December 10, 2008

And the winner is...

Congratulations Amy!


As I was shaking the names in the cup, Brad asked if I wanted him to hold the cup while I drew out a name. I told him that it would only be fair if he drew a name. His face lit up with excitement. It was funny stuff!

On a serious note, thank you to everyone who left a comment! I am truly blessed! There have been times that I questioned whether or not I should share our story because, honestly, it makes me vulnerable and uncomfortable. I fear what people might think about me, and I wonder if I'm sharing things that are too personal. However, I want God to be glorified, and if He can use me through these circumstances, then "to God be the Glory!" If there is one person that benefits or is encouraged from me telling my story, then it is completely worth it! Please know that I have been encouraged by each and every comment.

Amy, now all you need to do is email me (LibAnna05atAOLdotCOM) and let me know which necklace you want and give me your address so I can mail it to you. Thanks again everyone!

December 9, 2008

Reminder...

I will be drawing one (of the two) names tomorrow afternoon for the blog give-a-way! I know we're all busy getting ready for Christmas-I still haven't bought anything yet (gasp!) but please remember to leave a comment so you can be entered. Thanks!

December 6, 2008

It's going to be a great day.

I went to bed late, woke up really late, stayed in bed a little longer and plan on having a lazy Saturday. I am so stoked! AND I get to babysit Baby Wesley while his mommy and daddy go to a Christmas party tonight. Since I spent an entire afternoon finding all my jewelry and taking pictures, I thought I would post them for you to see!

So finally here they are...(and Erin, to answer your question, after Christmas I will be starting an Etsy shop, I have just waited until the last minute to do anything about it, and now I don't think I could manage one until I get back from my 10 day trip to SC for Christmas!)
These chunky stones are the perfect color!

Same Necklace-just twisted for a different look!
Earrings to match!

Mmm, blue turquoise combined with white coral!

This. is. my. favorite. necklace. EVER.

A modern twist on Classic Pearls.

Unique, but oh so fabulous.

Notice the gold shimmer on the chips?

We named this one Ice Princess. A perfect winter accessory.

What do you do when you have a lot of extra buttons? Make a necklace!


Colorful and fun!

I found this frame at the flea market. The man who sold it to me said that it was over a hundred years old. Doesn't it make a fabulous earring holder?

Purple is my new favorite color!

These remind me of a tree swing. I made the ear wires!

I love the look of antiqued brass.

Cutsie & Pink. A fun neutral!


A dainty dangle!

This is another earring holder that I made for Mandy for her birthday.

The last two necklaces are some of the first two that I ever made, but I think one lives in Jaime's Land, and the other lives at Mandy's house now.

I think I'm going to go make MORE jewelry now! Remember to scroll down and leave a comment for necklace give away!

December 4, 2008

Blog Contest

*This was the post that I started yesterday, so please remember if I say "today" I mean yesterday.
I was truly blessed today. I had the opportunity to eat lunch with a precious lady from our church. She has such an amazing testimony of God’s faithfulness, and took the time to really encourage me. She has four children, and all of them are adopted. She was never able to carry her children in her womb, but she knows her children were each blessings from God. She shared with me the sweetest stories of how each of her children came to be hers. I couldn’t even begin to tell you the miraculous ways that God worked to bring their family together!

However, before I met her for lunch I knew where our conversation would eventually end up. But no matter how much I prepared myself to be strong, I would have never have guessed how God was going to use our time together to bless me. We talked about infertility. We talked about the different emotions of disappointment, anger, confusion, impatience, and physical pain that someone goes through as they ride this insane roller coaster.

But more importantly, she helped me find reasons to praise God through all of this—reasons that I had never thought of before. She was able to help me see many hopeful and positive things about our situation. As a Christian, I know where my hope lies and who holds my future. I know that the Creator of the heavens and the earth will one day create a baby for me. But that doesn’t mean that I completely understand why all of this is happening to me.

As we talked, she continually poured scripture over me. She talked to me with scripture. She recited verse after verse that spoke directly to me! It was such a blessing to have God’s word encouraging me during our conversation.

My favorite verse that she used, which is my personal favorite, was Jeremiah 29:11. “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord. “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” And then she told me that God doesn’t make mistakes—that all of this is in His perfect plan for us.
It was such an amazing afternoon. Though all of the things that we talked about were truths that I have believed all my life, it still helped me to hear them again, and to know that such a strong woman of God has been through many of the same things that I am going through now.
And though this wasn’t what I originally planned on for my blog contest, I want you to tell me your favorite scripture or you can share a story of when God has placed someone in your path to give you hope and encouragement. Please leave a comment, and next Wednesday, I will draw a winner. The winner will get to take their pick of one of these three necklaces!

White Coral

Black and White...I like to call it Moonstone


Turquoise+Wood+Coral=Fabulous

Remember to leave a comment by Wednesday afternoon, and one of these necklaces could be yours-or it could make a great gift for someone for Christmas! Thanks for listening to me babble on, your comments and stories will be a blessing. I can't wait to hear what you have to say!

December 3, 2008

Coming Soon...

It's almost 11:30 here, and that is way past my bed time! I started a post today but in between washing and folding laundry, grocery shopping, putting away the food, and straightening the house, I ran out of time. SO, I am posting this lovely little update to help keep me accountable. (Ha!)

Thanks for all your sweet comments about my hair. I. Love. It. I have never had my hair cut this short, with the exception of when I was 9. I feel like I'm a real woman now. I have always scrunched my hair with gel, and ran out the door. But I actually style my hair now. It requires me to hold a brush in one hand, and a blow dryer in the other. I might only be "fixing" a total of two inches of my hair (my bangs), but it took me at least a week to figure out how to do it. I wish you could have seen my fumbling with the flat iron too! Yes, I am the owner of a flat iron. Amazing!

It is a little easier to handle in so many ways though. My showers are quicker-I don't have so much hair to wash! However, my hair grows FAST so I will have to keep it up! Thanks again though!

About my jewelry...I was taking several pictures of them this afternoon so I could post for you to see. Coming soon, I will have three different necklaces for the winner of my blog contest to choose from! This "quick" update is getting longer than I wanted. So, I'm going to bed, and I promise there will be more interesting things to come!

November 19, 2008

Blogworthy

I just made up a new word. Blogworthy
Definition: (adj.) having enough merit, character, or value to be posted on a personal web page.

I will now use my new word in a sentence...

Since I can only manage to post once a month, an event must be incredibly blogworthy to actually make it on the blog.

There are so many things that happen that I want to tell you about. Things that would make great blog posts. However, I rarely have time to blog, but when I do, I can't blog about everything. So, I have to pick and choose between the most important things that have happened lately. Or, things that are just on my mind at the moment.
For instance, when I last posted we were getting ready to welcome baby Wesley into the world. Well, he is now over a month old, and I have yet to post a single picture of him and all his cuteness. My excuse for that is I wanted his mommy to be the first one to post pictures of him. I have found myself spending every spare minute I can soaking up all the Wesley lovin' he can handle.

Here are a few of my favorite pictures but let me warn you, his cuteness might be more than you can handle.

This was during our first photo shoot together. He just laid there, and let me do what ever I wanted to with him. Too. cute.

Uncle Boo is admiring his cuteness.

This was his first trip to Auntie's house. He loved rocking in the recliner!

Ave got to love on him during their visit.


We told AK to talk to him and she just kept saying "Heeeeyyy!!" in the highest pitched voice. It was pretty funny to watch.


Another blogworthy event would be my Craft and Bake Sale at the Seminary. I actually moved up to the next level in my jewelry making (or "jewelin' " as my beloved hubby calls it) and started to sell it! Yippee! It was so exciting! It also consumed every bit of two weeks of my life as I prepared my displays, made my jewelry, and tried to get all the details ready. If you know me, and know that I am a perfectionist, you might could imagine what a feat this was for me to accomplish. Here are a few pictures from this momentous occasion.

Mama & Tim came up for the weekend to help out with the show. Mama sold some of her cards and scrapbook stuff. Her stuff was a hit!

This is picture that Brad took while I was setting up for the sale. We actually didn't get any pictures during the show, because we were SO busy. I guess that's a good thing though!

I'm pretty proud of that set-up, if I'm allowed to admit that! I made that those earring holders out of picture frames. Pretty nifty huh?

And the last blogworthy event that inspired me to come out from under the rock that I was hiding under...

The first picture was taken this morning.

This was before I left for work, and my hair was still under control. The frizz attack had not taken place, yet.

After work.


This was after the frizz attack. I was so tired of them so I...



had to take drastic measures.


This is two piles of hair, only about half of the hair that was cut off.
Right after all the damage was done...

And later tonight....



What do you think?

Hopefully there should be more blogworthy events to come...

I'm thinking about a blog contest, and it might involve some jewelry!

October 12, 2008

Wesley's on his way!

Please say a quick prayer for my precious friend, Mandy. She is headed to the hospital to have sweet little Wesley. I am so excited that I can hardly contain myself. Pray that she will have a relatively quick and effortless labor, and that baby Wesley is healthy (and looks like his mom-just kidding Jason!). We know he definitely will be cute. Thanks so much!

I can't sleep...

...so I thought I would blog.

Actually, here's the longer version of that story: I'm getting sick (imagine that, I think my body is finally catching up with me) and I woke up suddenly with my throat hurting. So I got up to take some medicine and have a cup of orange juice. When I laid back down, I felt more congested and couldn't breathe through my nose, and definitely couldn't get comfortable. The really awesome part about this story that seems to be going nowhere is this: God began to speak to me.

Woohoo, I love it when this happens! So, you what to know what he said, and how he said it?

Before I tell you, let me just say that anyone who doesn't know my Savior and reads this will probably think I'm crazy, but I don't care. God spoke to me in mighty ways through my sleeping husband. My dear hubby can be a wild sleeper sometimes, and it just so happened that tonight, like many nights, Brad pushed/nudged/elbowed/jolted (whatever you want to call it) in my back. It was it God was saying get out of bed, I want to spend some time with you. Well, I started fighting it, of course.

How many people enjoy getting out of bed at 3 in the morning to go read? Not I. I started squirming in bed trying to get comfortable, and I even considered going to get three more pillows so I could prop up and breathe. But then Brad smacked me again (He's asleep remember, and will have to recollection of this tomorrow) and God said GO! So I crawled out of bed like a disappointed puppy who's been told he can't sit on the comfortable couch. I don't know where that analogy came from...please keep in mind that it's now almost 4 in the morning.

SO, back to the best part of the story. I stumbled around in the dark to find my Women's devotional bible, and I couldn't find it. After tripping over some shoes, and I don't know what else, I found my study bible. I had no idea what I was going to read, but I knew that God was wanting to speak to me. After flipping through my concordance for a few minutes, I came upon the word Maker, which led me to Isaiah 51.

I encourage you to go read the entire chapter, and I won't explain in explicit detail all the precious ways that the Lord used this scripture to speak to my heart and to give me a peace. But I do want to share a few of the verses with you.

v.9 "Awake, Awake! Clothe yourself with strength, O arm of the Lord.
v.12 "I, even I, am he who comforts you. Who are you to fear mortal men,
the sons of me who are but grass, that you forget
the Lord your Maker, who stretched out the heavens
and laid the foundations of the earth.
v.15 "For I am the Lord your God
who churns up the sea so that its waves roar,
the Lord Almighty is his name.
I have put my words in your mouth and
covered you with the shadow of my hand-
I, who set the heavens into place,
who laid the foundation of the earth,
and who say to Zion,
"You are my people."
I have such amazing peace now. My God knew that I needed this, and I'm so glad that he nudged me out of bed. He also laid it on my heart to share it with you. Maybe Isaiah 51 is not the scripture that he will use to speak to you right now, but my prayer is that you will be open when he is ready to speak to you. Even if it is 3 in the morning.
My medicine has kicked in, and I'm very tired (but I'm breathing!). I am going to go try to snuggle up to Brad and hopefully he won't push me out of bed again.

October 10, 2008

This and That

I have so many different thoughts running through my head that I really want to blog about. However, it is three minutes until 10 o'clock and I'm beyond tired. However, I wanted to post a a few little blurbs just to let you know what's going on...

I am teaching this class tomorrow here. I am nervous, but excited that someone wants to learn something that I know how to do now!

I also have to get ready for this. I will let you know more about it soon...

I have to clean my house this weekend for them. They're visiting for a very brief, but really overdue, 24 hours.

Thanks for all your prayers about that. Everyone's sweet words of encouragement and prayers are really appreciated.

Ok, that was short and sweet, but at least I didn't go another month before posting.

Sweet Dreams!

September 18, 2008

Something Heavenly: Part Two

First of all, before I say anything, I want to let you know that I have an amazing husband, and I am so proud of him! He has been such an incredible rock in my life the last few months. He has been just as busy, if not more that I have been. I don’t know how he manages to go to school full time, and do everything else required of him as well. Almost every weekend since we’ve been back from our trip to SC, he’s had something to do with the youth group, and it normally requires something overnight. He is thriving in his new role with the youth ministry, but still humble enough to give God all the honor. I could not be more proud of him, and I didn’t mean to make him sound non-existent in my last post!

Now, there has been something that I have wanted to share with you for a long time. I think that it relates to what I talked about in my last post, but if I had written it all at one time, I don’t think anyone would have ever finished reading it. So, if you have a part one, you must have a part two right?

So, It has taken me a while to find the right words, and even the strength to be so open and honest about this. However, I feel the need to share this because there might be someone else who is also struggling with the same things. But most importantly, I want to share this because I want to give God the glory, and praise Him for the amazing strength and peace that He alone has given me through this.

This summer, June 28th marked a one-year anniversary on our calendar. This wasn’t the kind of anniversary that we exchanged gifts for, or really even celebrated. It was a year that I hoped wouldn’t make a full circle. But it did, and it’s been over 80 days since then.

There is a verse that echoes throughout my soul when I am reminded of how long it has been, and the possibility of how much longer it might be. The verse is 2 Corinthians 12:9: “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.”

This was the verse that my precious husband prayed over me when we got that last phone call from the nurse. We were at the church getting ready to leave to go to Student Life Camp when we got the phone call. We’ve received many phone calls from different nurses, all telling me the same thing. “The medicine didn’t work.” Usually they would say that they were going to increase my medicine, and that they wanted to see me again soon for more tests. Except with this last phone call, they said that my body wasn’t responding to ANY of the medicine, so they wanted me to start something different.

My heart and my spirit were broken and felt defeated. But as Brad prayed over me in his office that morning before we left for our youth retreat, God began to fill me with his Spirit, and his Grace became sufficient for me. Just like it has done for the past year and 80 plus days.

My heart’s desire is to have a baby, to start a family. Brad shares this desire with me, and we both have prayed earnestly for God’s will in this situation. Obviously, we are having a difficult time. Throughout this time I have struggled with depression, physical pain, as well as emotional pain. However, I would not trade the past year, or the next 20 years to have a baby. Brad and I have grown closer together and closer to God in ways that we truly wouldn’t have been able to if we were not going through this now.

We honestly know that our Savior does not need medicine or doctors to create life within me. Therefore, we have chosen to take a break from all of the medical procedures. My body, and Brad’s patience need a break from my hormones being tampered with. That is not to say that we won’t go back to the doctor in a few weeks or months, however I don’t think I was ready for the next step which they called “injectables”.

To save myself from writing a novel, I will simply say this is only part of our story. I know that there are others who are going through similar situations; I believe that God has placed several women in my life who have amazing testimonies that have helped give me encouragement and faith. That is why I wanted to share a little of our journey with you. I want to give others encouragement, and hopefully give God the glory. We know that in God’s perfect timing it will happen, and it will be far better that we could have ever imagined.

September 11, 2008

Something Heavenly: Part One

Yes, I know that my average post is once a month, but by the way things have been looking lately, I would say that once a month is fabulous. Considering, I almost deleted the blog thinking I’ll never have time for this again. Instead of a long paragraph explaining why I haven’t blogged, I’m just going to jump in.


Do you remember “Jesus Rearrange”?


Wow, has He ever been rearranging. In addition to all of the same “emotions” (for lack of a better word) that were conjured up through that period where I felt like God was completely rearranging my life, there is actually a new song that God has used to speak to me lately. It’s by Sanctus Real, appropriately titled “Whatever You’re Doing.” You may have heard of it, but if you haven’t here it is. If you can, turn up the volume...LOUD…and listen.





Now that you’ve listened to the song, I obviously need to explain.


Just imagine…I’m riding down the road, I am leaving one of my jobs, to head to my other job. I’m exhausted because I’m working my fourth 12-hour day in one week. I haven’t really had a day off in at least 3 weeks. I even work on Saturdays, and I’m not counting Sundays because we’re at church from 9:00-1:00 and 4:00-8:30, and on Labor Day I cleaned my house—that’s not a day off to me. So, needless to say, on top of being exhausted, I’m a little emotional too.


Ok, so here’s where the song comes in…I turn on the radio and the first words I hear are “…chaos…but there is peace.” I was immediately intrigued by the song. I turned it up so I could hear more. Before I knew it, there were tears streaming down my face, and I knew that God was trying to get my attention.


That day I probably would have used the exact word chaos to describe my life. I still am working two jobs, helping out with the youth at our church on Sunday mornings and nights, and on Wednesdays, and trying to keep our home in some type of order. That may not seem like much, but there are some days that I get to the preschool at 8:30, leave at 1, grab lunch, and go to Panopolie to leave there at 8:30 to come home, only to have laundry or dirty dishes waiting on me. So, before I sound like I am complaining or whining, I just want you to understand two things 1) I haven’t had time to blog, and 2) this song was exactly what I needed to hear.


Through this song, God was simply saying, this may seem like chaos, but just believe. I know that he is doing something bigger that me, something larger that life, Something Heavenly.


Something Heavenly. I can’t get my mind around that. I know that God has brought us here to seminary and he is preparing us for something amazing. I knew that we would have a rocky start (and believe me, we did) but I guess I thought that things would start to calm down, and smooth out eventually. If anything, we are busier that ever. But with saying all that, I must also say that we are far more blessed than we ever expected as well. God is truly doing something Heavenly in our lives.

August 13, 2008

Sweet Margie

We have been in SC since last Sunday, August 3rd. Brad received a phone call from his mother that morning, and she told us that his grandmother, Margie was in the hospital and that the doctors expected her to make it only a few more hours, a few days at the most. We immediately packed our bags and drove straight to the hospital in Spartanburg to be with her. Sweet Margie suffered from Alzheimer's for at least five years, so it was no surprise that we were called to be by her side, but simply knowing what was to come, didn't make it any easier. When we arrived at the hospital, we were able to gather with most of Brad's family. Brad's brother, Josh and his wife Amanda, were gone on their honeymoon, so they were unable to be with us. However, we each took our turns talking to Margie and telling her how much we loved her, and how proud we were of her. We explained to her why Josh wasn't able to be there, and we talked as if she could hear and understand everything we were saying. It started to get late, so Brad and I chose to spend the night with her since we already had our luggage with us. When we were alone with Margie, Brad got another chance to talk with her. I was able to hear him pray with her, and thank her for a lifetime of memories and most importantly, he thanked her for telling him about Jesus. You see, it was precious Margie who first took Brad to church, and who taught him about the Bible, and who encouraged him to tell others about Jesus. It was amazing to get to stand by my husband and witness such a precious display of love.
The Lord did not take Margie that night, or the next or even the next night. Margie continued to show us her strength, and we continued to tell her how proud we were of her. Our prayer was not that the Lord would heal Margie so she could sit up and eat, and talk with us again, we knew that was unrealistic, and we knew that Margie was ready to go. However, our prayer was that Margie would be comfortable and that she would not be in pain, and that she would be at peace. The Lord answered those prayers and brought her home to be with Him Saturday morning. He was able to heal her in a way that the doctors couldn't. It has been a very long and tiring week, but I am so glad we got the chance to be here for Margie's last days. Our emotions have been on a rollercoaster as we laughed and cried, rejoiced for Margie's lifetime, and mourned the loss of such a wonderful woman.
This has been my first experience with death, and it's something that I've never felt comfortable talking about. But I felt compelled to tell you a little of our story. I have learned a lot in the last few days, and seen the amazing Grace of my Heavenly Father. I have also been so amazed by my husband's strength this past week and a half. Please continue to pray for us and our family during the next few days. Tonight we will receive friends at Wood's Mortuary and tomorrow will be the funeral. We will finally head back home to NC after the funeral tomorrow so keep us in your thoughts as we travel home and return back to work.

August 1, 2008

Where do I start?

I am sitting here being bored, so I thought it would be a good time to blog. I can't think of the last time I actually had a minute to sit down a get bored. We always seem to have something to do around here. We have been very busy the past month (hence the lack of blogging....sorry...again). I don't know if anyone even checks this anymore, except for my mother, and she lets me know (in a loving motherly way) that I am not the best at it. Since I last blogged, I finished my Developmental Therapy job at the end of June, took a mini-vacation to Charleston for July 4th with Mandy & Jason, started a new job at a fabulously fun bead store called Panopolie, went on a youth trip to Student Life with the youth group at the church where Brad is now working, we became members at Christ Baptist Church (same church where B works), and got another part-time job teaching 4 year-olds at a preschool. SO, needless to say, any free moment that I've had has either been packing, unpacking, or resting! I won't make promises, but I will try to do better about blogging. Things I hope to blog about soon: (1)pictures of unique jewelry (made by yours truly), (2)remember that prayer request I asked you to pray for...I think I am ready to share that story with you, (3)things I learned from Student Life camp. Don't you think three things are enough to aim for right now? I do. Hope everyone has a great weekend!

June 19, 2008

Thirteen Updates


Here are thirteen random updates from the Brock household. Hold on, this might be information overload because there has been a lot going on!
1: For some odd reason, I cannot figure out how to insert a slide show of pictures into a post. I consider myself pretty computer savvy, but this is blowing my mind. I have worked for countless hours loading the pictures onto my computer, and then onto Photobucket, and then organized the pictures, and I put the little descriptions above the pictures, and that is about as far as I get. When I go to insert the code into wherever I am supposed to insert it, it comes up blank. I normally give up after trying about the twelfth try. So...I am telling you this for a few reasons. There has been a lot going on that I want to show you (weddings, family get-togethers, an so forth) and I can't. Also, if you just so happen to see a slide show on my blog, I hope you can fully appreciate it now. And I tell you this because I need your advice, suggestions, or help if you happen to know any 3 simple-step solutions to making a slide show.
2: I have resigned from my job. Next Friday will be my last day. This was a really tough decision but I have decided that it is what is best for us right now. There are several reasons that why I have chosen to find another job. One major reason is that I was putting almost $600 of gas in my car a month. Yes, you read that correctly...$600!! I drive around all of Wake, Durham, and parts of Franklin counties visiting my clients. I have to fill up my car three times a week. It was really putting a strain on our finances. Also, I have started to feel like this job was taking the focus off of why Brad and I moved to NC. Brad is here obviously to take classes, but I know my job is to support him in every way possible, and that we are both supposed to be preparing ourselves mentally, spiritually, and physically for when we are going overseas. With my current job, that focus was being taken away. Please be praying for us in the next couple of weeks as we continue our journey here and figure out what God's plan is for us while we are here.
3. I have a new hobby. A better way to describe it would be to call it my new obsession. A few weeks ago, I bought fabulous necklace at the downtown festival in Wake Forest. It was a little too long, so I took a few of the beads off and decided to make earrings to match my necklace. Since I made those earrings, it has snowballed into a new hobby of making jewelry that I love! In my mother's amazing scrap booking room, she had a few boxes of beads that she so kindly donated to me. I think she has been praying for years that I would find some kind of crafty hobby, and all these years I have tried to convince her that Jaime got all of the crafty genes. Between Jaime and Mama they can make magic out of a rubber band, a toothpick, and some glue. They are both amazing. Believe it or not though, I have found my niche. I really enjoy it. My sweet husband says that I can't buy anymore beads until I actually sell some. I am thinking about starting an Etsy shop or something. What do you think? I will try to post some pics of some of the things I have made, but we all know now how wonderful I am with that.
4: Our best friends here in NC, Mandy and Jason, are going to have a baby at the beginning of October. I am so excited, I am beside myself. They found out that it is going to be a little boy, and they are going to name him Wesley. I have already decided he is going to call me Auntie Lib too! They have been such a blessing to us, and we often joke that God brought us together. We feel like we have known each other for years, and we hang out all the time.
5: Brad and I are the official rednecks of the village. I wish you could see our back porch (I like to call it the back stoop). We are the proud owners of a 14ft. canoe that looks like a small boat. My husband's goal in life is to master every sport known to mankind. His current "sport" that he is working on is fishing. Mandy and Jason are from Charleston, so Jason is a big fisher. I think I can kindly blame him for Brad's new interest in it. I don't have a problem with it though, it is a lot cheaper than golf. But back to the canoe on my stoop. The seminary has rules and doesn't want anything on the grass, so the canoe has to be propped up against the house. I can look out my kitchen window, and outside my bedroom window upstairs and see it too. Along with the boat, there is other miscellaneous fishing gear out there too. My sister would be so proud. She is probably secretly glad she moved away before all of this happened so she wouldn't be associated with us.
6: Speaking of the Browns moving away....it stinks. I must admit that I am doing better that I expected with this. The first week that they were gone was my toughest. But I am so happy for them, and I know that they are really happy too. I think I miss them most when I am getting off work and I am pulling into the village and I see the other children playing. I see red heads running around, and little blonde headed girls with rosy cheeks and I get a little sad. I usually would try to ride by their house after I got off work because Brad usually isn't home yet. Or when I go get the mail, I can see their house from my mailbox. Their sweet voices on the phone are not near as sweet as their little hugs or the sounds of their footsteps on my front stoop.
7: Brad just got a new job yesterday. He applied for an youth intern position at a church. It was an answer to prayer that he got the job! He will be working part-time helping out the youth minister. He will gain a lot of experience through this, and we couldn't be more excited. Please remember to keep him in your prayers as he starts next Sunday!
8: This happened a few weeks ago, so some of you probably already know this by now, but Jordan had to have surgery to remove a hernia. Jaime had to rush down to Charleston to be with him when he got out of surgery, and Mama and Time went down the next day to be with him. He is healing ok, I think he has been pretty sore, and has had to adjust to some different things. I will let Jaime tell you more about that since she was actually there. I am sure she has some good stories of the girls nursing him back to health.
9: Because of my job and traveling so much, my car just hit 21000 miles. We haven't even had the car a full 9 months yet. It kind of makes me sick to think about it.
10: I have an interview tomorrow at a place called Panopolie. It is the coolest bead/scrapbook store. It will only be a part time position starting out, but could maybe move to a full-time position. It will be a fun relaxed environment where I can go to work, and come home and not worry about typing notes, or making phone calls. And maybe I can learn a few cool tricks for my new obsession, I mean hobby. I will definitely let you know how it goes.
11: I am getting a little homesick. Since we have had our mini family reunion a few weeks ago, I have literally been craving time with my family. I miss them, but I know we are here for a reason--and I do love it here too! Maybe since I came home last time, it is their turn to come up here next?
12: I know that I have been asking you to pray for a lot of things in this post, but I have another request of you. It is an unspoken prayer request, that I don't wish to share all of the details with you. It is very personal, but if you could just keep Brad and I in your prayers, we would really appreciate it.
13: I can only think of twelve updates. I should make a list before I do this, so I can make sure that I have enough to make a full Thursday Thirteen. Oh well, this was a long post, if anyone made it to the end...thanks. I'm not making promises, but hopefully I can post pictures soon...even if I have to post 900 individually.

June 5, 2008

Psalm 63

I only have a quick minute to post before I have to run out the door like a mad woman for work, but I wanted to share something with you that my precious Heavenly Father shared with me this morning. I felt lead to read one of the Psalms during my quiet time. I found Psalm 63, written by David when he was in the desert. In this passage he confesses of his longing for God's security through His presence. The verse that made my heart smile was this:

"Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings."(v.7)
Isn't that such a beautiful image of one of the many facets of God's character? I know that today I am going to need the shelter of his wings! I encourage you to go and read all of Psalm 63. It is very short, but God really used it to lift my spirit this morning. My soul thirsts for My Savior, and he gave me a much needed drink of water from the Spirit! I hope this blesses you like it did for me, and I hope everyone has a wonderful Thursday! I will post pictures soon from our little family reunion last weekend.

May 27, 2008

Happy Anniversary!

I married my best friend, and the man of my dreams two years ago today. Our wedding was everything that I could have ever hoped for and more. Our first year of marriage was wonderful, but our second year was even more amazing! God has truly blessed our marriage.

Bradley, I love you! I have so much fun with you, and I love our life together. I can't wait to see what God has planned for our future. I look forward to many more years with you. Happy Anniversary My Sweet Husband!

May 24, 2008

Guess what...

Guess where I am? I'm back in sweet South Carolina. We have another exciting weekend ahead of us again! Our homecoming brings us back for a very special reason. This Monday will be the first time that the Layton four have all been together in almost two years. The last time that we were all together was Jordan's going away party right before he left for basic training in Texas. I am so excited I can't wait! Here is the last picture taken of all of us.


Today is also a very special day! It's Jordan's birthday!! This morning I was picking up my phone to call Jordan to wish him a happy birthday, and my phone rang because he was calling me to wish me a happy birthday. I guess it was just that freaky twin intuition.

This is my all-time favorite picture of the two of us together.

Judi, I am so honored to call you my twin brother and I am so proud of the man that you have become! I cherish the memories of our childhood, and I love to hear the stories about all of the trouble that we used to get into. I love getting to share our birthdays too. Thanks for calling and singing to me this morning. I can't wait for us to all be together again soon.

Happy Birthday! I love you!

May 21, 2008

53 Days

That is how many days it has been since I last posted. Do you want to here something funny though? I started a post last night, and titled it "52 Days". But believe it or not... I some how didn't get around to finishing it. There was a horrible thunderstorm here in WF with hail and tornado watches. I was home alone and scared to death. My hubby was at school because he was taking an exam, my brother-in-law took my sister and Ave and AK out of this state so I couldn't go over to their house, and Mandy, my dearest friend was stuck at work because of the weather and traffic. So, needless to say, I turned off my computer and sat in front of the t.v. watching the weather for a few hours.
I actually went back and counted four posts that I had started to write and never finished. I wish I could tell you all of the things that have happened since I last posted, but it has been so long that I have forgotten them all. I haven't posted because there hasn't been anything going on, because we have really been crazy busy the last month. Every weekend we have had something to do. We have had a lot of visitors. My parents came up to visit one weekend, and my suite mate from college (and one of my bridesmaids in our wedding) and her husband came to visit one weekend too. And, I can't forget about that weekend that Brad and I kept Ave and AK while the Browns were out of town. The past two weekends I have been in SC helping my new sister-in-law get ready for her big wedding day. I was so busy all week that I didn't have a chance to call anyone to come hang out (Sorry Steph!). My intentions were to see some old friends and family that I haven't gotten to see in a while, but unfortunately I didn't even get that chance. The wedding was this past Sunday, and Brad and I left right after the wedding to come home. We got in about 1:45 in the morning, and I had to go to work the next day. To say that I am exhausted is an understatement. I feel like I have been going non-stop for weeks. I hope I don't sound like I am complaining, because I am not. This is just my excuse for not blogging. I don't know if anyone still checks this thing anymore (Steph thinks I fell off the planet, and Haley stopped counting at day 40 I think.) I know this is not a fabulous post to jump back into the blogging world with, but I think things are starting to settle down again, and my life is getting back to normal, so check back soon and I will try to post within the next week.

March 30, 2008

Good night!

So I know I need to post, but I am not going to do it right now. Brad and I just walked in the door from the Casting Crowns concert that we went to with our friends, Jason & Mandy. It was so awesome! But we are both exhausted. I am going to bed and Brad is going to study (FUN!). It has been a busy week, and I just wanted to let you know that I am still here. Our internet has been acting funny, so if it works tomorrow I plan on updating you on our adventurous lives here at seminary (Ha!) I hope everyone has a fabulous Monday. Wherever you are or whatever your doing, I hope you have a great day!

March 19, 2008

Big News

Some of you already know a little bit about our Big News, and some of you are probably thinking that I am pregnant (which I am not). But before I enlighten the blogging world of our upcoming plans I want to show you two things:

I have been looking for this little card for three days, and I finally found it. I wrote this about 14 years ago. It was a decision card from Camp La Vita. At the end of our week at camp, they handed these out to all the campers. We were in our cabin, and our counselors (my counselor's name was Libby!) instructed us to spend some quiet time in prayer before we wrote anything on our card. I can still remember sitting on my bed, listening to the sound of crickets in the woods, and praying about what God wanted me to write on my card. If you look at the statement on the card, it says: "This week I have decided to..." and if you notice my response, I didn't really answer the question. I simply remember God laying this sentence on my heart. I think God wants me to be a missionary. I don't remember feeling a sense of this calling the entire week I was at camp, I just remember feeling a need to write this down. I think even as I wrote that profound sentence, I didn't even realize at ten years old, the magnitude of what I was writing. I didn't know what was going to happen next. Libby, my counselor came to me about 10 minutes after I gave her my card and asked if we could talk. I got really nervous, I thought I had done something wrong or that I shouldn't have said that because I was too young. But she hugged me and she said that she was proud of me. She asked if she could pray with me too. She told me that one of my new friends that I had met that week had written the same thing down on her card too! And then, she did something that I will never forget. She took us both to talk with a lady named Erin.

Erin, or Missionary Erin as we called her, was one of the speakers for that week. Over the years, I have forgotten what she looked like, and even where she served as a missionary. But those precious words that she shared with me and my friend Christine that night have been etched on my heart forever. She explained that the life of a missionary is not easy, or glamorous but that it is rewarding. She prayed with us and gave us encouragement to stay faithful. We got to ask her any questions that we could think of! We talked until it was late and dark. Before we went to our cabin she told us to go back and write in our bibles about this. She said to write down the date, and the special message that God had laid on our hearts. At the age of ten, this was the best that I could do....

This is a picture of the inside cover to my childhood bible.

I came home from camp and joked with my family and friends that I was going to go to Africa to be a missionary. Several years passed, and I always had it in the back of my mind that I would do something with missions. I didn't want to deny this calling, but I also got to the point where I did not want to admit it either. There were some rough years in high school where I was, to put it simply, a hypocrite. I was going to church, but I wasn't living the life of a Christian, much less the life of someone who was going to grow up and be a missionary. I began to get more involved with the youth group, and thanks to some great Christian friends, and amazing leaders involved with our youth group, I began to "give in" to that calling that I was running from. The summer after my junior year in high school I was a Sojourner with NAMB at Myrtle Beach. I spent 10 weeks living with a team at the beach doing a variety of projects. I loved it! It was an amazing summer, and I felt at peace with everything that I had been trying to deny about God wanting me to be a missionary.

Only three months after I got back, during my senior year, I started dating the man who is now my wonderful husband, Bradley. When the time came to start looking at colleges, and I had no idea what I needed to major in if I was going to be a missionary. I would be lying if I said that my decision of where I wanted to go to college was not effected by where Brad was. My two options were North Greenville and Anderson. Brad played baseball at Anderson, so which one do you think I chose? Of course, I am sure that I didn't make that decision based on all the right reasons, but I know that God had a plan for me at Anderson, and he was able to use me and teach me in so many different ways. While at Anderson, Brad and I both served on the BCM leadership team, and we both majored in Christian Ministries. We were able to go on several mission trips together and serve beside each other. It was amazing falling in love with a man that God brought into my life at such a perfect time that had the same passion as I did. I can remember the first time that Brad told me he felt a calling to missions. I knew that I wanted to marry him! We dated for over four and a half years before we got married though. We often talked about plans after college, but we never made any definite decisions.

Before we got married, we talked about the possibility of going on to seminary after college. We knew that it would be a reality if we wanted to go on to pursue missions. However, we were burnt out from school, and the thought of having to go for four more years made us sick. I graduated on May 6, 2006 and we got married May 27, 2006. Three weeks and four hours exactly. We got settled in and we got comfortable. Not the kind of comfortable, where you say, let's go on a shopping spree, we have a lot of money! Because we were definitely not comfortable in that aspect. It was hard starting out. We were comfortable because we had a precious house, our families were around the corner, we had two decent jobs, and we were happy.

However, almost exactly one year later things started changing. Brad didn't get a promotion that we thought he was guaranteed to get, and I wasn't even certain of having a job the next school year. We realized that God was shutting doors only to open bigger and better doors for our future. That brings us to now. Obviously those bigger and better doors involved bringing us to Southeastern seminary. However, the story does not end there. It is probably evident now that our Big News includes mine and Brad's calling to missions, but it is so much deeper than that. At first Brad and I thought we were being faithful enough by just coming to seminary. When we moved up here Brad decided that his concentration would be in Christian Education. To make this incredibly long story just a little bit shorter, we soon realized that a concentration in C. Ed was not for us. I have convinced Brad to explain the rest of our "big news" from here on...

Hello everyone! I hope you all are doing well! Let me start by saying that neither of us would be committing to this if we didn't feel absolutely certain that this is what God has called us to do. With that being said, I decided to change my M.Div. concentration to International Church Planting. This is a degree program that Southeastern offers to allow students to study here on campus for two years and travel abroad to finish their degree for a remaining two to three years while serving through the International Mission Board. Every year Southeastern "deploys" students in this program to specific regions of the world. Our deployment, as it stands now, is in 2010 to either North Africa/Middle East or Western Europe. And, if you remember what Libby was telling you earlier, she (and I) both have felt a call to serve in Africa. As of now, we plan to serve in either Alexandria or Cairo Egypt, but this has a possibility of changing. We will be serving in this location for three years, possibly longer. I will personally post on the details of our deployment at a later date (yes, there is more!).

It is our desire, that by informing you of this commitment, that you will keep Libby and me in your prayers. Many days are a struggle for us here. Satan knows the plans God has for us, and he is doing all sorts of things to alter those plans. We are both very excited and thrilled about this decision, and we hope that you are for us!

Now, our big news is out! Like we mentioned, some of you might have already known this, but we wanted to share with everyone officially so you can begin to lift us up in your prayers, as well as those that we will be going to serve, and work with.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

March 16, 2008

Update

I can already tell that I have a little writer's block going on right now. Anyway, I wanted to fill everyone in on what's been going on in our world since I last posted.

First of all...my diet: I have canceled my Weight Watcher's membership. (sigh) But I am in a happy place about my decision. It was getting way too expensive for our seminary budget and I wasn't as devoted as I should have been. However, I have come away with some great core values and really learned a lot about myself. I am not quitting my diet though. One of the women I work with meets with a group of ladies from the seminary weekly, and they follow WW guidelines, but keep Christ at the center of their diet. They pray for each other, and focus on scriptures. Hopefully I will be able to meet with them, or start my own similar group. On a side note, I did get a little tired of my WW leader talking every week on how you could save extra points for the end of the week so you could go out and have beer with the girls. It seemed to me that this was her entire objective: save points for the alcohol. Needless to say, I am moving on. I really appreciated all of your advice and encouragement!

Other little tidbits...

One night, I noticed that I was having difficulty breathing. And then the next day, it progressively got worse. And then, it just became painful. I knew that I wasn't congested, but I had had pneumonia before, and I remember having a hard time breathing. So, I called my dear friend Mandy, (who is a nurse) and asked her if she would listen to me breathe. She thought it was a little weird of a request but she graciously agreed. To make a long story short, after she listened to me breathe, and Brad played with her stethoscope, we came to the conclusion that I had pulled a muscle in my chest and I had an inflamed chest wall. It was a relief to figure out why I couldn't breathe, but that recovery process was a booger!

I have successfully completed my first course in my Women's Certificate Program. I decided to take one of the classes that they offer for the spouses of students. They are a six week course that highlights some of the main points that our husbands are also studying. I really enjoyed it and learned a lot. However, I am relieved to have a break before my next class begins. It is hard to juggle work, school, cooking, cleaning, being an auntie, and all the above all at one time!

My parents got to come visit this past weekend. Tim had a meeting in the Raleigh/Durham area, so they got to come visit for an extra long weekend. It is always so nice to have them come up and stay for a while. We had a lot of good laughs, and some fun times hanging out. Brad and I got to finally share our "big news" with them. We wanted to wait and tell them in person, so we finally got to see them, and share this with them. Let me stop here and just say, whatever you are thinking that our "big news" is...you are probably wrong. It deserves its own post, and so I am going to wait, but I will share it with you very soon!

We are anxiously awaiting the return of my brave twin brother. He will be home very soon from serving our country in Iraq. I am pretty sure I can't give details, but I want to ask you to continue to pray for our family, and for Jordan.

I mentioned my sweet friend, Mandy earlier in the post. Her, and her husband Jason, have been such a blessing to us. We actually met back in January at a social for new students. Brad and Jason have all of their classes together. We had been praying for friends before we met them, and God's timing could not have been better. We often joke that "God brought us together." But all jokes aside, I truly feel that God's plan for our lives here in seminary included them. We feel like we have known Jason and Mandy for years! The past couple of weeks have been a blast hanging out with them. We are actually hanging out at their house right now....

...Because our washer exploded and we are here washing some clothes. When we moved here we didn't have a washer and dryer, so we took our clothes to the Brown laundromat. (We were so grateful to them!) For Christmas, Brad and I put our money together to purchase a washer and dryer off of Craig's List. We thought we found a steal. Until the other day when we started seeing sparks fly out from underneath the washer. We were pretty sure that wasn't normal. We thought maybe the load was too heavy, so we took half of it out, and it worked fine for a few more loads. And then, a couple of days later Brad was upstairs when he started to smell something, and he came downstairs and our house was full of black smoke. He went straight to the washer and unplugged it. He opened it up, and more spoke came out. Unfortunately, our steal from Craig's list was a flop. At least we had three good months with our washer, and hopefully we can find another decent one in the near future. We are here at Jason and Mandy's because we thought we might need to let the Brown Laundromat rest.

It seems like there is something always exciting going on here. Please continue to keep us in your prayers though. God is amazing us everyday with his rich blessings, even through the black cloud of smoke from our washer, or the pain from a pulled muscle! I will post really soon on our "big news." Hope everyone has a fabulous week!

March 3, 2008

Stop dieting. Start living.

Calling all fellow Weight Watcher members....
Yes, I am talking to everyone who pays to listen to someone give them a pep talk about losing weight. Now don't get the wrong impression, because I am a proud golden monthly pass holder; however since I am on the inside looking out I think I have the right to poke fun at myself.
I need your help.
I am so tired of looking at recipes that include ingredients like rosemary leaves, avocado or kale. Do any of you really use stuff like this in your recipes?
I am working on a seminary budget, and it is not easy to buy all the fresh & healthy stuff that they recommend. I could eat lunch for a month for less than $5 if I ate a package of Ramen noodles everyday. But did you know that HALF a pack of Ramen Noodles is NINE points. I was speechless when I found this out. So, I am summoning all of my fellow friends to please send all of your advice, suggestions, recipes or success stories my way.
I need a little encouragement.
I have done better that I hoped I would, but I am coming to a dead-end road quickly, and I am asking for help. I will take anything you can give me!

February 28, 2008

Thursday Thirteen



Since everyone has done this one, I guess I might as well do it too! Here are thirteen things that you might not know about me.

1. I used to play the cello. Then I gave it up to be in the color guard. Then I gave that up to do summer missions. I am not a quitter, I promise.

2. When I was ten years old, I felt that God wanted me to be a missionary.

3. I had to have my birthmark removed from the left side of my face when I was very little because they didn't like the way it looked. I think they called it "precancerous" or something like that.

4. I didn't get that creative gene that my mother or my sister have. I think I got the uncreative gene. Is that possible?

5. I am really, really bad at making decisions. I can "think" something to death. I can try to make a decision and then I think about it too much, and I change my mind and then I think about it more...and it is an endless cycle. I am currently trying to make one major decision and I am a little frustrated.

6. I like being a twin. People always ask me what it's like to have a twin, but I guess don't know what it's like to NOT have a twin. We were so close when we were younger. Momma said we had our own language and we were into everything. And from the stories I've heard, I don't think we made life easy for anyone.

7. I am horrible at keeping in touch. I have met so many wonderful and amazing people in my life, and I stink at trying to keep in touch. It's not like I forget about people (I think about you all of the time!) I just can't seem to remember to send a letter, email, or call. I will work on that.

8. I like my eyes. They change color though. Some days they look blue, some days green, and others they look gray.

9. My husband and I started talking online. Yes, we went to high school together and had Geometry class together when I was in 9th grade and he was in 10th grade. But we didn't start dating until my senior year and he was already at Anderson. He IMed me one night to talk to me, and we met at the football game later that week, and have been together ever since then. I guess you could say we are one of those internet couples.

10. One day when I have the money and the time, I would like to have cello lessons again.

11. I am a hopeless romantic. I love sappy love songs, sweet stories, and all of that mushy-gushy stuff.

12. Twelve is my favorite number. It was Brad's baseball number, and the date that our anniversary falls on. (November 12th was the first date that Brad and I went on, after the football game, of course.)

13. I am learning to "like" myself. This is something that I have struggled with for a long time. Whether my eyes are blue or green, or whether I am creative or not--I am a daughter of the King. He made me in His image. I am trying accept myself how He made me, and not be who I think others want me to be.

February 27, 2008

Two of the world's best combinations...


Chocolate + Mint = Yummy




Red + Pocketbook = SUPER Fabulous

Who am I kidding? I LOVE anything RED!!
And well, Andy's Mints are just the best!


Why am I sharing this random little tid-bit? Well, it just so happens that MY husband is the best husband in the WORLD! He had to run to Target tonight to pick up another pack of highlighters (yes, I did just say highlighters...evidently he can't study without them) and he came home with not one, but two sweet gifts for me! I remember a couple of weeks ago when I casually pointed out that super fabulous pocketbook to him. I think I said something like "Ooh, that would make a cute surprise for someone special!" I noticed the other day that they didn't have it anymore. But leave it up to my precious Bradley to find it for me! I guess he thinks I am special. Wow, I love that man to the moon and back!

Thanks sweetie, you're the best! I love you!