Rah!

So far 3 or 4 people have commented that my cookies were nice! Haha~ So my baking skills have not deteoriated for the past 4 months that I didn't go anywhere near the oven. Lolx! Oh well... don't think I'll be baking any time soon. Baking really quite tiring...and promos coming... No time No time~ Heehee.

Sigh...I've made a resolution with myself. I shall always choose to be happy despite any circumstances or situations. Well, we all have a choice of whether we want to be happy or sad when faced with a certain problem right? We can choose to stand around and whine, or sit down and start thinking of a solution. It's the same thing I think. Why let one minute of anger make you lose sixty seconds of happiness? Life is too short~

There were certain things that made me rather pissed today. But I shan't dwell on them. Just forget it and move on. It's over. Who cares? Let it be. Move on... One thing you learn about life is that it goes on...

Happy teachers' Day!

Ok...so it's not yet teacher's day...but I like being early...so HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! Wahahaha...oh well. I'm like staying up so late to bake for my teachers...faint. Lucky Pa staying up with me to chat online...or I will just die of boredom. Uh huh.

Anyway, exams are coming up! Die...one more month. Same time I had left to pia from 22 points in prelims to 8 pts in 'O' levels. Lol...But I dun feel the same urge to study as hard. Sian.... Maybe I'll make better use of my Sept hols. No more playing then...much that is. HAha... as they always say, All Work and No Play makes Rebecca a dull...whatever. I'm gender-less...so...call it what you like. Wahaha!

Bored

Well, just finished my power series math tutorial. It's not that hard after all actually. Now I just have to practise my application of differentiation. Have yet to do that tutorial. Oh well. Later.

My foot still hurts. Sigh. But not that bad already I guess. Hopefully the swelling will go down by monday. I don't really enjoy wearing slippers to school. In fact I don't enjoy wearing slippers period. Lol. And for the first time ever, I can't run and jump about! Deprived. Like to feel the wind against my face and stuff. Oh well. I guess everything happens for a reason. Only God knows what it is.

My biological clock is all hay-wire now. Sad. I've been sleeping so much!!! All because of the medicine. Makes one drowsy. Oh well, might as well make use of it to get a bit more sleep first. Coz when I finally finish the medicine, it's time to get back to midnight mood. Wahaha.

Right. I think I'll go back to my studying. Ciao~

Heng ar...

Well...no fracture to my foot after all! But it's a real casty sprain and the doc said I wun be able to run for at least 2 to 3 weeks! Boohoo~ I wanna run! How am I gonna relieve stress like that? And if I want to maintain my fitness, the doc said I'll have to do exercises that don't require pressure on my foot - like stationary cycling. Oh man... running is lots more fun! How often can I do stationary cycling anyway? Sigh...



==You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending==

broken foot broken soul

Haix...some accident during PE today. My foot is all swollen up and everything now. But not the ankle...the top of the foot there...doc at CCK poly can't confirm if there's a fracture or not. So they'd arrange for me to have an appointment with some specialist at SGH. Sigh...but whether the diagnosis is true or not, I won't be to run for at least a month. A WHOLE MONTH! I feel like dying la...

Miss so many lessons...i will surely fall WAYYYYYYYYYY behind! I already can't catch up after LTC le... :( oh well... stupid accident...

Determined!

Hmmm...just receieved a huge nagging cum scolding from Teck Yen today. I feel really bad...like I've let him down. My too. And most of all myself. I haven't been doing as well as I wanted or ought to. Maybe due to too much other activities? I don't think so though. All a matter of time management. But I will prevail! Time to get cracking and start studying. Properly. No more feeling sorry for myself that I can't do this, I can't do this. I must do something about it. Ask my teachers, ask my seniors, ask my friends...whoever! Haha...

Well...All the best to everyone taking exams soon~! Study hard now and get good results so you can enjoy for life! Whoa~!

Amunching race!

My com kinda crashed yesterday so I couldn't blog...but here I am now, to talk about yesterday's Amunching race! My team, comprising of Janna, David, Khadijah and me, clinched a first! And you know what? The best part is that the first price is an $80 Swensen's voucher! Yipppeeeeeeeee~! I'm lovin' it!

First stop: Westmall
Had apple Stiz...that's the name of the shop I think. Somewhere in the basement. We had apple toffee - chocolate-coated apples! Yum! It was fabulous! I'll probably make some and share with my friends or something...coz I tell you, it's way overpriced there! $3 for one! Goodness...it's just apples and choc! But good business though. Quite creative. Hmmmm...
After that was Nasi Brani at the food court in Westmall. Whoa~ It's one of the better Nasi Branis I've had! We had to eat it with just forks. I tell you...the four of us just dug in totally! Like monsters who haven't eaten for days!

Second stop: Food stalls opposite Beauty World
To think I've been in Nanyang for the past 4 years and I never knew this place existed! The most heavenly kind of prata I've tasted! Hahaha...tissue prata. Weird name huh? But it's fried so thinly till such a perfect crisp...*melts* Gosh I could eat ten of them..but too bad we were in a rush. Wahahha...and there we also had Milo Dinoso! It's super super thick milo covered with lots and lots of milo powder on top...with a cherry too. WHOA~ I immediately made more of it when I got home...shhh! don't tell my mum. *chuckles*

Third stop: Hawker centre in Geylang
Satay of some sort. Instead of meat, it's FATS. EWWWWWWW...fats! Taste quite nice...but the knowledge of it being fats...*puke* And it's so chewy and almost impossible to swallow! Oh man...I think I need to run ten rounds on the track tmr. Samuel was nice, he bought us a few packets of bandung to drink on the way.

Fourth stop: Far East Plaza
HEar Hear people! This shop at the fifth floor! Some indonesian fast food restaurant! They sell DELICIOUS grilled bananas coated with delightful condense milk and covered with lots of chocolate rice and grated cheese! It's almost heaven man! Heard that the chicken meals there are good too but didn't get to try yet. Never mind! I'll bring all my frenz there to eat next time! *grinz*
Had also had this drink at Ice Gotcha. Ewww....bittergourd, ginger, celery and lemon.... YUCK. I nearly puked! The memory of it...*shudders*

Fifth Stop: Goodwood Hotel
THE BEST OF THE BEST! For me that is... DURIAN CREAM PUFFS! Oh gosh! The most fantastic and ultimate durian puffs ever! Really! I love durian and most durian puffs are such fake imitations but this is totally real! It was almost like the ReAL thing! YUM YUM YUM YUM!!! You really just gotta have a taste of it! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Yuppz! Tmr my team will be going on the ramp to receive our price. Lol. Amunching race - first price. The team of the biggest gluttons! Wahhahaha!

What aBad DAY

Wad a lousy day. Supposd to study in school but Kim asked me to accompany her to walk out of sch. I relented lo. Then on board bus 190, I slept...nearly falling asleep on this army guy's shoulder sia...lucky woke up in time to find myself leaning towards him, so i said a quick sorry and made myself lean all the way to the window, so no more in danger of leaning anywhere else. Stupid me forgot to check the actual destination...by the time i woke up again...already in orchard. Crap.

On board bus 14 from orchard. Didnt sleep this time...but guess wad. I missed my stop again. Not my fault! The stupid bus uncle missed my stop and continued on to the next one! Faint... had to walk an extra half hour. Sian...Moreover as I walked past the bus stop i was supposed to alight at, this 40-plus-year-old lady asked me or $1.90 to take bus to clementi or somewhere. I told her I didnt have money.LEft only 2 buck note. Then she begged me to help her coz she didnt dare ask anyone else. Sigh...what to do, I give lo. Just hope she was able to use it. Broke now man.

ODAC ROCKS~! haha.Xinyan, Serena and I made the ODAC tepestry tiles today. Whoa~ So nice! I love it! And it's the biggest there! :) Right at the top, so now it seems like it's a ODAC noticeboard or something! Wahaha. So proud of it! *beams*

Hmmm, really impressed by my x-odac president today. Calvin's really a born leader sia. People say that leaders are made, not born. I dunno, but I seriously haven't met quite a leader like him. Not toking about the adults but around my level ones. Guess there are always those people who command respect without even having to try hard? HAha...cool.

Promos coming !! AHHH!!! Die...i think from next week onwards...i WILL stay in school to study no matter wad. Haha.

Perhaps

Well, I guess it's time to stop feeling stupid and start trying to become less stupid. Gotta start studying forPromos. I have no intention of failing anymore subjects man. Wahahaha...so i will start my intense revision tmr nite. MAybe tonight...but i'm pretty tired. No point studying when u are tired. wahhahaa....

went to eat at Mac's with Kim Janna and Khadijah today. So damn full now. Akbar, Pramodh, chunzhi and Tsung Hsien came later. I so totally smashed the remains of my Big Mac (lettuce and sauce) into akbar's hair! LOL. DAMN FUNNY!

Self destructing

I'm dying soon la. So stressd. Can't do any work well at all, nor can I understand any of the notes. Sigh..I'm becoming more stupid with age. Let's see..shorter, fatter, uglier and dumber wit age. By the time I become an adult, I might as well just die yar?

Man I seriously do with some M&M's right now. Remembered how I used to throw them up in the air and catch them in my mouth...fun wad. Simple way of destressing...dun even have to move much. Sigh..

When a problem can be solved, it's useless to worry about it; when a problem cannot be solved, there's no point worrying for it.

Mum, Selwyn and me at Kuching like around 10 years ago?! 

My grandpa, my cousins and my siblings...all young happy and carefree...and together.. 

I feel good~!

Wooooohoooo~! Haha...I finally am able to get some work done! Yep! Woke up at 3am today to do my work. I think I did a lot more than I had during the entire weekend! Haha...Don't know why I haven't been able to concentrate lately, but this morning's h/w session was way cool! :) Feeling quite high now. Hee. But too bad I have no time to run still. Later I have to continue with work when I reach school. *shrugs* Oh well, you can't have everything.

Went studying with Pa yesterday. Hardly any work done, like I said, I couldn't concentrate! Wahaha...so many things on my mind yesterday. Hmmm...Then pa told me that the pastor at his church was talking about Worries. That 40% is absolutely unnecessary; 30% is too minor to actually bother with; 12% is about health worries which NEVER comes true; 10% is some other nonsense thing too but Pa can't remember (haha!); The last 8% is really the only portion worth worrying about. Lol. 8%...can you imagine. It was a real research done by some professor or something.

Does anyone believe in totally platonic friendships between a guy and a gal? I do. Hahaha... when you get past the stage of talking through stuff about relationships and stuff, I guess the friendship will really remain purely platonic. Uh huh. HAha...well, you're free to debate about it. I'm off to school now. LOOOOONG day ahead...but I like! Gonna treasure all the school years I have left now. Only less than a year and a half. So little! It's bound to zoom past. Like what Xintian said, University doesn't seem like school years at all. So JC is the last stage of my school life. Too bad I'm a sentimental person. HAha, gonna find it hard to let go when the time comes...

Interesting day...

Hey people! you must go catch "The Notebook" !!!! It's like super super super nice! So sweet and romantic! MAn...I cried like a baby la! The guy was so freaking sweet...went all out to win the girl's heart and all...trying to get her back and all that. You seriously don't find that kind of guy any more. Well, maybe there are but I haven't met any yet. This movie is 100% recommended for all the couples out there man! In fact...just go watch la! With anyone! Too good to be missed...heck, I wouldn't mind watching it again!

Now after a good day of fun, I shall start intense revision. Exams are coming and I have NO intention of flunking any of my subjects. In fact, I have to get at least a C for all of the 4 subjects. Good Luck to me...

I don't think I can cope much longer

I seriously don't think I can cope much longer. Don't know why the workload never seems to decrease. There's really so many things to do that I don't know where to start! What with PW, ODAC, homework, tests, peer support...There's gonna be one dead becca soon.

I really starting to dislike Mr. Tham alot. He's the one making himself so unlikeable! You know you have to give a little consessions to those who went LTC la...I mean come on man, we missed a whole week of school. We're bound to need time to catch up! Moreover Math is the one subject that is moving so damn quickly! They finished up one whole topic while we were gone. Then during today's math tutorial, I really could not understand most of the workings he was doing coz it involved power series which was the topic I missed during LTC. Crap. And you know what he said? "I don't care about what LTC or CC, just do!" So pissed off. Then he set a question that required the Math TYS. I didn't bring it. He was telling the class that whoever didn't bring the TYS would have to do outside. He asked me for my TYS. Glared at him right into his eyes and said, "Never bring." Janna tried to help by saying it was my first time not bringing and stuff. But it wasn't really necessary though I appreciated it. Tham just went on and on about "BECKY" this and "BECKY" that. Heck. Still didn't sit outside in the end.

So sleepy. Can't wait for sat. Perhaps I'll be able to get a little rest after the 7.30am Math test...

tired and stressed out

Die la. I think I'm gonna break down soon or something. Feeling so damn tired! Only two hours or less of sleep last night...and it seems like tonight won't be any better. So much to do. Physics test tmr but I haven't yet studied for it. What is wrong with me??? Can't seem to do anything right. And I'm so behind in my work. Will take a decade before I can catch up. So I might as well just die. Ya?

Better go back and study...

deputy camp commandant!!! 

===me and WeiSeng=== 

NYGH ROCKS~ 

=maddies= 

Guan Boon, Xinyan and me at LTC 2004~ 

Me and Xintian at Esplanade! 

At Kim's house

Haha...at Kim's house doing project now. So sian. I hate PW!!! Haha...later going out with mum. Supposed to be home ard now but all of us kinda woke up late so the project meeting started late.[Kim says HIIII] oh no ive gtg! haha....project work calls me back...

If I Were You

"If I Were You"

I look in the mirror, with you in my arms
And I see a reflection
Of a smile that says you believe in love
And just for a moment, I drifted away
But I couldn't stay cuz
A hint of love, a bit of fear
I'm tryin' to say

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you
I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be
Ooh yeah
I'm tryin' to protect you
From the lies that your heart tells
Even though it says that you love me
All I see is pain and misery
Seasons may change
But I can't forget the days of old
My heart ached when you walked away
I said I'd never love again

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here

The days go by
And I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
And I feel that love is at my door
And though I tell myself that you're the one
Who said those words before
Thought it hurts too muchI can't trust in love
Again
Again

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz my heart has given up

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
My heart has given
Can't be here

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
Cuz my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here
Ooh
I wouldn't, if I were you
I wouldn't be here
Oh oh oh

MAlu~

Haha...just came home from PW meeting at Warren. Was so tired that I slept on the bus...and there was this guy sitting next to me. Those more muscular kind la I think. Guess what...I woke up to find myself lying on his shoulder! Damn malu...but I pretend that I was still sleeping and just lifted my head off lo. Went back to sleep...and woke up to find myself lying on his shoulder again! *blush* Lucky my stop was coming...so I quickly got up to press the bell and got off without a backward glance.

"REbecca, where's your twin sister - Becca?"

Wish i was back at LTC

Sigh...no mood to talk about LTC now. Wish I was back though...it's like camps lets you detach yourself from reality...gives you a break from the stressful school life. Now that I'm back at school, all my problems come flooding back with a vengence.

Gonna be having PW meetings for about 3 to 5 hours for each of the next four days. *faint* Well, gotta finish up first draft. Lots of things to do...homework to catch up on...house capts stuff. Blah blah...

How did I know you will turn up?