The last time I posted here was in what? Sept? Is it long enough to make you miss me, mr blogger? Haha :p
Sigh. I suddenly feel so down, after reading twitter. All the advantages abt twitter aside, there're the disadvantages. When you read ppl's twits and you dk what the hall they're talkg abt, it makes you feel .. left out. Especially if she's someone whom you regard as your close/best friend. Argh, idk how to express how i feel. When i stay @ home & dont go to sch, dont get to see the usual ppl, i feel like i'm the only one living in this world besides my fam. Like i've got no friends. My phone has become one of the thgs that i can live w/o everyday, word. I can abandon it or switch it off for 2 or 3 days and still receive nothg. The only friend i have is mama cos she's the only who calls me at least once a day to talk about thgs. Tho most of the time she would be talkg to herself cos she'd be like " what shall i cook today eh? " and then she'll ans her own qn. If you think that i text with Eerah everyday, you're wrong. We hardly do. Maybe the prob is me. I'm lazy to look for ppl, i just cant be bothered. And yes, i feel like i've chnged into a person i hate to become.
If you dont understand what i'm trying to say, dont bother wasting your brain cells. And i bet you cant imagine how my eyes look like right now.
I feel like i'm living for you. Saturday, August 29, 2009 11:58 pm
Hero: I want to kiss i want to kiss i want to kiss! Max: Not now, we're shooting. Hero: :/ ~Raaaah, cute.
I've finally made my lj more yummy! Mai rocks \m/ Did it yday @ midnight. Slept @ 2am, woke up to sahor (i cant fast right now tho) I still act like i'm fasting. Had to attend eng wkshop in th mrng jus now. Which sucks. Cos i was plain lazy to get up from bed due to sleepiness. Took short naps during wkshop hehe. I think i hv magic power. I seem to get away easily altho i sleep in class. Seldom do i get caught ^^ Or to be accurate, i NEVER get caught? So anw, ended @ 1030. Went home w Mai + Ami. Both of em also didnt fast. Wah jiwe clan ah haha. Home by 11+. Slept, alarm woke me up @ 130, but i snoozed it and went bac to lalaland till 3 hehe. Then, finished up em ppr + chem prss ppr. Currently home alone again. Family's out to geylang to buy bro's stuff+ i bet mama go to her raja kueh. Eyes kinda sleepy now. Shall i sleep/continue yt-ing?
P.S I'll be updating @ lj. Depends on my mood, i'll update here. Those who knws my lj will know, and those who doesnt, sucks for you :b
I don't wana lose you now. Friday, August 28, 2009 4:02 pm
I wanna see them happily together forever :| I cant wait for Mai's AADBSK DVD to arrive!
My current lj layout aint that yummy to make me wana post there hehe. Its super dull+stale. Love blogger's more, exc th prob with posting thats been on for eons. +am lazy to search for lj layout websites blahh~ And cant be bothered to blog nowadays, tho i have so much to say. I also hvnt been active in msn+twitter. Th only thg i do is check dbsk's stuffs + yt-ing + (dont laugh eh) organize my "restaurant" @ fb haha!
Been fasting for (counting) 7 days now. No probs so far. Only that i find myself more tired than ever. Like my schedules so pack i feel like flying awaaaay. After aep ends @ 4+, reach home @ 5+, very little time to rest, shower then start preparing for break fast. I gotta do the dishe + cleaning up aftr that, pray and start doing hmwk etc. By then its alr 8. Sleep @ 11/12, wake up @ 4+ to help mama with sahur dishes. Aftr, sleep for approximately 45min before hving to get ready to go sch. And the cycle repeats itself. SIGH. I am really tired, my legs hurt. I want to take abreak for a day but i cant afford to. Cos the bloody time aint gonna wait for me :/ I am trying to start a new habit. Make use of the time in the lrt+mrt to read notes, textbooks etc, that is. I really need to stay focus! Argh, i wish i could go back to the time when i have got nothing to be stress about/worry of and stay there. Okay, i guess i'm done venting. But i am not feeling any better.
Crybaby award of the year. Friday, August 21, 2009 6:33 pm
She ruined my day. Totally. Nak go out watch movie for th last time salah. (cos i knw i wont be gg anywhere near town during Ramadhan+aftr Ramadhan since i'll be busy preparing for Os) Pakai lappy pon salah! >:( :'(((((((
I realise i've been sucha crybaby this year. Eerah says prolly i'm too stress & when i really need to do smthg to satisfy myself but someone stop me, i just feel more stress. But really, whats wrong with surfing the net for 2 hr, to make me smile+laugh?
Here she comes into my room, nagnagnag. Yadayadayada~
Go die la you.
I need Eerah to make me happy again. See you later during terawih syg!
Phyrah: Shim Choikang Changmin aka Max & Ok Taecyeon's
Leads a stale rollercoaster life.
Believe that "everything happens for a reason",
would love to learn to play drum + skateborading(haha, but really),
can't wait to have her own "vroom vrooomm!"
The last time I posted here was in what? Sept? Is it long enough to make you miss me, mr blogger? Haha :p
Sigh. I suddenly feel so down, after reading twitter. All the advantages abt twitter aside, there're the disadvantages. When you read ppl's twits and you dk what the hall they're talkg abt, it makes you feel .. left out. Especially if she's someone whom you regard as your close/best friend. Argh, idk how to express how i feel. When i stay @ home & dont go to sch, dont get to see the usual ppl, i feel like i'm the only one living in this world besides my fam. Like i've got no friends. My phone has become one of the thgs that i can live w/o everyday, word. I can abandon it or switch it off for 2 or 3 days and still receive nothg. The only friend i have is mama cos she's the only who calls me at least once a day to talk about thgs. Tho most of the time she would be talkg to herself cos she'd be like " what shall i cook today eh? " and then she'll ans her own qn. If you think that i text with Eerah everyday, you're wrong. We hardly do. Maybe the prob is me. I'm lazy to look for ppl, i just cant be bothered. And yes, i feel like i've chnged into a person i hate to become.
If you dont understand what i'm trying to say, dont bother wasting your brain cells. And i bet you cant imagine how my eyes look like right now.
I feel like i'm living for you. Saturday, August 29, 2009 11:58 pm
Hero: I want to kiss i want to kiss i want to kiss! Max: Not now, we're shooting. Hero: :/ ~Raaaah, cute.
I've finally made my lj more yummy! Mai rocks \m/ Did it yday @ midnight. Slept @ 2am, woke up to sahor (i cant fast right now tho) I still act like i'm fasting. Had to attend eng wkshop in th mrng jus now. Which sucks. Cos i was plain lazy to get up from bed due to sleepiness. Took short naps during wkshop hehe. I think i hv magic power. I seem to get away easily altho i sleep in class. Seldom do i get caught ^^ Or to be accurate, i NEVER get caught? So anw, ended @ 1030. Went home w Mai + Ami. Both of em also didnt fast. Wah jiwe clan ah haha. Home by 11+. Slept, alarm woke me up @ 130, but i snoozed it and went bac to lalaland till 3 hehe. Then, finished up em ppr + chem prss ppr. Currently home alone again. Family's out to geylang to buy bro's stuff+ i bet mama go to her raja kueh. Eyes kinda sleepy now. Shall i sleep/continue yt-ing?
P.S I'll be updating @ lj. Depends on my mood, i'll update here. Those who knws my lj will know, and those who doesnt, sucks for you :b
I don't wana lose you now. Friday, August 28, 2009 4:02 pm
I wanna see them happily together forever :| I cant wait for Mai's AADBSK DVD to arrive!
My current lj layout aint that yummy to make me wana post there hehe. Its super dull+stale. Love blogger's more, exc th prob with posting thats been on for eons. +am lazy to search for lj layout websites blahh~ And cant be bothered to blog nowadays, tho i have so much to say. I also hvnt been active in msn+twitter. Th only thg i do is check dbsk's stuffs + yt-ing + (dont laugh eh) organize my "restaurant" @ fb haha!
Been fasting for (counting) 7 days now. No probs so far. Only that i find myself more tired than ever. Like my schedules so pack i feel like flying awaaaay. After aep ends @ 4+, reach home @ 5+, very little time to rest, shower then start preparing for break fast. I gotta do the dishe + cleaning up aftr that, pray and start doing hmwk etc. By then its alr 8. Sleep @ 11/12, wake up @ 4+ to help mama with sahur dishes. Aftr, sleep for approximately 45min before hving to get ready to go sch. And the cycle repeats itself. SIGH. I am really tired, my legs hurt. I want to take abreak for a day but i cant afford to. Cos the bloody time aint gonna wait for me :/ I am trying to start a new habit. Make use of the time in the lrt+mrt to read notes, textbooks etc, that is. I really need to stay focus! Argh, i wish i could go back to the time when i have got nothing to be stress about/worry of and stay there. Okay, i guess i'm done venting. But i am not feeling any better.
Crybaby award of the year. Friday, August 21, 2009 6:33 pm
She ruined my day. Totally. Nak go out watch movie for th last time salah. (cos i knw i wont be gg anywhere near town during Ramadhan+aftr Ramadhan since i'll be busy preparing for Os) Pakai lappy pon salah! >:( :'(((((((
I realise i've been sucha crybaby this year. Eerah says prolly i'm too stress & when i really need to do smthg to satisfy myself but someone stop me, i just feel more stress. But really, whats wrong with surfing the net for 2 hr, to make me smile+laugh?
Here she comes into my room, nagnagnag. Yadayadayada~
Go die la you.
I need Eerah to make me happy again. See you later during terawih syg!
