dreams

A childhood dream that will never be...

Feeling so sian today. One of those things that you just shouldn't dwell too much on. Oh well. Gonna be on course for the next two days. Guess it will be a good chance to catch up on some work... Setting papers for example. Haha how mean should i be to my kids? Time to do some quiet time. That's usually the best thing to do... Especially in such cases.. Not that it isn't good to do it in other cases. Lol.

Lost...and Gain

It's times like this when you realise what it means to really trust God.
Trusting God is not about getting what you want, but really... more about getting what you truly need again.

It's been a hard lesson. And yet, I guess what I have come to gain is intrinsically so much more.
Of course somewhere there, I still think about what I've lost. But that will pass. It always has.

To live is Christ. To die is gain.
I've lost what I didn't need to gain what is important.