Time Wait For No One

Der haf been so many depressive ppl around me, i see them smokin, drinkin n wastin their lives away. Sumhow i see my reflection in them. Its so sad, isnt it? Humans are so vulnerable, it doesnt take much to break one down whereas it takes so much to build one up. Think of e terrorists attack on WTC in America. It took barely an hr for e 2 towers to collapse.

Its ok to waste ur life away coz u re gonna be fine after u ve had enuf, juz dun do anything stupid or haf regrets. If u do, u ll be lettin urself down. Why did u let urself ruin everything which was once so beautiful? I detest ppl who make comparisons coz these r those who will nv be contented wif their lives. Greed is e word, they only wan e best for themselves n more. I feel u n i hear u but i dun agree wif u.

I nv blamed anyone, im only angry wif myself.

"I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life

I'm walking away, oh to find a better day

I'm walking away"

//Let tis period pass quickly.

NASM Gathered Together @Next Page

David C. has been laid off after workin in Reuters for 23yrs coz of e merger. He booked e entire pub for his farewell n also to celebrate his wife's 50th bday. Hanny was invited to join David's band for e celebration so, NASM took e chance to gather together w/o Tommy e weak! Tom, u missed out a gd chance to koe Maggie coz Irene introduced her to all of us. Half-ball was der too -hiakz-

It was a costume parade n der were ppl dressin up as Hercules, Superman, Ronald Mcdonald, Kimono n Lolita gers. I hate rowdy ppl, ure not alone in e pub so dun embarrass urself.

//Irene n Rach
//Irene n moi

//Person im missin in NASM

//Moi DARLINGS

As promised, will sumone fix a date for drinks soon?

Moi Folks II

While we were in UK...

//Me tryin out Scottish costume

//Dad n moi

//Mum n moi

//One of e few pics we took tog

Moi Folks I

Was browsin thr e pics moi folks took in TW n spotted a few kinda comical ones dat i must share...

//Dimwit Hua n Mum. Typical TW siao char bor wif a big rose on her hair
//Dimwit Hua n Dad. Look how he shys away, so passive like moi -hiakz-
//Dad bein playful
//Folks tryin out children's ride HA!

Abstinence

WAH LAU EH... im passive -angry angry angry-
If i continue like dat, i can go n die ordy.
Anyway, bourbon coke tastes like shit.
I hate it since e first time i got knocked out by hard liquor, felt i was drinkin poison.

I think i stink now, i think i need to slp now.

Simplicity; i adore.

Love e suspenders.

//E person i gave tis to said it looks like me -shrugs-

*P/S: CHRIS! Dun run away.

Help me get outta e mess!

FLUIDITY

These days i wonder n i wonder a lot more than usual if those words dat r bein fed into my head everyday are of good or bad intentions. I will not categorised them as right or wrong coz ders no definite answer to many things. I koe n my lecturer taught me dat e answer always depends but it annoys me. I tell myself, its hard for one to judge n comment coz dat person is not me. How wld he/she understand anyway? RITE? Yes. Dat is why i seldom explain myself, will u listen to me in e first plc? N will u even agree wif me? If e answer is no den why waste our time since i dun wish to explain n u dun wish to listen. Its juz his/her opinion.

U ll koe e answer eventually... n more often, u ll koe it when things are already too late to salvage. No matter wat, i always tell myself juz dun wait till things get out of hand. Nuff said.

Need a booze? PLAY tonite. Dun needa call or msg me. Look for me der but u can still call me if u wan lar. BAHHHH!

Look alike? My mum said she looks like me e most when i was a baby. Fat n stumpy but i think she looks cuter of coz. Speakin of which, she also told me dat apart fr bein prematured, i had hand-foot-mouth disease too.. woot!??

Yea, it wasnt serious dats why i survived. Sucha problematic child huh? N when i was older, i broke a thermometer in my mouth TWICE. E doc almost flipped when he wanted to take it outta my mouth HA Was it Dr Chew or Dr Yam?

Solid man.

An Update On KC

Earlier KC has promised to announce her weddin details to e media when she revealed dat shes gettin married at e end of tis yr. It came like lightin, sappy news for most of her fans while it is a sad sad sad news for me ONLY.

Heres an update, date: 2nd Oct 2008(woot~ my birth mth) & venue: Intercontinental Hotel(HK).

Many will think.. oh, e hotel isnt dat posh... yah coz most of e hotels haf been fully booked since its already end June now besides, der r so many rich ppl in HK. I was tellin moi fren dat too n she mentioned, its posh enuf plus e view is magnificent n media ppl will not be invited as it will be a family event. Okies, dat struck moi.... she reminded moi dat i was supp to dine der one time when i visited hk but it was too expensive.

How nice can e view be? Judge it for urself.

Still not good enuf? Well, ur expectations r veh high den. I dun think other hotels haf tis open space concept too.

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

Tis movie is one of e things dat haf been runnin thr my mind. I rem how exactly i felt at dat period of time.

Soon, all these beautiful memories will fade........ away wif time.

Like how ur memory deteriorates wif age.

:For you:

"When i see your smile

Tears run down my face i can't replace

And now that i'm stronger i've figured out

How tis world turns cold and breaks through my soul

And i know i'll find deep inside me i can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if savin you sends me to heaven

It's ok It's ok It's ok

Seasons are changin

And waves are crashin

And stars are fallin all for us"

//Love e song; Love e movie; Love e memories

Rihanna - Cry

The L Word

I ve finally finished watchin 5 seasons of The L word after a long long time, sorta gave up watchin at Season 3 when things got a tad too borin. Perhaps too many distractions for me to concentrate on e drama. Saw e actresses gotten prettier n i must say dat their actin is damn convincin esp Jennifer Beals (Bette). Mia Kirshner (Jenny) is SO screwed up. She got better in Season 2-3 n i was beginnin to haf a likin for her but she gotten worse in Season 4-5, sad + nut case.

Its not a bad drama to watch for leisure but dun needa craze over it. Sad thing is, Sarah Shahi (Carmen) juz disappeared after Season 3. Every word Bette said to Jodi (Marlee Beth Matlin) in Season 5, episode 11 caught my attention. Der lies my answer too.

Will be lookin forward to Season 6 which will be released in Jan 2006. Alritey, e owner of e DVDs, thanks for ya generosity u may haf them back ordy ;D

On The Road

Was in Bam's car n spotted a limou which was comin fr our left side drivin past us. I was like, WOOT.. pointed out n told her to chase after e car. Bam did n e limou wasnt gg at a very fast speed, dats y we managed to catch up wif it at e traffic junction. Took out our hp n started snappin like paparazzi. Look look look, its super looooong n feels luxurious man.

E windows r super tinted n u cant even see wats n whos inside unless u haf a torch? Der was a sticker on its boot sayin.. for rental, pls dial a certain number. Now u koe yah.

We had a long journey ride to our next destination after dinner. While travellin on e PIE, der was a massive jam all e way fr Bt Timah till Jalan Eunos. I got a lil restless, slpy n tired. Suggested to change destination but Bam refused to. Wanted to nap but Bam refused to let me. Wanted to get down e car to take a stroll, obviously i cldnt too so i started ransackin. Opened every compartment n played wif e sun roof in e car... bahhhh... nothing appeased me till i kpo-ed her wallet.

E moment i saw her NRIC pic, i almost flipped. It looked damn orbiang, worse than mine i tell ya. She looked like those China communist in e 50s, wif a round frame spects, 2plaits n gelled fringe -DANG- It made me laffed so hard till i was awake ordy. Great.... saw e cause of e jam, wats new? A series of cars involved in e accident. At first we tht 4 cars only but as we drove on, der were more cars ahead abt 10 cars in total. Damn scary but i think der wasnt any casualty. Wats wif Sporeans these days, move it n drive ur car.. will ya stop kpoin n slow down ppl's journey?

Another State Of Mind

Haf u ever wondered why do humans feel upset?

Its because we haf expectations in life.

When our expectations dun turn out e way we wan, e feelin bcoms sumthing else.

Like wat i ve mentioned before, humans r greedy n selfish.

Shit doesnt happ juz like dat n we only haf ourselves to blame.

Conclusion is, its best not to harbour any expectations.

I was away for a few days, it felt so long yet so short.

I dunno why bein in SG gives me another state of mind which i hate. It doesnt make me feel home anymore n i dun wanna be back.

Dun ask me why. I dun understand n i dun wanna understand.

Listenin to songs n goin to plces which i frequent worsen things.

They say u gotta fight for wat u deserve but im so tired, im not a fighter.

In fact, those days in HK had been great n i had not been laffin like dat for e longest time.

Surprisingly, i enjoyed e holiday n managed to leave things behind my mind.

I feel more secure than bein back here. I feel i ve left my heart n soul der.

I dun wanna lose dat feelin. Im scared to be in SG.

//It is not wat it seems to be

我的神要结婚啦!

I AM SO BLARDY UPSET & I CANT BELIEVE MY EYES/EARS!

Read tis: BLEH

But its ok, kinda expected it anyway.

He deserves her. They haf been tog for 16yrs!

GEEEZ.. as long as she doesnt retire.

//Alex Lau is one lucky chap.

"WE GONNA FIGHT FOR OUR LOVE

墮入愛河 堅決地 冒著漫天槍炮衝破

WE GONNA FIGHT FOR OUR LOVE

極限衝破英勇地 動用內心的愛火

I DON'T CARE

THOUGH I REALLY CAN'T BEAR

I DON'T CARE"

Rekindling My Love

//KC came out on a tanker //Pirates of E Carribean? //Robot Cop costume? //Attempted sum Indian dance (see her monkey face haha)//Those torches were prob too bright for her?//I like her hair//Sittin on a pearl posin as a mermaid (see e fat n ugly tail)//Shes skinny to e bones //Medley in progress //Ended e concert in tis

Watch clips:

//抱歉柯德莉夏萍

//Ultra 38!

2008 HK Craze Part II

//Upon arrival
//Bad weather :(
//Tis is HK; Tis is Mongkok

//Fa Yuan Street where all e sport shops can be found

//Flats in HK are mostly dat tall
//UFO, need me to say more?

//Shes my antidote; She makes me dance!

//Queue for 700cc bubble tea
//Pu Zai Gou
//BIG doggy, it looks like a bear. Has tiny eyes n it reminds me of my stupid dog
//Me waitin for train
//Me n my soft ice cream
//Woot! After e concert.
//H&M :D
//Pinos everywhere pollutin strs of HK on Sunday TSK TSK
//Mongkok BBQ food -slurp-
//Movin train
//1 nite stand massage
//Nice view fr e plc where we had our drinks at Lan Kwai Fong,
it was on e top flr of a buildin, 35th flr i think
//Me on da Star Ferry
//LOOK! Bad reputation for herself lar
//Times Square

//Ladies Str in e morn, b4 e tents r up

//Ladies Str after e tents r up
//Mid Level Escalator

//Boardin e Star Ferry //Dim sum pushcarts
//SOGO
//E breakup area @TST
//Nathan Road in e morn
//Ride smart n stop
//Illegal pushcarts

//Mini shops on e slope @Pottinger Street

//Must try! Recommended by e local

//Our dessert -yums-

Yoo hoo... Keddys back. Anybody mish moi? heh

Flew to HK on Friday, e journey was ok till e landin part. The turbulence was so bad due to e storm in HK n e plane stayed in e air tryin to land for an hour! The pilot, cabin crew, passengers were worried coz if e plane cldnt land, we ll be diverted to land in Guang Zhou!

I wasnt worried until e pilot announced tis, like WTH.. no way man, i need to attend e concert dat evenin! I knew e pilot tried very hard coz i cld feel e plane descendin n ascendin at every 20mins intervals, e engine was makin a lot of noise too, like F1 race. It was like a super duper roller-coaster ride, alot of women were screamin each time e plane dropped a little. Heard fr an acquaintance dat a lot of ppl sittin at e back were vomitin too. When e plane finally landed in HK, e passengers gave e pilot a round of applause. Yeah like huhhh rite. Those who koe, i hate takin planes.. no, not dat im scared, i detest e fact dat im restricted to dat little space n i cant move my body to let my blood circulate. In e end, 3.5hrs flight became 5hrs -__-!!!

Was rather disappointed wif e weather when i saw e thick grey clouds everywhere but kinda expected it anyway. Reached e hotel n got my rm upgarded to premium FOC coz e superior rms were under renovation. Met a few locals durin my stay der n i must say dat HKers are damn happenin. I like to hear e way they speak, its fast n furious ha E rain was quite bad on e first day but bearable. Wanted to haf my hair cut but my frens suggested dat we shud go K-lunch so we went. Its damn cheap, 3 hrs + lunch, costed like SGD10 each only. Alrite, good times always end quickly. I dreaded n was reluctant to come back. I wished i din hafta come back or cld spend at least a wk in HK instead! Boo hoooooo... total sadness. Gd news for my 猪朋狗友 is, i bgt souvenirs for everyone. For myself, i bgt abt 20cds (refer to pic below) thou i ve been to HK so many times, der r plces which i haf yet explore. Tis time round, i went to a couple of 'new' malls n exceeded my budget as usual.

While travellin to e HK airport fr e hotel, my fren n i met a Sporean who was travellin alone. Shes damn annoyin i tell ya. She had 1big luggage, 1hand carry, 1handbag n 3paperbags wif her. Obviously she needed help unless she turned herself into an octopus but i dun give a shit till suay suay she asked me to give her a hand n she din even thank me. After dat, she even asked us if we cld travel tog... dats when all e shit happened. She spoke to us as if she had known us for 5yrs n whereever we wanna go, she said huh can we not coz my bags r very heavy -ROLL EYES 360deg- Blame urself for dat so dun dragged us in. She even ate MY fries n commented sumthing abt me for FIVE times. Its not sumthing bad but i reckoned we juz met an hr+ ago so dun tok to me as if i am ur FREN. I dun even remember her name n i gave up entertainin her coz she yakked far too much n unnecessarily. Dat 2-3hrs wif her was a torture n she even exchanged number wif my fren AHA! Thank God she din sit wif us on e plane else my ears will burst. Dats me, i ll nv bothered to entertain anyone if i koe we re not gonna keep in touch after dat, why waste my energy when shes not even cute kakaka

Keddy loves HK too much, i wanna migrate der n nv come back. Why? Coz ppl der wldnt give a shit of wat u wear, who u r, how well u re doin, wats ur occupation, how much ure earnin, wats ur education level, when ure gettin married, who r u datin, how well is ur spouse doin n how many kids do u haf. To all those busybodies, mind ur own fuckin business. Biaaaatches!

Anybody interested to go HK at e end of tis yr? Bwahahaha... Nononobody can take HK away fr moi!