relationships

Blood dripping on the floor,
Reminding me I’ve been here before,
This pain piercing thru me,
Is a familiar feeling.

Why do I take this road?
Time and time again,
Knowing how this will end,
Leaving me heart broken.

Trying humanly possible to,
Stop this spiral I’m in,
I’m done with your selfish narcissism,
Going to wait for the one he has chosen for me,
I’m done with false companionships.

left home

You left home again,
I’ve lost count how many times,
You’ve left behind broken hearts behind,
Crushed dreams at the front door.

I walk in your room,
Your smell is not here anymore,
I can still hear your laughter,
Its echo in the walls.

I don’t know if you’re alive or dead,
But I still pray for you every day,
Not to come home or stop my worry,
I pray you find your way to gods light again.

I love you, I always will,
I miss you, I always will,
I forgive you, I always will,
Even when it hurts me, I always will.

Dream guy

Across a crowded room,
i see his sparkling blue eyes,
his long blonde hair,
swaying in the wind,
I wonder if his fingers fit the spaces between mine,
I wonder if my head fits the nook of his neck and shoulder,
I wonder if we stood close together and swayed to the soft beats of the ocean ,
if our hearts would beat to the same rhythm,
before my dreams start to wander,
he is kissing me hello....

Infinite

On the edge of a cliff,
I feel infinite,
like all my dreams can come true,
in this moment I swear I'm here with you.

Beaten not broken

Wind blows all my cares away,
Right now all i know,
Is that d past doesn't matter and the present will fade away,
Waves crashing on the rocks below,
Calling out my name,
Willing me to gamble my life away,
A voice in my head tells me to let go ,
My heart knows better,
I have been beaten and broken,
I'm not whole ,
im stronger than I was yesterday.
I'm not perfect,
I'm striving for it everyday.

weddings

watching him take her hand,

promising an eternity of hope,

that even when things get rough,

he will hold her hand,

watching her holding on to him,

promising an eternity of love,

that even when things get hard,

she will be there right beside him.

watching him and her,

promising an eternity of happiness,

that no matter what happens,

HE will be the rock they build their lives on.....

i remember

I can’t remember the words you said,

I remember how it made me feel that day,

I remember you holding my hand,

I remember you making plans,

I remember your smile,

I remember I thought that smile could make me fly,

I remember dancing in the rain,

I remember all the names,

I remember every touch,

I remember every laugh,

I remember every tear u caused,

I remember the silence of your goodbye,

I remember walking away,

I remember thinking that I will never be the same,

I remember falling apart,

I remember my silent broken heart,

I remember the love from my soul mates,

I remember awakening from my slumber,

I remember noticing the abundance of love that surrounds me,

I remember knowing that no matter what love conquers all,

I remember feeling loved when we all laugh together over nothing in particular,

I remember thinking I don’t have to find a special someone to feel like this,

I remember flying without wings in the company of my tribe,

I remember that life is both the sad moments and the happy ones,

I remember that I am loved………………