to make you feel my love

Sabrina Fong

The final few days is a lot to bare for anyone

mentally and physically

i broke down today

but tmr will be a new day

and 10 days from now i'll be able to breath again

fingers, toes crossed

I'm sorry that I disappoint

I know saying sorry is useless if there isn't any change

It's been a long time since I posted anything

It's because the past few months have been smooth sailing

But here am I again

I realize this is my way of expressing grief

I just hope that everything will fall into place as planned

and I'll finally get some fresh air

I always tell others not to be stressed and there's nth to be worried about

But deep down, I'm actually telling myself in the process

The sleepless nights are coming and I can already feel the pressure

But don't worry, I'll make it like I always do

If you feel like giving up, just remember that once it's done

The sky will be clear again and you can walk the beach whenever you want

Actions

our actions defines who we are
the things we do
the words we say
it defines you as a person
it projects an image to the audience
and we who perceives
sees who you are

regardless if there's a noble reason to the action
if anything or anyone is mistreated along the way
things will be broken and tears will shed
and in that immediate moment, sadness is still sadness
we might look back upon it later and find its silly
but what's important is what that have happened

this brings us to forgiveness
its the ability of letting go of past actions and moving forward
but forgiveness is not to be taken lightly
and there's no second take

lastly we can only be who we are
so whether an action is perceived as good or bad
its up to the perception of the person and the norm