i suck.. can u tell me how.. once I return to sch, i think i wanna go see the counsellor. I feel tt i'm getting more depress than ever. It feels terrible..
i hate att, i dun wanna go sch, i hate all the teachers.. i hate and fear of so many things. wat can change me.. I'm so tired.. I cry abt it..
20days of hell.. plus the nxt few atts.. I want sch to start.. NOW. jus like urs.. This feeling is killing me.
btw, i think i'm gonna die.. soon? i dunno...
I hate my life, i hate myself.. coming into this world is sucha mistake. Killing myself, kills the pain. but hurts e rest..
HOW.......... When i die, i die.. throw thy ashes to e sea.. look up to the sky and see the clouds bear my face.. and smile to it...
