Say my work is hectic… not really.. there is busy period and quiet period.. past few wks was like hell.. but tis week has been heaven…

While everyone is saying tat I seems to enjoy my work… but I don’t seems to feel it tat way… no idea…. Why.. like numb… neither happy nor unhappy…

The happy thing is to party… sth which became a slight addictive… a little of drinking… and dancing seems to perk me up… even on wkday nite…
Just like last nite.. went down to Arena cos is anniversary party… free entry + free flow… not bad ya… went with my ex-colleague… and bump into her friends too… one more happy thing is bump into a friend too… was happy that I was being recognized. Cos I always tot I dun stand out in a crowd.. so not many ppl will remember me…
Talking abt standing out… heard from my friend that she is gonna try SQ interview again… at times.. I wish I can go try to… but knowing tat I will not make it thru the 1st round… as I don’t have a nice skin complexion… thinking tat you get to fly ard the world.. thou tiring thou sianz… but travelling wor… well things tat cant happen.. I shld stop thinking abt it…

This wkend gonna party again… this time round going with my poly friends.. to the NEW dblO… heard is long queue every wkend… I’m kinda of scare tat the music sucks… and I might bump into yucky ppl… however.. I cant hide and I wont hide.. cos I’m nt the one who did the wrong thing..

Cant wait for wkend to come.. yeah… so happy tat tmr is FRIDAY…

Yeah.. yippy yippy!!!

silly ger

i guess i really do not suit places like those...

my fragile heart loves to commit suicide... thou destroyed previously.. but nv fails to take another challenge again and again...

having lots of mixed feelings... seems like there is a sensor somewhere... when u are getting closer... it goes further... but when u are gonna keep a distance... it comes closer...

contradicting ya? i guess this is life...

don't you agree? maybe partially of it???

quiet afternn

in office now... is lunch time... office's lights are off during this 1 hr...

had lunch with my colleague in office cos it is raining heavily outside now... the whole setting now is cozy and makes me wanna slp...

love the quietness of the office now... and the music in the voice...

knowing that it is nt the subject that i shld focus now... but jus cant help it.. paying an extra attention is unavoidable... hee!!!

work is getting on track... slowly... thou i still feel that there is lots more i am unsure of... and not confident about... but i guess sum tots of mine which i had previously had been proven wrong these few days...

simply to say.. i think too much.. my sensitivity at times really creates too much of a pressure for myself...

hope that things will really like what it is so called destined...

best wishes karen... hee!!(",)