im thru with tyl. from that day, that moment onwards we are no more than close/good friends. so.. moving on

my family is super traditional and old fashioned. i know i haven been staying too often at home, i've been going out, at the chalet, just not at home. so that might have caused my family to be unhappy. whenever i can, i'll try to stay at home. and i cannot stand the fact that my mom keeps buggin me on my cell. i already told her what im doing, and she wants to know where and when. yes i tell her but she doesnt know and it frustrates me whenever i have to answer for every single detail.

she INSIST that i have a gf when i dont. i really dont get it. shd i get a guy home and tell her this is my BOYFRIEND? well i'd love to see her reaction, maybe she likes it. beats me its really sickening, she checks my wallet, and she finds movie ticks, dining vouchers and purchases.. there she go again with her gf crap. pls quit being old fashioned. she says i spend a lot too. well, everything out there is expensive, its not like at home when everything is within her budget. a simple meal outside would cost approx 10 bucks. my shirt could be 70 ++ and she wants me to buy those 3 for 10 bucks. alright alright..
hooray its day one of october, and im already looking forward to november ahaha

hahah. okay no more worrying. im fine, really am. in fact, thru you i learnt sometimes, holding a friendship stronger than anything else is most important. ily.

RIGHT ARM : EH IM SUPER UPSET SAMUEL ):
SAMUEL : WHY
RIGHT ARM : BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT GETTING ME TREATED AND EVEN TOOK ME OUT FOR A 10KM RUN. YOU CRAZY BEECH.
SAMUEL : OKAY, LETS SEE WHAT THE SINSEH CAN DO TMR. SIGH -.-

sorry, i damn bored now. i didnt do anything today, except i went for lunch with my parents and siblings. well i thank God for that really, its been a long long time since we had a ' family outing '. money is time. this is so damn true can, im willing to swop money for time. okay my relationship with daddy is getting better, ever since he ____ . yeah, we've been talkin, and dining together.

i feel damn useless, i cannot even lift up my cup with my right arm. damn useless right, and i have to stop rowing now. plus gym training. ahh its all my fault, i shdnt have over lifted. sigh

but in spite of that, i went to bugis at the wee hours with dylan. we went to topman again and i got a shirt and my loafers !! woo thank God for the loafers, it was leather and branded, UP 129. SP, 69 !! i only paid 69. waahahha damn happy. must stop spending alrdy. heh

lastly, happy birthday jason chia. :D

and man city, aspiring big 4 wanna-bees, go suck thumb and fly kite lah. ehhehehe

bye sep, oct quickly over also and december pls i beg you, come asap. pls pls pls pls pls

im still waiting for you to come clean with me. enough of nvc.

hahah i had a boring week, i attended training everyday. man i tell you, canoe has a lot of politics, not only in the juniors team, but also the seniors. however, which organisation/team has no politics when people are given power and authority? i want to be the fastest in the team. and i will.

ahahha im still working on my body, huge and pacey is my motivation. well, i've promised myself to complete 6km run everyday regardless of how tired i am. im doing this to lose some weight and prepare for human race. i also planned out my own diet, i seriously think im crazy. okay, im taking 2 eggs in the morning daily, 2 litres of soya bean milk, vegetables, fruits, meat. 

holidays is coming to an end soon, and rumours are saying sem 1 results will be released next week. aww if my gpa falls bellow 3.0, im gonna kill myself uhhh ! heh

oh yes yes, my grandma is crazier than me i think. she blessed me with two grand on monday. i prayed to God on sunday for a financial blessing and some other stuff. when i woke up on monday morning for training, i went downstairs and grandma just said, ' ah boy, ah ma give you 2k, keep inside your bank and dont anyhow spend okay. ' hahahaha see God is good all the time ! all the time, God is very very very good ! okay i've never anyhow spend money before lah.

im super excited, cause im nearing the end of september !! woo i can smell my car licence already. its finger lickin good ahahah idiot lalalaaa

F1 is just NEXT WEEK AND THEY HAVE YET TO CALL ME. DIE LAH !! SIGH

okayokay !

as most shd know, i went to msia to lepak last week. it was an ultra good and fast trip lah, lasted for 7 days but i felt that i barely started. rode scooter on the 2nd day, cool stuff. from ipoh, i departed for kl. i spent 7hrs with a guardsman on the streets of jalan bukit bintan. visited 4 shopping malls, sungei wang/pavillion/lot10/times square. didnt bought too many stuff, only 4

i strongly believed that i put on weight and grew bigger ): cause i had supper every night and i kept eating non stop! ppl fasting i feasting. ahahah and i kinda shut myself off from everyone for 7 days, no why, wanted no distractions. i came back on fri noon, gosh i couldnt purchase nothing from dfs. cause why? i arrived from msia. since when did such a rule took place? wasteful.

today is not a good day. went to taper jeans with guardsman then met tyl/airin/fina in town, then dylan to shop. reflect on this, dress to impress. it made sense to me, somehow. dressing is just so important, image and all. head to toe. but of course, spend and select wisely hahah. next item - loafers !!

my ambition is to satisfy my woman. buy her all that is required to make her the happiest lady on the planet. my money belong to her and her money belongs to herself and our kids money belongs to her too. ahahah hahaha

it's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

I LOVE ARSENE WENGER, HE'S DAMN BUSTED AHHAHAHA AHAHA !!

i've been workin since 9am today. i kinda slept really late because of the arsenal match. if there is someone whom i would blame, its lady luck. she didnt like those in blue.

anyway, i went to shop for ' fresh ' clothes with airin and tyl. i never imagine myself wearing those, and i got my first ever short sleeve shirt. zomg but i must say its actually quite nice, there's one green checkered one, not bad i thought. im not changing my style, its still my style but im improvising it and carryin it up, to the next level.

i also watched the proposal with dylan and airin, damn it. i thought that was the best movie i ever caught this year, way better than transformer, angels and demon and hp. it's really touchin, and i kinda held back some tears. i'll give 10 out of 10 for it. do go watch it, with your lover would produce the best effect. but with friends also not bad lah.

i've like 4 friends spending the night at my place now, and we are going back to school for tcher's day. ahahah its gonna be a crazy day because i think a lot ppl would have changed, including me. frankly, i miss my tchers, cj tan, olsen and all... ahaha its gonna be wonderful !!

i crashed out on baybeats, supposed to meet magon on saturday for it, but couldnt make it. hahahah ! eeek muds.

yay, msia trip is confirmed !! im leaving on saturday evening and back next sun morning. hahha i'll shop for more clothes and ride ride ride. i wanna make this very very clear kay, i started riding since i was 14, i doubt we knew each other when we were 14, it just happened that im goin msia thats why i bought up the bike riding issue, its not some copy copy. hah

its like no matter how much i do, its not helping and its just not enough.
i want you, can?

holidays are here, yayyyyyyyy !!! :D

i think for my holidays, its mainly gonna be training, football, bangkok and chill outs with friends ! ahahaha

life is super competitive for me now. there are like quite a few ppl going after tyl, im in against my team mates and time for the 4 polite seats. i really wanna race in polite, and im rather determined. dont really care who are the ' leaders ', just gonna prove my mettle and worth.

i doubt im going to work a lot during this holiday, cause i have to train everyday, where to find time to work? aahhah anyway i think the china workers are doing a pretty fine job, oh ya they managed to learn basic english, die next time if wanna gossip bout them cannot use english and chinese how? use malay? ahahah HELL NO !

even after training so much, i feel like i've not grown much eh. still fat, short, flabby and ugly. ahahha

anyway, had football just now. then shawn took me to thomson area to eat. i thought that there were nicer food than what geylang has. we had pasta at hans and then walked to a shop called icekimo to have ice cream. zomg i swear the ice cream they sell are the best in spore !! its super tasty, filling and affordable. 3 scoops only 6 bucks. the shop also gives me a very good feeling, woah if you were to bring ur loved one along, its really a great place. well, i didnt know there was such a haven in spore. the home made d24 durian ice cream is a must try, taste heavenly.

tmr morning trg again ahahah shiok uh ! then meeting dennis at night to chill, friday work )): and sat shopping with airin ahahahah yessa !

i thought i had another awesome weekend, had f1 training yesterday then so coincidentally, i was placed in the same classroom as tyl and whitley, one of the biggest asset in rp. but tyl and i were in different group and i was in the same group as whitley. hehs

i was rather upset because i couldnt postpone the training to another day as i had to go for the time trial which is a selection process for the 4 polite seats. thank god, im able to take my time trial on wednesday so i went for f1 trg. i found the trg to be rather useful and the trainer was a funny old man, ronnie eng. hahahah oh yes, there was a very weird arse in class.

the best part was this, by the time the trg ended, i couldnt make it for svc, so i went to airin's picnic with tyl. had a really great time at marina barage, that was my debut trip and we had kite flying, super duper fun. we were like idiots at the start and then the kite flew higher and higher. we decided to extend the kite line, but i accidentally let loose the kite and it crashed into the reservoir. sigh, second piece also flew away. ): its been years since i had such a memorable saturday. after that, i went to meet carol toh and her family and cg.

as for today, i went to airport to meet dickson to study and then met ayu, yz, val , josh at orchard. i just felt the burden to take math seriously because i cannot afford to flunk it. lets hope for good results. anyway, on the way back home, 2 aunties were fighting on the bus, it was damn effin hilarious i promise. one of them even said, not happy uh? come fight lah. and the older one said, come lah ! you think i scared you uh? AHAHAH i didnt even bother to look, just by listening to their " chat dialog ", i couldnt help but burst into loud laughter. ahahahaha btw, i had a haircut, just layering and trimming.

yay, football with shawn, ian and many others after ut tmr at rp. E-X-C-I-T-E-D :P

i said i love you and not i love her.