Recognizing My Talents

Today I was reminded that I do have talent for playing the piano. Our ward's Primary Program was today, and since I'm primary pianist I, of course played. I dont' often think about my ability to play the piano. It's just something I've been able to do for so long, at least 20 years. But when I do think about it, I think about it in terms of how much better I could be if I took more lessons, if I practiced more, if I had more opportunities to play. All of my playing occurs on Sunday, during primary. We do have a keyboard, but I don't like how it sounds and feels so I never play. Today after the primary program, a woman came up to me and Jayson (she knew him when he and his family lived in Lemoore), and complimented me on my playing. I didn't think much of it, because I was only playing primary songs. It turns out shes in the Stake Primary Presidency, and also stayed for all of Primary. But where am I going with this, you ask? After playing some postlude, she again came up to me and said that I "have a touch." I brushed it off, but she continued to tell me that the songs she is so familiar with sounded different when I played because I "play with my heart." Although I don't know if I totally agree with her, after much thought I realized that maybe I'm so used to the way I play and sound that I don't realize how much talent I do have, and how I have to think of my ability to play the piano as a talent, one that can be taken away if I don't practice and use it.

Presidential Debate

I think one of my dad's biggest complaints about me has been my lack of interest in the happenings of our country and the world. This also includes politics, especially around election time. However, now that I'm older, I find myself paying attention to what the issues are in the hopes of making a wise decision. My biggest problem, or complaint, is that even after paying attention, I never feel like I know enough to make a good decision. This has been the case in the Presidential Race--until last night. Jayson and I watched the first debate last night, and I have to say that it was quite the eye-opener for me. I definitely began to lean towards one the candidates (and no I won't say who, sorry). I was impressed with how he conducted himself and his responses. I am anxious to see if he continues to impress me in the coming weeks and additional debates.

Baby News

Thankfully no chickenpox. I got my blood test results today, and I have been exposed to the chickenpox (probably when I was little). So we don't have to stress about this.

The little munchkin has turned, so she's head down. As a result, I am feeling her a lot more now. She's got some active feet; preparing to become a soccer player like her momma! Jayson finally felt her move last week. Every time I tried to get him to feel my tummy, she would stop moving. But, he was a little weirded out by it, and hasn't been anxious to try again!

A few people have been asking, and yes, I'm still sick and I'm still on the medication. Thankfully, I'm only sick in the morning. I eat breakfast. I throw it up 2 minutes later (seriously 2 minutes later), and then I'm good the rest of the day. I still wish it was different, but at least it's only about 5-10 minutes of discomfort, depending on how long it takes me to eat. I am grateful that I don't have to deal with it the whole day, so I won't complain too much.

We're starting to freak out a little. It's hard to believe that we only have 3 months to go. I'm not worried about the delivery. I don't want a C-section, and I'm hoping that everything else that was supposed to happen to me because of my weight hasn't happened that the C-section won't either. I'd much rather have a regular delivery. I'm not worried about the pain, Drug me up baby! What worries me is the aftermath of delivery. Ugh! (You mommas know what I'm talking about). We're also starting to think more about what we're going to do with her while we're both in school. But we've come to the conclusion that the Lord has taken care of us so far, and everything has worked out, so we won't stress. And anyone who knows me knows that's not easy for me to do. But I'll figure it out.

What, the Chickenpox?!

Today my principal stopped me to let me know that one of my students has the chickenpox. Normally this wouldn't concern me because I had the chickenpox as a child, right? Well, I just don't know. I'm almost certain that I had the chickenpox when I was little, but my mother has no memory of this blessed event in my life. Ok, now it's time to worry. I called my doctor (I had called before when I thought I had had it and no problems) to let her know that as it turns out, it doesn't look as though I've ever had the chickenpox. Her response, "Oh, that's not good." So off I went to the lab again to have more blood drawn to see if I had chickenpox. While that is all well and good, the bad news is if I do have chickenpox there's NOTHING we can do. I just have to suffer through it and hope the baby isn't affected. I was told that the greatest risk to her would have been within the first 20 weeks of pregnancy, or if I were closer to delivery. She should be protected in the womb, but there's still a risk. Just what I want to hear.

A Sad State of Affairs

Grocery Shopping? Who has time for grocery shopping?

Good-bye Turner Construction

Jayson will be leaving Turner Construction at the end of the week. He's been working 10 hours a week for Turner since school started, but it quickly became evident that they need him to work more hours and he just can't do it. He's carrying 18 units this semester, and now that the semester is in full swing, he needs all of the spare time he can get to get his homework and assignments done. He's had a wonderful experience working for Turner. He's learned a lot about the construction industry, and he's been able to work with some wonderful people. Unfortunately, school has to come first so he made the decision to leave. Regardless, I am so proud of him and all of the time and energy he has put into his education, all so he can provide for his family. I couldn't ask for a better husband!

Is This Wierd?

I've been wanting to do something different with my hair for a long time. I've had the same hair style for years now. I can't really do long hair because it's so thick, that when it's long it just hangs there. So I generally keep it relatively short. Lately, I've been wanting to do something different and haven't found a style that I like, until I saw my sister's blog. No, it's not my sister's hair cut that I want, but my 5 year old niece Leah's haircut. Take a look and tell me what you think. Am I too old to pull this off, or is it the same haircut I have now?

Baby Countdown

Whohoo! Double Digits!!!!!!

Saying Goodbye

Saturday was a long day, but we are so glad that we were able to attend Grandpa Gillming's funeral services. Jayson learned that he has a lot in common with his Grandpa. They both love working with wood and cars. Uncle Jeff, during the eulogy, mentioned that Grandpa collected cars and would put them on display--just like Jayson. Grandpa will be missed, but we know that he's happy where he's at and that we'll see him again one day.

Our Baby Girl