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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Woo i m back!!the last time i updated the blog was like 16 days ago..sigh my poor laptop crashed and i cant do anything so i found out that its still under warranty!!yippee..So its goin to mel next week..I backed up my pictures but so lazy to back up my songs so gonna do it soon in case i lose everything.
So much to say but dunno where to start..Time has juz wheeze passed once again, it only seems like yesterday when i just stepped into HP and tomorrow is already my last day..So much has happened in here, I have laughed and cried but overall it was fun cos i met a group of wonderful people and they made my life so much better..
Thinking bout all the jokes we shared times we spent put a smile on my face..Best is the influence,the lingo we use..hahaha..The muack muack frm me and the AN and SN..Gotta meet mat,its like fated..Being in the same skool for 4 years but only knowing each other at work..She is one crazy girl but i think me being here made her show it..haha..Always saying "Love u deep deep" and miss you" to each other.. All the mentors here teaching me and guiding me..nagging at me out of concern..Bringing me to church,praying for my needs,my family and all the things they have done for me..Like kit said,I have their favour..So many have tried but in the end other than Mat i m the one that outlasted and established a bond with them..This week i m savouring this place,the work and the atmosphere cos tmr is D day..Its D day for work but not the friendships formed here..those will go a long way and i take home lessons that i have learnt here..albeit in a hard way..At least i can say i have more faith than i had when i stepped in..
How ironic are humans..when i started i couldn't wait for it to end but now that its ending,i find myself missing all these..I cant imagine sitting at home and not working..Everyday frm 9-6pm using the comp has been a routine and i will miss my desktop and logging into the system and checking mails and of cos the msn..hahaha..
Appeal results will be out today or tomorrow too..I just hope i get in..I have cried n worried my gut out over it..I juz need a chance,to get in..May God be merciful n grant me entry..
Oh thank God i got my pay le!!suzeng mailed it to my hse and yeah!!Gotta save and be thrifty,i noe la saying is cheap..haha..but i will try la!!One thing good bout working here is the pay,i sure cant bear that..haha..But there is no CPF which is bad but well at least i got good pay ma..
Everyone is at meeting and mat is out running errands..so that leaves me..hehe..Went back to NP for lunch,lookin at the students walkin ard n chilling in canteens,carrying their laptops..sigh i miss skool so badly..I miss the simplicity of things..No quota,no sell thru,no shipment,no month-to-date..haha..Its juz frens,lectures,projs and exams..thats all..
Oh the template churner is in labour alr..hope she delivers the baby safely..congrats to her..shld get her a card n a token of appreciation..
Okies shall get back to work though i dun feel like but there are eyes lookin here..>_<

penning off
yixin =)

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
3:01:00 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

hAd sucha BAD day. heck s.

Ppl juz refusing to help at work when there were tons of it piling up. she still sat there like it isnt her business. then why sit at the front counter to work?! s. s. s. s. s. Went for break and took her own sweet time to walk back, then still said, i go upstairs to buy sweet ah.. wat crap?! so damn bloody pissed. lunch was packed, cuz there was a talk. it was bad. everything was. dumb headed ppl. really cant wait for sept to come. not as though i wld love to extend e damn contract. i wanna go travel and not stay here. total S. 12 more wks. wassup w my life. it sucks. everything else does. e ppl in it. e work. e life. everything.

why did i even chose to be workin here now rite.. not as a nurse. really.. tts so dumb. i dun even wanna be a nurse. like, how can i even gonna get pass uni.

I got the letter of offer alr. Applying for my nursing license now.

WHATEVER. like who's gonna care.

ya, maybe my mum only.

Ken's comin back tHis thurs.. and we're all gonna eat at Yuki Yaki on fri, tog w Ix, GLAD, John & Mark. yay yay.. somethin to look forward to. okay.

Tom out with Anna tt group of ppl.. going.. vienna or something like tt.. dunno wat izit called. They got their bonus.. so we're all going out to eat. Its juz out for fun.. cool.. makan trip, they call it.

I missed my NCAP for tkd last wkend. stomach flu, slight fever, mens cramp. craps. blah blah blah.. called Sir S up alr.. juz waiting for e reply on makeup lessons tt i've missed.. if okay, den i'll go for trainin this wkend too.

Caught Just My Luck yest w Ix. nice sweet show. had fun.

oh yeah, Jasmine's bday was on last Sat.. had fun taking pics w Mun Mun, Cassy, Chrystal, Hua Qian, Si Ya, Natalie, Genevieve.. yupz.. it was crazy..

ciaoz.

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
6:03:00 PM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Hey-llo..

eH.. its isnt tt i din wanna update.. last time i used to update, n u din. Ppl hv mood kay.. hAhA.. tHere's noThing much for me to say either.

hAd graduAtion on monday.. was a last min decision. din intended to go anyway.. got thrashed big time by my parents.. after tt i tot, i shldnt hv gone anyway. ha..

shall post 2 pics up.. e rest still in Lu's cam..

DM.. hee.. one of my bestie in poly!! GlaD.

my very last attachment, ward sister..

anyway, school's out now! chill! hate schools so much anyway. esp teachers who are such tragedies in my life.cant appreciate em tt much.. so evilish, so cunning.so scary. flaws cover up the gd pts of em. all look gd and all in e start, den start showing e true colours.. blah blah blah..

waiting for uni application results now.. yawn.. scary huh.. take watever comes.

ciaoz. nightz. i love lil rugrats!! she's 2yo now!! She's in sg now.. *muacks* baby..

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:30:00 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Thanks to all frens and collegues for your sympathy and concern, also for those who dropped by during that period of time..I appreciate all your kindness..
Its back to work after 4 days break from work..Its so hard to drag myself back to work but i keep telling myself its juz 2 weeks more..i m juz so tired and there are so many questions in my mind..Like what kit told me this morning,i gotta plan for my future,list down all options available..Actually my options are really limited..Oh well gotta sit down one fine day to brainstorm and map..Today i kinda like woke up on wrong side of the bed..Fone line got cut cos late payment of bill then took cab to work, stubborn driver kept sayin take henderson road then made a big loop so i argued n he lost..i only paid $6 which is like lower than all times..Reached office n just stone the entire day..Somertimes i really wonder why i m employed..Its like i dunno wat to do cos there r ppl takin over my portion alr then i dun wanna sit n do nothing..Anyway i m lookin forward to like wat kit say ORD..haha..Mat went to her church n she said twas awsome,i wanna go soon too..i need the cleansing and to feel whole..
Sheldon called juz now n wonderful news i m workin at sim lim this weekend at edison..he gave me a choice,either edison or michael but i took edison cos more prominent location..I hate simlim actually but i m numb now so nvm..Weird ppl there..i will miss funan,all my memories are there :(
Sitting at my desk w a pack of rice..Juz paid my bill,gotta pay to reconnect..Juz booked reservation at aquamarine for thurs and i m officially broke..Bought a blazer n pants yesterday..wow its like when u earn money it takes ages but when u spend it takes nothing..Just din feel like goin out,wanted to be alone..How i wish i can hide in my room n juz sort things out..
Its like when u lose someone, it makes u realize how vulnerablle life is..its like a flickering candle out in the wind..anytime the flame can be snubbed..Losing a dear one made me cherish my family more especially my parents and my only grandma..she is the last one standing,hope she lives happily n healthily.. But this few days was like a bonding time for us esp my side n i m glad..It made me feel part of family..
Okies i gotta call up singtel n get them to connect my line asap..After thurs i will be penniless,no joke really penniless till i get my pay..sigh sigh..

yixin

--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
12:41:00 PM