Whoa...long time since I had a real blog entry huh. Well, I'm not gonna say much anyway...going to sleep soon since I'll be up early to study. Well...so many things have happened man...and all right before the A levels! Goodness...quite terrible huh. Quite a mixture of feelings really...but it's all getting better now. Feeling happy...but of course, the A levels are kinda stressing me out. My mum says she thinks I won't be able to do well ..at the right I'm going. Lol. Oh well. I somehow think the same way as her.Lol...

Dreaming of You

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too

Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have a dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Corazón
I can't stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can't stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can't stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming of you endlessly

Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight!

Dreaming of You
Franne Gold & Tom Snow

Late at night when all the world is sleepingI stay up and think of youAnd I wish on a star that somewhere you areThinking of me too
Cause I'm dreaming of you tonightTill tomorrow I'll be holding you tightAnd there's nowhere in the world I'd rather beThan here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see meAnd I wonder if you know I'm thereIf you looked in my eyesWould you see what's insideWould you even care?
I just wanna hold you close But so far all I have a dreams of youSo I wait for the dayAnd the courage to say how much I love youYes I do!
I'll be dreaming of you tonightTill tomorrow I'll be holding you tightAnd there's nowhere in the world I'd rather beThan here in my room dreaming about you and me
CorazónI can't stop dreaming of youNo puedo dejar de pensar en tiI can't stop dreamingCómo te necesitoI can't stop dreaming of youMi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleepingI stay up and think of youAnd I still can't believe That you came up to me and said "I love you"I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonightTill tomorrow and for all of my lifeAnd there's nowhere in the world I'd rather beThan here in my room dreaming of you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonightTill tomorrow I'll be holding you tightAnd there's nowhere in the world I'd rather beThan here in my roomI'll be dreaming of you tonightEndlesslyAnd I'll be holding you tightDreaming...with you...tonight!

If I Let You Go

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find


The courage is to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinkin' about
Takin' the easy way out


But if i let you go
I will never know
Ahat my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will i ever see
You smiling back at me
Oh yeah
How will i know
If i let you go


Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame
We're worlds apart


I'm to shy to ask
I'm to proud to lose
But sooner or later i've gotta choose
And once again
I'm thinkin' about
Taking the easy way out


But if i let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will i ever see
You smiling back at me
Oh yeah
How will i know
If i let you go

Listed

Seven things that will scare me:
Darkness
My parents (when they are very disappointed in me)
COCKROACHES
Being rejected
Food allegy
Of being Fat
Death of loved ones


Seven things I like the most:
My close friends
My family
Running
Hugging
Listening to music (includes singing)
Animals~!~!~!
Falling in love

Seven most important things in my room/ apartment:
Computer
Mobile phone
Bed
Bolster
Pillow
Brother
Photo Albums

Seven random facts abt me:
I once painted all my toenails blue!! (Eww rite?)
I have a mole on my right upper arm
I have brownish eyes
I'm baker beck!
When I'm stressed, I can start doing all sorts of crazy things. lol..
I laugh super loudly..it'll probably make most babies cry.. hehe
I have very small handwriting...usually...lol


Seven things I can do:
Run 2.4km under 11min. (Any guys out there jealous? Lol.)
Sing...though not very well
I can make a pop-up card
Roll my tongue
Cross eye..(dots rite?)
Sneeze non-stop for one minute when I have flu
Be a very good listener...

Seven things I can't do:
Fly
Be a model
Grow any taller
Leave my friends in the lurch
Break a promise ( or I try not to)
Not love my family
Not fall in love

Seven words/phrases I say the most:
Sheesh
Oh man...
Can you just die?
Then?
What the hell?
Err...
Go and die la..

Seven favourite celebrities:
Hugh Jackman
Kate Beckinsale
Bae Yong Jun
Kevin Richardson
Sandra Bullock
Hugh Grant
Viggo Mortensen

Seven people I would love to do this:
Xintian
Siqian
David
Janna
Kim
Sam
Khai
More than seven people actually...EVERYONE WHO READS THIS!!

Gonna forget all my complaints now! Have to start concentrating seriously for A levels. No one's effort but my own. The dream of becoming a vet should be my sole motivation in driving myself forward to this. Yep! Jiayou everyone taking A levels, o levels etc! Lol..

I'm suddenly reminded of Pre-U Seminar again. Sigh....really miss those few five days. Short but filled with so many memories...wonderful memories. I miss group 3! I miss someone... Haha. Perhaps I might organise an outing again after the A levels. That's another month plus away. Goodness...I'm just reminded of how close the A levels are again. Lol.

Ever had the feeling when seeing someone just makes your heart flutter a little? It may not even be seeing the person in real. Like a pic...or through SMS. Haha...and it's not just one. Lol. Oh well. But I don't seriously like anyone at the moment. *shrugs* Definitely not ready for any committment. Lol.

Gonna study again soon... Goal for A levels: AAAAA2... lol. Possible?? I believe so... :)

I know you are disappointed in me. I can't help being so bloody stupid can I? Maybe I've got some mutated gene somewhere, all I know is that I'm not as smart as you. At least praise me for a bit of achievement will you? Am I supposed to be motivated by that utter lack of confidence you have in me???? I've tried very hard already. What you want me to do? Damn it man. Even my teacher of less than two years has more faith in me. Some encouragement man!! Do you even leave some for me somewhere? Don't get me wrong. I know you love me. I know you've done a lot for me already. It's just I can't live up to your expectations now can I? I'm sorry I can't repay you the things you've done for me. Maybe I'm just a blabbering fool. Just whatever.

Damn...something is wrong with me. I'm just hurting everyone around me. Why?

A level stress? Perhaps. But I don't see it affecting everyone else...actually I don't really think it's about the exams. Something is just happening...and I can't help it.

Ruining my mood like terrorists. Geez... results are crappy too. Oh well. Need to just sit back and rethink my life.