Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Happy Belated Birthday Girl!
This post is way late.. oOps.. Cuz I haven been blogging! =b..
Had fun staying over your place tt nite, though both of us were tired!! >_<.. Laughing away with tt 'Sweet Princess' joke... hahaha!! It was funny.. heee......
Shark's tale was nice too, shall continue it after my exams!! Shall go over and stay again!! Can't wait!
You're hving your chalet now, have fun yepz!! Dun worry abt returning my bag, when we meet, den u shall return!!! *evil laughter*
Won't be going to the fun fair this weekend.. I'm such a loser, but ya.. Nothing will change my mind, I dun wanna go back!!! Anyway, exams only gonna end like next thurs. It sucks.. But i haven even started studying for nxt wk's exams yet! heh! Thx to tt attachment! Grrrrrrr...... *Angry Kid*
I'm gonna mug for my bio which is tom now..
Chill, Play Hard!!!!
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
1:46:00 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Hey girl,
wanna comment tt u actually look great now!! =)
I'm really happy for you.
Hopefully after your exams, we'll be able to meet ya..
Dunno if ur still going for tt camp thingy on ur bday.. but if u're not, maybe i can celebrate ur bday!! :)
If u are, then, I'll celebrate for u earlier?? or later??.. up to ur timing.
I dun wanna celebrate my bday this yr.. Dun feel anything special anymore.
Uncle william will be away to aust, bringing some national team kids and coach for some kinda thing for 3wks.. so he wont be ard for my bday.
Dun wanna celebrate it with Jeffrey either, u noe how i dislike mx, mich.. etc.. so forget it. dun even talk abt the oth one. its over!
Lemme share w u something,
Have been feeling rather down. Sorry for not messaging u. I haven been messaging anybody else either.
Have been crying myself to sleep the past few days. Feel terrible. why?.. it kinda sounds dumb, its abt being fat lor.. I kept getting these comments for the past few wks, and I'm very pissed with myself. Its like ppl keep saying, and u already noe tt u are fat, and they keep saying again and again. I'm not tt sensitive, but i can feel the change in me.. I get pissed easily now, and i dun see the reason of living.
I totally hate myself to the core, I hate everybody.
It isnt tt i'm not trying to lose wt. I AM. I'm trying already, yet there's no results. Ppl keep saying again and again, and this is driving me nuts.
Literally nuts. I'm feeling so damn bloody terrible abt myself, and if i were to die now, its ok.
dumb kid.
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
9:10:00 PM
