Saturday, July 31, 2004
Hey gal... so wanna cry now.. No reason... Juz wondering what life really is now.. Dun feel like living man.. :'( I really dunno.. yepz... everything also dunno... so damn.
Why live in a world full of sorrows.. it really sucks. Suck so much. Hate myself. Hate everything. Why am I even here... I think i'll die early.. Dun die if i ever do. U can cry as much as u want.. But nv do anything stupid.. If i ever go first, I'll watch over u.
Whats life after death.. Really, its so true. No more pain after tt.. If dying solves all problems, why not ya... But yepz, it wld cuz lots of pain to ppl ard me.. But its juz for a while.. Life wld go on after tt...
I dunno wats happening now.. Juz wanna cry and cry and cry... Too tired... Really...
Hope to see ya soon...
Love ya always and forever, I Promise.
Depressing Kid
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
11:37:00 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
Hi Yixin.. my dear wife... hmm.. ookies.. no idea when u'll see this.. yeah.. ok..
I MISS YOU!!! So when was the last time we met?? Bet it was like weeks ago.. heh.. didnt even get to call u and talk much... there's like no time for everything.. no time for studying too.. Keep preparing for presentations on and on and on.. Its really tiring me out! -_-..
I think u shld be tired too.. with all the canoe trainings and sch work.. tests.. Tts life ya.. it really sucks.
Hope to see ya soon... but dunno when..
Anyway, I can pass u back ur dear lappie anytime...
I've written a letter in there.
Please take care alright..
Love Ya!!
*Muackz*
--bOuncy bOuncY *kAbOom*--
8:35:00 PM
