hey bloggy,
haven blogged for so long but so has ur other owner..haha..kiddie,i don't know why but i really got no heart to study this sem...say something to spite me!!I hate bio-tech..I really don't know wat i m doing..Come to think of it,i m such a loser..u see,i got no looks,no brains..character nothing spectacular..high inferiority complex..i m lioke a born loser..look at ppl around me,they are either gorgeous,smart or good in a way..i suck in canoeing too..At least if i m like Elektra,good at killing..i ll be so proud of myself..at least thats a talent,rather useful one...aargh..nonsense!!I hate myself...why am i born like that,its not fair!!This world has never been fair,i never get wat i want,i can only be mediocre in life..I don't want that,i wanna be good...at least in something..Wat can i do?!I can't spot my talent,apparently,i seem to have none...I have lived in vain,wasting the earth's resources,taking up oxygen in the atmosphere..Am i alive because i happen to be alive..what is my purpose,my philosophy in life?!Is there even something or anything that i can excel in other than sucking in practically everything i do???
