Saturday, January 27, 2007 @
i have never felt so empty before. this must have been the most sian weekend man. stuck at home doing nothing (again).. it seems that there are so many things that i want to do.. catching up with friends.. watching movies.. playing games at settlers.. or going back to hwachong to visit the juniors. but somehow i just cant bring myself to accomplish all these things. instead im nua-ing at home snuggling under my cosy blanket and enjoying the cool weather. YES IT MUST BE THE WEATHER THAT'S MAKING ME SO SO SO LAZY hahaha.. must go out soon!!
anyway.. for the 1st time in how many *@$Y&#!(@ years.. I WENT GYMMING! hahaha went to the 46 sar gym with my men.. felt abit awkward to go exercise with my men. but owell.. it's for our own good. ippt is coming soon.. need to work out abit haha.. and i need to get my body back in shape. it's getting abit flabby RAWRRRRRRR anyway i was saying that i feel very malu cus i havent been exercising much as compared to my trainee left ever since i was posted to hq.. and being in the branch which is responsible to push the battalion in terms of fitness and etc our branch officer demands high fitness standards from us, i.e. gold for my 2nd year ippt. upon hearing this i really went WTFFFFFFFFFFF my 2.4 die already.. i know i can get a gold timing for my 2.4 but that's very very very difficult given the situation that i m in.. think i neeed a hell lot of great determination and willpower to get a sub 10min result for now loh. SIANS this is very very bad. grr
better find a way to enjoy my weekend.. next week will be burnt. voyager... ARRRRRRRRRRR 7 days 6 nights outfield.. that's a major hurdle to clear. after which it's CNY! woots cant wait!!
anyway.. photos from st james!
quite a pity that eugene didnt want to take a photo and the 5 of us couldnt get a grp photo.. now i kinda miss the st james experience. if got clubbing lobang i might seriously consider to go again haha
Sunday, January 21, 2007 @
i love my class :)
went for vbash at st james last night. i havent touched the dancefloor for quite a while (1 yr plus) so i thought it would be a great time to step inside again. it's quite an experience actually. didnt expect to meet up with so many pple. the 71 pple. the 4A guys (nic eugene dexter). the CO peeps (wenjie hoohoo yitian) and not to forget the 42 specs (daryl cj hong an jonathan). seemed like the whole world is so small yet again. it was quite a pity that hoohoo had to leave early (at 10+) when the whole party just started haha. i think last night was a better experience than the previous one with the class to fluid. at least i could feel the beat in my heart. and this time i felt more easy opening myself up and grooving to the music. it's like you feel that you are just like one of them at the dancefloor. and no one gives a damn about what you are doing. you have reached the state of 忘我-ism. the lighting was simply perfect to dance last night. it was dark and the spotlights were great. felt so dark yet so good. cant really see what were the others doing so others wont probably see what i was doing. and hey the next moment u see yousrelf shaking to the beat and singing all the familiar songs (YES ALL THE SONGS IN MY IPOD.. I MISS MY IPOD!!!!!!)
sadly thanks to my COS duty the previous day and the lack of sleep i wasnt that energetic haha. and the drinks werent exactly very very good. and thanks to the smoke my eyes kept tearing and tearing (I NEEDED MORE SLEEP damn). the best part was that i danced until i got stitches. eyeur. so lousy. left at 12+ cus my eyes couldnt take it, my headache became worse and cj wanted to go home cus he had church the next day.
conclusion: still prefer pubbing to clubbing after 2 years. but hey clubbing is not such a bad experience after all. may consider going if anyone got more lobangs to jio me :)
now waiting for hoohoo to send photos. hoo if u see this entry (which i bet you probably wont) send the photos asap and update your blog!
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萧亚轩 - 表白
我一直很有自信
平常不怕说出口
但在你身边时候
突然感觉好害羞
boy u make me so shy
everytime u walk by
怎么我会变这样
身体不听我的
从没有过这感觉
情绪失去控制
dont know what u do to me
i just know it feels right
never felt this may
like i'm outta control
不知道 不知道
为什么 对你说
喜欢你 说不出口
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
为什么 为什么
不知道 怎么说
喜欢你 说不出口
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
我一直很有自信
平常不怕说出口
但在你身边时候
突然感觉好害羞
boy u make me so shy
everytime u walk by
怎么我会变这样
身体不听我的
从没有过这感觉
情绪失去控制
dont know what u do to me
i just know it feels right
never felt this may
like i'm outta control
不知道 不知道
为什么 对你说
喜欢你 说不出口
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
为什么 为什么
不知道 怎么说
喜欢你 说不出口
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
hey boy how ya doing
wussup girl i'm doing good
想要告诉你一件事情
i don't know if i should
没有关系说吧
不要想太多啦
我要让你知道
that i wanna be your girl
一直想要问你
想不想rock my world
wah! 怎么这样
你打动我的心
我整个feel like im out of control
不知道 不知道
为什么 对你说
喜欢你 说不出口
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
为什么 为什么
不知道 怎么说
喜欢你 说不出口
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白
好想跟你表白......
no implications.. but nice song! wanted to post the lyrics quite long ago but it has slipped off my mind (for quite a no of times..)
my mind is in a whirl now. lack of sleep + vbash at st james just now.. it was fun.. will update later. shall go and sleep. tataa!
Sunday, January 14, 2007 @
that's it. i am going to see the MO tmr. i cant even walk properly, let alone go for commander's training. stupid ingrown toenail has to strike back this weekend.. grr
speaking of the weekend. it's like the most slack and nua weekened ever! woot. i think i spend less than 20 hrs opening my eyes and see the world. all thanks to the rainy weather.. all i want to do is just to snuggle inside my cosy little blanket and sleep. now i think i sleep too much till the extent that i get headaches! haha this is like one rare weekend for me to rest and recharge. and helped out with the painting of my house.. so proud of myself lol
alrights shall stop here haha. stupid ingrown toenail is killing me..
Saturday, January 13, 2007 @
guanyue outing with the juniors. argh i feel so old (together with alex enoch and yingting.. j4s!!!!!)
was glad that i made it to meet the class at azaar's despite booking out late thanks to the bruneian celebrations. havent seen many pple for quite a while like jiayan and xx. but it was really a pity that i missed the campfire (sighs) i really really miss the cosy hwachong environment. putting your arms around each other's shoulders and forming a circle while getting high singing our famous college songs. -reminisces- ahhhh the good old days. but nevertheless we had fun talking and eating prata till midnight. to soonheng: thanks for driving me back home! if not for you i wouldnt be back so soon!
the highlight of the week was of course outfield. setting up the command post, waiting for the big shots to come at night and cheonging dunno how many #$%&(+"* overlays in the middle of the night. argh that's the life of the ops spec. damn.. i wonder how many nights i need to burn already just by duplicating and backing overlays. i am so not looking forward to the 10day9night-voyager man.
incoherent entry.. still suffering from the lack of sleep. zzZ
Saturday, January 06, 2007 @
1 year is over. finally! my life as a 2nd year soldier begins today!
this week is not that bad. csm is in a good mood. no veh faults for lri.. sorta celebrated our 1st year anniversary with cj when we booked out on friday. walked around at orchard and bumped onto quite a no of pple. so coincidental. and then on the mrt when i was half alseep someone poked me and said "hey mr civil servant.. for the sake of the government and the people there's this old man who has fractured his arm. kindly give up your seat for him k! stop sleeping.." or sth along that line. then i saw the old man.. he looked quite weak and feeble and he was on a cast with a sling. reminded me of what happened to me in sec 4 when i was in a cast.. very pitiful. after that i saw the person who called me to give up my seat.. she was pixie. haha suhc a coincidence man.. but abit malu also cus it seemed like i hecked care abt the old man in the train until someone else told me to give up my seat =P and oh cj said that pixie looked very cute.. ooooooooooooh..
nth much this week. gonna meet my juniors for guanyue lunch later. haha super old senior already.. j4 to be exact. HAH! kinda looking forward to it.. seeing the juniors and my batchmates. cya!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 @
my 1st post in 2007.. and im kinda forced to write this entry down.
my mom's bday was ytd.. yups new year baby.. guess some of u guys know alr. in the past wat i gave her for her bday was just some cards or maybe some chocolates.. but this year i wanted to do something different. something more realistic and more materialistic. so i decided to treat her and dad a meal at sakae sushi. (haha my dad's bday was like 3 days ago) and im really glad and proud of myself that my parents really enjoyed the meal.. haha it's worth burning a hole in the wallet for my parents who have taken care of me for the past 19 years (:
anyway my holiday today is burnt! sgt kevin says i hav to go back to camp to touch up on my vehicles.. grrr yups yups but better than nothing lah. nothing to do at home anyway. tata!!
