Sunday, December 27, 2009
OK
I'm going Genting Highland tomorrow and start my job! For 2 months or maybe + +
SO, i will abandon for my blog for few months..
New life for me and also A New Year of 2010 !
Everything will be changes so hope i can change myself too..
Hope this few months can make a place for me to calm down and plan what i shall do for her.
Good luck Everyone!
and good luck for you too..who is the special in my life..
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Apple became a peach
Can't been imaging what will happen in the next minute..
Anyone Here? You asking? Someone told you ''yeah''
But is it someone really talking to you? if you feel that are really someone talking to you, maybe you're too childish..
You should go in front and have a look before u do anything or any decision.
In this moment, this minute, what are you think about? You are the King ? the controller of these games? or the winner? maybe just a sacrificer? we don;t know..
You want everyone be with you, you want whole world be holding you, you wants to free, a liberty human or maybe a people who get Lot's of attention..
But what could you do with all these? Make some noise? or pretend as a cool, cruel and dispassionate? some times you succeed but between that you already is FAIL in yourself..
When would you think about the conspiracy came out from others? why won't you think and try to look at yourself? A mirror that telling you that what are you doing and what are you trying to brings to others. Even good or bad things.
Else.
Something it was really passed and will it turning back? hey! there was really a miracle!! It was turn back to you! but sadly, not everything would occurred in miracle.. Hope less disappoints less. it is fact.
The outcome is irreversible...
There are very difficult to put up any effective defence...
Relax... and let people do as they like...
Don't know and don't care, life with your own..
but sometimes really need some friends to express the pressure..
Saw persevering effort, saw discarding too..
Saw stubborn, saw kind-hearted too..
Which you would like to be? or both? Even worst than? lolx
You said you like it but you didn't buy it for yourself, you said you are not greedy but you do as a greedy human which trying to get all for yourself in other ways which WE DON'T KNOW.. You said you love it but didn't try to achieve it, you said u regret But you didn't change and you are always the same..
Would be Next chapter
Friday, December 18, 2009
Be Gìv€ úp
I really have to give up..
It waste too much time for me..
It never even brings a happy memory for me..
It will only trying to spoil my life..
How many times i had carried wrong decision..
Told myself.. it was last but i didn't care what i told myself..
So.. i really need some time to forget and weaken all sadness which it has brought for me..
Nothing is impossible and nothing would be forever..
All would become a liar.. cannot been trust! or maybe too much of dreaming..
Hope that won't disturb my life anymore..
Getting tired with it and gonna give up on it too.
10 days more i have to start my job at GentingHighland in Casino..
work as a croupier.
I will be staying there for 2 months for my job.
Everything can be GONE for me. Start a New Life For a New year!!
And during this 2 months, i will deactivated my Blog and Facebook too.
I hope these day can come faster..
Wasted too much time on 2008 & 2009
I must have another life in 2010^^
I don't hope the last memory would drag me into sadness anymore. I hate it!!
There was really no one can understand me..
Be Gìv€ úp
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
2 Years!!!
I'll use 2 years to get it!!
GOD BLESS OUR HOME
Jesus Love You ^.^
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Why no one can understand me...
If really got some one that can deeply know about me, that is really great..But sadly there was no one can understand me..Haiz
私はまだあなたが誰にも言わないことを敢えてしない愛している
私は、あなたが私を理解することを願って
場合は、一人だけが私の心に永遠に生きている
とi何を願っています
あなたに永遠のサポートを提供
お友達とで十分です
Saturday, November 21, 2009
BM, BI and Sejarah..
Here is the only (maybe dimension) let me to express everythings..
Lately feel self-changing..
Became more hard working on my studies..
Else..
Friends.. Will it last long for me? After my SPM?
If for those guys.. I know we can last long, cause we have the same hobbies:
1) DotA
2) BasketBall
3) Swimming
Every Weekends Sure going out together one !HAHA!!
But for those Girls.. Don't know.. Cuase all have their "BF" already. Ermm.. Depends on their own-thinking.
Arghhh...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Sweat!!!
I learnt how to forgive and forget..
it's somethings good for me.. ^_^
I didn't study for my SPM!! HAHA!!
Didn't do revision at all!! HAHA!!
Still play games with friends!!
Really wait "GG"!!
Okay... Enough for this post..
Sarang Hae Yo~~~
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Really a fucking shit people!!!
In Its Mind (it supposed to be a animal), everyone must follow it. No matter you wrong or right. it is the right one forever!
Nobody can give comment, no advices, no complaint and no discuss! it decided you wrong , then it will say '' DON'T DISTURB LA!!'' Like an idiot fucking barking there this should be an ''animal''!!!
No brain at all!
When feel happy, play with you, when need help?? Sure come find you!!
When unhappy? Showing then ''IDIOT'' face to you, vent to you too!!
Kanasai Betul !!!
Lots of ''sohai'' in this world we all know! but?? How come there was a ''sohai'' can act like an animal? No brain?? No human sense?? No Feeling? Opps! should be cause it is a BEAST!!!
Or worst than a Beast??
The way *** treat people, most Professionally ''Block'' !!!!
Block!!! DO it anytime *** like!!! So fucking like Block Don't add larh SOHEM!!! Block 7 meh!!!
Diu nia ma!!!
Now i know! I'll do the same things!!! absolutely ! Exactly SAME with what this animal had did!!! idiot act barking!! Bullshit!!
Lots Cases !! keep endure with patiently! Mahai! make it became sohem! or it already is an idiot before it become an animal?
REALLY SUCKS oh!! this type of sohai!!! Why don't *** use *** brain to think?? Try think how people feel?? MAHAI!!! just want people think how *** feel!! Fuck meh!!!
SUCKS!!!!
WARNING!!!!! SURE FUCK 9 YOU BETTER DON'T COME NEAR ME!!!!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
What I'm Doing?
ARGHHHH!!!
Shit happened!!!
Someone please tell me what I'M doing..
It's too complicated for me..
Hard to guess with these confusing thinking and feeling..
Or everything just passed around me? short-terms?
''I'm not necessarily want you to come back, but I'll stand behind...waiting''
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
SPM left 21 days...
Although left few weeks..but I'm still very relax with this...haha!
Today after school, play DotA (Defence of the Ancient) with friends..and my brother too!
Won 2 games..hehe..
''What you see..maybe that's not the truth.. You won't get the answer because you didn't try to get it''
''Sometimes.. endurance bring Lot's of benefits for us.. believe it and try it yourself''
Monday, October 26, 2009
Great Day?
Hope everything can be Fine soon..
Everyone do well on Studying..
I'M enjoying my school day,
But left few weeks..quite sad..
WOW!! Really A Simple Posted For Today!! ^^
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Welcome Back To My Blog!
At last I'm back to my blog..
Through this few months.. Lot's of ''clash'' happened..
Can i say.. REGRET? FORGET?
Or even a ''sorry'' ??
But the great answer for me is.... Have to cherish.
Everyone is growing.. Changing.. Everything happened couldn't be expected..
Once did wrong.. another chance given..
Twice.. chance are still giving..
Continue repeating the same mistake??
And there are no any chances given anymore..
No blame , no regret and no BEG!!
Could I say ''Reluctant''? Maybe it is..
Guys.. if someone asking, any problem with infatuation? how you will answer them?
Different people have different judgement for it..
''Sometimes i will say..Really hate it..how could you do that!? Somethings disgusting!! ignoramus!! OMG You are too BAD!! A peace of shit!! Spoiler!!
But, when i ask myself..can you try get a fresh look for it?..Yes i did, and i get
----> none of my business actually~'' :)
Let's see:
''DISTURB'' Can YOU tell me what does this word means? What it bring to us?
Let me explain to ''SOMEONE'' who always used this word to giving complaint!!
1, can you use DISTURB with your friend?? NO!! This word use when a stranger are bothering you!! know stranger? If don't know please find it in dictionary.
2, It means..to hinder, to agitate. But some idiots misunderstand with this word!
etc* You greeting with him/her? then she/he shout-->(Hey! don't disturb me!!)
What a stupid answer!! OMG!! Foolish did that!
Eh, no body want to DISTURB you, think it carefully please.Don't simple use this word! Though who are you?? I can say, ''WHO'' would like to use thus word with friend, u like an idiot, like someone uneducated, rascal? yeah YOU are!!
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SPM!! Coming soon! left few weeks..
hope can do well with it.. try my best..
Need find a best way to study well.. do my revision..
But I'm too lazy with this..
GOD BLESS EVERYONE!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Sorry..
i have no others choice..But to make this unwise and selfish move..
Please forgive my fault and uselss..
Feel guilty with all this..
So sorry about that..
but hope you can understand my difficulties..
Please let me go..
your life will be more beauty and wonderful..
Trust me for the last..
Maybe i have no reason for leaving..
Im useless.. can't with you forever..
Promise me... Life with all the happiness..
I'll always Love you, always love you so..
Monday, August 10, 2009
我没有错
给 我借口..
让 我这次能够..
彻底 的 放手..
让我走 别让我 更痛苦的过..
不让 你伤的更重..
i'll always always love you so..
也许我 没有离开的里由..
是 我没用..
无法 守护着你 一直到最后..
别回头 答应我 你会好好过..
让 我默念一百遍..
i'll always always love you..
love you so...
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Sadness Day
Everything just like a dream..
Come easily.. Gone easily too..
Can't be expected..
Everything could be selfish..
Everything could be ridiculous..
Maybe I have the reason for escape..
Friday, July 17, 2009
Phew~~~
I think i'm caring someone while she/her is also caring me too..
But that's not..
Everything can't be expected..
Like an advanture..
Changing everyday..even every second..
Thought it's forever but it's short-term..
Who's be the person more caring,
Who's be the person who get hurt.
Should pretend deaf and blind will feel better and happy..
There was nothing to let me feel " Unhappy" at all.
HAPYY ALL THE TIME^^
New game. Nope, should say new server. trying it.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
A day with TallMan >.<
Play basketball with friends untill 9am ++
Then we back home and take bath get ready to juscao watch movie.
Five persons here ---> Me, Daniel, Teng Sim, Adrian and TallMan (Jun kit)
We watched 2 movies
Transfomer 2 The revenge of the fallen & IceAge 3
Take our Lunch at Bistro And our dinner at Ichiban Ramen!!
Nice day, enjoyful with TallMan, because he really ''tall'' and funny!! wakaka!!
Something very ''SHIT'' occured!!!
My MapleStory AsiaSoft ID kena Hack!!! Zzz... Haiz!! Wanna kill that hacker!! Arghhh!!
But!!
Something very funny is '' Hacker give Hacker Hack!! omg! unbelievable... >.<
Monday, June 29, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
New Life!!
Stop my preposterous Life!! Haha!!
Need to give more effort on My Studies..
Focus!! Concentrade!! Hard Working!!
Study~~~ Study~~~ Study~~~ Well!!
Study~~~ Study~~~ Study~~~Hard!!
Few Months left.. Need start from now, don't be lazy ah everyone^^
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Monday, June 15, 2009
Atlantic
A liitle bit happy but also a little bit ''SIEN!!''
Maybe some of them are talking about me..
Maybe saying... I'm a bad guy?? A irresponsible person??
But I don't care..
Lazy too care..
Because at least I know the truth.. For myself enough..
Saturday, June 13, 2009
我错了
Maybe you’ll know my feeling after you had read about this post.
If you don’t understand at all, never mind.
我错了
醒来只有我一个人..
分不清黄昏还是清晨..
空气开始慢慢降温..
我无法呼吸..
在我的脑海里..
所有的影子都在倒闭..
只能够对自己说…我错了.
北风好不留情把叶子吹落..
被吹落的它选择了逃脱..
叶子失去孝心..
风才感到寂寞..
北风的痛没人能说..
分开可以让我完美地生活..
应为幸福都可以自己掌握..
仔细回味当时那个故事的背后..
原来是我犯下了从来没犯过的错..
我从来没想过, 我会这样做..
从来没爱过, 所以我才会才爱错..
我从那里起飞, 就从那里降落..
多少不懂得原谅的错..
却不能够从来过..
爱…其实不是解答..
有些爱到这里真的是懂了..
请你原谅我的爱错…
My idea came out from few songs which I had listened before.Thank you for your patient and visit.
Monday, June 8, 2009
Getting tired now
I don't know the answer..
I don't want to guess anymore..
Because I scared... I don't want to wrong again..
Don't think anymore..
Getting tired..
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
I Don't Know What Lai De..
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Bad Mood
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
5 Gigih Guys
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Won't??
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
No.. Because not enough oF boold >.<
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ??
Don't know??
7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
No!! I treat all my friend very nice one^^
8. What does your last text message say ?
9. What are you thinking right now ?
Happy^^ Gaming^^
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
No... Because $
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
2am..
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
4get jor..
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes!!!
14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Emily
Ten Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1.Daniel
2.Teng Sim
3.Qiqi
4.Kristy
5.Emily
6.Pik Ling
7.Adrian Yap
8.Justin
9.Jovin
10.Jun Fai
15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Don't know..He Don't want tell us..
16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Female.. A lenglui^^
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Impossible!! Both guy. hehe
18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Ekonomi and Ict
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
last Friday
20. Is no.4 single ?
Unclear???
21. Say something about no.2 ?
Pro in basketBall.. A god friend
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
Won't la... Both girl lai de..
23. Describe no.9
Erm....DUno him..
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Sure funny!!! A big guy and a small girl >.<
25. Do you like 8?
Yes???
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I'm nothing to you...
Nothing... Nothing to you anymore...
Finally I know about it...
I give up...
dOn't b3 lazY!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
7 minutes!!
But i feel very free and relax...
So I still can write something at HERE...
Well...
Time... can testify everything..
Tell you the truth..
It also can ''weaken'' something..
I saw persevering effort...
I saw discarding... give up... abandon all restrictions..
Which one would you like to??
Controling doesn't means caring..
Disturbing doesn't means Loving..
Don't blame and give excuse to yourself..
Don't lie yourself..
That's all for Today...
I spent 7 minutes in thism post!!
My 7 minutes...wasted!! [>.<]
Thursday, May 14, 2009
All Because oF You~~
I sad because of you too...
I scared because of what u had did with me...
You had disappointed me too ...
Maybe here is the end between you and me...
I don't hope so...
But i have not enough brave to take it twice...
Because you hurt me...
I had no chance at all to get you...
Because of his exists...
I had reluctant to left you...
But Doesn't mean i don't care you...
I tried to recover...
But i failed...
I hope i can success one day...
But it's difficult...
You didn't do anything...
Maybe you don't know my feeling...
You didn't even give a chance...
Maybe you're right...
I'm finding a torch in the darkness...
Hope you can be the only one for me...
There was nothing can replace you...
It's truth for me...
I thought Love is waiting...
But it's not...
I thought Love can be control...
But i can't...
I'm waiting...
Because I'm someone that don't know how to express my feeling...
I'm losing...
Because you don't know about my exist...
So i can only to lost you...
Because of my foolish...
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Something...
TERRIBLE ordeal started...
I'm dying because not enough of sleep...
I'm crying because i don't know how to answer the Questions...
OMG!! haha!! [>.<]
Somethings....
Somethings already occurred because of Something...
Between Something and the Something... Why don't u feel Something???
Sometimes You can do Something to change Something...
So that u can feel Something Because u had do Something...
Why not!??
Right?? Daniel??
The outcome is irreversible...
There are very difficult to put up any effective defence...
Relax... and let people do as they like...
Distinguish betwwen right and wrong...with consciously mind...
That's what you can do... not a conspicuous's person...
From 2008--->2009
I had Learnt a lot from 5Gigih^^
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Why??? No reason...
I have no alternative and choice but to make this unwise move...
Feel guiltless and innocent...
AnyOne can help me????
I don't understand at all...
I don't know what should i do...
I can't size up the situation...
I can't comprehend because I'm not comprehensive...
Please show understanding for me... be sympathetic and make allowances for my difficulties...
I just can tell myself :
Don't be actuated by ulterior motives...
Pressure come from Stubborn...
Try take on a Fresh Look...
Everything is predestined affinity... fate...
Just be faced with this... and Don't Give up!!
Hope i can do it...
Saturday, May 9, 2009
After school's Friday^^
After taking time of 15-20 minutes in the bus's journey, and we arrived The Mines. Xt and Daniel intend to buy a mother's day present for theirs mother.. Before that, we had take our lunch at ''Food and Tea'' restaurant. Seriously, the food are not really nice and actually we are not satisfied with the food.. After the meal we asked for the bill. We paid rm105 for the bill which can't delight us.. izzit something good for us?? We get rm45 for the vouchers... But i don't think so that was something good for me because I'm not going to this restaurant twice.. [Noob service & Noob food]


Don't think it's nice...because it's not..
After take our lunch. We take a walk at Mines.. And finally they bought a mother's Day present which a box of chocolate with exquisite designs. Cost rm39.90.. not really expensive..
Around 4.30p.m. We planned to watch a movie, so that we bought the tickets and take a rest at McDonald.. beacause the movie start at 5.45p.m. ''Star Strek''!! A very wonderful, amazing movie!! ^^ But the Cinema is **** smelly [>.<] 
After the movie... that's already 8p.m. So we must back home immediatly.. By bus too. I reach home around 9.pm. After bath and take my dinner, i should sleep but i din't.. because my daughter wanna play ''SDO'' Omg!! So i accompany her play few songs.. and i go sleep at 11.30pm. i can't continue play with her because i really [beh tahan] liau >.< haha!!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Last.. Stop please...
In 4/5/2009.. and I have another perception about this statement. Today i understand and believe about what my friend told me that i just treat it as a false hood.. So sorry about that.. How stupid I'm... A IGNORAMUS!!!
[A ignorance is worse than poverty]
I had realized and sure that what kind of person you are.. How many ''Mask'' u can change within a day?? What's your real style?? What u want in this minute?? and what u want in the next??? Please stop your evil plot with me, a crafty face's conspirator u had shown me...scared me...
If you continue do this with me again again and again...
I'll just hate you more.. and more.. and more...
Don't make me be seized with fear...
Please...
Friday, May 1, 2009
Heart-breaking...
Although i understand that, and i had do what is humanly possible.. But!!! the harsh and inconsiderate works had told me what are called Heartless!! Had make me feel heartbroken.. Since you said that..I didn't feel guilty and regret all the time..because i had treat with the utmost Decency and Kindness. As the matter of fact, I'm already dispirited, discourage and...lose heart..
Jealous, conspiracy and revenge... can your life become happiness!? Colourful!? Hopeful!? NO!! you can't... You're only life in the darkness, and finally you'll take the road to ruin.. a blind alley...
Monday, April 27, 2009
My Judgement For Human's personality and Disposition
Sometimes.. human can be very REALITY.. WHY i say that!? Because this is what i actually saw on the journey. Maybe '' YOU'' are only an instrument for him/her to take advantages of something when still have own exploit's value.. Ofcuz!!! the ''Instrument'' are deserted of the time when it's already useless for him/her.. Right!?
Beside that, i hate the people who SELFISH!! How i say that!? The way how you treat him/her, help him/her, giving support to him/her, ALSO will always make yourself be superfluous!!! Just make an unnecessary move!! Because the people who selfish won't feel GRATEFUL and INDEBTED!!! He/she won't care you and give you some support when you need it!! Because.... he/she just feel you are REDUNDANT all the time...
This all the truth i had seen in my life.. terrible, ungrateful, reality's person...is my great disappointment in my life...
Disappointed.. Disappointed.. Disappointed.. Disappointed..
And, This will be the Last For me.. okayz!!?
Friday, April 24, 2009
Tired's Day... =.=''
After reach there.. we had take our lunch at Pizza Hut^^
And we watched a Movie. [ Mall Cop] ^_^
This Movie absolutely FUNNY all the time!!
I can sure that, this movie can make u laugh untill you ''Sakit Perut''!!! Hehe..
After that... we back home lorh...By Bus..
Actually i want buy birthday present For my meimei de... but i din't.. because i don't know what she like lerh.. So NOOB de la me... HAHA!! xD
But nevermind, still long time to go for her birthday.. So.. i still got time^^
And today really very very tired hor... Almost Die lorh...[>.<]
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Arch Mage solo MONG~~~
Too Boring liau...so i take this video when [My Yi Kor are playing]... haha!!^^
Arch Mage solo MONG!! Can DK solo do it!? [ can..but need to spam potion ] Can Bishop do it!? [ can..but slow ] Can NightLord do do it!? [ can..but spam potion also ] Hahaha!!! Just Kidding larh... actually all job also can solo when they are ardy 4th job!!! [level 120 above] But, if you are only 3rd job[level 70 above] character....please don't try it... because you will DIE!!! -.-''
[ Hope you all like it MUCH MUCH^^]