Tired sia...

Firstly, I would like to say that Yes is getting better at last! Haha...gave him the cupcakes I baked...he gained a kg! lolx...but good la. Now see him at least got a little more flesh...not as thin as b4! *phew*

Anyway, found out that he and his gf ok le. As in they broke and are now back together. Haha...expected. Oh well...no use feeling anything about it. So long he's happy, I'm happy. Besides, I've no time for affairs of the heart anyway. Been so busy lately! Reaching home at 8 to 10 plus daily. So many things to do and so little time to accomplish them!

And I'm so happy that next friday is the Odac camp! can't wait Lo! HAHA...though i heard it's gonna be super tough, as in the PTs and all that, but I don't mind! Need to train up for sports day and NAPFA anyway. Hehe...I'm an opportunist!

Oh man...the stupid math video production's rehearsal is coming. Sat. Haix. Haven't remembered any of my lines yet! Just kill me right now. Wad to do?!?!? No time to go and memorize! And the rehearsal is just a day away, considering it's past midnight, so it's fri. haha...

I'm so worried...

SIgh! I'm so sad....Yes seems to be deteriorating. As in...he was SOOOO damn skinny today when i saw him! Damn heart pain lo. This illness is really ravaging his body. Really praying hard that he'll recover soon. So worried for him! But it's not like i can say anything to him in school. Not with all the rumours going on already. Sigh....really wish i can do something for him. But like what? Bake? Hmmm...maybe. He needs to fatten up. Lolx. Sigh...really hope he gets well soon...

Happy Sha La La~!

LOLx...duno why i so happy today also. hmmm...maybe i know...but also cannot say la. some things are best kept in the heart. i'm so looking forward to school tmr! so bored at home...but there's gonna be this bio test! it'll be my first bio test lo! since i've never taken in sec school nor the first three months. hope i can at least scrap through. Dunno how the format is like...hmmmm

went to the gym today. did a 2.4km run. timing maintained la. but not good enough. need to get below 10min 30s. teacher bet with me wan. wa liewz....cannot lose lo! will malu wan!!! but i've never reached that kind of timing before. the closest was 10min 53s...needs loads of improvement...

Sigh

Feel mentally tired...very mentally tired. So many things to do in school.. and at home. Tasks to complete. Things to settle. Jobs to be done. And I can't even tell what's good from bad anymore.

Odac's been great...at least my own batch is. Can't say much about the seniors. Don't know what's wrong with them. During the first three months, they have been totally great to us...and some even become pretty close to us. But now...with the exception of a very few, they have become pretty hostile towards us. They don't say hi. They hardly speak to us. I don't know la. So cham lo. I'm really disappointed in them. Respected these people a lot...and now this is how they treat us. Used to be dreading the time when the seniors leave us to study for their A levels...now I'm totally looking forward to it. Sigh...

Why do things have to be so complicated?

I miss the simplicity of life in an all-girls school. One feeling you don't get is jealousy. It's a very very very strong factor in causing hurt to others, destroying friendships, making yourself miserable...etc. Don't get me wrong, I'm not the one who's being jealous. I try to stay away from this sort of thing. But I have a wide circle of friends. It's bound to affect me in one way or another.

Jeez...

so sorry!

sorry pple! i so lazy to blog...so basically i've been writing in my diary...so writing in here is a little extra. anywae...i've been thinking of making a new blog..this blog got too many pple know le. don't really like too many people reading. hmmmm...

haha...anywae...I'M BACK AT PJC LA! haha...the day i appealed back was 25th march! yipeee~! haha. oh well...lots of people i know appealed back there too! :) so happy lo. never did regret my choice. PJC so totally rocks! feel good there. environment is very conducive too lo. yupppz.

anywae...quite upset now...coz one of my good frenz--erm...it's YES actually...he kinda fainted this morning and was hospitalised! so poor thing rite?!?! so stressed up lo. as in he has a lot of things to worry about and stuff, and he has a lot of responsibility to shoulder, soi'm very worried for him la. oh well.