Monday, January 07, 2008
geez... i m blogging again.. much has happened since i last blogged.. i got together wif someone.. but broke his heart.. i hate myself for doing this to him.. but then again i hate him for causing so much stir n drama in a simple relationship.. i hate my exs.. both of them.
posted at 2:17 pm... bye...
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Hihi.. its been a long time since i last blogged.. i have been feeling depressed lately.. and i realise tat i do cry pretty easily.. i dunno why but i aint like the past.. i aint afraid to admit tat i do cry easily these days..
i do not noe how to express how i m feeling rite now.. but i just feel terribly down these days.. i wish to be left alone.. and i dun like to be intimate or close to anyone..
i hate my life rite now.. i m unhappy n i feel like crying.. i sit in the office feeling so empty.. i cant speak properly.. i cant think properly.. all i can feel and think bout is how down i m feeling..
i feel the pressure in life coming onto mi.. i feel the expectations that people are laying out before me.. i feel myself crumbling down to all these.. i have lost the zest and the enthusiasm in life.. i do not see wat is there for mi to look forward to.. i see my life as just this.. empty.. i work daily just to earn enough wages.. i earn enough wages just to pay for my future studies.. i pay for my future studies to get an honest degree.. and then?
i do not know where to go from then.. i do not noe wat to do from then.. i have no plans for myself.. i do not know wat i want.. i do not even want to noe wat i want... i do not noe why i m like this rite now.. but its really killing mi..
dieing,
kiki
posted at 4:49 pm... bye...
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Monday, February 26, 2007
25/02/2007..
i went out wif mi pri sch frens on this day!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehe~ the initial plan was sentosa~ but in the end it was escape theme park~ but last min change to movie at tbp.. omg~ they really are not well planned -.-
anywayz~ the fun part was to scare jielong~! hahaha~ cos few yrs back i saw him at Jurong East mrt station~ yes i still rmb~ then i called his name n said HI~ but he RAN AWAY!!! omg~ so we wanted to see his reaction this time round~ n i went to surprise him!! ahaha~ his reaction was priceless~ (i m actually laughing to myself while typing this part~ haha)
so after the movie, under the lead of a very enthusiastic young man, jie long, we took a neoprint!
clockwise from top: Kaori, Kiki, Baiqi, Jielong n Weiyi..
i brought them to icecream gallery to eat icecream! ooooooooooooh then we went to clementi~ cos weiyi gotta book in tat nite~ oh weiyi if u can stay longer it would have been fun!!
we went to play pool~ n i was a total embarrassment~ -.- but nvm tat~ i took pics there too!!! hehe see see..

Kaori^Kiki

Kiki^Weiyi

Kiki^Baiqi

Jielong^Kiki
after tat 4 of us had dinner n we went to k-box!!! hehe~ but tats where baiqi doesn sing~ n his best fren jielong bao all the songs for him~ -.- anywayz~ i realised tat kaori is a wonderful singer!! oh man~hahaa~ we rushed for the last train after tat n went home~ oooooh~ i muz meet up wif my pri sch frens soon~ there is so much to recall~ we were really happy then~ hehe~ i didn expect to have so much to say to them despite not havin been in touch for like erm.. let mi count... ............. 7 YEARS!!! omg!!! -.-
ok i dun wanna say le~ signing off~! kiki
posted at 11:53 pm... bye...
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
this is my 100th post.. well lets see.. i couldn sleep.. n i aint hungry~ but i m waiting for my pizza to cook~ geez.. its lk 12.30am in the morning.. i dun care if i grow a tummy~ i just feel lk eating..
i m thinking rite now.. too many thoughts at once tat i cant comprehend.. i wanna talk bout my studies.. my work.. my environment (lk the ppl round mi).. my recent disappointments.. suspicions.. n just simply.. my thoughts..
i realise tat i take my blog pretty much for granted.. i vent, grumble, go crazy, swear.. n do all sorts of things an insane human would do.. n i dun update often.. sometimes its lk.. there i so much in me tat i cant give out.. makes mi feel pretty helpless..
posted at 12:31 am... bye...
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Friday, January 05, 2007
hmm... lets see...
Fri: 29 dec 2006. it was moi off-in-lieu,
went to eat icecream wif kat~ CHIOOONG AR!!!!! yummy yummy~ hehe.. then we sat at a block downstairs n talk talk till 1am++.. actually can stay later~ moi energy allows it~ but moi bloody bladder was bursting on mi~ damn it... should have had more rum n raisin icecream to get mi drunk enuf to pee in one of the bushes~ hHAHAHA~~! siao~ -.-
Sat: 30 dec 2006 moi official off day. this is the day tat i m wif moi lover~ kat again~ hhaahah` hmm this time round its easier.. we just met up n went to chinatown to repair shoe~ stupid uncles ignored mi!!! they didn wanna fix moi shoe cos they got no time~!! wtf.. not like i not paying them wat!! *hurt* first time in moi life kana rejection from these ah-pehs.. i tot i very lan tao hua n well liked by ah pehs wan`!? hahaha~~! siao~ -.- ok after tat i left to meet moi family for sumptuous dinner at Pasir Panjang Food Centre~ WAAaaaaaaaaaah~ so nice~ Yummy!
Sun: 31 dec 2006 Hari Raya Haji-cum-New Year's Eve.
woke up in a TERRIBLE mood on this day~ dunno why also.. i had no plans~ nth better to do~ so i just play com lk no tml~ n snap at ppl online~ hahaha~ then at nite i went to watch Death Note 2 at tb wif moi temp staff.. omg~ i dress nicely thinkin tat we going to Great World.. so pai seh when he saw mi n asked if i was going clubbing after meeting him~ HAHAA~ but this day ended well~ cos i went home at 5am.. omg~ didn noe we 2 so much to gossip bout~ -.-
Mon: 1 jan 2007 HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (ANNIE HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!)
on this day.. i m supposed to meet moi temp staff~ yes~ the same guy from above.. we supposed to go creative.. to see if moi mp3 is fixable~ but as u can see~ i went home at 5am.. so i was having moi beauty sleep n forgot all bout it~ haha~ i woke up to a sms from moi other temp, Dawn (a very cute n lovable 17yr old girl), she told mi she could go Suki Sushi with mi!!! YEAH~!!! but we rmb tat its a public hol~ so probably no buffet for us~ so we took our time n ended up meeting at lk 4 smt 5pm.. we ate sushi n tat guy temp came to join us~ WAH!! then we ordered 2 bottles of sake n put make up on him~!!! HAHAHAa~ omg~ so farny!!! the suki staff were lk~ looking out for us to see if we were drunk~~ HAHAHA~ but its a fun day~
Tues: 2 jan 2007 moi off day (yes.. the cc is still open on this day n moi colleagues had to work).
ok this day started with mi n moi family going for 99cents sushi at Nihon Maru. its a branch of the Suki Sushi group... the food is good~ its at Revenue House, Novena. after tat i went to meet up wif moi poly mates we are celebrating Annie's 22nd bday~ whee!!! got so many ppl~ jiahui the breasts, von (u finally free le.. -.-), Serene, XiaoWei, ChoonLian ah-ma, n the "new it" couple, Vicki n Vincent. hooo~` the dinner was good~ then i brought Choonlian ah-ma, jiahui the breasts, von n the lovebirds to Wild Hibiscus at City Link~ we ate icecream n chat chat till 11++ haha~ haiz~ i miss these fellas~ its really cos of them tat i enjoyed poly life~ made it all worthwhile~ ^.^
Sooooooooo... tat sums up moi LOOooooong 5-day weekend... had fun~ n like to keep it as a memory~ wheeeeeeeeeee~ kiki signing off..
posted at 11:19 am... bye...
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
wheeeeee~!!! i bumped into a pri sch fren today!!! hehee~~ i chit chat wif him~~ then i quite quickly said bye bye n walked away~~ then i felt wierd tat i did smt lk tat
then~~ hahah~~ i went back to find him n apologize n ask for his email to add him in msn~ HAHAHAA~ so silly of mi sia~ so pai seh~~ hehee.. but ok la~ he is forgiving~ HAHAHA~~ ok~ said enuf le~ cya all!! ^.^
posted at 11:17 pm... bye...
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Monday, December 11, 2006
*yawnz*
i went clubbin wif frens on sat nite.. n i was just telling them tat i like somebody.. pls refer to previous post.. then i had to go work on sunday.. then i realised...............
AIYO.. no no no~~ i dunno why i suddenly like tat guy oso.. no reason to sia.. *yawnz* i better start taking moi dillusion-control medicine.. heng i didn go ahead ask no.. later i lead ppl on i jia lat sia.. *phew*
posted at 11:36 am... bye...
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