byes 09

alright, say byes to 2009...

I am the kind of people who appreciate everyday, and sees everyday as significant. Thus, i can only say 2009 the most significant year of my life. I can also foresee my 2010 going to be the most significant year ever also...(same applies to the coming 2011 and following)

HOW BOUT THE LEGENDARY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION?
-for me, new year resolution is mend to break... i always set a ridiculous new year resolution. (But i do have life target where i will work on to make it all happen) my this year resolution is, to get a gf and prepare to get marry..obviously it fail, and i never really meant it.

i do also remember there is more than one resolution of 09, but i never remember any of it except the 'maybe i should get marry this year'


so, lets do a conclusion,

• -See, i am a graduate engineer now, thou not performing as one..

• -Leaving 5 year life in mlc, and set back to Klang. It is really sad to have to leave everything behind. I misses everyone back there, and I find this feeling of lost contribute to the existence of misan club.

• -only vacation of the year is the graduate trip to Bangkok Pataya...Fabulous trip. Due to H1N1 just strike by the time, and pendermic is mild, and causing international panic, causing tourism falls to ice point, and there comes all the advantages and cheap rate. As

• -As the president of monster product company, I had achievement of performing new art, painting on porcelain. I personally like it very much, and given some of them out as token of love.

• -I form a club of Misan due to over exposure and have dianne sink in...satanism...

• -I went to reserve forest park to cycle(phew, tough exercise),

• -I tried 360 turning pirates ship and feel it is boring

• -I played paint ball with 20+ people, only 5 of them is my fren...and get a few bruise no both my hand and leg(thumbs up game, damn nice to have shot the others with mask.... ;D when you wear mask, he/she will not know you, and you will not know them either...the only thing matter is shot... the courtesy of lady and gentlement do no matter in the war game... this is the part, awesome)

end up you don't actually know who you had 'killed' or who killed you... maybe roughly you know, but not in precise... no hard feelings.

• -I have postcard from eldest son, and so i sent 2nd son to express my gratitude... (our government fund him there) ;D , 3rd son have a backpack trip to Autralia and have tiger tatoo on the hand(humbly small, thankfully)

• -SUE chua got into a car crash accident and have been on the bed since few months back, awful it is to happen but grateful enough to thank that no permanent injuries and getting better everyday...

• -Thanks to edison for all the celebrity pornography, i do not feel he is guilty as so many people think he is garbage(we are peeping into people's privacy and accusing him for his act, don't really catch the identity to accuse)

• -I have garmin in my phone, i talk to my car and address it 'baby car' as it is 10 years old, (I always talk to things, and the frequency got so high these days... talking to things is nice, they just listen and no arguement.

Garmin: Recalculating route, recalculating route...
i says: OK
Garmin: Searching destination, 10Kilometres,
I say: OK
Garmin: Turn left, 5Metres...
Garmin: Recalculating route..
I say: means i got the wrong turn?
Garmin: Recalculating route.... turn left in 8 kilometres,
I say: there is no turn in front!
Garmin: Turn left in 4 kilometres,
I say: shut up...
Garmin: recalculating route...

• -I love my psp fat 99 version it is an antique now and i can bid it high price in ebay.

spot the difference...

(Ofcuz no different in the picture displayed, the slim or fat is the thickness of the body...why on earth people compare it's face)

• -I start to surf in ebay and tried my first biding and won(I haven't do the paymeny yet thou) :D

• -I got small car crash with a uncle and he pay me rm100 but cuz the scratch is small, i don't bother to fix it.

• -I have conspiracy to disappear

• -I read many books as usual, but read many english book this year... Dan Brown is superb

• -I became filthy, i can socialize well with people i don't even bother to remember his/her name.. i can do host a ice breaking between 2 different party and talk rubbish, and saying things which ain't true, and feeling no guilt after that.

I've grown up...

Christmas

Well, i like Christmas~ because it snows, and whites, and got present and quiet..

with some jungle bell song ringing, oh... swing swing bling bling

Christmas also means losing virginity and lots of alcohol, clubbing and frenzies,

ew, chaos~lots of fake snow sprays, plastic decoration on the fake plastic trees, ohyeah~2012

I have my Christmas EVE with David archuleta, M.Nasir and siti nurhalizaa.

I mean their song,

baigaikan sakti, like magic~

anyone going to say any of them is not a good singer?

Talk to my hand, i am not listening...

they are awesome!

...

no chaotic losing virginity and alcohol ofcause, just a peaceful night at home, waiting for the skies to rain(consolation of no snow)

~

Christmas day is the day with my family to pavilion,

Pavilion is superb over crowded...

feel like Christmas? no...like dong dong qiang CNY

until you walk out from Pavilion and see snow falling on you... pretty..

hey, really it looks like snow k,

(is soap bubbles prepare by pavilion for us to see), surprising it, it is pretty, too bad, the temperature and the touch on the bubbles will tell u: IS FAKE!

COACH, PRADA, LV, ROLEX, GUCCI...

yeah, they all stay here,

and, i saw a watch cost 452,ooorm,

hell yeah~

such thing do exist!

all right,

try out David archuleta 'have yourself a merry little christmas'
happy holidays people~

(p/s: Diana, saw ur fb christmas party, you are dismiss from for a few weeks from misan club for christmas and new year celebration...

sue chua, go get laid soon~;D

filthy

Living in the reality is somewhat a cruel thing...

If you think I am going to say about just adult world, or working environment...so wrong you are.

this cruel thing is to every age range..

this week is the week of over-exposure..people are telling me things, and i hear things, and sees things...

I've heard kid telling their grandmother to buy her a toy with the claim that her grandmother is rich..
kid: buy me this grandma,
Grandma: kido, this toy doesn't worth its price..lets buy other thing..
kid: but you are rich..

As i meet some many of my parent's friend, i have always address them uncle, aunty as since small we are force to do so...
then i am sometimes warn to know which uncle will take advantage of you if you trust him, or this uncle is broke thou he drive Mercedes, or don't talk too much with that uncle, else you can expect what you told him(or whatever he finds out) to be in public with lots of add-ons..

these are told all behind their back, and everyone knows...
but still we all laughing along like good fren, yet highly cautions of their next evil move(if it exist)...

I think i am doing it quite well, because I will get worry receiving call from a long lost fren, worrying he or she might be now in the sales industry and contacting me is simply a method of sales.

...
well, i am learning to be a part of the filthy world...
i have misanthropy, but i will fit in the society soon. Never will have thought to think i am so noble to refuse to flow in the evil drain, i will fit in.

i will soon enough be able to play and laugh with people i barely know, and have fun with people i don't really like...


p/s dianne, i seriously didn't know you can't read chinese!
alright, i will switch it back to english mode ;D

柏杨

我那只看得懂英文的朋友，仍然引为车祸躺在医院里，没有性命危险，但是还需要一短时间学习走路~脚断掉了，
多么希望她早日康复，好期待和他去旅行~

既然他在医院，短时间内，是不会来看我的文章的了，所以我可以写华文，
然后就，惊觉！我好像写不出华文文章！

我要说最近，我在读柏杨的书~
这老公公写的书尖酸刻薄，很是幽默，很讽刺，看得大快人心！
几年前我阅读他的《皇后之死》，


然后我又重读了几次，超级好看，虽然是历世实事记录，然而因为他用很平民，很口头的写法，没有很官腔~根本不会闷。。。
虽然不幽默，不讽刺的历世实事记录我也很爱看~但是，这个很好看啊~
我会一边看，一边笑，然后拍岸叫绝！说！为什么别的作者都不这样写啊！

我不是作家，我不是F4~也不是李白，
我只是读者，所以，我不会描述他写得多好，然后我也忘记了什么哪么样好笑，又好看~
故事有那么多（那么多个皇帝的老婆），那么长，又有不是电影，他从商朝说到明朝，我也不能说他的后母和3个姐姐欺负他，然后又玻璃鞋，又南瓜车的去白马王子的海龙宫，强盗定海神针，如意金箍棒，然后写一本‘公主的日记’，小李飞刀，降龙18掌，然后躲在古墓里，只吃蜂蜜~

。。。
这不是我要说的，我要说的是《丑陋的中国人》，

这书很久了，很出名，可是到了最近，我才在看，

当然，我即拿的他来作文章，但然我是认同他的观点的，自然，也是很迷恋他的文笔，
一样辣~ 里头不是历史，是一篇一篇的杂文，即是有感而发，没有直接关联的文章，虽然都是说着中国人的丑陋~自私，刻薄，小人之心，爱说谎，不爱人错，封闭自己，自己为是等等~
虽然有的短文很无聊，我也不会犹豫的跳掉~

如果你要坳说我们是one malaysia, 是马来西亚人，不是中国人，当然，我完全认同，
但是，这个‘中国人’不是in term of geographical, is in term of cultural~
虽然我们的文化，也已经不完全和真的大陆中国的文化一样，但是，我们还是保留着华人的思想~
我们沉浸在文化的染缸里，我们大马来西亚
（突然想起看过一篇文章说马来西亚的人多自大，名名马来西亚，简称竟然是大马，大！马！尽管叫新加坡，新国，泰国~ 阿美利加够大了吧？还不是只叫美国。不是大美。。。。然后我有一天和一些朋友吃饭，一个朋友很是讨厌新加坡，然后对于新加坡简称马来西亚：马国，愤愤不平，觉得被一格小小的国土侮辱~ 就的马国像是horse country)
对不起，离题了~
我要说的是，我们马来西亚的人，即便是回教也好，我们儒家学子也好，都已经互相影响，成就了县在的我们~

在这本书里，说着其中一格弱点，就是，总是在过去寻找答案，觉得过去是最好的~
想想我们看tvb古装的时候，总是就爱说，像当年先皇什么什么，总爱说尧舜，三皇五帝的言论，
然后不时就，古人有曰，子曰~~
却少了很多的变革，革新的~

古中国的学习制度，学生不可以超越老师，不要有很奇怪的想法，好好学古人留下的知识就好了~

我觉得过去，历史是可以作为‘前车之鉴’，不是拿来成为标准，
我们现在学习着新的东西，无论是谁人的发明，我们都不会抗拒，知识就学~
而不再三字经，论语，三纲五伦上周旋~
万幸


重新申明，我不时说孔子错，是过了好几千年了，好好斗量该学的，该放弃的~
如果有一天有人说，女子无才就是德，还是不孝有三，无后为大之类的~3从4德，你会觉得荒唐，这就明白这些是该放弃的根据了~

让我想起我们的回教同胞，每天嚷嚷要用会古律法，砍手砍脚的，
啊！他们是受了儒家思想的教诲了吗？凡是以古时代的为最佳，最标准~


啊，柏杨最近才死的，而且很老了，他不是像我一样的狂妄少年，说我幼稚，肤浅可以，
但是柏杨死了，你有什么不满意，你和他说去~


阅读，就像是多活了别人的经历，大家，请多阅读，养成阅读的好习惯

prisoner of birth

new try on Jeffrey Archer book...

I wanted to read about criminal, spy or murder novel..(particularly not investigation and detective novel, it kills my brain) but it is quite hard to get a decent one..

checking the best seller list, most popular book, almost none any of those in the list is in the category of criminal, spy or any story of insane killer..
Thou i still manage to found some best seller in the genre, but i couldn't find it in the book store near my house..

my fren say that the author i intend to purchase his book ( Lee Child), is writing a book where most people don't read, is less likely to be best seller...so maybe this is the reason why it is not displayed in the shelf..
so, instead, i get Jeffrey Archer, which his book displayed all over in the shelf with John Grisham and Sidney Shelton..

and, well...
i got suck into the story for days, into the mid night and throughout the day..
quite nice it is~

somehow it remind me of a movie i watched in the english class during my undergraduate in MMU: The Count of Monte Cristo

This innocent people get convicted, and accused on sth he didn't commit, then got sent to a prison in an isolated island.

in the prison he met this mentor, teaching him lots of things, sword, words, literature...
then this mentor dig a tunnel for escape, but then before he get to escape...he died..
so, this innocent take the path, back to the free world and seek revenge..

...
The wikipedia did also claims that 'the prisoner of birth' is a contemporary version of The Count of Monte Cristo...


vocab of the day
Sordid: filthy, foul character

The associate

Just finish reading another of John Grisham..
This book is still the no.1 best seller in New York Times list..

John Grisham is always great with his knowledge in legislation, and conspiracy.
I've been always liking to see dramatic debate in the court, and this book have nothing about court debate, just some vague conspiracy.

This is a famous writer, famous book..
can't critic much...if there is any prob, it will be me,
i didn't really enjoy this book, especially the ending..

spoiler comment:
I don't think Bennie shouldn't be federal agent, he should be arrest, and he suppose work for a big cooperation, and it got drag down by McAvoy...
The suffer on Kyle could be more, maybe kill Dale or his father or his mother Patty..
Just Baxter? oh~
Dan Brown is better, he makes me chill from my spine..


My blog has become a book review blog?
this wasn't what i want my blog to be, i thought of sharing more of monster product, but too bad,
it simply do not produce anything recently...the owner is suffering misanthropy(wow, newly found bombastic word, check it out, i bet you never heard of it)

peace

time traveler's

just finish reading this novel...
sigh~~

This is so sad so sad, yet beautiful...
thou it is just a fiction, a story, but it still present the idea of helpless in the power of nature...
when things are happen to be like that, sometimes, there is totally nothing you can do..

ok, some spoiler,
at the end, Henry, he is going to die, and he knew he is going to die..
he know the exact date and time he will die...
then his wife know he will die...
both there is nothing they both can do...they crying together and he time travel to dead..

i can't flip the page by the time i reading these...

oh...i got me so sad

i knew too he is going to die in the next page,
and he really died..
sigh~


The movie is out and i watched the trailer, and i have not much intention of watching the movie,
as said, movie kills novel...

2009 is a blues year

'the time traveler's wife' nice book to read

23rd anniversary product

载自林宥嘉的《感官世界》，‘感同身受’
。。。
不一样的血肉之躯在痛苦快乐面前
Facing happiness and pain in different body

我们都是平起平坐
Everybody is in the same level

...
有那么多人在寂寞 就没有人寂寞
If there is so many people feeling lonely, then no one is lonely...


i most prefer about the last phrase, 'if there is so many ppl lonely, then there should be no ppl feeling lonely..
hell yeah...

i always like Yoga's song, thou one of my favorite fren do not like him, and complain he is such a crying baby, and for sure to switch channel or change song when Yoga's song is played in my car...
(heywishing her get well soon..

well, this is a new product produce during my 23rd survive anniversary.
Thank you everyone who remember and wishing me happy birthday,
i appreciate it very much,
but i don't really celebrate this anniversary no more,



These 3 pic is actually from one cup, taken from different perspective..
originate by the monster's band painting..



;)

This cup is my favorite among all..(..let me count..123..4..5....10!)
oh, this is the tenth!
and it is my fav!
... another of monster product
;D

movie kills novel

Lately has been busy on researching on a disappearing project (wink ;) ), and busy playing PSP NFS undercover, busy working, busy thinking of many things, and busy reading some story book.

as age increases, i realize that i no longer savor the long hour of sleeping, or eating...
this don't sounds like me at all..
sleeping was hell my everything, and eating makes me feel simply cloud 9 heaven, lately no so...
i think is due to the oldness...

nvm,
i was reading some very nice novel.

John Grisham,
always about lawyer..i thought, but this book was more like politics...

is a alright book, but i am quite bothered by the statement made at the epilogue, saying that everything technical wise information might not be true. The author made a statement saying that he is not those e-gadgets people.
well, i got frowned...this is totally unnecessary statement, it kills my imagination.

then, i found this is the cupboard,



reading it, wow! Dan Brown is awesome! no wonder he is so famous!
(well, i think hairy potre is so so...s o r r y people), the night i flip the last page of digital fortress, i take my car key and drive to get another book of Dan Brown:





both 3 of the book is conspiracy genre, gunfire, and unhesitating killing~ damn exciting reading these books!
and without over decorative, or bombastic vocab...(honestly, too pretty sentence seems troubling me...i don't understand)....

oh and ya, in the prologue of deception point, the author state that the organization (secret force) are real organizations, all technology described in this novel exist.
ironically contrast with John Grisham...

when i finish deception point this evening, oh~~i miss those character already.
i feel like a friend with them...i didn't get this feeling after many years ago reading martial chinese novel.

MOVIE!
oh, since i am such a big fan, i type 'deception point' in the internet search, and realize there is a saying deception point is filmed as movie. i got scared, horrified! i X the browser immediately.
what if i accidentally click and saw the main character, the scenery, the goya (a boat),
these things have picture in my mind, any other picture will kill me....

serious! it will kill !
i so want to read Dan brown book, but the other 3 is Da vinci code, Angel and demons and the new book on shelf lost symbols, is all about Langdon.
originally, this doesn't matter at all, the problem is Tom Hanks =! Langdon

i can't have good picture having Tom Hanks in my head while i am reading langdon.

neither Langdon or Tom hanks is the problem, i like Tom hanks, he is good...
but the movie simply kills space for imagination.

well, i am trying to erase tom hanks=langdon,
then i can start reading lost symbols.

dayi

i think i am having a mild emotional breakdown....

in recovering lately, where i had sort out a clearer picture of what am i doing, and what am i going to do...

i found long lost friend through facebook, and again, proven that facebook is always happen to be a miracle to link people together..i once used to think friendster was, but until facebook exist in my life, i never then log into frienster no more.

through facebook, i found some of my primary school mate, have in contact, and successfully made a gathering during lantern festival.

well, we celebrate the coming cny together too~
much memories flooded my mind...


it is simply....

oh, i have vocab prob...i can't describe it
nvm, i can create a new one, these kind of miraculously, long lost, postive, facebook kind of feeling is named as 'dayi'...

i have this surge of dayi when i found this friend of mine during my secondary form 1,
this boy where i always get to copy his homework, very good in math....(not much picture appear in mind, is the positive feelings which stays)

until then, this picture tagging by one of the long lost fren appear..
DAYI!



spot me..
;)


my emotional breakdown had been better since the last few days,
clearer target of what i am pursueing...
thou there still many unknowns awaiting for me in the steps ahead, and i hate variables, and unknowns, it make me feel anxiety.

but, afterall, this is life isn't it..

mid autumn fest

is mid autumn again...
my favorite festival of all Chinese celebration..

as like previous years, i will monster create some cards for some people to share this mid autumn serenity..
however, this year, is a little bit weird, cuz the material i have( the papers, the cards, the glue..)
finished...

i using the very limited material...to create these cards..
remind me of the very original monster product, where i used to make card at my secondary school classroom when the teacher is teaching. At the time, the material is even less, sometimes i will have to tear out some clear space of the photostat notes to do cards..

using the max, i can only produce 8 cards..
so,
by luck it is...whoever get the cards..not based on love...

...
i miss those days where i can gather at a kennel and share our mooncakes and head to movie..
well,
now, i can just sleeping on the bed and fantasying sitting in a boat, and looking at the moon and say, wow...
u have me..how lucky..


good luck

kill this whole raya week with not much of conscious...

meet some old friends, as show in the photos,

well, we are actually having dinner in this pretty cafe,
i personally quite like, celebrating for great grand daughter birthday..

she is very professional photographer,
having very high quality of camera...
so, we play with the camera, also with ourself..
(we playing model)




we got so adult and we don't care anymore what people think about us when we are posing..

...
after that day, i go to cyber to find a kidos, bring him to movie with me,
the ugly truth, and it happen to be very funny..thou many parts of the 'sexually harassed' conversation got censored...those are my fav part..i will have to watch the dvd version!

many dirty talks...
hahaha

~
day after that i meet another friend from secondary school,
we went shopping for stone..
yea right, we really go to petaling street and buy some stone..
hehe, actually for carving.
this lady friend of mine have very special unique and beautiful hobby, stone carving..
admire this ability very.

~
maybe due to the raya holiday, there is not much work in the factory~
many days we shut the factory earlier becuz of the customers flow too little...

many disaster happening around the globe, especially flood..
very scary..

blue bird park

2nd son is gonig to UK in few days..
so, i am not able to see him for some while..




so, we went to the bird park..
so that...


he can at least once in the life time break the rules..
yeah~ tadah , the 4 flatter don't care about what the sign board says!


i last time i went to this kl bird park is when i am still primary student,
wow..
i am now, so old.

but i can say this place is quite well maintain~
it is neat and tidy, clean and pretty..
the air is fresh...maybe before 2nd son depart to london, we brought him the sun shine of malaysia..


...also rain~

the rain starts in the perfect timing, while we had finished...
thou we still gets wets while walking out to the exit, with umbrella..
but undeniable it is great experience..

...hmm,
for so many days of dullness and gloomy,
today i see some sunshine, sun shines into my heart and kills many fungus..

lastly, present to u, the photo of the day..


the kings of all birds...

and the silly me

fantasying boat night

As from previous blog, i said about a giant lizard came out and killed the caterpillar i rescue,
this is the picture,
(i guess u guys can just see a lizard....but stretch ur eye harder, then u can see half of the caterpillar body outside the lizard mouth)

p/s dianne, don't worry, i am not sad about the caterpillar being killed...
i killed the worm, but i might had saved the lizard...it is so thin...it might not have food for long..)



besides caterpillar,
i was surprise that behind my house have many ducks!
oh, i always want to have a duck as my pet..i even think of how to name my duck pet..
pretty scenery..


also, a evil smiling leaf..



Dianne, u are one of my best fren...
thou we didnt really do things of how a best fren should do, a trip, a frequent sms, emailing..
but i always concern about u, and i know u always miss me too..
;D
i am grateful to know u...

i saw this boat model when i am wandering a complex,
i sit there and fantasying i am in the boat like a little kid, ..i am a little boy..

i am dreaming of becoming a captain, a sailor, to sail~
bring along few best fren, and adventure...
Dianne, i will bring u along ;)

...let me think who else..
phing2...X --> reason:　afraid of sunlight
jiayung...X--> reason: have gf to take care of.
weijia.....X--> reason: need to study master.
3sons.....X--> reason: this is dangerous for kids...
Howan, sueann, cheeling, kah and ladies...X--->reason: too lady
emily....X--->reason: too lazy.

ok,
so, i think i will bring mukie, jhen pei, roger zai, and kweefung along, and dianne...

.....fine, time to sleep..

mukie birthday randomize dream

no.
no new creation lately, lately monster company boss, is emo...
mood bad

As lately, the mood go so swing, and i can only play moonlight sonata...
admire Beethoven for written such a gloomy song, totally feel the sorrow and loneliness..


..
this one day of mine behind my house garden, i saw a caterpillar crawling on the tiles,
i was thinking, it will be killed really soon...
i was thinking, this is the cruel earth, if i save it from dying, i might alter the balance of dead and lives..
....
i was squatting there for many minutes, then i finally decide to save it by putting it back into the bushes behind my house.
(Using a leaf as Noah)
i put it in the bushes, and think... what a wonderful wo...r..ll...dd

before i finish my thought, a giant lizard come out from the bush,
open it jaw and swallow half of the caterpillar into his stomach...

...
i frown..
what a world

~~
i have many weird dreams lately,
-i dreamt of pretty rich gal courting me, mms me some sexy picture and make me blush..(haha, it is so real until i really feel i blush, never thought i will blush)
-Dreaming of being a group of cop, hunting terrorist, and killed many ppl..(i never really play counter strike, i swear...thou i play GTA)
-Dreaming of becoming a bad boy, with a group of samseng together doing vandalism, eating Japanese food in a pretty restaurant..

is my grand daughter birthday today...

'wishing u happy birthday, happy having serenity'

insects cup

today work piece


today is hungry ghost month, the mid 14th..
wow...

many ppl praying hungry good brothers beside the road..
this is 中元节，(zhong yuan festival)

well, there is another 盂兰节 （meng lan jie) .... ...我还以为是什么yu lan ping 节

今天晚上的节目，还是画杯，
今天画昆虫


black and white, looks pretty to me..
actually this is how the shop who sell color told me how to draw on cup..
1st, use the black color to outline the shape, then..
(i never follow this instruction once i have the color)

2.

color in in the outline..
...and
shit....
horrible it turn out.. like MMU logo..again..
hahahaha
(why la, i choose the blue and red!) another face of this mmu butterfly cup is :



(flip on a book with TANG dynasty poetry, and copy)

wow, this is harder than merely painting...
it is killing me!

ok, nex
is a ...
alright, at 1st, is should be a dragonfly...

..for this, i reverse the sequence of painting, color...
then outline

it turns out like ..mosquito..
uh~
hungry ghost month aura the strongest, can't paint something positive..
negative aura


when i buy the color, i ask the ppl, can i mix the color with the water?
(u know, if the color is like oil painting color, it cannot mix with water...)

he say cannot..well, i challenge it since i do the 1st cup, and this one, i challenge puas to the max...to get the watercolor watery feel..






like 2nd son favorite, mantra~


ahmuk...dedicate this for u..;D