Going there is one thing but the thought of sending home my brother(tol in Illonggo language) and best buddy back to his hometown RC for good was really a happy and at the same time sad occasion. Having known tol for a short and meaningful period it was very heart broken feeling for me. Having found a good friend here in Malaysia who shares his life with me and fill the void in my heart is so so difficult. Having a friend who shares his feelings and who is sensitive and caring towards you is like finding a pin in a hay stack. A friend who is gentle and always thinks of you is rare. A friend who jokes and laugh with you is rare. A friend whose smile makes you smile and happy whose happiness is infectious.
Having to leave my tol on the day of my coming back to Malaysia from RC in the Phillipines was a real sad moment of my life. To come back home alone and sitting on the same seat no. and beside and empty seat that was suppose to be his seat when we came from Malaysia. To top it all the flight back home was full except for the seat no. 24B. And I had to walk the same path and eat at the same shop DIM SUM at the Manila Airport and listen to the same songs over Boombaradyo RC. It was overwhelming and the thought go not having tol around in Malaysia, around with me was so so so sad. Unstoppable tears started rolling down my eyes like rain. I had never have this type of feeling of sadness for quite some time. This time it happen and people kept asking what was wrong and why I was sad. I said my eyes were itchy. I was sad all the way to KL Malaysia.
Being together with my tol is a happy moment in my life and will always be. I hope to see you again tol here in Malaysia or back in RC. You took a part of my heart with you there in Phillippines. I miss eating with him, laughing with him, joking with him and spending time together. Till the day we meet again I am happy too he is back with his family and been able to help him out.
Thanks tol for the times together.



