Kade and I had this discussion the other day but it is late and I'm at work so I want to put it out there into the blogging world. Have you ever felt that you don't have that one "thing" that you excel at, that talent, that ability that is uniquely you. I can think of so many people who, when I think about them, a certain quality or ability comes with that thought. Well, for years I have felt like I don't have that one thing. I have tried a lot of things in my life. I danced for ten years, I was ok, but never stood out. I went to the first day of conditioning for basketball tryouts at the request of the coach, the first day was the only day. I play the piano and guitar but not as good as most. I was always a good student, not great. I consider myself a person with a good sense of humor, but I'm not about to go on tour. I sew, I kind of cook, I used to be good at math, I was terrible at giving birth, and I will spare you the continued narrative of things I do or have done but haven't done great.
Now, I'm not writing this to get replies telling me how wonderful I am. Kade kind of chastised me for these thoughts and pointed out a few things that I do excel at. My question to the world is, is it because of a lack of natural ability or is it because of my lack of follow through. I will admit to having a problem with the latter. I blame this on my parents for never pushing me into organized sports that of course would have taught me to be a team player and push myself physically and mentally.
Or, do we all feel this way? Do people with these obvious talents or abilities know that is their "thing"? Maybe we aren't supposed to know Maybe my thing is making babies because Molly sure is amazing. Can that be my "thing'?