What do you do when your heart gets torn in two?

Sigh...found out that someone I like has a girlfriend already. Was kinda hoping...oh well...doesn't matter now, does it? But it's just that all along I've been missing him. Wishing. Hoping that he might like me too. Alas. Oh well, one can't love to order. Love? Nah, don't think it is love. Don't know what is it. Don't think it matters now anyway. Nevertheless, JC is just a couple more days away! Something exciting to look forward too, no doubt.

Katebeck

Sian...

Today is one of the most boring days of the holiday! LOL! That is, from the afternoon onwards. Played basketball in the morning with LY for about 2hours I think. There was this other guy there who wanted to play with us! Like a two against one sort of thing...and he was like wayyyyyyy taller than us! You know what? He's from Team Singapore!!! I nearly fainted...Super pro sia. Under 16 somemore. I super extra at the game...more of an irritant than a help actually. LOL. Coz when LY played with that guy one on one, LY won 3-0!! Haha...pro pro. But of coz, LY is older. Unless you count the fact that the guy is at least half a taller to one head taller...

Oh...and dad bought me my xmas prezzie today---a Pearl Harbor poster!!! Onw with Kate Beckinsale(duh!) in it! YEAH!!! I put it up right in the living room! It was dad who suggested it manz...good old dad!

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A Belated Merry Xmas to all!

LOL! I've been so busy the past few days that I have forgotten all about my blog! A huge thank you to all taggers! Hehe...I do so love to read those little messages. The holiday is about to end soon, and well, I hope everyone has had their fill of fun and carefree-ness this one month. All the best to a new year ahead! Cheers!

Going to a chalet later...hehe, I'm still going out everyday!

God works in wonderful ways...

I went for this City Harvest concert thingy yesterday, thought it was some xmas concert but it turned out to be some HeYaoSun concert. hahhaha...not that it matters, quite nice actually.But that's not the point. There was this autocall thingy, something for non-christians to respond to if they want God in their lives. Both me and my bro misunderstood! Both of us thought it was some forgiveness we should seek from God kind of thing, so we raised our hands. We are both Christians already actually. The thing is, everyone in the churched closed their eyes, so my bro and I didn't communicate to raise our hands together or something! We just happened to misunderstand together! I think this is a sign from God that we, that is, my bro and I, are in need of rededicating ourselves to God...

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Just a weird thought

The night we were suppose to leave Beijing for Singapore, all of us shook hands with Dou Dou. I was the last to shake hands with him, well, probably coz I am sooooo tiny and he almost missed me out! LOL! As you should know, Beijing's weather at this time of the year is like COLD. So my hands were kinda freezing. When I shook hands with Dou Dou, his huge hand practically engulfed mine, so you can more or less tell how small my hands really are. And boy were they warm! It felt...really good. To think I thought guy's hands were sweaty and disgusting! Throughout the entire trip, I had been fervently wishing my dad had been there, coz as you all know, dad's hands are always warm. Since dad wasn't there, I found myself sometimes wondering if I could go up to Dou Dou and ask if I could borrow his hand a while! So sue me. I don't know what to think. It's not that I like Dou Dou or anything ok? Perhaps a little cute sometimes. And it's times like this when I wonder if I should really consider getting a bf. Duno...I seem to have this set of expectations thingy...unless I grow into a more mature mindset, the relationship will just go flat in a flash.

****CRAP****
Holding hands in the sunset...in the moonlight...
Laying my head on his shoulder...
Just enjoying the lakeside view...

4 Nights in Beijing...

Just kill me man! I soooooo miss China man! Haha...I know some people think I'm crazy, but even though most of the toilets suck, I think the cultural aspects and scenery there are totally beautiful! In fact, I took 3 whole rolls of film! Mwahahha...I'm gonna be broke after I go develop the pictures.

There was this tourguide we nicknamed Dou Dou...like bean bean in chinese. Haha, don't ask me how my cousins and I got that nick for him...loooong story. When we first arrived in Beijing, we had to wait 20min for him to turn up! My cousin, Belinda, and I were so loody pissed! And she was saying that he better be some shuai-ge or she'd diao him. When he finally turned up, we were like ERRRRRR....and I laughingly said, "Hey cuz, your shuai-ge!" Ok, he wasn't that bad, but perhaps our perception was influenced by our annoyance at his lateness. Actually, it turned out we wrongly blamed him, coz he was on time! It was out plane that arrived early...oops...

There was one time we were at the summer palace of some Qing emperor (can't remember :p) and I wanted to take a picture with Belinda. I was tugging my brother jacket, demanding him to quickly take for us, when I turned up and saw that it wasn't my bro!!! It was some stranger guy!!! I WAS SOOOOOO DAMN EMBARRASSED!!! This is when you finally know what beetroot red is. And Dou Dou was grinning away!! Then he turned away...probably to keep himself from laughing...tsk.

Everything about the trip is just rushing into my mind. I have so much to say I don't know how to put on paper! Oh well, I guess you'll have to wait for the pictures then. yuppz! ****grinnz broadly****

Prom!!!

Prom was totally smashing! Well, after the cruise trip...I developed this bad habit...DESSERT FIRST! LOL! And you know me lah...so kiasu, take so much! =p now fat le...better go to the gym more. If not mei ren yao. Hehe.

We danced so much! Aching feet and giddy head. But what fun!

So excited!

There's gonna be PROM tomorrow! Can't wait manz! Haha...Shall put up the pix as soon as i get them! Kewl! Dance thru the nite! And I've book the room already. About 10 plus of us are gonna share a room! shhh...dun tell the hotel peeps...hehehhe. SO EXCITED!

Man i so miss the cruise. Perhaps could arrange one again in march or june. Haha...for now, i shall look forward to Prom night on the 8th!! Got my blouse and skirt already...not really 60s-ish though. Doesn't matter really...but what I'm really looking forward to is the dancing! Perhaps i could teach my pals how to salsa dance! It's really really cool! My stupid bro dun wanna learn...oh well...what can I expect from a mere guy right?

Oh yar...i forgot to talk about our housekeeper, Danang, on the cruise...Our guardian angel! On the first day, out TV had some problem and couldn't work...and just then, Danang was passing and we asked him for help. He came in and just pressed some button and VIOLA! it was switched...what the...the touch of an angel! hehehe...Took a couple of pix with him as well. He wanted to keep in contact actually...with all of us, but I was hesitant about it and shrug it off, and how i regret it now! Trying to find a way to wish them merry x'mas. Ideas anyone?

Katebeck

SuperStar Virgo!

The cruise had been great! If only it were longer...suffering from withdrawal symtoms now. Hehe. I can't even begin to say all the fun times I've had in the ship. Tarzan a.k.a Samuel...Danand our housekeeper...Kiran from reception...Marcus from the Brazilian Dance Troup and my salsa dance instructor...Bomy my 'boyfriend'...Brunette from Violin Trio...They all totally rock!

But you know what? Someone thought I was les...probably because I was rather obsessed(more like overly impressed) with the brunette with the brunette from the violin trio. She's really chio! She's russian by the way. Ah well...she was playing the violin...the other two were palying the viola(correct?) and the cello. Anyway...I took tons of pictures with them. So they probaly think I need to go to hougang chalet. What can I say? Even my own friends think I need it.

Oh...And Tarzan! He's really great! The curly long-haired dancer in the Brazilian Dance troup. Wayyy acrobatic man! I'll put up a picture of him soon and you guys can see for youself! Great Body by the way. haha...And his colleague Marcus...a super natural dancer. He taught us the Salsa dance. We had to pay $15 for the dance session lar. Oh well...but it was really worth it! I know how to dance! hehehe...Now to find some salsa music to dance to...

There was this Gala dinner on the last night of the cruise. Something like a formal dinner thing. Since we were in the balcony class, we had 4 free tix to it. The 4 adults gave up their places for us 4 teens...except for Rachel( hua's cousin) who is in fact only 12. The thing is...the gala dinner is only meant for people above 16. So technically, we couldn't go. But with a little dressing up...we all look GROWN UP. haha...and the cool thing is...one of the waiter proclaimed me as his girlfriend! Haha..not being arrogant or anything, but he said I was pretty! *blush* And he always served me first thereafter. Talk about ego boosting! He could tell that Rachel wasn't of age...but he thought her to be 15! LOL! So Rachel was like estastic!

I really miss the cruise...hope to be able to go back soon! Tarzan is handsome, Tarzan is strong...he's really cute and his hair is long (Adapted from Tarzan and Jane)

Katebeck

Going to cruise today!

Yea hooooo! Can't wait to get on board...just a couple more hours. Zhong Xing's gonna send us off...going with Ying there first. Yuppz...i'll write more when i get back... *grinz like the grinch*

Finally!

Wow! i have finally gotten the hang of doing the html thingy. Congratulate me! Hehe...Sure takes a lot of effort though. Ah well...it was fun though...and mighty fulfilling if you ask me. *grinz* This is all thanks to Sarah and Anmin manz!! Sarah for helping me with the tables and almost everything...and Anmin with giving me the sites to self-learning! hahaha...

Tmr i shall be going on a cruise to Puket with Ying and Hua...YEA! Can't wait manz...kinda exciting going overseas with friends ya know. And there's gonna be a formal dinner! What am I to wear???? Me..the great fat tomboy! LOL! My cousin is gonna get a kick out of this when she sees the photos...

KateBeck

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Pissed...

this stupid blog is so hard to use! dunno how to add the tag boards and stuff....booohoo

WOW! This blog is wayyyyy cool! As u can obviously can tell now....this bloggy is not made by me...a wonderful friend of my friend helped me out! YOOHOOOO!

Just had a primary schoold class gathering today. How pathetic...only 9 of us turned up...supposed to be like 16 I think. oh well...Kok yi's gonna organise another one. Or so he claims. LOL!

And Marianna house has soooo many cockroaches!! eeks!!! I nearly fainted...and I killed one! Little miss brave, thank you very much.

So bored now...what to do...

KateBeck

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