forgot to update another great news..



my GPA as well as Didi's GPA maintain!

yeah for us :DDD

life's currently on the downside due to attachment. seriously, no damn fucking life. work from monday to saturday, non-stop. and every time you feel like giving up, you just have to keep telling yourself that it will be over soon. seeing Didi and family after a hard day work is all i look forward to. right from the very start of the day at 7 fucking am in the morning. having attachment with no one around whom you know, sucks. i miss disturbing people. but on the other hand, i'm more focused this way. everything has its pros's and con's. feel like telling this off but come to think about it, there's no point in doing so. let her learn her own damn lesson. woke up at 6.15am on my morning shift. was late like shit but i had my saviour by my side. after all this nagging, everything's good (:

paramedic training for 3 days!

you're half way there. don't give up.

saturday afternoon. nice day to go out and prolly catch chingay at marina. but sadly, i have to study and revise for 4 papers next week. 6 modules, 4 papers. amacam? Didi's being really supportive, reminding me and even coming over to accompany to study. thank you pakcik (:

everton vs man u tonight. votes are showing everton will win.

hopefully not. hah! :D

Tomorrow will be the start of a very hectic and stressful week. With papers back-to-back, hopefully I’ll get through it in one piece; no accidents, no mishaps. Dear brain, please don’t quit on me. Please splurge whatever nonsense you have onto the following papers.

And my eyes are cocking up again! I think I’ll be blind soon. Or at least, get a decent pair of glasses. This is F irritating!

thought of uploading the photos from JB trip. finally got hold of Didi's camera but sadly, the photos are in his bloody laptop! so forget about the photos cuz it will take that pakcik some time to send it to me. hah.

yesterday night, caught 'Seducing Mr. Perfect'! saw the commercial for quite a few times. thought that its nice but didn't promise myself to catch it. sometimes those things which are unplanned are the ones which work out in the end. so after watching 'Bujang Lapok', Didi all time favourite cuz he is also one, channel surfed and caught the movie! go watch k? especially Ms Hanani! its a Korean movie! i'm sure you'll like it :DDD

so i'm officially done with presentations and lectures. can also say that i'm done with tutorials cuz i can't make it for tomorrrow's tutorial and i'm still contemplating whether to skip Friday's pharmacology tutorial. exams are drawing near with less than 2 weeks! gotta spend the CNY holidays studying then. pathetic..

i'm only going to school for 2 freaking hours tomorrow just to observe people panic and watch the patient die! ok, i sound evil. i got SBL laaa.. can stop being so crude and narrow minded? i'm not 'that' evil k? heee..

i really hope your designs will clinch you a spot :DDD insya allah, amin :)

please stop pissing me off. i have already changed the usb wire, plug you in/out numerous times and still you are undetectable! thank you for letting me down. i am seriously on the verge of throwing my hard disk at the wall! its true that free stuffs are ciplak.

i'm tired from another whole day trip to JB. finally they have stop mourning. you guys should have went to JB last Saturday. smuggle in some oil, flour or rice for all you want! not a single customs staffs were there! except for those who chop chop your passport lah. so the main itinery for the day was to send the car for servicing. didn't had much time to spare for shopping. it was more of a eat, walk-walk, rest cycle. will upload the photos once i get them from Didi. knowing how he is, wait long long for the photos..

Ms Hanani, i hope that you are pleased that i grant your wish!

i just feel that life is unfair. no words can make the other party understand your point. sometimes, its much easier to be in someone else's shoes so that you don't have to explain. though i do agree that you don't mention that you don't take sides but through your acts it shows that you did. i just feel that sometimes your words contradicts your act. i know i only play a pivotal role in your life cuz' your future is in my hands. but don't i have the same rights and freedom as everyone else to determine what i want in my life? you had your chance with your life. quoted from what Ris Low said,

"my life is my life. that's why its called my life. MY LIFE.".

someone actually wanted Kanye's eight hundred dollar sneakers. guess who?

i think my BF has OCD.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

:DDD

there's always a kid in me :DDD

2nd day of vacation leave and i'm rotting at home. managed to clean some of the stuffs up in the room. glad that atleast there's some progress compared to 3 weeks back when my room was even worst than a pig's sty. there's some stuffs which i still need to buy from ikea like photo frames and plastic containers to organize my stuffs. ibu have been nagging to stop all purchases with regards to my room. according to her, i'm went over the budget. haha! i didn't know that there was even a budget in the first place! my room has yet to be painted. will probably do it closer to hari raya :D its only the start of 2010 and i'm already thinking of hari raya. stop it eh..

2nd day of vacation leaave and i have not done much revision for the coming year end examinations. i know the dates are back to back and the content of the modules aren't helping to make studying easier.

19 feb: adult nursing

22 feb: biological science

23 feb: health sociology, medical sociology, practitioner-patient relationship

(3 modules jam into a 1 hour paper. gerek tak? buku setebal-tebal tapi kluar setotet je..)

24 feb: pharmacology

25 feb: health psychology, social psychology

shall not waste any more time. only 3 weeks left to the most miserable week of my life. planning to revise adult nursing and biology tomorrow. literally revise!

oh fuck, i just missed cinta fitri. urgh. have to wake up early and watch the encore telecast tomorrow morning then. malas nyer!

just came back from JB. been a long time since i've been there. walked around angsana and got myself and for Didi a pair of dopie slippers. murah murah murah! :DDD wanted to get some other stuffs over there since its really cheap but there's lots of other stores to visit. plus shopping wasn't in the itinery in the first place. haha! going out again after prayers to mustafa.

gonna meet that little love again. :DDD till next time!

today marks the last day of FHS posting at Outram and 3 weeks of final posting for year 2. after the exams, hello year 3! can't believe i'm a year away to graduation. poly life really pass by so fast. and in a course where almost half of your curriculum is filled with attachment, the faster time past by. i'm just relieved and grateful that i manage to pull through these 3 weeks of posting in one piece without any glitches. though there were some minor accident during IMH posting, but still can tahan :D

after work, Didi came to fetch me since he's on MC today. should thank me for your MC ok? if i didn't bug you to see the doctor, you wouldn't even have an MC k? haha! i just hope that your throat and cough will get better. maybe its those after effects of not smoking for quite some time? haha! but its not a reason for you to be picking up the habit again aight!

head down to arab street. didn't intend to shop but just to look around. in the end, this boy of mine ended up buying 5 tops at a very reasonable price :DD but still, there's quite a few stuffs left on his lists. i have yet to cancel anything on my list since i'm busy with postings. haha! wait for pay day then it will be my turn k Didi? haha!

was craving for food by the time we went out of the store. could not decide what to have for dinner. one thing led to another and we ended up having our dinner at eighteen chefs all thanks to Fatin Azrin's direction! :DD tried something new from the usual stuff. should remind myself to try the baked rice during the next visit! and the student price is also cheap! main dish, drink and ice cream for only $6.40++!

ok Ibu is pestering me to get ready for tomorrow's trip to Malaysia. night!

was in DRP and DFS room today. staffs over there pun gerek :D really inspired by the senior staffs cuz they are able to speak in multiple languages! one indian staff who looks chinese is able to speak in all 4 language fluently. the nurse in the DRP room speaks hokkien fairly well. but to see the amount of interest and time she puts in to learn the language amazes me. they are senior staffs who are like 50++ years old and they can still register new stuffs into their fully loaded brain!

and she was trying so hard to get this hokkien word right until it sounds vulgar. cute la.. she was trying to say "ah jie bi" which means last/next time which i can't remember. she kept on repeating the word trying to making it sounds right. but she emphasized on the wrong word and it came out as "ah chee bi"!

jacqueline cheng rui min alexis faith! you have to teach me more of hokkien ok and not just "kacheng ki lai" or "kia ki ko". you can teach nnesah all the vulgar words :D

let's face reality. even if you learn some foreign language like french, what's the probability that you would practice conversing the language. unless of course if you are going to france la or have some french patients! but tell me the chances of nursing hokkien speaking patients to french patients?! really cannot understand those who take up language classes. not as if we could understand what the hell you are trying to say!

SG: when are you leaving singapore?
FR: la semaine prochaine.
SG: what? your semen got porsche?

sorry if all my post have been about attachments. to be honest, that's what happen today! and also on every other days.. except for one or two odd days. just live with it lah ok? don't like what you are reading, you can scram off somewhere else :D

good news;

1. i didn't encounter any problem with my card today :D
2. i went out abit later and yet i managed to reach the polyclinic by 7.40am, which is still early but atleast not as early as the first day :D
3. dressing room is fun (cuz of the gerek ENs) and interesting (different from surgical where you change dressing after 3rd POD and perform STO) :D
4. attachment has been going smoothly so far. except for one or two staffs which both students and staffs despise. 2 more days to go before its finally over. :D

2nd day at FHS Outram.

went out 10 minutes later than i did yesterday. overestimated the time taken for the whole journey. thought that it will take me an hour to get there but i was wrong. the whole trip is only 35 to 40 minutes long. upon arriving at Outram MRT, made my way from East West line to North East line exit since its much nearer to HPB. had some trouble while tapping out when i had no problem tapping in. when i think back; my funds was sufficient, my concession have not expired and there was no problem when i tapped in earlier.

so instead of wasting time trying to tap my card on the card reader over and over again like some gundu and end up blocking the other passengers, i approach the passenger service counter, hoping that they would resolve the matter. there was only one staff in the counter and he was currently attending to some other passenger. when he finish serving the customer, i thought that he would immediately attend to me. but, no. he attended to his precious handphone; took it out, check for any messages or calls and went to charge it. and he do it all directly in front of me. am i invisible? can't you see that there's a passenger waiting to be served?

putting that issue aside, he asked for my card and did something on the computer. then i heard,"ten dollars added. have a nice day,". and he could smile and giggle before saying,"i accidentally top up your card. your card is fine. can you pay $10?".

like what the? maybe it was my mistake that i did not mention to him that i was experiencing some problem with my card and couldn't tap out. but did i told you to top up my card? i clearly did not. and even if it is a normalcy for the passenger service staffs to be topping up passenger's cards, they cannot assume that it applies to all situation. first of all, if my card was credited with insufficient value, won't i be able to tap into the station? i would have been prompted earlier when i was tapping in right? doesn't it make any sense that i was in the station and had some problem getting out of the station?

called Ayah up and told him about the incident. he said that this is a common issue that passengers has raised up. if its something common, don't you think you guys should do something about it? assess the situation first lah. ask the passenger first. get a rough idea of the problem faced by the passenger and then resolve it!

imagine if you apply this example to nursing. here comes an elderly woman who's complaining of headache. you happily go and send the patient for MRI, CT scan which cost 89747916y4908 dollars. and when the results came back,"oh, your results looks fine. you're healthy just that you have a slight migraine. can you please pay $89747916y4908?". you tell me how you feel?

dumbass.

Currently caught up with tests and presentation.
Jangan harap aku akan update.
Bye!

Rintihan Seorang Jejaka

Saya suka tengok jari girlfriend saya...
Cantik betul... Sungguh!
Sampai takut nak pegang...
Bukan takut patah...
Tapi takut nanti jari kitorang tak boleh tolong each other
Di satu hari yang giler forever depan yang Maha Esa...

Saya suka tengok rambut girlfriend saya...
Cantik betol... Sungguh!
Sebab tu saya belikan tudung...
Bukan sebab jealous orang lain tengok jugak...
Tapi takut nanti terbakar dek api neraka
Di suatu hari yang giler forever

Saya suka tengok body girlfriend saya...
Cantik betol... Sungguh!
Sebab tu saya belikan dia telekong
Supaya mase dia jumpa dengan Kekasih dia Yang Utama
Dia lagi cantik dan berseri menghadapNya.
Saya pun tumpang dapat pahala. Shioknye...

Saya sedih tengok girlfriend saya
Tak tido, tak makan rindu kat saya...
Saya pun macam tu jugak,
Ada problem yang sama...
Dia tanya apa ubatnya?
Saya pun bagi dia Quran untuk penenang jiwa...
Semoga lebih cintakanNya dari saya...

Saya sedih tengok girlfriend saya
Selalu pesan macam-macam kat saya...
"Makan, minum, drive elok-elok tau..
Nanti awak sakit saye susah ati bla bla bla bla" katenya....
Tapi bila tengok movie sama-sama burn asar maghrib gitu
Dia tak kata satu aper pun...
Berdosanye saya....

Kesimpulannya saya memang sayang dia...
Nak jumper dia giler forever...
Yang forever punye forever...
Di dunia dan akhirat terutamanya,
Janji nak share heaven sama-sama...
Bahagia selamanya...

Semoga kami saling mengingati,
Dosa sendiri pun infiniti...
Nak tanggung dosa dia lagi pulak lepas ni...
Semoga kami menginsafi diri...
Ya Allah ampunkanlah kami.....
Semoga kami dapat bersama selamanya nanti...

2 years and still counting (:

on June 18, 2009..

meet Syuhaila Safingi & Fatin Hanani Ahmad Hambali
(namer panjang tapi orang nyer ketot. hah!)

"hot stuff!"

My hair can be mistaken for a lion's mane. I cannot tahan already. What more with the hot hot HOT weather.

I feel like chopping it off!

Attachment is finally over! I repeat eh,

ATTACHMENT IS FINALLY OVER!

Last morning shift for the whole attachment tomorrow. 3 more days and its over. Throughout this 4 weeks of attachment, I realised that,

ME ≠ distressed woman

I don’t know how am I gonna survive MH posting. I think I'll end up joining them. Oh how I miss TTSH. Hah.

Bumped into Kecik and F-Mon while waiting for the shuttle. That was the highlight of the day. Both of them simply lift my spirits up. And knowing that I'll be seeing them again tomorrow, is the only thing which I am looking forward for. Hah. F-Mon, please confirm date ASAP so we can start planning (:

3 done, 1 more to go. Please get this over and done with. I'm getting tired of chasing after you people. I don’t think deciding on a sub-topic will take 4 weeks. Please lah ehh..

Am not liking attachment. Am growing tired of attachment. Oh, how I miss and cherish school. I don't mind attending boring lectures and tutorials. Never mind, just persevere. Four more days. Just 4 more days.

Happy 23rd (:

Paediatrics posting is almost over. Routine is definitely different than Medical/Surgical. Relax and non-stressing. But given a choice, I will still choose Medical/Surgical over Paediatrics. Up next, hello obstetrics and gynae. Urrggghhhh..

Like a friend of mine has (not once but) twice said, in this line, you are bound to meet your long lost friend, family, relative, colleague, etc.. True enough, I bumped into my primary school best friend, Nazura. Maybe this doesn't happen to all of you but you know how in primary school your best friend would change yearly according to the class you are in? Though Nazura had never been in the same class nor the same CCA as me, she never fails to be there for me. Strange how we could click though. Nevertheless, it was great bumping into you (: Truly made my day KECOH! Haha.

Ok. Ibu wanna go NTUC. Talk again soon aight!

What's happening in this head of mine?

About a week or two weeks ago, I was on the way home and wanted to alight at Yew Tee. I think I was in a dazed or day dreaming and I didn't alight. I had to alight at Choa Chu Kang and board another train back to Yew Tee. The same thing happened today. I was on the way to tuition and was suppose to alight at Choa Chua Kang. Luckily on both events, I didn't had to wait so long for another train back.

For the first time, I'm having PE tomorrow. Hah.














I'm sorry if I broke down in front of you. But I guess, all this while I've been holding it inside me for too long and I can't carry this burden on my shoulder no more. I don't wish to pretend, to put on a fake face everyday single damn day. So now you know the reason behind my silence. I just hope you understand.

That's all I'm asking. Thank you.

A week away till attachment. Presentations still not completed yet. Am gonna die soon. If not, I should jolly well go and kill myself. I can't wait to get these over and done with. Seems like everyone's having group discussion almost every single day. School is getting mundane. Its always the same old cycle.

Happy Mummy's Day (:

I have tons of work waiting for me. Sorry for the lack of updates. Talk soon (:

3 more weeks of school and hello attachment! Sub group is currently rushing through tutorial presentations and ICA. Hopefully, to get them all done before attachment since we'll be busy with ICA and clinical tests.

Weekdays are jammed packed with lecturers, tutorials and discussion starting at 8am and ending at 6pm. Not forgetting tuition since the kids mid-year is coming soon. I just realised that I sound like a mother of four. Hah. My initial plan to revise has always been occupied with research for presentations and preparation for lab and tutorials.

Ok. I wanna watche The Nanny :P





To you,

I understand what you are going through and feeling right now for I am experiencing the same thing. Nevertheless, don't let it affect you. Learn to accept it for God has planned this for us. Who knows? Maybe God has planned something better for us instead (:

And you,

Happy 22nd (: Don't lose your wallet again hor!

I have 15 minutes before I leave the house for tuition. And I don't wish to go.

It's not that I don't want to teach them or I don't want the money. Yes, I do want it cuz' I have loads of stuffs on my mind which I wanna get particularly electronics which costs hundred over dollars. I'm waiting for the next PC show in June. Hopefully, I could save enough by then. Hmmm..

Anyhoot, back to the main point here. I think F-mon knows how I'm feeling right now. When you said that you will start the lesson now, they will create 1001 excuses like "I want to go toilet" or "I'm thirsty ah. I go drink water first k. For awhile only," and the classic one "Wait ah, kak. I go and get my book first,". And their definition of "awhile" or "sekejap" is like 5 to 10 minutes? Like hey, I don't mind if you are wasting time because at the end of the day, I'm still getting paid. But what irritates me the most is that you expect me to believe that you can't even focus and concentrate for just an hour? Five minutes also cannot. Your attention span so little meh? The rest of the day, you can do whatever you like and its none of my business. But when I'm there, I expect some respect from you. I could be doing other fruitful stuffs rather than spending my time there. What's the purpose of my presence? I expect a little co-operation today. I tried to raised the point to the parents but to no avail. You know how parents are so defensive over their kids these days. Teachers can't even lay a finger on them or they will report it as abuse. Like .. Back during my time, my Malay teacher would "piat" your ears and twist it around as if it’s a toy. Kids these days are so pampered.

And when you give them any assignments or homework, you come back the next day and nothing is done. The page is still as squeaky clean as you saw it the previous day. And they have the cheek to say that they had attempted the question but cannot solved. And when exams are drawing near, they start to panic like as if Singapore will be hit by tsunami. And then expect me to give you guys last minute crash course? Pfft.

Okay. I have to go.

I have good news. And, I have bad news too.

Good news first aight. Alhamdulillah, I passed the test! I think I sat in front of the screen with the word 'PASSED' flashing in front of me for 5 seconds before I went out of the room. Haha!

So this afternoon, I got a call from TTSH. They have rescheduled my appointment from 8 May to TODAY! And just yesterday, some Ms Tan from NYP called to check on me and asked about the incident and told me to go for another check up since I'm still experiencing headache. Hospital macam tau jer eh? Haha! So after the test, went for the appointment. Along the way, I was convincing Ibu, Ayah and Kakak that I'm well enough to go back to training on Saturday since my MC last till this Friday. But they kept on saying that the doctor will have the final say. Grrrrr!

So throughout the rest of the journey, I was praying that the doctor will let me resume training. So met the doctor, blah blah blah. He asked me whether I remember doing any scans. Hello? I had a concussion. Do you think I remember what I even said to the policemen? By the way, I told the policeman right in the face, "Eh, namer style ah!". I don't know if its true. But that's what Kakak told me. Hah. Anyhoot, the whole appointment was going well when suddenly he said (here comes the bad news),

"I think its best that you don't attend silat for atleast 1 month,".


…


I went out of the room, looked at Ayah and he just shrugged. I went towards the couch at the waiting area and cried. YES! I CRIED! WHY? BECAUSE THE DOCTOR, AYAH and IBU DOESN'T ALLOW ME TO GO SILAT! So as Ayah went to make the payment, Ibu and Kakak was "coaxing" me trying to make some sense pertaining to the doctor's decision. So I immediately snapped back and said that I didn't want to get injured in the first place, I didn't want to get this stupid head injury. All I want is to perform for Club Crawl! So Ayah made this deal about me not joining tanding and only seni. I think I lost count on the number of times he mentioned that. I get the point! No more tanding!

And I just received a text message from Ain. Ahhhhhh! I want to go training so badly! :'(

It finally dawn on me that tomorrow is April 16 which means.. The test is TOMORROW! Oh damn. I guess I was too caught up with the things that's happening around me that I almost forgot about it. Pray for me that I'll be able to pass the test. I don't wish to wait for another freaking month to re-sit for the test again.

I miss NYP Silat. I miss the people. My pantat is itchy. I wanna go back to training. I want to start training for Club Crawl but Ibu and Ayah is refraining me from attending as long as I'm on MC. So I guess I'll try my best to get on their good side and convince them that I'm well enough to attend Saturday's training. Heh. Pray for me that I'll recover soon aite.

This was how I felt yesterday and partially, today. In conclusion, I had a concussion.

FALL RISK!

When I looked at my patients, I always asked myself what does it feels like to be warded? Finally, my dream is fulfilled. Ibu called this morning and the first thing she asked was,

Tidur lena? Ader nampak pape tak? *Did you had a good sleep? Did you saw anything?*

Thanks eh Bu for your "concern". Haha! I think I have a good rapport with the "people" over there. I think "they" have seen my face too many times that they are sick and tired of me. Hah.

I talked alot of crap throughout my stay. Half of the time I wasn't awake.

Once again, thank you guys for all your well wishes.

To Cinonet; takmo risau pasal ku. Ku okay. Takde saper pun marah kat kau. These things are bound to happen. Love you loads, babe (:

To Ten; sorry klau Iqin susahkan Ten. Thanks for everything (:

To Ain Medic and Rad; thanks a lot for taking care of me. I know you guys are sick and tired of nursing injured athletes. Maner yang tak bawak tape sendiri, maner yang tak warm up betul-betul sampai dapat cramps. Bukan niat Iqin nak susahkan korang. Klau boleh Iqin tak nak susahkan saper-saper pun. Once again, many thanks to the both of you. Klau korang takde, entah aper lah jadi kat kiter. Heh.

5 days MC and I'm still having holidays. So what's the point?

Apologies for my absence. I shall now post a proper update.

1) 3 weeks of attachment is over. 2 more weeks and hello lectures and tutorials! Plus, I heard that Year 2 is freaking tough! With pharmacology, adult nursing and the skills. Die!

2) My Sony Ericsson W910i is currently undergoing servicing due to the fact that there is no display at all on the screen. But still, I could receive calls and messages (but I can't read them so what's the point right?), send messages and call out. The sad thing is; my 1 year warranty has ended and thus, I have to fork out for the servicing. The nice lady said that I had to pay $10.70 for the "evaluation fee" or in other words, to check what's wrong with my bloody phone lah. And so the nice lady said if it's the system, then I have to fork out another $15 but if it’s the LCD screen, the amount will be roughly around $100.00++. 3 days later, I got a call from the service center and the rude lady said they have check my phone and to repair it, I have to pay a sum of $350.00. Yup, that's right. Three hundred and fifty Singapore dollars! Might as well I get a new phone right?

3) After 8 long years of courtship, my sister finally got engaged to her beau! (That explains why I didn't turn up for training. Sorry guys! I will be back soon aight!)

Did you made the right decision? Did you 'Vote Earth' and switch off you lights for a whole hour?

I did. Well, my family did. And their idea of "switching off the lights" was to "get out of the house" and go to NTUC Fairprice. -______________-"

So today, I accompanied Ibu to Bukit Gombak to buy some groceries and on the way back she saw someone selling ubi or tapioca. And so she said..

IBU: Qin! Tengok! Dier jual ubi underground.
ME: Ubi underground? Sejak biler ni ibu dah start pakai word underground?
IBU: Sejak Qiqin ajar ibu..
ME: *shakes head*

I think what she was trying to say was the tapioca was brought in to Singapore illegally. Ok. I must be mindful of what I'm saying next time. Hah.

I think my dear Nnesah is dying to hear about the SHS posting. So here it goes..

I finally met F-mon after our bowling and Gelare meet-up which was about 2 weeks ago. We definitely expressed how much we missed the other 2 morons and kept on reminiscing the past every now and then. Especially Kecik, when we were about to board the train. And if her train happens to arrive earlier then yours, she will laugh at you like nobody's business. I miss that. Speaking of train, there was an incident at Clementi MRT on the first day of SHS. Among all the day, it MUST happened on that day. Nevertheless, I was earlier than F-mon. So it doesn't matter (:

Went to HPB, had briefing and yada yada yada. They basically give you a rough idea on what you'll be expecting in the school, the different stations, assigned us with assignments (Yes, Nnesah. You have to do an assignment and present it to the lecturer.) and told us which school we were attached to.

We were sent to North Spring Primary and its waaaaaayyyyy over at Sengkang. Kimak! It took me 1 hour 30 minutes to reach the bloody school! But the HPB team at the school was nice (: They taught us on the different stations, expected outcomes and answered whatever bullshit questions we asked. But it was rather routine. So you keep on doing the same thing over and over, and over, and over again!

The best station would have to be the immunisation station. Seeing the expression on their faces, simply classic! Their face will crunch up like a piece of paper ball after taking the Polio but soon after will turn as white as a ghost when the nurse started to take out the needle from the cool box. Hah.

But the most funniest one would have to be the one who cried and shouted,"PAAIIINNNN!" after the nurse swab her arm with normal saline.

Tell me what's sooooo painful about plain water? -____________________-"

From the outside, say if you were a cabdriver watching frantic jaywalkers scramble to cross the street in the final seconds before the light changed, it was only a mundane, urban snapshot: two seeming strangers, with little in common but their flimsy black umbrellas, passing in an intersection, making fleeting eye contact and exchanging stiff but not unfriendly hellos before moving on their way.

But inside was a very different story. Inside, I was reeling, churning, breathless as I made it onto the safety of the curb. Like seeing a ghost, I thought, one of those expressions I've heard a thousand times but never fully registered until that moment.

In a blink of an eye, I'm left with 2 weeks of attachment. I have a case study to do. Dammit. Can't wait for SHS posting! Finally, a change in environment.

Kids, here I come! :D

Excuse me.

Even if I'm someone close to you, someone whom you know practically for your whole damn life, this isn't the way to treat someone who's older and wiser than you. It doesn't mean that I'm keeping my mouth shut while monitoring your every move, you could simply overrule me and to the extend of stepping over my head. What happened today had surpass my limits. I won't be some fool kneeling in front of you while begging and compromising with you to do what you are suppose to do. I think you are wise enough to think what's best for you even though your beloved may think that you are still a small kid. I won't force you to do things that you do not wish to do. No reason to do something if you're not sincere about it. Might as well you pack up your stuff and leave. Learn to respect others if you wish for the same.

Screw you.

The first time I heard this song, I was in the kitchen having lunch with Kakak. Upon hearing the lyrics, especially the chorus, I stopped eating.

Putus nyamuk? Lagu aper sia putus nyamuk? Takde lagu lain pe?
Dalam banyak-banyak bende dia buat lagu pasal nyamuk?!

Ayah overheard my comment and he stopped his work and listened intently to the song.

Ayah: Qin. Bukan nyamuk lah! NyamBUNG! Putus nyambung!
Kakak: A'ah lah. Kau ni.. Break patch, break patch.

K. I admit I pekak. Sorry lor. Still, even if I dig my ears everyday (which I do), masih tetap pekak. How?

Had training today. First time going for gym training. Was blur even worst than a sotong. Luckily Ain and Zaf was there to show Nadiah, Aisyah and I around (: Normal training started around 8pm. Brushed up on steps. Training ended close to 10pm. Heard that there's gonna be silat camp next week from Wednesday to Friday. Don't know if I could make it cuz' I'm having attachments. Haiz.

Note to self; be more aggressive and confident, practice tendangan kuda and takmo kanchiong!

Sorry to disappoint any of you out there. As you all may have already know, I have been suffering from this disease called "penyakit M". This particular disease causes people to be lazy. Thus, I can't be bothered to post about my birthday entries. Furthermore, I turned 18 two weeks ago. So I guess, its old news by now. Hah.

Nevertheless, I need to thank a whole bunch of people. So here it goes..

First and foremost, thanks to Ibu, Ayah and Kakak for the wishes, your unfailing doas and the cake (:
To Didi for the cable car ride, the presents (I think there's a total of 5 presents. Hah!), the treats (makan, makan, makan!) and the surprises.
To F4 for the surprise and treat to Swensens.
To Kak Idah and Abang Is for the treat at Sakura and shisha.
To 10 for the cupcake and rose (and LJS coupons from Acap).
To NYP Silat for sabo-ing me with a tub full of ice-water (refreshing giler sampai brain freeze!).
To Hanani and Ayn for the T-shirt.
To Abang Nur and Kakak for the watch and top.
To Cik Anam, Cik Dian and Cinta Melissa for the chocolates (I hope you like your birthday gifts, budak kecik!).

And finally, to those who have wished me (I think you people know who your are :] )

I need to wake up at 6am for training tomorrow. And look at what I'm doing at 1.30am in the morning? Gi tido lahhhh! Macam maner tak ngantok during training?! Deng!

Birthday Part 2

I thought that I could post all the birthday entries in one shot.
Apparently, I can't. Hah.
Next entry, birthday part 3!

BIRTHDAY PART 1

So my first 18th birthday was celebrated with F4's. So on the last day of paper, they planned to go bowling at Yishun SAFRA. When arrived, we were given only an hour to play since there was a tournament going on in an hour's time. After the game ended, I suggested on playing pool but all of them walked out of SAFRA instead. Took the bus back to Northpoint and suddenly there was a commotion. Fatin wants to eat at MacDonalds, Jacq wants to eat at LJS, Nnesah didn't feel like eating and out of the blue, Didi called. So they just dragged me as I was on the phone. I ended up standing in front of Swensen's and said, "Aper niiii?!".

From the bottom of my heart, I thank each and everyone of you for making my 18th a memorable one. Pandai-pandai ehh korang plan. Mentang-mentang I always come late, you guys take advantage of the situation ehh. Next time I come early uhh (Yeah, right). Again, thank you. I love each and every one of you (:

Next entry, birthday part 2!