cos 阿弟™ says...

I miss those blue eyes
how you kiss me at night
i miss the way we sleep

like there's no sunrise
like the taste of your smile
i miss the way we breathe

but i never told you what i should had said
no i never told you, i just held it in

and now, i miss everything about you
i cant believe that i still want you
after all the things we've been through
i miss everything about you, without you ohhhh

i see your blue eyes everytime i close mine
you make it hard to see
where i belong to when i'm not around you
its like im not with me

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

12:42 PM
first 7 days in shanghai...

Click here for my Shanghai photos...

22nd February 2006

Woke up at 630am when I slept at 3am the night before…

I was kind of still struggling to continue pack my luggage…

Serve me right as I could continue to have my supper with some of DreamVannin guys and gals after a busy whole day out with some other programs meeting up with my friends before I miss them for 2 months…

Glad that I got to met most of my friends and “ah jies” which I would miss them so much…

I got myself a whole series of photos uploaded online so that I can stare at them when I’m real bored in Shanghai…

Left the place @ 7am reaching the place 2 and a half hour earlier than the flight…

Found ourselves in the first of the queue to the check in…

45 minutes later, they opened the stations and so my “kan jiong” dad planned my seat place without Alan and timothy…

They only arrive at the place almost 9am which is like an hour before the flight time…

Anyway who cares, I got myself a window seat….

At least it’ll somewhat keep me occupied during the 5 and a half hour flight…

We had some time to roam the duty free stores inside the departure halls which I always longed for whenever I see my relatives or friends go overseas…

How disappointing to see most of the stuffs not suitable for me…

The plane take off was real fun and thrilling… I was looking outside the plane during the take off and the landing which most window seaters do…

But my place was a horror finding our that the person who seats beside me is such a disaster…

The first and only actions that I see, in fact is the whole time the person who seats beside me keeps on digging his ears and then smell his fingers and finally clean his hands to the seat in front of him…

And the whole place is naturally stench enough which adds on to his whatever uncivilized actions…

I will never forget his actions and that plane trip…

Arriving at the airport it was really a good weather to talk with mist coming out of your mouth…

It’s really CooL…

The custom check point is no different to Malaysia’s… in fact sometimes Singapore’s too…

Long long long queue…

Sianz for the waiting part…

only reached my workplace @ 630pm where almost all people knocked off from work @ 5pm… took a little chance at the small meeting room to use the wireless internet where me and timothy waited till 730pm for our China Friend, Brandon… being the one who helped us to find an apartment of 6000RMB for 2 months, It increased shockingly to over 10,000RMB…

Nice guy took us in to his place with his room mate for 2 nights…

Otherwise we would be homeless…

Had our first dinner of mini chillified mushroom steamboat… the dishes was indeed oily and salty everywhere in shanghai… but it was nice though…

I looked and stared at the pictures I stored in my handphone before closing my eyes…

I remember the nice moments that I’ll miss for the next 2 months…

23rd February 2006

Woke up 630am to take a bus on ourselves to our workplace… 50mins of pure squeezing in the bus including a long walk to change to another bus…But we both manage to reach our work place in time @ 830am…

Our supervisor, Miss Han Tao brought us to the meeting room and asked us a couple if questions before letting us off to find our apartment to rent urgently… but we choose to stay in the meeting room where we can stay and use the wireless internet that we tried our the night before…

Seems that I’m hooked to the net…

Walked the streets nearby and got lots of snapshots that I always love to do so… finally got to find an apartment that is cheaper by Timo’s mum fren husband… 7 storeys up without any lift was bad but the condition of the apartment was really good (in china’s condition) and its much bigger than the first one we saw, much cleaner too…

Star’s shining on us I guess…

2700RMB per month including middle man commission fee just an exception of the additional electricity bill and 1 month deposit that we needa fork out… there goes all my withdrawn money from the bank… I’m left with like only 300+RMB to survive for a week…

didn’t wanna shift in cos there wasn’t any bed and warebrobe yet… so we stayed for the 2nd night at Brandon’s house which is like half an hour cab ride away…

I finally got to bath with hot water at their house cos I wasn’t the last to bath… smart me… otherwise I’ll get another cold again…

I flash the pictures in my handphone again before I go to sleep

How I wish things went on smoothly for me in shanghai and you in Singapore too…

24th February 2006

It’s a Friday… I’m all ready to go to orientate myself around my apartment area as well as the shopping streets nearby… but got a call from the landlord early in the morning 9am saying that she wanna meet us in an hour time… cos she wanna deliver the bed to us as Saturday would be a rainy day… rushed there within one and a half hour with our heavy bulky luggages…

Took the whole afternoon to freeze our hands with cold water cleaning up the whole apartment… took great effort to finally appreciate our nice clean while shiny bathroom… slowly unpacked our luggages and places our stuffs everywhere to feel homey…

I think I have already felt homey since I arrived at my fren’s place the first night… good hospitality…

Meet up with Aileen in the late evening to meet up with our supervisor… I went to aileen’s apartment to help her carry her stuffs where timo stayed back at the apartment to wait for the ‘maid’ to have a even thorough clean up of the apartment… we both lost our way to and fro of our apartment… I guess it was the night scene that distracted us…

but I got myself a ‘bing tang hu lu’ - honey candy fruit… its nice… something you must try in china…

anyway it was too late for dinner to aileen treated us back with instant noodles and some barcadi breeze back at our apartment… nice and cosy dinner cum supper back at our apartment…

We let aileen take the mattress where me and timo shared the hard wooden bed… but I had a nice sleep though… I guess I was too tired to think of anything else other than the memories I got at night…

25th February 2006

it’s a Saturday… shopping time… I think its more of a window shopping after the heavy pay on the rental of our apartment… looks like we spent more on buying some household stuffs like washing detergents, mops, blah blah blah…

we were still not feeling homey enough as a room, so we thought and thought about what other things we were missing other than the not available internet access from our apartment… its like so difficult not to have any internet access at home… unlike back in Singapore… so restricted to only use the internet at our workplace building…

meet up with alan in the late afternoon at his house leaving the four of us enjoying his luxury Condominium of his aunt’s… how lucky he is…

anyway we all left to the ‘china town’ to get some imitation stuffs… very nice place indeed and good bargain skills to learn from… got many stuffs for friends but not myself… I’m such a stinch on myself…

had some yoshinoya late lunch nearby before leaving to aileen’s apartment to wait for ping ping to arrive from the airport… 5 of us in shanghai… yeah… who else can we be familiar with other than us Singaporeans…

had dinner with alan’s aunt who treated us the expensive, original SiChuan Chinese food… nice and peppery spicy kind of food… but I could only relate to the tang yuan the most…

went to some “coffee club” but was selling pirated DVDs instead… got my dad some oldies karaoke and some car racing movies…

I went home dead tired with a nice hot bath everyday… I guess I can’t kick the habit of bath everyday here in shanghai…

26th February 2006

It’s my first Sunday in Shanghai… 3 of us guys meet up first at “The Bun” (Wai Tan – like esplanade) took lots and lots of weird post pictures, some nice one though just except that I could not manage the strong wind with the already cold dry weather.. it was really tough taking photos without bringing my gloves along… our hands were freezing cold… walked around the streets there getting stuffs again for my friends but not myself…

wad the…

when can I get something for myself???

I cant even get to buy a jacket that cost 60SGD… but I can simply spend over few hundred bucks getting gifts for family and friends… such a stinch to myself… I can’t get to pamper myself…

Meet up with the gals while alan went to a company dinner with his aunt… 4 of us walked down the street from Nan Jing Xi Road to He Nan Zhong Road until Ren Ming Guang Chang… I guess we walked more than a couple of miles… the shopping streets seems never ending…

The nights are getting colder not because of the temperature but the uncontrollable wind… and the four of us could still buy a cold drink and challenge ourselves against the wind… how stupid I think it is… its funny after all…

Its only 5 days and I’m missing the memories… all I could sing was ‘lonely is the night’ – air supply…

feng – jay chou was still on my mind all the time…

“wo zhi si yao ni zai wo shen bian” – I just want you to be by my side…

27th February 2006

today’s the 1st day of my work in ‘Xian Dai’

went to the train station to picked aileen up as she didn’t know the area as well as we two who stay there are…

reached the place @ 815am and use a little of the internet while waiting for Miss Han Tao to reach for work and arrange a department for us to work in… being arranged to familiarize landscape for a month and interior decoration for another month, I got into this all guy except one gal section of the landscape department… they call it institute or something…

Good thing for me as I had quite a few things to do, aileen had a photoshop annotation to work on, timo had to carry stuffs here and there…

Lucky me got to design :
A outdoor bench with interior glowing lighting fixture

A barrier for the road

A tempered glass with stainless steel frame outdoor signboard

Something better than I expected for a start…

Got a free lunch (that’s my only benefit from the attachment cos I’ve got no allowance -_-‘’’ sianz…)

Got a free dinner from one of my colleague… nice china guy who hopes that I can teach him some English… haha…

I’m hoping for more tomorrow…

Surf the internet after work for a while in the office and uploaded quite a fair bit of pictures before going to we three meet ping ping at the train station… we went to somewhere new today…

Jing An Street

Nothing that interesting compared from the past few places we visited over the last few days cos they only have got expensive supermarkets and shopping stalls around… but my dinner was totally a horror…

All went on to decide to have Korean streamboat for dinner…

Alan did not want Chicken cos he’s afraid it won’t get cooked totally or something…

Alan could not eat seafood cos it would cause his acne to further react badly or something…

Me, could not eat Beef and Mutton cos I pray…

The rest of the guys could do with anything…

The store did not have Pork left…

So I had to give into them by skipping the steamboat after which they place the beef and mutton in…

I only got to have a few bites of fresh dumplings and some long mushroom… not even tasted the fish… but lucky I had a dinner treat in the office @ 5pm… I got myself a seafood pancake which was simply not filling at all…

now I’m hungry… and there’s no food in my apartment at all… I’m writing my blog now and I haven type my SIP report for today yet…

I saw a person juz like you just now in the train station… but when I wanted to catch your back view, you were vanished… looking at the picture still don’t cure me…

someone juz kill me please…

Friday, February 24, 2006

5:59 PM
found an apartment liaoz...

after being homeless for 2 nights...

i've finally found a apartment last night...

cheaper than the first one, bigger, cleaner, and much cleaner...

me and timo spent like 2-3hours taking a cloth to clean up the whole place...

freezing water again...

my hands went numb even til now...

luckily i've got myself into hibernation mood... how funny...

aileen's here probably staying with us...

one more person to chat and be accompanied with...

good thing is that i am able to communicate with timo quite well...

better than what i have expected...

good thing for us to last for 2 months...

hope things in my dreamz will get better...

i'm missing of something...

i jus cant get it right...

bye for now..

Thursday, February 23, 2006

10:31 AM
Shanghai = work = no play...

here i am in Shanghai on my 2nd day...

amazingly, I don't miss home... perhaps its the cold weather that makes me busy trying to keep myself warm... 10 degrees down from the horrible 5 and a half hour flight was still okay with a jacket on... but the 3degrees sometimes 4degrees wind at night makes it even worse...

the thing that i will never forget is that I got to sit beside a Singapore PR China man in the plane... the moment I sat down he was contantly digging his ears and smelling his fingers after that... and then wiping and cleaning his fingers on the back of the front seat... this whole process went on and on for the whole 5 and a hlf hour plane trip to Shanghai...

came out of the custom with Alan, Timothy and myself real late 430pm instead of 315pm... how bad can China's custom go... but the search for our luggage was a quick one... mayb its because I was taking a yellow big one... the one and only yellow one... took us over an hour juz to change some coins and make a call to the missing driver that we cant find... however the drive from the airport to our work place was quite a long one cos there was quite a JAM from there...

reached the building at 630pm where only few people were still doing their OT... but the person in charged knocked off @ 5pm...

how late...

meet up with one of my senior's friend who helped us find the rental apartment nearby our workplace @ 730pm... went to the apartment seeing a weird person, THE MIDDLE MAN... i sensed something wasn't right from the grins and fierce talking of the landlord's and MIDDLE MAN's faces... it's supposed to be 6000RMB for the me and my guy fren for two whole months... But they unnoticely changed it to 10,000+RMB for two months excluding electricity fee... we weren't fussy over the small and cramp place but the water could not flow down, the place looked as though you are staying in one of geylang's 1960's room with lots of under garmets messing the corridors... anyway we are guys, so no worries for that...

so we decided not to rent and we got a free stay over at the person who helped us find the apartment which is another half hour ride away from that apartment... the place was a little smaller but much cosier cos he and his room mate stayed there for quite a while... so me and my guy friend slept on the sofa which i knocked out real quick as i didn't got any sleep from the horrible plane ride...

4 of us had a nice mini steamboat... its chilli... at least i wont miss hot stuffs from Singapore...hahaz...bought some phone cards to call back but was cheated cos we were given a local phone card which will cost much more expensive when you call, than the overseas phonecard...

anyway I had a nice sleep, waking up catching a cold cough cos the heater wasn't working well last night during my bath... i really HATE BATHING with COLD WATER IN A REALLY COLD WEATHER... now i'm just done with meeting up with my supervisor who is in charge of my internship in that Company...

hope i can find a reasonable priced apartment soon before i start my work on monday...

i cant wait to go down the streets and have some street foods and shop around for some stuffs to use back in Singapore but here i am using the company's internet access on my sis's laptop to update some info...

since i'm starting work on monday... so i'll have some fun these couple of days first... hahaz...

almost forgotten, thanks DreamVannin Wesly, Alex, Dickson, Aris, Dex, Cheryl, Ivan and Gina with the calls, sms, and some supper the night before....

thanks Honey, Chin Pei(all e way come down from Bukit Batok to send me off and go home), Xin Yi & Michelle... see ya all back in two months time...

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

2:29 AM
eat eat eat...

I have been eating non stop since friday night's BBQ...

Meet up with Luana jie and Synn jie in town... had our lunch in Fish and Co. @ Wheelock Place with a seriously big plate of salmon that I had and Swordfish that Luana jie could not finish... I got into Apple store in search of the Ipod nano... tried the sound quality with my headphone which was better than their headphones but I still find the sound quality not as comparable as Sony's walkman series... the problem still continues from Ipod mini that I tried on my fren's... Some sound distortion thingy at the near max volume...

Anyway we three went for Haagen Dazs at Lido where I had a free voucher of Pudding Ice Cream that I got from work for free months ago... ended up with my trying so hard to finish the ice cream... was really caramel feeling that they only had like less than 10 small spoons... And i finished half of it... The best part was I didn't know that Synn Ying jie and me had the same phone... the phone that we both have been eyeing since it was launched... How cool... two W800i both with silicon casing as well... how coinsidence...

headed for grandma's house in AMK early after buying some CD-Rs from Sim Lim... took a short hour of nap before parents came to have dinner... went off early to parkway parade cos i needed to change some China RMB money... there goes a grand out of my dry bank...

Dad, help, I need money... I haven been working since like 16 weeks ago...

Drove to Jalan Kayu later in the night to meet some of my friends for a light supper but i ended up not eating anything cos i was real real full... went back at midnight to continue packing my never ending packing...

finally its done and i'm going to sleep now for a good long flight tomorrow morning...

bye peps,
bye jiez,
bye DreamzVannin,
bye family,
bye 3 doggies,
bye cosy room,
bye music sound system,
bye good singapore food,
bye humid weather,
bye driving,
bye fast computer,
bye blogging...

but its a never bye to my dreamz everynight...
I'm still thinking WHY everynight...

good bye !!!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

11:37 PM
Sakae Sushi Feast

I love my new quiksilver shirt I wore today...

I love my new hair cut...

I love my new fringe at the front and back...

I love meeting my ah jies...

I love taking photos again with my ah jies...

I love dining with them again in town...

I love today's dinner @ Sakae Sushi...

29 coloured plates

4 Red Premium plates

2 plates of mayonnaise

1 whole bottle of soy sauce

3 Cups of Green Tea

2 Cans of 7-Up

1 Bowl of Ice Cream

26 candid and posed photos shots

2 short Videos

10mins in the train station trying to talk like China-men

3 good luck handshakes

1 more memory to bring to shanghai...

2:10 PM
tryin to keep myself busy...

Lots of things, good and bad happening the whole of last week...

Thursday was the day i got from buzzy busy to a free man with no more submissions and presentation... I couldn't imagine myself torturing myself for 3 consecutive weeks of 3 hours nap per day... Even weekends are burnt for rushing assignments... But @ 5pm i was going around school in the computer labs with my friends screaming "woo-hoo"... Its really a deep breathe that I can take with much ease and not worrying anymore about assignments... I spent my Thursday night by selling off my old mobile phone and packing my room with all those old semester's paper...

I was so much tempted to go online that night to check out my mails and update my blogs but I guess I was too tired from the tidying of my room and was simply enjoying the music in my room peacefully...

Friday was somewhat bad in the afternoon where I had to go back for a talk regarding the change of our teaching system... I had no class nor submissions that day and had to force my butt to be in school... Headed to Bugis to shop around and by chance got to find one of my ah jie working there... town, again, seems to be buzzing alot...

Friday night was the best time of all... It was DreamzVannin BBQ @ my house... I organised it again cos of the high demand and popularity from the guys... I made it potluck BBQ this time so as to ease my fundings for the food and drinks... also because of the tight period of time for me to prepare especially when my school ended juz on friday... There were lots and lots of beer around but it was strange that I only opened one can of beer... but it became even weirder when I drank my bottle of Johnnie Walker in my room chatting with Cheryl, Gina and Ivan... blahing stuffs with my music on, the other guys were downstairs were still BBQ-ing... the night ended early @ 2am... How I wish the night did not end cos I'm not gonna see them for 2 months...

Saturday was a sleep day... I slept @ 3am the night before and only woke up @ 5pm the next day... 15 hrs of good sleep, thanks to the Johnnie Walker and the torturous weeks of assignmenting... Rushing is all I know... I left the house half an hour after I woke up, had my bath, dressed up and left @ 530pm to go to the ZOO... had a US Navy Coperate Birthday Dinner that i attended... Last year's Dinner was @ Fort Canning Park... This year was something different... The place so much intersting with the fake animals all around... So fake that you do not even know which is real... Dinner is buffet instead of served dishes, food was definately great... Beer, white wine, red whine was all around that I lost count again of how many I had...

The part I loved most was the dance... I tried hard to take the dance floor smooth (as though I was in the club with those R&B songs) cos the DJ only played retro... I guess its a little hard to dance... Anyway I got myself injured from the breakdance that I did a little on the dance floor... This goes to show how long I haven been breakdancing... My right shoulder that I have injured many times is also the reason I stopped breakdancing... But the mood that night was tempting that I didnt even reaslise I breakdance and almost break my shoulder... Now I deservere to have a pain everytime i twist any part of my right hand...

Sunday's a sunny day... Woke up @ 8am feeling great pain on my right hand... But i choose to ignore it and continue my drive to Yishun as usual every sunday morning... got a hair cut in the afternoon which i badly wanted to much to have ever since before CNY... now i'm so free that I can finally have a hair cut... how bad can it be... at least its not that thick and long anymore... that's good... cant wait to meet my ah jies later in town the last time this month before I will miss them for two whole months...

I think there are more things too that I will miss when I'm there... I can never forget some things some memories I have created... My life is such, no one controls it but myself... I cant seems to control the life I want it to be...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

12:37 AM
Maggie Mee

just finished maggie mee with an egg and vegetables that mum cooked upon my request...

so CooL that i'm excused this time round cos i'm sick and working late on my assignments... just another 2 more days of mental stress test before i can relax and act like a lunatic during my 5 days holidaes before i go off to shanghai china...

saw the news today that the climate is still rather cold... its going at 16 degrees in the afternoon and 9 degrees at night... but it was snowing few days back... what's gonna happen in a week's time, let fate decide...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

8:33 PM
HaPPy VaLeNtiNe'S DaY !!!

Everywhere I go I see lots and lots of...

Flowers Flowers Flowers...
Teddy Bears Teddy Bears Teddy Bears...
Chocolates Chocolates Chocolates...
Pink Pink Pink...
Red Red Red...

How much more sad can Valentine's Day get for me...
i get to see many many many couple together
holding hands
receiving presents
holding flowers
eating chocolates
playing with teddy bears
dining at restaurants
and not forgetting those sweet SMILES and LAUGHTERS...

At least I received some small little gift from friends in school...
A lollipop thanks to Diona
and a bar of Merci Chocolate thanks to Caterine

had rare dinner alone with Jacq (the MIA gal in IAD) where i had some miserable Hor Fun... we were talking about our upcoming assignments to be completed and submitted most of the time... not so much of how's life thingy... i guess my mind was only packed with that SMILE, assignments, Shanghai preparation and upcoming celebrations & met ups with friends after my semester ending in 3 days time...

so i ended up sharing some of my friends in the computer lab with my Lemon Hacks that I bought during my dinner today... sounds pathetic though...

i'm eating all these sweets and chocolate right now while spending sad sad valentine's day in the computer lab doing my rendering of my 3D models...but i don't understand why it still don't taste sweet at all...

i seems to have lost my sense of taste or have i lost my mind?

anyway to all couples out there...
HaPPy VaLenTine's DaY!!!

and also to all singles out there...
HaPPy VaLenTine's DaY!!!

also to all friends out there...
HaPPy VaLenTine's DaY!!!

also to all my lovely jies...
HaPPy VaLenTine's DaY!!!

Sunday, February 12, 2006

9:57 PM
- Hear but not see Fireworks -

i still remember the days back when I always stared at the firework display bursting florally and lighting up the whole sky in coloured brightness...

9:30pm @ Esplanade supposed to be the time and place I should be at to admire the firework displays...

But here I am at home rushing for submission tomorrow afternoon... Four more days of torture and its the end of my semester... How fast time flies...

Barely 15mins, I shut my eye lids and trying hard enough to imagine the scene while hearing the greatly echoed bangs of the fireworks from my room...

It so much resembles my heart my mind my soul...

I'm thinking, thinking, thinking...

My hearts seems to soften once again...

But it seems impossible to be true...

Yet again, I'm dreaming everynight...

Perhaps fate planned it for me to be that way...

5:34 PM
- Cousin Vernon's Wedding Dinner in KL -

finally I'm back after the 2 day stay in KL...

2 tiny little 1600CC cars of us 7 drove over 300km to and another over 300km back...

reached there early @ noon so we decided to explore out the "Chinatown" in the KL town itself... shopped around and so i managed to get myself quite a few good stuffs...

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Things I bought in KL:

a pair of grey/blue Nike Air Force 1 shoe

2 Quiksilver T-Shirts

2 Quiksilver Caps

2 Wrist Chains

a Neck Chain

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attended my cousin's wedding dinner in a KL restaurant...

I was the photographer for that night...had a few other mini-photographers with smaller cameras too...

didn't really spend much time enjoying the really good food as i was busy running around to take photos of the tea-session thingy and sabo-ings at tables... not forgetting the leaving session...

poor cousin got a little tipsy & drunk after half a glass of Martel so i helpped him to drink a full glass of Whisky from on of the sabos of his relatives-in-law...

anyway during the quick bites of the servings, apart from the Chinese Tea, I had 3 other glasses of Red Wine, 2 glasses of Cornan Blue and lose count of the glasses of Whiskys I had... but my photos was still NOT BLUR at all...

2 gals of his relatives-in-law from one of the table tried to know me, which they came from the table i help to drink my cousin's glass of Whisky... i think i was greatly noticed from the lots of walking around busily taking photos... abit scary though... but i ended up being forced to have 3 photos with that 2 gals during the leaving session...

I love the song I used for my ringtone that keeps ringing @ times while I was busily taking photos...
it gave me more passion and the mood to take better photos during these bad few weeks...

here goes the very nice song...

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

Saturday, February 11, 2006

12:09 AM
Buzz of the week...

Been busily buzzing busy on my 3D modelling assignment...

other 3 more assignments as well...

too busy that i forgotten to visit the toilet...

too busy that I have forgotten that i need to eat my meals...

imagine myself not eating for a whole 24 hrs...

no breakfast, forgotten lunch, and had dinner after midnight when i reach home from school...

life today seems a little more meaningful than the assigment life days back...

had my advance test at noon...

checked out my O'level results in the afternoon...

headed for River Valley with Honey and Chin Pei to visit a design studio office...

boss there was rather friendly and entertaining...

went to walk in Orchard for an hour to relieve some stress from the assignments...

wanted to go back to school, but couldn't make it...

went off @ 7pm to Clarke Quay where I used to work in an accounting firm...

had my Ex Company's Annual Dinner @ Jumbo Clarke Quay...

just opposite my old working place...

food was definately good...

loved the sharks fin and curry crabs...

i still remember my 5 months job of accounting duing my O'level holidaes...

i've gotta wake up @ 5am to travel to KL again for my cousin's wedding dinner there

gonna come back on Sunday and be pathetic in doing my assignments again...

Two GOOD news to delight my day a little...

1) passed my Advance Driving Theory @ 12:30pm...

2) passed my O'level English - results released @ 2:30pm... (a better grade than i expected)

Next goals and aims:

that means my L1R4 would be 12 points...
and my L1R5 would be 19 points...

Yeah, I can take my private A levels after I come out of NS... (wad a lame idea...)

&

I can apply for a practical test date and get graded with great ease...
I can now take my final practical test (hopefully soon) and drive legally...

Wednesday, February 8, 2006

10:56 PM
Dao Mei Luck

February's been bad...

Nothing gets better

Ang pow's much lesser this year round...

Broke my sandle in Chinatown...

No proper sleep for weeks...

Got a little sick...

Tons of assignments are stressing me out...

3 major submissions per week...

Got caught for speeding in KL...

Cant install the old Viz 4 onto my comp...

Others could do the 3D Viz at home, I could not...

Have to stay in school for 11 hrs per day for weeks...

Been hiding in a corner of the computer lab to do my 3D modelling...

Been staring at the computer at least 8 hours per day non-stop...

Too tired that I almost used my hp as a mouse...

Forgotten to eat my lunch many times...

Having dinner @ 10pm (its almost supper)...

Couldn't contact 2 buyers for my mobile phone...

Bank's dried up already...

Going to Shanghai to work as a free labourer...

Attachment = No allowance, No meal allowwance, No accomodation...

Gonna spend at least a few grands in Shanghai for 2 months

Gonna miss my Ah Jies soon...

Gonna miss DreamzVannin soon...

Gonna miss driving soon...

Gonna miss blogging...

Gonna miss surfing the net...

Gonna miss Movie-ing

Gonna miss Town-ing...

Gonna miss my comfy bed soon...

Gonna miss my sound system in my room soon...

Gonna miss everyone soon...

10:01 AM
- missing -

wads wrong with Blogspot???

i jus realise that my 4th Feb post to KL is missing...

or did i accidentally deleted it away unnoticingly... hahaz...

anyway the trip to KL to Bai Nian was short was we were speeding at 180, 200, 210km/h to and fro...

got stopped by the traffic police in Malaysia for speeding at 151km/h which was not our normal speed...

but i'm going up again to KL this weekend to attend my cousin's wedding in KL...

hope the speed can remain cos we're driving a smaller , less powerful car this time...

wkends which i thought i could replenish my sleeps are burnt by going to KL....

9:49 AM
- JAM, Butter and Bread -

JAM JAM JAM...

JAM JAM JAM...

JAM JAM JAM...

I really cannot believe it that it took me
2 hours and 15mins
to travel from
Hougang to Tampines

it only take me only 15mins by car right to the school entrance...

it takes the usual 1 hour by bus...

but its a shocking 2 hours and 15 mins trip...

wad a morning...

Monday, February 6, 2006

9:50 AM
~ Talent Quest 2006 ~ W800i ~ Raining ~

5th Feb 2006

woke up early in the morning (duno why too even though i don't have sufficient sleep)
flipped the newspapers rather than my daily thorough read through...
i was in search of advertisements by Singtel or even Starhub or M1...

such a disappointment there isn't any promotion for my Singtel...

headed back to my original plan...
hurriedly pleaded dad and mum to bring me there...
cos i did not wanna spend much time on the journey...
went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to some mobile phone roadshows...

used mum's name to save me up from the registration and SIM card fee...
got the so-called new Sony Ericsson W800i... ... ...
20 bucks cheaper cos its a Roadshow... ... ...
even got a free 50 bucks supermarket vouchers for my mum...
the best deal was an additional free 512MB memory stick...
quite a cheap and good deal i thought it was...
now i can have much more mp3s to the journey back from or to town

the phone that i have been targeting at since it came out...
finally i got it... ...
all thanks to the promotion and the CNY Ang Pows
but it took me a snaily 5 months get achieve my target...
how slow i am...
"Si Bai"
perhaps i was venting my anger on shopping?
or wasn't i?

Rushed home to charged it, had a quick lunch...
went all the way from AMK to Boon Lay MRT station to
Talent Quest 2006 @ Jurong Point
its Ferli's singing audition
voted for her there too...
her singing was still not bad though compared to the rest...
wad a surprise that she didn't wanna let us know wad song she's gonna sing till on the stage...
expected, got through, same as her 非常 SUPERBAND audition
2nd place, at that moment...

roamed the whole of JP in search of a hp cover...
didn't have, went back to Tiong Bahru Plaza to find...
didn't have too...
juz my luck...
went back home to take a short rest...
instead i had to help my parents with some groceries at the supermarket...

another CNY house visiting at my uncle's house...
juz had one the day before...
had another one last night...
lao yu shen, ate Long Tong, drank pepsi, ate hotdogs,
watched the DVD : MIMIC with some of my cousins...
kinda nice show though...
went home late cos the DVD movie ended late...

it was raining madly...
really Madly...
getting sicker each day with much lesser sleep each time...
but i'm juz ignoring it, hoping it'll cure on its own

i'm left with two full weeks before my freedom from School...
let's all hope we get through this 2 weeks smoothly...

Thursday, February 2, 2006

9:36 PM
@ & * % ^ $ # ! / ~`

I had two bowls of LAKSA for dinner yesterday...

I had two plates of NASI LEMAK for dinner today...