I'm in total despair right now... I can't seem to play the guitar at all! Absolutely no muscial talent whatsoever. Haix. No idea how to strum at all...it either makes a dull sound or a messy sound. Oh boy... I think the triangle is the only one I can play. Wahahha...oh well...
Man I'm so bored right now! My cousins are only coming to the countdown party at my place at about 4 plus or 5plus? Lol. Thanks to dear Wee Jing Yun...she probably hasn't yet woken up. Hehe...
Maybe I should some of my ample DVDs...but then again, not in the mood to watch. I'm not a very TV person... I wanna go out! But going out means spending more money...unless I'm going to Warren...then I'm spending Dad's money! Hehe. But CCK is soooooooooo far. Lazy to go. The guys are playing soccer in school. Dang, it's been a long time since I last went to school. Hmm... and I'm supposed to go collect my EAGLES award! YEAH~! $150 for me to spend! Hehe. Should I make a trip down to school now..? Or wait till school reopens so I can see Ms Aw at the same time? Hmmmmmmm... :D:D Miss my teachers like mad...
Well, I think Kim's more poor thing than me anyway...she's stuck at home with a a bout of nasty chicken pox! Oh well, a group of us are gonna hang out at her place on 2nd Jan. Cheer her up a bit...since she can't go out, we'll go to where she is. And.... today's the last day of my consession!! Tmr onwards would be adult fare!!!!!!!!! boo hoo... there goes more money. *groans* I seriously need to get a job. Really hope I can get that telemarketing job! Haix. *prays hard* Shan't be going out as often next month anymore...coz it'll be job time! If you wanna go out, first you gotta work for cash. No money no outing. lol. I can't always depend on my parents for money you know. Besides, my mum isn't gonna give me any pocket money anymore.
It's such a nice weather to swim today. But I ain't got time to head down to warren now I think. Oh well. And swimming alone can get a little dreary sometimes. I'm a people person. Lol...not in the 'I-wanna-be-alone' mood now anyway. My passion for running is dwindling down a little...no idea why. Maybe it's becoz I need a running partner. My friends are mostly too far to go jogging with me. Except maybe Wailreng...he lives in Dover and that's the nearest already. Lol...sad huh. Oh well. Moreover with the increase in travelling expense, I need a friend who is within walking distance. Tsktsk.
Hmm... maybe I should just head out anyway. Last day of consession after all. Should use it while I still can. Go out and travel for free while I still can. Heh. Feel like going to school. Grr... but they're all guys. I need some girlfriends man! But they're all busy. Like what's new. Lol. Maybe I should get Akbar to head down to tiong bahru after his soccer. Need to help him with some stuff after all. Hehe. See how. My period of boredom is depending on this. Lol.
Friday, December 30, 2005
Here's more of some interesting quotes I came across... after this , I guess I better go to slp...ha!
"Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?"
"Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend"
"How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?"
"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."
"I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever."
"Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do."
"Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and you can never have them?"
" There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ... "
"Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?"
"Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend"
"How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?"
"Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does."
"I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever."
"Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do."
"Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and you can never have them?"
" There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ... "
ZZzzz...tired...but I don't want to sleep yet! Coz I'm gonna read Cronicles of Narnia first! Ok, not the whole book at one go...just a few chapters first. Heh... anyway, the movie isn't as great as I thought it would be...coz the ending is a little weird. As in how the witch died? lol..yea. Oh well....LOTR will still be my all time favourite movie series! :)
Anyway, dad told me a few days ago that I can only start having a stead when I'm 21. Lol...don't mind it though. He wants me to concentrate on my studies and everything first. Fair enough. Lol. Enjoy the freedom of singlehood manx. Widen my choices. Lol...
Darn, the job agency pple still hasn't called me yet. There's still till Tuesday though. I'm hoping I can get it together with Shijia and Gek xing! How fun to work with friends! Lol...no eating lunch alone yea? Lol...none of the schools have replied my email though. Irritating. Lol. No more relief teaching for me I guess.
Anyway, dad told me a few days ago that I can only start having a stead when I'm 21. Lol...don't mind it though. He wants me to concentrate on my studies and everything first. Fair enough. Lol. Enjoy the freedom of singlehood manx. Widen my choices. Lol...
Darn, the job agency pple still hasn't called me yet. There's still till Tuesday though. I'm hoping I can get it together with Shijia and Gek xing! How fun to work with friends! Lol...no eating lunch alone yea? Lol...none of the schools have replied my email though. Irritating. Lol. No more relief teaching for me I guess.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
The Xmas party on the 26th was a success~! Wahahha...totally enjoyed myself..and I hope everyone else did too! HEhe..really glad that the army guys could turn, though it was only for a short while.. :) Thank you everyone who came! I especially loved the gift exchange. It was hilarious I tell ya! Wahahaha...you should see some of the stuff the guys got. Thank goodness none of the girls got them. Well, I did get a pair of boxers though. Lol. Adamson and Sam got some, hmmm, very interesting books. Man, the expressions on the guys faces as they looked through the pages!! Oh man...got them on photos!!! I'll post some of them up later. *grins* Fadhil got this shirt from Kat. The shirt was so small I think it could fit only him or Kim! So...what a blessing he got it! Hehe...even on him, it was tight-fitting already! Hehe...and it says 'kick me' at the back. LOL! Kim got a pregnancy kit and condoms from Adamson. Hiek hiek...by the time she can use them, they would have expired. LOl.
Quite a few stayed over. Those who didn't were of course, the army boys - keeonn, fahmi and fauzul, shijia, siqian, teckyen, khadijah, janna and adamson. Jinhong and Farhan came after work. The rest - Akbar, Sam, Xintian, Kim, Gerald, Daryl, Fadhil and Jinhong stayed. Farhan left at around 2 plus I think. Yep...Oh, and Wai didn't come because he had diarhoea!!
Well, Kim and I drank a whole lot that night. Kim turned super stoned, and I got seriously high. Akbar claimed I was super irritating, but hey, I was enjoying my 'high' state man! It felt really good. Not the drunk yet, just the really high part. Yupx. It's fun to drink with me. We all toasted too! Well, those who CANNOT (grins) drink alcohol had to drink sparkling wine of coz. Hehe... but it was all fun nonetheless.
The guys kept on playing the PS2 non-stop! Goodness...soccer, rugby...whatever manx. Lol. Thank goodness Jing left his PS2 here den. Otherwise I think the guys might have gotten a little bored after that. Xintian and Kim knocked out at about 3 plus. Daryl also followed at around 4 plus. I let my bro sleep on my bed, the poor thing...have to tolerate losing his bed. Lol...so I let him sleep on mine lo. I joined two chairs together outside at the living, intending to sleep for a short half hour...but when I woke up, it was daytime already. Lol! A solid 3 hours.
Jinhong left before I woke up. Xintian left at about 9 plus...she even packeted some chickens back! Lol...cute manx. Yup, the food was that good! Thank you Auntie Anisha! Hehee.. who's left - me, kim, daryl, akbar, fadhil, sam and gerald. Oh, gerald left at around 10 plus to go home and shit too. Lol...the dumb guy refuses to shit at my place. oh well...Lol. Yea, the rest of us just chilled out in my room. Watching 'badger badger badger...' LOL! And looking through my past photos...how utterly embarrassing. Lol...I look hideous during my primary and secondary school years. Lol. Well, before we left the house, we did our own video of 'badger badger badger' !! It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hilariously funny! My goodness...couldn't stop laughing manx. Shall do a video of the whole xmas party. Wait for it!! :)
After that we went to boon lay when kim took a bus home from there. The rest of us wanted to bowl...but when we reached the place, it was under renovation!! Grr... Oh well, den we headed back to JP for Long John's...the machine was spoiled so there was only grilled fish left! Oh man...super suay la.. Lol. In the end, we had dinner at Banquet. Yup. Oh well, after that we all parted ways to go home. Wahhahaha...bed sweet bed. SNORE....
Anyway, went for a job interview the next day together with Shijia and Gek xing (28/12). Haha...it went ok I think. Not as scary as I thought it would be...but I dun think I can get the job though. Hmmm, well hope for the best then! I really need some extra pocket money. My mum stopped giving me pocket money already...so....yea...lol. Intended to go swimming after the interview, but there wasn't enough time, coz I was supposed to meet Daryl to go to Kim's house together. Hehe...She got chicken pox! Poor girl man. Right on the day before her job. So yea, we went to watch DVD at her house for a bit. Then my mum came to pick me up before we could finish the show! Lol. Oh well...let kim finish the show first lo. Hehe. Mum gave daryl a bit to the interchange at my place. Heh.
Yea...super tired now. Going to Kim's house again tonight. This time with Akbar and Siqian. And before that, I shall go swimming!! Haven't exercised for some time already. Feeling lethargic and everything. *groans* Lol... all right. Shall sign off now...
Cheerios~!
Quite a few stayed over. Those who didn't were of course, the army boys - keeonn, fahmi and fauzul, shijia, siqian, teckyen, khadijah, janna and adamson. Jinhong and Farhan came after work. The rest - Akbar, Sam, Xintian, Kim, Gerald, Daryl, Fadhil and Jinhong stayed. Farhan left at around 2 plus I think. Yep...Oh, and Wai didn't come because he had diarhoea!!
Well, Kim and I drank a whole lot that night. Kim turned super stoned, and I got seriously high. Akbar claimed I was super irritating, but hey, I was enjoying my 'high' state man! It felt really good. Not the drunk yet, just the really high part. Yupx. It's fun to drink with me. We all toasted too! Well, those who CANNOT (grins) drink alcohol had to drink sparkling wine of coz. Hehe... but it was all fun nonetheless.
The guys kept on playing the PS2 non-stop! Goodness...soccer, rugby...whatever manx. Lol. Thank goodness Jing left his PS2 here den. Otherwise I think the guys might have gotten a little bored after that. Xintian and Kim knocked out at about 3 plus. Daryl also followed at around 4 plus. I let my bro sleep on my bed, the poor thing...have to tolerate losing his bed. Lol...so I let him sleep on mine lo. I joined two chairs together outside at the living, intending to sleep for a short half hour...but when I woke up, it was daytime already. Lol! A solid 3 hours.
Jinhong left before I woke up. Xintian left at about 9 plus...she even packeted some chickens back! Lol...cute manx. Yup, the food was that good! Thank you Auntie Anisha! Hehee.. who's left - me, kim, daryl, akbar, fadhil, sam and gerald. Oh, gerald left at around 10 plus to go home and shit too. Lol...the dumb guy refuses to shit at my place. oh well...Lol. Yea, the rest of us just chilled out in my room. Watching 'badger badger badger...' LOL! And looking through my past photos...how utterly embarrassing. Lol...I look hideous during my primary and secondary school years. Lol. Well, before we left the house, we did our own video of 'badger badger badger' !! It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hilariously funny! My goodness...couldn't stop laughing manx. Shall do a video of the whole xmas party. Wait for it!! :)
After that we went to boon lay when kim took a bus home from there. The rest of us wanted to bowl...but when we reached the place, it was under renovation!! Grr... Oh well, den we headed back to JP for Long John's...the machine was spoiled so there was only grilled fish left! Oh man...super suay la.. Lol. In the end, we had dinner at Banquet. Yup. Oh well, after that we all parted ways to go home. Wahhahaha...bed sweet bed. SNORE....
Anyway, went for a job interview the next day together with Shijia and Gek xing (28/12). Haha...it went ok I think. Not as scary as I thought it would be...but I dun think I can get the job though. Hmmm, well hope for the best then! I really need some extra pocket money. My mum stopped giving me pocket money already...so....yea...lol. Intended to go swimming after the interview, but there wasn't enough time, coz I was supposed to meet Daryl to go to Kim's house together. Hehe...She got chicken pox! Poor girl man. Right on the day before her job. So yea, we went to watch DVD at her house for a bit. Then my mum came to pick me up before we could finish the show! Lol. Oh well...let kim finish the show first lo. Hehe. Mum gave daryl a bit to the interchange at my place. Heh.
Yea...super tired now. Going to Kim's house again tonight. This time with Akbar and Siqian. And before that, I shall go swimming!! Haven't exercised for some time already. Feeling lethargic and everything. *groans* Lol... all right. Shall sign off now...
Cheerios~!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Sentosa
Went to Sentosa with Kim, Akbar, Khadijah, Gerald, Sam, Fadhil and Adamson yesterday~! We have loads of fun man! Played volleyball, kayaked, had a ulitmate frisbee competition (which my team lost pretty badly...but what the heck right? All that matters is that we had fun!!) and bascially just hung out...splashing in the water and stuff. Now I'm pretty muched burnt...not the kind that would make my skin peel, hopefully. Hee...
Ended our beaching session at around 6 plus. Bathed and stuff...thankfully the queue this time wasn't long. As we walked towards the bus waiting area, saw BEN AND JERRY'S!!! whoopeee~! Lol... Adamson treated Kim and I to a cone each. Hehe. Sam told me that he wanted to treat me, but since Adamson did...lol, don't worry Sam, there'll be lots of opportunities next time! Hehehe...well after that, we went for dinner at Banquet food court at Harbourfront centre at around 8pm. Ate and chit-chatted till about 9pm...den off home we went! Lol...my dad was surprised to see me home so early (9.30pm)...he expected me to reach home at 10 plus...or maybe even 11 plus. Wahhaha...nah, we were all too exhausted yesterday. Hehe...too long without exercise...oh wellx. Hehe.
That was yesterday. Today I'm feeling a little off...but it'll be ok, coz I'm going shopping with my mum and cousin! Hehehe...my mum my atm. :P I'm so mean. Hehehehe...
Haix. I've been the cause of much hurt lately. Feeling pretty horrible about it. Oh wellx...
Endless Road by Lin Junjie
HO~~~~~~~~
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can‘t recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can‘t even find a stranger this time
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there‘s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this
Would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think I never will……
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside
Ended our beaching session at around 6 plus. Bathed and stuff...thankfully the queue this time wasn't long. As we walked towards the bus waiting area, saw BEN AND JERRY'S!!! whoopeee~! Lol... Adamson treated Kim and I to a cone each. Hehe. Sam told me that he wanted to treat me, but since Adamson did...lol, don't worry Sam, there'll be lots of opportunities next time! Hehehe...well after that, we went for dinner at Banquet food court at Harbourfront centre at around 8pm. Ate and chit-chatted till about 9pm...den off home we went! Lol...my dad was surprised to see me home so early (9.30pm)...he expected me to reach home at 10 plus...or maybe even 11 plus. Wahhaha...nah, we were all too exhausted yesterday. Hehe...too long without exercise...oh wellx. Hehe.
That was yesterday. Today I'm feeling a little off...but it'll be ok, coz I'm going shopping with my mum and cousin! Hehehe...my mum my atm. :P I'm so mean. Hehehehe...
Haix. I've been the cause of much hurt lately. Feeling pretty horrible about it. Oh wellx...
Endless Road by Lin Junjie
HO~~~~~~~~
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can‘t recognize this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can‘t even find a stranger this time
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there‘s nothing to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Every time I ask if this
Would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think I never will……
A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Some quotes I found really...interesting...
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.
When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: either the car is new or the wife is.
Man is better off than woman; he marries later and dies sooner
A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished.—
It is wonderful to be loved and to love. It is horrible to love and not be loved. But it is the most horrible to tell someone who deeply loves you that you don’t love them and watch their heart shatter in front of your eyes.
Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small and kindles the great.
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after.
When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most.
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing: either the car is new or the wife is.
Man is better off than woman; he marries later and dies sooner
A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished.—
It is wonderful to be loved and to love. It is horrible to love and not be loved. But it is the most horrible to tell someone who deeply loves you that you don’t love them and watch their heart shatter in front of your eyes.
Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small and kindles the great.
Merry Christmas~!
Once again that jolly time of the year has come again...CHRISTMAS IS COMING! Woots~! I'm like super excited for the party I'm holding for my friends on boxing day..which is incase some people don't know, on the 26th Dec. Hehe. I seriously hope it will be a success. Gonna prepare tons of food and all. Janna and Adamson will be helping me with getting the groceries in the morning. Yep...need all the help I can get. Oh, and Kim's coming too! Around 12 I think. Janna and Adam coming at 9. Hehe...
It's always this time of the year when I start to think back and realise how important my friends are to me. Seriously. I don't need a stead or anything...I just need my friends. My close friends. Without them, I doubt I'd be what I am now. Probably become some psychotic depressed whimp. Haha...
I'm totally into making videos now. Nothing fancy...just windows movie maker. Haha...learnt it all from Fahmi. Wahaha...
Man there are so many things to do and so little time to do them! Still have got tons of xmas shopping to do. Man I'm like so dead people!
It's always this time of the year when I start to think back and realise how important my friends are to me. Seriously. I don't need a stead or anything...I just need my friends. My close friends. Without them, I doubt I'd be what I am now. Probably become some psychotic depressed whimp. Haha...
I'm totally into making videos now. Nothing fancy...just windows movie maker. Haha...learnt it all from Fahmi. Wahaha...
Man there are so many things to do and so little time to do them! Still have got tons of xmas shopping to do. Man I'm like so dead people!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Life's totally screwed up for me now. So many things are going wrong. Lost my retainers last night at the food court. Left it there. Now it costs $400 to make a new pair. I want to die. My mum is super pissed with me. I suck.
I'm such a freaking loser. Thank God for all my friends, otherwise I'll probably be better off dead. Can't believe myself. SHIT MAN.
Whatever. Stop the self-pity. Movie marathon at Kim's on Wed...can't wait! :)
I'm such a freaking loser. Thank God for all my friends, otherwise I'll probably be better off dead. Can't believe myself. SHIT MAN.
Whatever. Stop the self-pity. Movie marathon at Kim's on Wed...can't wait! :)
Friday, December 09, 2005
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
WOOOOOOOOOOTS~! Prom was the best thing that ever happened to me in my JC life!!! Had a damn lot of fun really. Every part of it...I can remember them all so clearly. The shopping for clothes, accessories and shoes - the making up part - the event itself - the numerous photos taken - the after prom party... WHOA~! I love PJC PROM!!
I don't even know how to start talking about it. Guess I'll just save them all in my memories...and the photos. Hee. Fahmi's making the video for the prom thing. Can't wait to check it out!
Man I just need to get really wasted right now. Feeling a little screwed up. Ok, not a little...quite a lot. I can't believe he said that...but I guess it's not unexpected. Oh well... I'm alone again
I don't even know how to start talking about it. Guess I'll just save them all in my memories...and the photos. Hee. Fahmi's making the video for the prom thing. Can't wait to check it out!
Man I just need to get really wasted right now. Feeling a little screwed up. Ok, not a little...quite a lot. I can't believe he said that...but I guess it's not unexpected. Oh well... I'm alone again
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
"Out Of Reach"
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So farI never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach,
I can see
There's a life out there
For me
Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK
But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you
But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So farI never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach,
I can see
There's a life out there
For me
Saturday, December 03, 2005
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...I'm at my darling cousin's house right now! But I'm not staying overnight though...leaving before dinner I think. Just came over to continue writing this novel we've been working on for a year plus already! Lol... we're always too busy to really write a lot at one go. Either that or I just don't have the inspiration. Lol...cause I'm the one mainly writing the story. My cousin helps out with the plot and stuff. Lol...and for those who take Lit b4, you know how stuff writing essays can be right? Imgaine a novel. Wahahha...I must be mad.
Feeling pretty bored now.Hmmm...not bpred exactly. Just feeling rather depressed with my cousin. Her name's Jing Yun by the way. Her close friend is migrating to New Zealand tonight. Sigh...so many people leaving. Seriously, it's times like this when you really treasure your school life, when your friends are all pretty much closely knitted, and everyone was within reachable contact. All these graduation and leaving just dismays me.
I'm DEEEEPPPREEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! lol... Haix. Feel like going for a swim. But the pool's too far away. Lol. Too lazy to go jogging either. Haix. The feeling totally sucks doesn't it. I need a treadmill at home.
Feel like sleeping today away and just waking in time tomorrow to go church. Then go for manicure with my friends, then go shopping with my mum. Somehow I'm looking forward to Monday...and at the same time, I'm not looking forward to Monday. I'm weird right? Don't know. I'm really quite excited for Monday...but I don't know what that day entails either. Haha...ok I don't get what I'm talking about either...
Okok. gtg continue story writing...Cherrios~
Feeling pretty bored now.Hmmm...not bpred exactly. Just feeling rather depressed with my cousin. Her name's Jing Yun by the way. Her close friend is migrating to New Zealand tonight. Sigh...so many people leaving. Seriously, it's times like this when you really treasure your school life, when your friends are all pretty much closely knitted, and everyone was within reachable contact. All these graduation and leaving just dismays me.
I'm DEEEEPPPREEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! lol... Haix. Feel like going for a swim. But the pool's too far away. Lol. Too lazy to go jogging either. Haix. The feeling totally sucks doesn't it. I need a treadmill at home.
Feel like sleeping today away and just waking in time tomorrow to go church. Then go for manicure with my friends, then go shopping with my mum. Somehow I'm looking forward to Monday...and at the same time, I'm not looking forward to Monday. I'm weird right? Don't know. I'm really quite excited for Monday...but I don't know what that day entails either. Haha...ok I don't get what I'm talking about either...
Okok. gtg continue story writing...Cherrios~
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