he's moving but going nowhere.

till we find him in solitude.

he doesn't cry anymore,
but does that mean he's alright?

to all those around me whom i've irritate,
i am truly sorry for all these.
i know you all despise me but i don't blame you all.
i will leave you all alone from now on.
i won't bother anyone anymore.



now where's my fucking antidote?

just because they smile at you,
doesn't mean they treat you as friend.
they might be hypocrite in disguise.
even your own family could backstab you,
who to trust and believe now?
seriously, i need my pills badly now.
=(

why do we fall?
so that we might better learn to pick ourselves up.
i am starting from the beginning,
learning everything over again.

maybe this is really the end.
no matter how i tried,
it all just seems to be useless.
i shall just get used to it.
goodbye.

或许这就是结束，
不管我多么不舍，
一切都要停止了。
就让一切随风而去吧。

do you still remember the place we went?
do you still remember the things we did?
do you still remember the good old time?
i do, still.
tell me you didn't forget anything will you?
give me a reason to carry on, please.

还记得你曾经问过我，
为何我们共用一把伞，
我回答你说那就叫浪漫。

i know i shouldn't have done this, done that.
but i just can't help it.
should i just deny my feelings and lie?
sorry, i can't do it.
it's not a matter of wanting to do it or not,
it's a matter of whether you can or not.
i am sorry, should have let you go.
but somehow i am still holding on.
i don't know when i will let go,
maybe i won't till i drop dead.
it's the first time i am feeling so depressed and down.
i am seriously torn.

笑我太傻太蒙懂或爱得太重
只为相信我自己
能永远对你心有独钟