juggle this week.
friday i break camp at 6pm and i have to fly home get change, pack and leave for rws. its really like my second home i go there too often hehe. hopefully victoria's secret is still open for me to get some gifts though. i can imagine myself dead by that time.
saturday morning i will leave the hotel and get my nails done and rush to apply all sorts of masks on my face. i really cannot get tann on friday (there's dragon boat zomg) i wanna shock everyone at the wedding this time HAHA. the last wedding i 'stole' the limelight by going in biker's jacket and boots. what's with dainty and weddings? bull man. the only regret this time is i cant wear any heels. my injury really cost me this much. sighhhhhhh
hopefully you miss me ranting like that. i just had this urge to say how busy i am. it's been too long since i posted anything detailed here HAHAHA.
anyway please support Jay's new album kkkkk its like super rock i cant say how much i love it. and he's gonna be working with lady gaga cause she loves him as i read. FIRST IN ASIA OK LOOK THAT'S HOW ALMIGHTY HE CAN GET. GEEZ.
oh and if you happen to see a xinmsn commercial on tv, that dude's mine and he is GEM. HAHA.
k this is not heading anywhere ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
1:03 AM
Saturday, December 3, 2011
6 days( i was in KL playing some netball!) late but i never once missed a celebratory blog post for federer.
i owe him one.
stayed up till 5am on monday morning to catch his game even though its not my living room and i am leaving for malaysia in 1.5hours time.
all worthwhile.
winner of Barclays ATP World Tour Finals 2011.
defending champion of the title.
100th final. 70th tournament win. record 6th season-end title.
this is what he's capable of (:
read some articles. i was right. he had to fight his 'mental demon' which lead him to all sorts of losses out there for the past few months(yes, i had to take a break from tennis it was too much to take)
watched him play the past month and i'm pretty sure he had this demon lock up in a cage. let's just hope it doesnt get released next season LOL.
poor tsonga lost to federer for 3straight weeks and came in 2nd for 3straight weeks HAHA. just thought that it was really funny. folks, stop harping on that wimbledon semis federer lost to tsonga, he just slam 3 victories back in his face.
speaking like a proud fan HAHA :D
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After the match, Tsonga, who had slipped outside the top 20 in May, seemed content with his performance in the tournament.
“I fight all I can,” he said. “I had a good week.
“Tonight I can see myself in the mirror and say, ‘You fight enough.’”
Tsonga’s respect for the man who bested him Sunday clearly gave him consolation.
“Without you, maybe I can get all the titles,” Tsonga playfully said to Federer during the trophy presentation, just before a blizzard of confetti was to descend on the champion.
“But you are here — and you are the best.”
When asked after the match if he agreed with Tsonga’s assessment and felt as if he was the best player in the world, Federer scoffed.
“Who cares?”
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^^ ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
11:31 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
my heroes at Barclays ATP World Tour Finals!
mad proud of feddy for defeating rafa in straights. i realise that in every dream finals (Rafa v Federer), there is always a deserving winner and the losing party is always humble enough to accept it.
very proud of them both! poor rafa had a stomach upset but he didnt even use this as the reason for his, i must say, most terrible defeat.
players like them makes tennis a even more pleasant game. grateful (:
you say true love is suicide,
10:24 PM
Monday, November 14, 2011
thank you, you are probably the only person in the world that can change my mood instantly.
sometimes, you drive me nuts. sometimes, you drive me to rock bottom. sometimes, you make me so happy!
Federer V Tsonga 6-1, 7-6
obviously i am in an insanely good mood now with federer packing 1000points into his bag.
finally, after years, he got this title. not without any records heh
5th person to ever win a tournament without dropping a set, 2nd person after agassi to win both Roland Garros and Bercy Paris!
i spend all my memory capacity remembering lyrics and all the remarkable achievements of Federer. probably thats why i suck at memorising schoolwork since Federer has zillion records and Jay's lyrics are really complicated HAHA.
i am so happy! after a long while hehe. what a good way to end my tennis break!
barclays atp world tour finals next week! wowowow arent you excited?! imagine feddy ending the 2011 season with 2titles back to back. woo-rah-ah!
still swelling in pride, thank you (L)
you say true love is suicide,
12:54 AM
Monday, November 7, 2011
my hero!
while i was away at rws for the fifth time, feddy won another title!! mad proud, cant wait for the final showdown. top 3seeds are injured *grins*
skills are important but keeping yourself physically fit is just as crucial. feddy is always healthy and hence he is the best player of all time LOL
k that didnt make much sense i am just too happy hehe
it was #WinnersWeekend and congratulations to all at the EMAs!
you say true love is suicide,
10:35 PM
Friday, November 4, 2011
fyeah!!!!! after 3 months of painstaking wait, its finally here!
welcome my firstborn, Camouflage, to the collection!
it makes you a rockstar the minute you put them on ^^ *i am so fly~*
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A's is drawing pretty damn near! thank you god, you guide me through the tough promos period.
now, please guide all my love ones through their tough times too! just for a month, bless them with wisdom, courage and clarity of mind.
to all my love ones, please know that i will be praying for you like what you did for me during promos. keep going.
with love,
ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
1:42 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2011
happy 1200th post! hope i didnt post this photo before.
sorry for the lack of posts, my mac was away for service and when it was ready, i feel severely ill. finally back happy and healthy!
so its me against promos for the 2nd time. this time, KO, victory for me!
not entirely happy with my results. in fact it suck. 53 rank points and i failed chemistry despite putting all my heart and soul for that subject. end up doing surprisingly well for math when i didnt really study. is that the technique?! HAHA
so, it was my dearest bff's birthday yesterday. planned a surprise at her place with Jane and it was a blast.
there we were in her dark room, waiting anxiously for her to open her door. too bad things didnt go as planned and i was dumbfounded instead of the originally planned 'SURPRISE!' shoutout.
crazy time jane and i almost died laughing throughout the whole process.
guess the whole surprise thingy was a success since the birthday girl was lost for words (even though we were too LOL)
feeling pretty much relived now that everything is almost over. fuck you cip. not ready for a's though. not ready at all. its gonna be a tough 2012 as its not what i want yet i have to just go with the flow. takes more than perseverance to get through ):
you say true love is suicide,
10:09 PM
Monday, October 10, 2011
schoooooool ):
you say true love is suicide,
11:26 PM
Friday, October 7, 2011
we will be eternally grateful. thank you.
'When I stand before God at the end of my life I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, I used everything you gave me.' -Steve Jobs
and he did.
you say true love is suicide,
10:57 PM
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
promos is over. just like that.
its my second time if you must know.
this time, its definitely trillion times scarier since its my one and final chance to make it to where i was supposed to be if things hadnt gone wrong.
i dont know where i stand. and thats what scaring me the most.
thinking back, maybe some decisions i made for myself were wrong. i submitted my portfolio, went for dsa trials and accepted the place i was given here in sajc. i did all these myself. i did not consult anybody, i did not think twice and went ahead with the route to college.
if i could rewind time, all these would probably be out of the equation. not because college isnt for me, but more of what i want in future. we had a talk a few months back and the speaker asked 'why are you here?' i couldnt give any proper answer.
the 'correct' answer was 'i want to go to university, thats why i am here'
well, thats definitely not mine. i want to go boston or portland, i want my life to be associated with shoes forever.
doing what i am doing now isnt going to get me anywhere. and it sucks to know that.
its definitely not in my plan to go the normal way, college>university>work
but then again, how many people can escape this?
you say true love is suicide,
12:47 AM
Saturday, October 1, 2011
study. 3more papers. i dont have any other way out anymore. study.
you say true love is suicide,
3:48 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2011
this picture is just right. Lewis is at the front while Jenson is at the back. like how i rank them LOL.
Hamilton's performance was hell yeah! i dont really approve of the currently unfriendly rivalry with Massa now, so hopefully they get it sort out soon.
was fuming just yesterday as McLaren screwed up Lewis's qualifying!! Vettel wouldnt have poled if Lewis was allowed another lap out there.
i rank this as the best Singapore Grand Prix out of the four. the feeling is so good when you see hamilton overtake and make his way up to p5 from a p17 (:
too bad i promised myself one day at the tracks only. but qualifying was a heartbreaker ):
car 4 on the other hand was heroic!!!!!!!
i am thoroughly impressed with Jenson as i watch him battle to win Vettel. he went really close but other selfish bastards screwed up. he could have won it! marvelous effort there ^^
finally approved of his stay in McLaren (:
McLaren should really buck up, whats with all the mechanical problems?
the drivers complained too. and Hamilton is threatening to leave the team(zomg!) if the problem still persists. i only want him in a silver/neon orange car ):
they said 'if the car isnt at the best, i cant be the best that i can be' that's so true. Vettel IS good, but a flawless or maybe less problematic car makes it hell lot easier, doesnt it?
happy now i can like the team as a whole. saying team McLaren makes things alot easier HAHA.
it was a joyous and eventful 3days. thank you formula one!
the craze is back hehe. it kinda died since there were 'too many Redbulls' HAHA if you get what i mean. pat on the back to Vettel though. good job handsome!
GP Paper tomorrow. to all, best of luck.
ciao xxx
you say true love is suicide,
11:53 PM
Friday, September 23, 2011
study.
you say true love is suicide,
1:04 PM
Monday, September 19, 2011
最近真的读书读得快疯了。。。
只剩下十四天可是为什么每天仿佛有一千零一件事情要做呢。。？这次比上一回好多了但是眼前的疑问真的还有好多好多哦。。。
最后一次的机会，不读又不行。。。哎
if you managed to finish reading that, i am proud of you. i dare say people navigate away when they see chinese characters. big deal, 本小姐我心血来潮想用一下那快生锈的华文
hahahaha blame weibo la. got into it recently, its really quite fun. thats if, you have an A1 higher chinese to boot :P
keep going loves! almost there. 50days to my most dearest mates, >10 for soon to be j3 peeps! hang in there we will be blessed (:
you say true love is suicide,
11:29 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
studyyyyyyyyyyy.
all the best to my most wonderful j2 mates
all the best to my hottest soon-to-be j3 peeps
to the j1 fellows, you will pay back for what you have not done..
god bless to all i love. already fearing life next year without my mates around. what am i going to do? all my secondary school babes will be gone and i am all alone with J!
this is my punishment, fair enough i guess.
back to books, check in soon! ciao xxx
ps/congrats to @DjokerNole for your 3rd major this year. tennis break yet again- healing a broken heart
you say true love is suicide,
12:13 AM
Friday, September 2, 2011
reason to stay alive (:
game. set. match. in 77minutes!!
feddy's playing so incredibly well i am swelling with pride again. haha i was too hurt by him the previous months after wimbledon i left tennis for awhile.
of course, i would be barking mad to miss US Open. i never miss any slams for the past 4 or 5 years? not even if its exam.
so excited now cause i miss tennis so much!!!!! finally watching a set makes me so happppppy. tennis is my life. its everything to me.
bla, its almost 3am. i am barely alive to stay awake for serena's game later. goodnight ciao xxx
Roger Federer def. Dudi Sela 6-3, 6-2, 6-2
you say true love is suicide,
2:42 AM
