不知道的事

连续做了九天的工

累了

病了

我真的累了

两天前在pwtc工作

心情却糟透了

都尽量不把情绪带到工作上

在工作岗位上不远拍卖钢琴

听到一首你不知道的事.....

那一刻....我的心....沉了下来

很多画面出现在脑海里

每一段感情都有考验

友情，亲情，爱情....

或许拥有一段的考验会让大家更了解对方

也考验彼此的信任

三年前在ATM机到现在...

充满了许多许多的回忆

或许只有在半夜失眠时才能回去过去的以前

过往的每个晚上都很高新的

自然而然拿起手机互传简讯到深夜

很开心

很放松

所有的话题都聊得很过瘾

却除了一个话题

感情....

每一次

每一个消息

每一个故事

都是第一个告诉你

这一次

我根本说不出口

当决定要说时

却已经太迟了

怀念那一次的晚餐

我鼓起勇气的那一天

曾经说过不许让人家伤害你

到最后伤害到最深的却是自己

那种感觉真难受

却希望一切都给自己承受

我不想

我不想改变

不想保持距离

想和以前一样，永远不变

一辈子的好朋友

一辈子的自己

好吗？

那些故事依然拥有你

永远不会变

拿起了手机

却没有那股勇气...

我會記得你的每一件事情、每一個習慣， 相處起來永遠這麼自在、永遠這麼有話聊。 我們不是戀人，卻明白，這比友誼特別。 我們都明白，你，在我心裡很重要。

你身邊，有沒有這樣的一個人存在？

沧海一声笑

听了这首歌

让我有很多的回忆....

还有11个小时就要起程去关丹了

很期待

妈妈昨晚给了我一通电话

我很想家

虽然在家没事做

至少可以看到爸妈

他们老了

上次带爸爸去看医生

我很心痛

晚上还偷偷的流泪

爸爸和我一样，很固执

他不要去复诊

因为他不敢面对残酷的现实

而选择现在自由自在开开心心的生活

坦白说

我真的很伤心

我是个不孝子

我不知道我还能做什么

除了记得爸爸说要读好书

很多时候我都需要时间

而且现在的身份不同往日

家人的时间

朋友的时间

同学的时间

学弟学妹的时间

等等....

有时候真的身不由己

我不会要求别人的谅解

只希望本身尽力做到最好

今年很大收获

买了来两双鞋

这是我最好的安慰

在最压力时陪着我做运动

刚刚结束了B n S programme ( Brother n Sister programme)

我很喜欢他们的态度

很有礼貌

那些女孩也很可爱

留下美好的影像

我需要钱

我需要工作

我需要去旅行

我需要养妻活儿

今天早上跑了步

下午打了羽球

轻了很多

很多.....

假期

这次的假期是我过得最充实也是最是最轻松的

除了在家

朋友也有来找我

不然就是出去看戏，玩，半夜谈天没睡

开始了减肥计划

一切还蛮成功

体重有下降的明显

前天去了wangsa walk看戏

不料看到有日本sumo比赛

我们就去看看抽热闹

结果无端端被推上去参加

还要是赢完全部人

进入中决赛挑战五千马币

简直就是大欺小，完全不用比

昨天带了日本小妹妹去玩

完全是鸡和鸭说

很头痛

只能比手画脚

但是她们真的很可爱，非常的

接下来的日子忙得忙

但是总要享受

老了拉

要趁我还有体力时玩尽所有的东西

没挑战的东西我是不喜欢的

这就是我

我说

忙的日子忙着

闲的日子闲着

最近都是没睡午觉然后半夜三点才睡

很多东西在脑海里奔波

担心这个，关心那个

还是顺其直然

万事必能逢凶化吉

上个礼拜我回家了

终于又回家了

回家做少爷

懒猪

懒

有一个朋友

他今年8个月

他妈的，除了在喝奶时间

大多数都是欺负我

所以我都一直逼他睡觉

他睡得样子很可爱

姨丈知道我回家

特地从金马伦带着一箩的榴莲

我和爸爸吃到病倒了

喉咙痛了一个礼拜

去看医生

医生说喉咙有三个 ulcers

肯定会痛到发烧

她给了六包药

考试要到了

大家应该会很忙

我希望这次大家都会考到好成绩

观音妈保佑这次开心果又能考到好成绩，开开心心的

12.3 Marathon + Famine30,2011

I did not do well in my test today. Perhaps I should say I score less than half which is below 10/20 in coursework. what a disappointing performance.

Last 2 weeks I completed the first marathon in my life in Putrajaya with my coursemates. I did some training before the race and during the training I realised that my heart can't withstand with it and thus it was so painful. I was quite worried as if there is something happened during the race.

Fortunately, I completed the race with 1.5 hours and it was a great one at least I completed it. I guess I was very lucky because I got two goodies bag and its worth rm400!

Last Saturday, also the first time I joined famine 30 in kelana Jaya organised by Lovely Disabled home. I got to know this from my sister seen and it was a great challenge for me. Unlike other DIY camps, this camp only provides plain water. Since I went there alone and i was quite worried that I gonna be alone but yet it was totally opposite of what I thought early. I get to know many friends and they are just as funny as me.

The unique of this DIY camp is they really brought out the real meaning of the event and what's the purpose of fasting for. Although i was super hungry but yet I was still hyperactive during the activities carried on.

In fact I get inspired by the messages that they were trying to bring out.. here I would Like to share some of the nice pictures taken during the event.

The performance brought by 星星合唱团

My wife during the programme

my sister who brought me to this camp.
叶剑峰 from 8tv who shared his stories.

It was a great experience for me..

Final just around the corner, planning for timetable for study week.. its gonna be a tough 1..

For the better future

A man travels the world in search of what he NEEDs and returns home to find it.

IF you found that this sentence is very familiar, means you are good in observation.Recently i have stopped doing my FYP as I wanna spend most of my time in sleeping, I am not kidding, this is truth, I love so sleep in the afternoon and I must sleep at least 2 hours and above or else my mood will turn into hell..

Perhaps this is my habit since primary school as I never went for the tuition just because I wanna sleep in the afternoon.

No matter how busy in recent, I still carry on with my work and prevent and delay. Continuous improvement is the principle that I always remind myself. It is not about to improve results or academic, but something more than that. I always train myself to think further, broader and creatively. And because of this, I tend to talk lesser and think more and eventually I will do more.

I have promised myself that I will spend most of the time for myself but not for others as compared with before because from what I have seen and what I have experienced, it is useless or no points that I help for every reason of the stuffs that can be completed by themselves. As they will tend to be lazy and will not think of problem solving and eventually the time for me to rest will reduce. So is it unfair for me? Actually my best friend kai xin guo has told me this before but I just couldn't let it go for the sudden and now I have to.

From what had happened recently after 709, seriously I am dissapointed with the act of police and our prime minister. I would say, its time to change!! I hope to see the corrupted ruler step down and let the new blood to enter the society. This is not a dream, but a fact, just the matter of time.

Some students work very hard in their final years, but some students like me who tends to enjoy all the time of being as Uni student. It is obvious that I am not as stress as before and I di

dn really work hard until now which is in week 7. I take everything easily and manage it properly. You can always complain that there are so many work, stress here and there, but please make sure that you go and complete after you complaint.. I love to see energetic people around which indirectly will influence myself.

This picture was taken during my trip to melaka and it showed that how i fell exactly on the ground. I love this picture because it reminds me that I have to take care of myself to prevent any implant materials to insert into my body.

Somehow i feel that i was impressed by Dr lee, my biomaterials lecturer as I tend to remember the every sentence that she said and I think its gonne be useful for myself in future. And everyone like me in recent weeks gonna be busy like hell, I wish you all good luck ~ lets fight for it..

一杯咖啡，一个冰淇淋

没有所谓的贵重礼物

也不知道你最喜欢什么

也只好动动脑筋设计一个小小

的礼物

要我做粗工我还受得了

如果是精细的东西

真的是很考验

这还得看一个人的诚意

最后还是希望你会喜欢

我从来都不善于表达

都是喜欢用周围的东西来表达自己的心声

渐渐的我发觉

我的话越来越少

比以前静了许多

不再那么的冲动

不再那么的执着

仿佛我来到了另一个属于自己的世界

另一个自己

看着其他人，就很像看会以前的自己

后悔？？

我从不后悔我所做的一切一切

还是那一句我问心无愧

我说我变了...

间接中是因为我遇到你吧

我形容这为咖啡与冰淇淋

那一种心灵上的幸福快乐程度，自己体会吧 =)

最开心的莫过于在实现了两年前所要吃的甜品

明年就要毕业了

还是想说最重要是你开心

实现自己的梦想

The nicest feeling in the world is to do a good deed anonymously and have somebody find out and that's you!

小丑与白痴

如果说成绩考得不好，一定会伤心

然后下个学期再接再厉

我平时被人说，你的生活只有读书，压力，情绪化...

我也只是点头

如果我问会你们，难道你没有读书？没有压力？没有情绪？

或许我可以这样解释

我做东西比人家快，比较早遇见问题，所以人家还没读书时我已开始解决问题..这个时候，人家就会说我emo,压力等等

当我完成所有的东西是，就是人家面对压力，功课，烦恼的时候..而我也只能从中的帮忙再加于安慰..

这就是我的工作

当然也要看对方是谁，因为

朽木不可雕，一雕再雕，还是废材一个

我不培育废材，也不鼓励这种什么都不做然后就是等某些人来完成

如果有心想学，我可以牺牲我任何时间去辅助，即时我不读书，也没关系

重点在这边

有人问“那么你不觉得你在被人利用吗”？有问题就找你，过后就把你抛弃后头然后下个学期再找回你..

我回答，这一不是第一次我遇到也不是我能够控制的东西因为我知道知识是要分享的!

最近的情绪都很不平稳，或许是面对自己的Research烦恼，再加上面对种种我不喜欢的人，也只好忍辱偷生..

星期五晚上，我终于回家了，在家睡了很长很长的时间，这显得我自己真的很累了..

十年后，当每个人都在拼的时候，我要退休去旅行，这是我的目标..

结论

你是白痴还是小丑？？

我会说我是小丑，因为下班了就会回到原本的自己，特别是在晚上的时候.. 加油经杰!!

假期

又一次很辛苦的挨过了考试时期

这一次的考试或许是人生中最辛苦的一次

所有的考试连在一起

几乎要了我的命

我失去了我原有的信心

所以我很没有把握

皇天不负苦心人

我总算完成任务

考试期间

一天三到四个小时的睡眠

令我憔悴不已

几乎有一种厌倦了这种生活

有一个晚上

我躺在床上，拿着书问自己

我很累，很辛苦

可以放弃吗？？

突然间脑里出现一个句子

你辛苦了这么久，难道就要放弃？

结果，我继续的埋头苦干

考完试

马不停蹄的继续我的实验

这很头疼..

其实我很担心我的前途

我不知道我是否能够顺利地找到一份工

自己已经进入最后一年了

是时候考虑自己的前途了

每天早晨

天未破晓

我就会披着肥肥的身子去跑步

沉重的身子拖慢了我的速度

最享受清晨的气息

多么的自然

多么的清新

夜了

是时候休息了

愿世界的每一个角落得到安宁

幸福瞬间

有些事情很神奇

小小的一个祝福

小小的一些事

也能让人感觉很幸福

我总是觉得幸福与不幸福

只是在于个人的思想

悲观的人永远都不能察觉周围的幸福

乐观的人永远都是那么的幸福

我喜欢半夜与早晨的那段时间

我觉得只有在半夜才能完全的属于我自己

享受我的每一刻每一秒

每一口气都能感觉到那么的清新，那么的清爽

最享受并不是在于自己一个人

而是与自己人生中特别的人渡过每一个夜晚、

我最喜欢也最享受与你一起在晚上聊天

简简单单的简讯

也总是能流露出一种说不出来的幸福

人越老

经验就越多

逐渐的越来越成熟

思想也越来越乐观

这就是我，被风吹也不会倒的经杰

不再为任何的小事情困扰着自己

因为我很幸福

最幸福还是与开心果度过的每个时刻

往长远的方向去想

以乐观的思想去面对

那么每一秒永远都是幸福的

柴米油盐姜醋茶

<3一点一滴都是幸福在发芽<3

希望有那么的一天

茫茫人海中
希望有那么的一天
能够让我们都想起对方
也很希望有那么的一天
能够和你一起聊天到天亮

很多事情放不下
因为它隐藏在内心深处
扎下了一个很深的根
一个我觉得这辈子都放不下

我知道我不比别人好
可是我有的是一个真诚的心
对人与对事都一样

你的出现打动了我
让我看到了人生中不知道的事
很珍惜也很感动
谢谢你

希望有那么的一天
让我分担你的烦恼
让你累得躺在我肩膀睡着
让我保护着你

我没有任何要求
只希望在某年某月的某一天
你还会记得我

一个比赛，不同的结果

五个星期前做了一个前所未有的决定，参加了一场比赛

刚开始对于这个比赛我充满了希望

可惜，一切都不是我想象中的那么简单

从我每天熬夜，努力，拼了再拼

可是我的车，从来没有成功过

在我准备要放弃的时候，却坚持的完成了比赛

我努力过，我付出过，可是我不甘心

比赛的前一晚，我们都熬夜了，也成功了。。

可是比赛当天，东西却坏了

我知道很多人对我有很大的期待

我却令大家失望了

值得称赞的事，我完成了比赛

从这个比赛

我知道.....

我不是一个很好的领导

我还不能保持冷静

我会一直问自己，我根本都没有那个能力

为什么会去参加比赛

比赛当天，我记得我说的话都很少

因为我真的很紧张

我还怕输的感觉因为我知道我代表着大学

最后，还是输了，我拿起了手机宣布了这项消息

种种的压力之下，我学会了坚持

不放弃

我能有这个能力去坚持也得需感谢某些人的支持

或许也就是开心果

能够完成这个比赛，也要很感谢周围朋友的帮忙

谢谢你们

也很感谢我的战友老陈给了我这个机会去尝试

谢谢你

一个比赛，不同的结果，不同的领悟

you dun understand my difficulties

When I sit down quietly and do my work,

Nobuddy actually realised that i am facing all those tough problems..

There are so many work currently pending.

As I mentioned before, my research that I carried on still delaying in the results part since everyone couldn't sacrifice the time to do on it.

Second will be another task which is to guide an insane senior to do FYP.. ok, this guy, his mental really got problem and like to ask nonsense questions until all lecturers and students run away from him, and he beg my lecturer to be his advisor. My lecturer agree and let me to handle. But I told my lecturer that I will be impatient and will scold him badly and if I cant tahan with him. I am serious with this.

3rd will be the competition that I participated which is called Chem E car and will be held on 16 and 17 of March at UTP. My team represents utar for the competition and Mr Ken put me as the leader.I am super stressed with this competition as there are so many problems that we face. Because of this competition and I lost my mood in entertainment. I admit that I take this very serious and I wanna win this. There is no way back. We lack of raw resources experience but yet we have the determination. I dun give up, and I hope my members have the same thinking as me and together achieve our aims ..

Last will be all the assignments, reports,tests and a trip for MM students.

I can sleep less, eat less and what I want is to achieve my target with pride. In fact I duno how much I can bear with the pressure or the load, I scare if one day I might fall.

* whenever I am busy, you will still appearing on my mind and all the words u said before. At least I could feel relief from here. I juz hope to finish all my work and go to have a nice meal with you.. you knw who you are =)

Lean on me

Sometimes in our lives

We all have pain

We all have sorrow

But if we are wise

We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong

And I will be your friend

I will help you carry on

For it won't be long

Till I am gonna need

Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride

If I have things you need to borrow

For no one can fill those of your needs that you won't let it show

If there is a load

You have to bear that you can't carry

I am right up the road

I will share your road

If you just call me...

*Thats for you, especially the one who always cheer me up and make me "kai xin" the most..

后知后觉

The most....

Most blurr semester = Y1S1

Most boring semester = Y1S2

Most confusing semester = Y2S1

Most emo semester = Y2S2

Most happy and crazy semester = Y3S1

How about Y3S2???

I wish it could be the most successful semester ever in my uni level and I wish that it could be like Y3S1 where I fully utilised my time.

22 is approaching me, and in this age, study is not the big matter I think, the most headache 1 is you will keep thinking on what job you gonna apply and how to earn money.

What field you gonna enter?

Should I continue for PhD?

Where to continue PhD?

Buy Car?

Buy house?

Stay in Malaysia?

Lots of things. Some of you might think thats too early to think about it but yet, next year we are going to graduate.soon, very soon..

2011

is not a good starting, I could see many things happened around.

But I do believe that everything will be fine after the CNY..

May the cutie rabbit brings the joys to the human.

I still remember that previously I was so stressed with my studies, but now I should announce that study is not everything BUT do not use this as excuse for u to not study =p

Many people saying that study is not everything doesn't mean you don't have to study, the meaning behind is if you don't have the talent in studies, you at least must have other talents.

Don't have to jealous or envy to those who get good results, you should jealous and envy that the efforts they put in..

Problem solving skills are the most important,

but communication skill comes in second.

Thats the way to learn.

飞鸟尽，良弓藏；狡兔死，走狗烹.

路见不平，拔刀相助.

很矛盾，非常的...

使人成熟的是经历，而不是岁月

人永远不知道谁哪次不经意的跟你说了再见之后就真的再也不见了

爱，就大声说出来，因为你永远都不会知道，明天和意外，哪个会先来

忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦

奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实地感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚

走的最急的是最美的风景；伤的最深的是最真的感情

成熟不是心变老，而是，当眼泪在眼睛里打转时却还保持微笑

我希望能够在毕业前来一张大学的全家福

我有这个机会吗？？

Wishes for 2011

22 years old soon but yet I am still consider young hopefully..

I had promised myself to do something great in this year which I never did before..
Besides of maintaining my result and complete my research, there is another thing that I want to achieve so that I won't be regret of being a uni student.

my Wishes:
1) To maintain my healthy lifestyle

2) Maintain my result
3) Complete my research within the period.
4) Enjoy my life of being a uni student
5) To rectify my bad behaviour
6) Assist anyone as I could.
7) T0 dote my sister, daughter,son, juniors+++ more n more...
8) Keep this as secret ......

I wish that my wishes will come true.. And I will work on it 1 by 1.. I can see that I am getting more positive on my thinking and thus I am no longer emo..

There is only 1 thing that need to control is my stress level as there are too many things to be covered and too many things to be considered.

But no matter how, I still need to face it.. 兵来将挡，水来土掩. 没什么好怕的.

I know I can make it, among the 8 wishes, the 8th one is the most important and its gonna be the greatest 1..

I must do it and then i will make it..

End..