Friday, September 19, 2008
i have moved!
relink me if necessary. goodbye blogger! you have been quite faithful all these years. :)
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
i finally cut my hair after much awaiting and naggings from my mom. everyone else is planning for to take their degree in january and im still not very sure when and what i want to do as yet. i cant accept the reality of exams coming in so soon. especially during exams i do want to escape somewhere to get away from all the mess and stress. i miss having time to enjoy a good book on the bed and watching korean dramas. im currently reading tuesdays with morrie and i really love it. gives me a new perspective altogether about love, death, emotions. makes me want to start anew, do things that impacts people. it shows that family isnt just about love but knowing that there is someone watching out for them. i too, want to show the ones i love that i am a family member to them and perhaps in turn someone will do that for me too. sometimes, expectations drives us up to the wall when we do so much yet receive so little in relationships.
i did enjoy my time for the first few times out of the many times of family gatherings. asian families are often quiet in expressing how they really feel but i could see how my grandpa was quite touched as we celebrated his 85th birthday. :) happy birthday grandpa. happy birthday to bk and yk too. i hope you guys enjpyed the celebrations.
maybe one day we can actually experience the warmth of an unembarrassed love through asian cultured relationships.
Monday, August 11, 2008
just to tell you that im still alive but my computer is not.
if you see this, you can drop me a text to say hello. :)
life aint that bad when your computer crashes. im serious. i have a lot more time to do other things and think about stuff. things might not be smooth sailing for all right now but remember the faith that never dies. it lies deep within every single one's heart. take heart everyone, things are in the hands of the one who loves unconditionally. =D
ta!
Friday, July 18, 2008
as some know, my internet crashed and im still surviving on the school and people's internet to do my work. school has been pretty good to me thus far. boredness brings out the insanity within people. using the littlest things to entertain the short but seemingly long hours in lectures. my short attention span seems to be killing me slowly. =\ anyway, i do very much want to thank my people for working hard for clique and we managed to hit 19! with a few missing and no converts though. but yeh God sees our hardwork and faithfulness. *does the reynard tweeze* :)
im doing a project on this now and i want to catch this film!
yknow, sometimes its hard to put what people say aside and not be offended or taken aback by it? im still trying to take words on light notes and choose to not let angry and upsetting words affect me as much. it disgusts me to see how sinful i am. how judgemental i can be towards people. i cant believe how loving God can be towards people in the world luh! like what pastor jeff says, thank God we're not God. if not the world will only be left with plants. not even myself cause i'll get so irritated with myself too.
i think many people are really underappreciated and i want to do my best to show them how God honours their work and how they've impacted my life with their little actions of love. encouraging words really can go far, so take time to thank the people around you for their presence in your life. especially your leaders and team who works so hard. your family members too even though they normally spam you with their naggings. :)
anyway right, i went grocery shopping with my mom and i realise what a good friend she is. when i talk to my dad on the phone, i found out how compassionate he is towards people and he's really very sensitive and observant. hee! im discovering new things everyday. i do love my parents alot even though i dont express it out in the form of words. HUR! i hate the asian culture la but yeh, im asian baby!
i hope to post more next time when i get internet access again. oh and, everyone, please take care of your belongings. i got pickpocket(ted?) last friday in far east. and im paying a high price for it now. donate to the i-love-angela fund? haha! goodbye all!
Sunday, July 06, 2008
long ago picture post about maomao's farewell. 
the people who were there to make things happen. *look at danny's greedy face*
the boy himself.
DWCG!
the girls!
goodbye maomao! i know we'll meet again soon! *spams on nose* :D
the people who were there to make things happen. *look at danny's greedy face*
the boy himself.
DWCG!
the girls!
goodbye maomao! i know we'll meet again soon! *spams on nose* :Dwhen i look to see the people around me,
i cant help to say that there's none like you Jesus.
Glory to you Jesus that you've touched my heart in so many ways that i cant help but to stand amaze. Thank you God for using my life, using my team, even as we're not as able, you make us mighty. i wont daresay that i've used my life to touch thousands or im leading a flock of 100 people but i do want to make my life significant to the people around. to impact and guide people to you. :)
many times i dont know why i have to face with certain situations that made me stand in dillema and questions just run round in my head like houseflies circling me. but i want to choose to do things that are right and i think thats really all that matters. we may say words that hide our inner being but the truth is, we can never hide from God and lie to ourselves.
i saw simplicity in someone today. and it somehow touched my heart. we dont have to be all knowing and complicated to serve. God is just looking and searching for that one who wants to give it his all.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
i had a good time today with the mad people who decided to go sentosa for cycling after school. okay la, we decided on it for quite a while already. i really wanna try the go-cart thing! =(( i cant believe i was so drained after only an hour of cycling and jumping around. age is catching up to me. the great number TWO! i enjoy different events occuring in my life and thank God for the people around me. you rock!even as i took time to thank God for my leaders and group the other day, i come to realise how i've grown in areas i thought would win me hands down. and that i want to bother to put in even the littlest efforts in handling the things around me. the negligence in people are overboard nowadays. which in singaporean terms, "anyhow or swey bian". was just having an alone time with winnie at out secret place when we touch on how many dont do what they say and it really seems like a trend. well i remembered what i said and i want to see it coming to past. giving my best and setting a standard. :) i think im really doing what i can to obtain that. are you?
random hellos:
# hello maomao! that farewell was certainly one of the most spiritual farewells i've been. hope you're safe at hongkong now. :)
#hello hongmun! i see that things are doing well for you. thanks for the email.
# hello qixin! thanks for the offline help! hehe!
# hello samuel. thank you for FINALLY replying.
# hello dannyfeng, i think its time you get a directory map like me.
# hello daddy. i miss you. :(
# hello piano fingers. i think i've lost you. =\
# hello studies, im going to conquer you.
# hello everyone, i'll post picture posts next time!
Friday, June 27, 2008
caught this on radio:
shan: a man with a pierced ear is the most ready for relationships.
rozz: why?
shan: because he has experienced pain and bought jewellery.
caught this yesterday when planning to watch "wanted":
*while walking to the theatre after buying tickets*
bk: hm, so what show are we watching?
me: HUH! you dont know what we're watching and we're on our way now?
me: HUH! you dont know what we're watching and we're on our way now?
bk: aye, this means i cherish fellowship with the cg more than my own interest in the movie yeh?
me: *gua gua* ok i've nothing to say.
*while in the cinema watching thrillers*
daniel: what show are we watching ah?
me: omg.
ultimate man you guys. and yah, he's more excited about the thrillers. hurhur!
ultimate man you guys. and yah, he's more excited about the thrillers. hurhur!
i was wondering why it was NC16 till i saw all the blood and violence. the twist in the story was quite a stunner. but action was good. :)
experienced how God opens doors when the other shuts. and when he opens a door, no man can shut it. it banged in me so deep i was wide awake in bed for 2 hours. the talk with huimei after meeting a new believer made me more convicted of why im doing what im doing. she's really a woman after God's heart. i want to be like that too. i know God planned all these to happen for a reason. satan's not gonna stand there and watch either.
ths spirit of compassion and urgency.
prepare the fields for rain.
they're coming.
