Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Hey angel!!
Finally, u leave something for me to read..haha..can’t blame u though,ur exams are around the corner..It was so boring in the lab that mel and I estarted doing some craft work,pipetting safranin and crystal violet dyes and mixing them with milliq water and glass beads..haha..By-passers who giving us the “wat e hell r u girls doin” look..Went to lot 1 to get tix for kylie’s showgirl concert and I was rather surprised by how well e tix were selling..I couldn’t get e best of 148 but I got fairly good seats,gotta buy ex tix cos kylie is petite so maybe hard to see her..haha..Magazines and all have commented on how good her concert was so it will be worth the money..However,this has killed all my shopping and spending etc cos I m like sinking in debts..I will have to start saving frantically to return the money asap!!Really excited and looking forward to the tioman trip noe angel!!C’mon man,three days of nothing but the beach,the sun and the sea..woo hoo..hope e weather will be merciful to us..haha..Feel so guilty that I ve been skipping trainings land and sea but sometimes its like so tired after work that all I wanna do is go home and rest..And on Sundays,I juz like wanna chill out..Honestly,I m not that in love with canoeing, I m fine with or without it..But I have to start making it a point to go for trainings at least sea trainings..I was on the train on my way home frm lot 1 today,when I entered this boy sitting on the floor caught my eye instantly..not that I was concerned bout him sitting on the floor but the book he was browsing..It was thick as a dictionary and it was bout visual c++ programming..Wat the hell man!!he is in RI and I suppose he is only in lower sec..I won’t even wanna touch the book wat more read it..haha..strange ppl in this world..Also,I don’t understand why ppl muz stand so close and hover around the door of the train even before the door is opened,don’t they understand that the only way they can get in is when the passengers inside alight and u dun have to compete for chairs,have u never sat on ur chairs ur entire life???Juz dun get it..Typical Singaporeans,the ugly side..the kiasu syndrome..I wanna lose wt but it seems tougher cos I dun have the motivation and the time and the determination,nothing to spike me yet and I wanna make it known..I HATE RUNNING!!i feel as if I m dying when I run,like the air I inhale is never enough to fill my lungs and my air passage constricts..I rather swim,its so much better..well,in canoeing,if u cannot run, it’s a disadvantage..haha..well..i ll juz run more like once on my own every week to improve my stamina..haha..okies,its getting really warm so I m penning off now!!
All e best for exams kiddie!!
Love ya so very much
Do well
**muacks**
-yixin-
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:42:00 PM
lalalalalala... Hey!!!! hehehe... Dunno when will u be online.. so juz logon first.. Just saw ur 2 bloggies... =b.. Congrates again on the fine results you've produced!!! hahaha... U shld be happy ookies!!! Its a tough sem and u manage to pull it thru with Bs!!!! Tts really really good!!!
I'm muggin now.. but really lazy to study.. Bio and Bio.. stupid immune syst.. its gonna blast my brain cells into a million pieces.. *Rem to help me pick em up...* hahaha!!! oOkies, I'm concentrating on bio only, this fri's paper..... hmm... on maternal and infant shit.. I'm gonna crap my way thru.. C is good enough! Hopefully, I get B for bio.. and the last paper, C's gd too... muahahahha!! I dun care what i get, as long as they let me pass..... Better pass!!!!!! btw, I'm not tt hardworking!!!!!! All i just do is keep writing and writing.. =D
Have u eaten?? I've just ate..
I'm sooooooo excited abt e tioman trip!!!!! My mens better come today or tom... So irritating, I can feel it coming, but nothing's coming!!! Grrr...... Anyhow, Tt's gonna be our first trip out tog!!!! Yeah!!!!!! Cant wait..... =)
If only I appreciate those singers/ actors/ etc... like u do, then I'll go with u to e concert.. But, I've got not much feelings for those celebrities... Only to appreciate what nice, beautiful bodies they hv!!! I used to wonder why teenagers like musics, movies and all... go crazy over em.. Still dun kinda understand.. All these are individual!!! muahahaha....... I'm an Alien.... 'H...I...!'..
Crazy girl!! hehehehehe.. I MISS YOU!!!!!!!! If I even get a chance to win the tix, I'll definitely give it to u!! ;) But, wait till I win em... Oh ya, how was tt DKNY moisturizer thing ar?? hahahaha....
Gotta go now..... Muacks!
Scribbled,
Kiddie..
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
1:33:00 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Today was one helleva day!!Haha..Spent the entire day doing the lit review assignment, really used up most of our brain juices doing it so Dr forday pls give me and mel an A, for ur info its not easy writing up a lit review!! Got my results on thurs and well kinda have mixed feelings about it, was peeved that I din get at least B+ for aqua but in compensation I got a B for immune..Thank God at least my efforts was recognised, Bloody shannon quinn didn’t give me B+ for pqs, faggord!! Kiddie will be taking papers nxt week, during my papers u gave u immense encouragement and I did it, passed all though no As but well I m contented..U will do well too!! You are so consistent in ur work and ur sooooo hard-working so dun worry, juz study & e rest will be God’s will.. So looking forward to the tioman trip..I really hope my parents can help subsidise me a lil for tioman trip or not for the kylie concert nxt month that I m determined to go w deb.. Hope she doesn’t back out cos I m done with goin to concerts alone. I m really going thru a lot to go to tioman,I have to lie bout it cos my parents are still trapped in the time machine in 1980s reason being they are freakin old-fashioned in thinking..Ther juz hope I stay in spore,rot and study oh and dun spend money and do all e hse work in the world. Sadly, I m never goin to turn out like that,I will control my life do wat I want and think its right, make the lost of out it and its none of anyone’s biz to poke their noses into wat I do.I m sick and tired of pleading and begging of doin wat I want, if I cont doing so I will become retarded.. I wanna go to tioman and I dun give a fuck bout tsunamis or earthquakes cos if I m meant to die,I will and its all God’s will. Wat a great relieve that I ve completed my lit review assignment, I wanna read at least 50 journals before I present my proj nxt sem so my info will be deeply ebbed in my brain and I can look professional!! Woo hoo..like who doesn’t wanna look pro rite?! I m so excited bout Tioman and the kylie concert, I was like so hyper when I heard that she’s comin to spore for concert, the sexy songbird with the power to rock!!haha.. It will be even better if deb or I can win tix frm perfect 10 but that’s like tough.. Hope not many ppl will wanna win so our changes of winning be higher.. Huh,hope deb will wanna pay to watch cos I dun wanna buy cheapo tix cos it will pointless if I can’t see her upfront… WTF,why does no one like kylie as much as me???? Okies,whatever la..What’s meant to be will be..study hard kiddie and dun stress out yah.. Penning off now!!
Love ya kiddie
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
10:53:00 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Now is the FYP season for me and some other ppl.. Currently doing a project on concepts and comparisons of membrane bioreactors..Melissa and I are supervised by this PhD student choon arn,rather nice guy, really patient with me and my blunders and really learnt a lot from him. Melissa is a fine partner,well,she has the ability to understand stuff real fast and learns at first attempt..For me,I require like two times to really get a hand of things though I really hope to learn faster but I can’t..Oh gosh,I juz want and hope this project will be successful,all will be smooth-sailing.. I hope kiddie is having a fun time in nuh,feeding,bathing and clothing infants,watching women deliver babies and giving me a vivid description of what goes on in the delivery room..haha..I really miss my friends so much!!Kiddie,chuaz,fish,Cheryl..all u gals,my lifelong pals from when we were juz wee girls..Time really flies,roughly 2 years ago,we were still adapting to poly life,complaining bout leaving smss and now we r like 1 yr away from graduating..very soon we will be adapting to uni life hopefully and complaining bout missing poly..haha..Not to miss out,we are 20 this yr and turning 21 nxt yr. my,my..getting old huh..Actually doin proj at ntu is alright juz that we have quite a lot to do and I get really worried bout making mistakes though choon arn will be like we learn from mistakes but I think I make too much of em!!I dunno but I m really careless and I tend to neglect nitty gritty stuff,its something in me..Have been careless since young,those of u who noe me well will noe how big a price a pay for that.. I am really doing my best for this fyp cos I dun wanna be a burden to mel cos that was my main concern since we decided to do our fyp tog..I m juz peeved that I cannot learn things or pick up new things at once..Honestly,there are still things that I don’t really understand in the proj and I suppose I will juz borrow books bout mbr to help my understanding..Really have to buck up or mel will end up doing all e work..If only I was more intelligent and quick-witted,things would have been easier for me but that’s something not within my control so might as well juz work harder and do my best and juz hope to excel..As long as I can be less blur,less careless and faster in thinking,all will work out..God pls help me cos only u are capable of it..Well,penning off for now..love ya loadies kiddie!!
Huggies,
yixin
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
1:19:00 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
U know how much I HATE NURSING. PRACTICALLY HATE IT. IT TOTALLY SUCKS. I WILL NOT FURTHER MY STUDIES in this damn field. I dun hv e damn bldy knowledge to keep remembering all those stupid terms which seem simple to others. I'm trying to find out more, but each time tt Stupid hell of the LECTURER keeps getting back at me. I HATE ALL OF EM. ALL.
I HATE ALL of my So called friends in sch. What the hell. They all suck. None of em seem to care ok. Living now is like living in vain.
For this att, i've been getting it frm tt damn woman lecturer. I know she already has a bad impression of me.. And btw, she keeps calling me 'Geese lene'.. What the hell! I hate ppl calling me tt, ESP THOSE WHOM I HATE. I dun care how she's going to mark my damn diary (grade my att), even if she gives me 50/100, acceptable. She has no damn right to flunk me. I din do BIG error. Its just tt she keeps getting knowledge out frm u. I HATE HER. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE. No pt telling those 'frens'.. THEY SUCK. When they complain, u expect to listen to em, and when u complain, they dun even wanna listen. ASSES. TOTAL ASSES. No brain pigs. STUPID HELL.
Can u tell me what to do?! I'm just waiting to graduate and get the hell out of this place, out of this stupid hell course. Nv ever wanna be a nurse. I'm not cut out to be one. Idiots. I dunno what i want to be or do in future.. Study so much, go thru so much of shit for nothing.
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9:05:00 PM
