10 minutes???

i think i just lost a friend in 10 minutes. flat.

he's this mr. perfect who never goes wrong. he always do the right thing, advises us not to misbehave, and is a very dedicated person. how could he do something in a short span of 10 minutes and lose our friendship that we took care in more than 10 YEARS???

i may mean nothing to him but to me our years and years of friendship is something that i wouldn't trade for anything else in the world. he was my companion, my drinking buddy, my kuya, my driver, my conscience, everything... i cannot believe that he, of all people, will eventually hate me. all of a sudden, the guy i've known for 10 years has become a stranger to my eye.

i never wanted this to happen. losing a boyfriend is so much easier to deal with than losing a very good friend.

i miss my old friend. =(