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Sunday, December 31, 2006 @
my 2006. at a glance.


seriously i dont really know how to start. 2006 is really a unique year for me.. the year that i left school and joined the army. a totally different life awaited me. i think i shall let the pictures do the talking (:

PRE-ENLISTMENT DAYS


the pre-NS days were pretty well spent. can still remember all the outings with my friends. seeing everyone (especially the guys) with all their long highlighted hair.. all the mad things that we promised that we would do before we went into tekong.

TEKONG DAYS


i can still vaguely remember the moment which i stood in the BMTC auditorium with like 200 over guys and saying the NS pledge.. "i plead true faith and allegance.." and after which it was the start of my NS days! bmt was the most memorable phase of NS life for me. everyone started off as blur cocks. botak blur cocks. we were getting tekaned like almost everyday by all the sergeants and we thought that a 3rd sergeant is king (i am so f*cking wrong). there was really this sense of cooperation and encouragement among us. everyone just encouraged one another to push on when some of us were feeling down and wanted to give up.. from small things such as running to big events such as field camp and 24 clique route march.. POP nv felt so sweet before. i have 3 POPs; the 2 most memorable ones were when i grew out of a recruit and when i got my sergeant rank. and it really felt great standing at the tekong parade square knowing that u have moved from a boy to a soldier. and yea 9 weeks of bmt seemed so long yet so short. it was the best part of my life (:

POST BMT DAYS

moving on from bmt.. i was posted to sispec and subsquently to armour to be an armour spec. life in sispec was.. nothing. i cant really remember anything in sispec except nutcracker, the sispec school song, alot of cheongsua and the all-so-famous 28 clique route march around ntu which gave me hell lot of mosquito bites. i was so glad that i was in golf coy. so much welfare and nights off.. but at the same time many of the people there wasnt the ones that i could clique around with. i just wanted the 11 weeks to be over and POP from there. the day finally came and "at the crack of dawn, you shall savour the sweetness of victory... and you shall be known as SISPEC warriors." HAHA such a clique statement.


and so i POPed and was posted to ATI for AISL course. 18 weeks long. couldnt expect myself to withstand the whole course cus 1stly it was much more shiong as compared to my BSLC, 2ndly it's 18 weeks (like wtf 2 x BMT ok)!! and 3rdly i have a staff ken as my section instructor. hah the 3rd reason somehow outweighs the other 2 reasons. but i really like my section alot. it's like i can clique more with my section than my previous sections in bmt and sispec. i guess everyone just helps one another in order to prevent getting screwed up down left right in out by staff ken.. i learnt alot of things during the trade course and our outfield in singapore was hell man! but yea we survived it and and we were named "armour commandos". woo so proud of ourselves. the highlight was definitely the taiwan trip. RnR was a blast! it was my 1st time flying overseas. without parents somemore. and all the shopping and eating trips!!!! RARRRRRRRRRRR I WANT TO FLY BACK TO TAIWAN AGAIN..

pop was really the proudest moment cus it was the time where i moved on from a trainee to a commander. was so happy when i got my sergeant rank but then again i am so f*cking wrong. and now my life stays on in 42 as an AI spec. and i cant really wait to ORD soon.. real soon.

OUTSIDE ARMY LIFE

being in army makes me treasure my outside life even more. met up with friends whenever my can during weekends. and im really so glad to have 64 as my class. even though the guys keep talking about army stuffs and the girls keep getting annoyed by it, im so glad that we keep meeting up once in a while!

REFLECTIONS

i think that army changed my life totally. made me think more, make more reflections and allow me to become more self-conscious. but ironically it wasnt the case. got wilder and er.. naughtier. yea just see the amount of vulgarities that i use. what to do.. the environment moulds and shapes the man. and i think it's this kind of environment that i was exposed that made me grow up. im sure that i have become more willing to try new things without the feeling of restrain. haha. ive made frens from all walks of life. different education lvl.. jc, poly, ite and some not even finished their O lvls yet. it's quite enlightening to see how non-jc people think and work. and sometimes i think that jc pple are the ones who are stupid (im not saying that non-jc pple are dumb or what.. no offence pls) in terms of our mindset. it's so narrow cliche and stereotyped. guess i need to work more with them to widen my horizon. and working with them makes my hands-on skill better which is beneficial to my future.

army made me stronger. both mentally and physically. fitness wise i have improved quite a bit. from 11+ min to 9+ min for 2.4. mental wise it has stretch me to limits though im pretty sure my limit's not -there- yet and it will be pushed even further in the future. and army somehow changed my character. though im as crappy as ever hopefully i have become more tactful when necessary. which is totally necessary so as not to offend anyone. yups.. and thanks to army i have stepped out of my comfort zone. staying in the jungle for 7 days. rolling in mud. blending with the flora and the fauna with my favourite green and black camo cream. cheonging with my rifle. from small arms - m16, sar 21, saw, m203, law tube - to big arms - coaxial, gpmg and of course my favourite 25mm and 30mm cannon. shooting live rounds and shouting the universal "bang bang bang" when blanks are used up..

and so as i blog 2007 is here. i cant really think much abt the resolutions that i will be making. too much things to worry about, so many things to do, so little time. maybe i'll blog abt it before i book in, maybe i wont. i am really grateful to those who bother to read until here.. it's a pretty long entry i shld say. havent written such a long entry for quite some time le. really wish everyone a happy new year!

Saturday, December 30, 2006 @
my



is gone. i suspect a case of ipod theft in camp. at least in hq. even cj's ipod is missing.

on the brighter side, the xmas weekend was spent pretty fulfilling. went down to orchard with my family to see the xmas decorations last night. sadly to say.. in my opinion it wasnt as spectacular as those compared to the previous years. i wonder why. they say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder... eh how come these sentences seem so familiar. hah ok met wanzhen and yisin on sat at marina, met hoohoo and hoohoo on sun at j8.. too tired to go out and cheong on xmas eve already. and besides it's so bloody crowded out there in town lol..

met up with the class on xmas day! supposed to be a picnic at botanical gardens.. thanks to our dearest liangjian. but then.. it was raining when we reached there! so we decided to detour to chinese high instead for our picnic (what a romantic place -_-) anyway i m really wondering if lj has passed his driving test.. cus his driving is so.. er nvm. nearly bang onto the pillars while parking.. nearly bang onto the gantry gates.. lol. but his mom's car is way damn cool.. so comfortable. steady lah!

there wasnt anyone in chinese high so bascially the whole terraces belonged to us! :D quite cool.. got abit bored chatting so the guys went to play soccer (as usual) leaving the girls + william alone. haha poor william. soccer was ultimately fun.. we were puffing and laughing at how each other's fitness has dropped! ahaha and omg i cant believe im the cause of the winning goal!!!!!! i had to slip and fall in front of the ball when i was the last guy -_- played until we couldnt take it (aka our legs going to crumble already) and then we went to clock tower and played more cards until the security guard went to chase us off. the rest of the class went to have dinner at east coast (i think) while the sad me had to return to camp.

nth much significant happened in camp except for atp shootout on thursday and friday. it's a total disaster man.. imagine running in the cold rain in the 1st day, prone down in mud and get mud over your rifle in attempt to shoot down the targets to just pass (not to say get marksman).. cant even aim properly after the rundown.. was panting and panting and my rifle was shivering like mad.. cant even take the targets down at all lah. how sian was that. night was abit better. ABIT. so in the end i failed my atp on thurs and had to retake on friday. and hey! the weather was super good. no rain. sunny. nice to run (apart from the leftover mud). and luck was on my side.. finally i passed the day shoot like after dunno how many tries #^&*($^#@. the night shoot was so much better. got 12/16 with ease haha! so overall i passed (like finally man... if i fail this again i have to retake my ATP next month)

yups that's abt all this week. going off already! end of year entry coming soon!

Saturday, December 23, 2006 @
xmas celebrations at 42 SAR was a blast! enjoyed myself totally thanks to all those sporting participants and our very very funny emcee! kudos to our dearest keegan who entertained everyone with his wonderful pole dancing.. haha :D

and hey guess who were here..

yup! it's santa and he brought his santarina!


YES! what a surprise! and after her performance yesterday i was pretty sure that i would be going to buy her new album.. haha..

went down to orchard with my family to see the xmas decorations last night. sadly to say.. in my opinion it wasnt as spectacular as those compared to the previous years. i wonder why. they say beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. maybe it's just because of my environment that doesnt allow me to feel the xmas spirit. that's why i cant feel the joy of christmas around me for now. hopefully the feeling will come as xmas is coming :) anyway saw quite a no of pple last night. esp our dearest workshop officer (the one who niaos me and degrades me to an idiot) who was hugging his gf like no one else's business. ewww

nothing much to update. hopefully this christmas will be peaceful and i can have a 3 day break before embarking on my LRI again.

Sunday, December 17, 2006 @


hansheng's farewell dinner..

had my 1st guard duty as a guard 2IC yesterday. totally mentally draining i would say, especially when my guard 3IC had to leave halfway in the middle of the night for butt setting (yea he has live firing today.. poor thing) and i had to cover his duty as well. which left me with little or almost no sleep at all. hah my eyes are super heavy now but i refuse to close my eyes. i wonder why.. i think it's because there's not much time to enjoy my life now before i book in back to camp again.

anyway when i was doing gate duty one of the sentries complained he had a stomachache and felt like vomitting. i told him to fall out and see the MO but he refused to. seeing his poor poor condition i decided to tell the guardcom to talk to him abt it. when the guardcom came and asked abt him, suddenly his eyes and nose turned red. and the next moment he started to cry like a baby! wah i was super shocked. never encountered this type of situation before.. tried to stay calm and console him.. and eventually the both of us persuaded him to see the MO.

shocking..

Friday, December 15, 2006 @

flight of the bumblebee. what a classic

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this is bad. more and more reports about nsf posting stuffs about army in their blogs are being tracked and they are charged. this is scary. at this rate i guess my blog will be found sooner and later and i may be one of those serving SOL soon. and it seems that my blog is becoming an army blog since most of my activities are revolving around the army.. and this has to happen. which means i cant really blog abt army stuffs aka my nsf life anymore. which kinda means that i have to close down my blog soon.

or if i try to update my blog with non-army entries.. that would be ok but updates will not be frequent le.

anyway. celebrated hansheng's farewell last sat at crystal jade. im still awaiting for photos to come cus apparently miss geraldine leow refuses to send photos to anymore until hansheng receives it -_-" so no photos soon. was like a normal dinner.. and hey daniel's back. so with 2 ord personnel and 1 guy who's in army and so so so talkative, the 3 of us were like the stars of the night cus we were talking abt army stuffs during our dinner. and jiankai was pretty attentive throughout our conversation.. which means the 2 girls (ger and zhixuan) were pretty much left behind. haha oops im so mean.

for hansheng: im sorry that i dont have time to really have a good heart-to-heart talk with you. im in the busy period of my army life now. and it's quite sad that i cant send you off on monday.. hope u understand. wish u all the best in your further studies in canada! work hard and get good grades! enjoy your life in canada and keep in touch ok!

and so i m not going to touch abt army stuffs for this entry. so let's fast forward to wed.. went to watch deja vu during nights off. i think it's a super nice movie.. the twists and turns.. and how everything seems to tie down so nicely. hah watch it for yrselves! i think it's worth the 7 bucks (:

yup i guess that's all abt it. hav to go back camp tmr for guard 2. SIANSSSSSSSSSSS 1 whole precious day of my weekend burnt..

Saturday, December 09, 2006 @
061206.

the day that im halfway through my ns journey and i guess now my life kinda hits rock-bottom. someone told me last time that this journey is like the character U, and now i think im at the middle of the U, which is also the most-bottom part of the character.

my life now is like a roller coaster journey.. lots of ups and downs. living in fear thanks to my CSM who's always erratic and temperamental. i thought staff ken was bad enough. my encik's a combination of staff ken's attitude and staff quek's erraticness. u'll nv know when he'll be nice to u and then a moment later he will flare up and say the 3 magic words. which apparently is not I LOVE U but instead is U TAKE insert no of extras here. and when the volcano erupts it's hard to escape from it.

-inserts rants-

sigh i think i will just live my life by the day and see how. im so mentally tired yet i cant give up. i really dont know what to do. zzz

Monday, December 04, 2006 @
finally a new layout by me again. after so long.. have been desperately trying to find/make a new one but to no avail. hope this layout can last pretty long. got abit sick of the elmo one. cute as it is but i think it's a little too cute for me. nth much to update. getting sicker by the day. and my att c attends today which means i hav to book in later. ciaos.

Sunday, December 03, 2006 @
just a short update here. im feeling pretty groggy now thanks to the concortion of flu, fever and cough.

had OM course by OETI this week. wasnt so bad.. just that my whole uniform was so stinky and it smelt of engine oil. yups which kinda explained everything. cus had the 1st part of our 100hr servicing, i.e. draining oil from our BX, changing all the filters, pouring barrels and barrels of engine oil back to the vehicle.. blah blah. shant go into the details cus i know everyone will be bored to death.

OETI didnt have lessons on fri so we had a day off! and practically my long weekend was spent sleeping away. except meeting up with zx and cg on friday night to watch casino royale. i like the new bond character but overall the story wasnt as entertaining as what i thought it would be. and sat i slept the whole day away i think.. the only thing that i remembered was to buy a new phone and changed a new plan. yups the phone's motorola w220. not the best phone out there but hey! it's non-camera! the only bad ting abt this phone is that it lags alot when i sms and as a result i cant sms as fast as i used to using my nokia phone :( nvm i shall try to adapt to this phone which i'll use for the next 2 yrs.

supposed to hav class outing today but i chose to stay at home and sleep again. yea yea eugene is becoming a big fat pig already. hahs hopefully i get better soon man. it's gonna be a busy month ahead.. my course ends on the 15th and my weekends are all packed with outings, guard duties and COS. owells..

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